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Chapter 21: Not Sick Yet
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I haven't slept in my own bed in about a week. Every night I go to my room to get clothes for the next day and then go to Lee's room and I don't leave until the next morning.
We shower together every morning and eat breakfast together. Then we either watch movies or have sex. Sometimes both. We have lunch, go to the movies or the arcade. Then have dinner, watch a movie or go to the club and then head to bed for the night to do it all over again.
We're kinda inseparable, but in the best way. We don't have to talk to each other all the time. He can be on his phone or I can be online shopping and we don't even speak.
Then one of us will nudge or kiss or stroke the other and we're back to being all over each other.
When we were in public we were affectionate. We held h
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