Xavier’s Point of View
Racing home in pure exhilaration, I was amazed I didn't get stopped by the police. My heart was pounding, not out of fear but sheer joy. This morning, I tried to convince myself that having her as a friend would be enough, but that idea was quickly dismissed. The way Rei nestled perfectly in my embrace, her petite, curvy form felt like paradise.
I might have let things escalate if I hadn’t seen Grace watching us from her car. When I handed Rei back her phone, I caught all three kids gazing at us from inside the house. Onyx and Salem beamed at me, giving enthusiastic thumbs-ups, while Shiloh smiled as she watched us. It unexpectedly warmed my heart to see that her children appeared to be accepting of their mother kissing me.
I knew I’d made a difference when I helped her years ago—of course, I knew! I’d been stalking her for years, but I was unaware of the true extent of my influence. The sight of Shiloh's drawing displayed on their living room wall struck me. That and Rei’s naughty smirk and the admiration in her eyes as she watched me interact with her children deeply moved me. I didn’t want to let her down. I wanted to be the man she thought I was.
I hoped she would call soon. I wanted to see Rei again. I loved seeing her smile, hearing her laugh, and being a part of what she called her ‘beloved chaos’ even for a few hours. I’d watched her from afar for so long. Being welcomed into her life was surreal. I kept wanting to pinch myself to check if it was really happening.
Upon arriving home, I ensured I wouldn't miss any calls or text notifications, especially from Rei. I neatly stored away the blankets and pillows left on the couch and gathered the clothes I had lent Rei, cherishing her scent as I held them close. I shook my head as soon as I realized what I was doing. I was cradling fucking clothes.
I retreated to my makeshift office and gaming sanctuary, hoping to find some focus. Unfortunately, my mind kept wandering as I constantly checked my phone, eagerly awaiting a message from Rei. Eventually, I realized how futile it was and started scrolling through my social media feeds, only to grow bored soon after. Feeling restless and unable to concentrate, I contemplated driving my motorcycle to clear my head. Just as I was about to give in to the idea, I received a call from Tom checking in on me.
"Hey, I heard you had quite an eventful night," my friend prodded, eager for me to share the juicy details.
"I'm keeping that information to myself. I care about her. She means a lot to me," I replied with conviction.
"We could all tell, especially Lillianna. I'm almost certain she was envious, even though she seemed preoccupied with Alex the whole night, and he eventually left with her," Tom chuckled.
“Lillianna and I have messed around, but it never meant anything. I don’t have feelings for her,” I grumbled.
“I know that. Matt knows that. Lillianna doesn’t seem to, though,” Tom affirmed.
"Hey, isn't this the girl you've had a crush on for years?" my friend asked as we walked past a familiar face.
“Yeah,” I said with a hint of embarrassment.
“Are you going to see her again?” Tom inquired, genuinely curious.
“If she wants to,” I answered, feeling a mix of hope and uncertainty.
“Who did you hook up with? Sam or Chloe?” I asked, hoping to redirect the conversation.
“Matt hooked up with Sam, and Chloe went home with me,” Tom said proudly.
"Did Grace manage to find anyone?" I inquired, intrigued about the girl who was close with both Lillianna and Rei.
"No, Grace kept a close watch on everyone, but she appeared to be having a good time. She was pleased that you took Rei out for a ride. Grace has been trying for years to set Rei up with someone, and Rei always turned her down, making up excuses each time," Tom revealed.
"Are you planning on seeing Chloe again?" I inquired.
"Yeah, Matt and I plan to go on a double date with the girls tonight. You should have asked for Rei's number. It might be difficult for her to call you with three kids to take care of," Tom remarked.
I thought I was clever by leaving it up to Rei to make the call, but Tom was right. I should have also asked for her number, especially since I had anxiously waited for her to reach out all afternoon.
A text came through while I was talking to Tom, and I cursed. Of course. Fuck my life. Work wanted me to come in.
"Hey Tom, I have to head out for a bit. I got a call from work and might be away for a while. Could you do me a huge favor and reach out to Rei? I won't be able to answer any calls at work," I sighed.
“No worries, I’ll ask Chloe to let her know,” Tom reassured me.
After I hung up, I realized I had better call Matt, too. Tom was not the most reliable for passing on messages.
"Hey, I have a little favor to ask," I said as I heard Matt's voice over the phone. In the background, Sam's voice added to the lively atmosphere, making me smile involuntarily.
“Anything. What’s up?” my friend asked.
“Work called. I don’t know how long I’ll be gone or where I’m going. But you know I can’t take calls or reach out to anyone when I’m gone. Please ask Sam to let Rei know I’m not ghosting her?” I pleaded.
“You must really like this girl,” Matt responded.
“I do,” I answered.
“Make sure she knows. Promise,” I asked once more. I could hear the phone being passed, and then Sam's response came through clearly over the phone, “Done.”
Adamant and urgent, Sam said, "For what it’s worth, I’ve never seen Rei look at someone like she looked at you last night. I’ll let her know. But I’m giving you her number right now. Get something to write it down with."
Wow, this one was a spitfire. No wonder Matt liked her. I quickly found a pen and a receipt to write it down on.
"Once you're off the phone, save her number in your contacts. She'll want you to call her when you return, Xavier," Sam emphasized.
“I will, thanks, Sam,” I answered.
“Oh, and Xavier? If you hurt my friend, I will kick your ass,” Sam said before hanging up on me.
I worked for a secretive government agency that operated under the radar. My computer skills make me indispensable in that environment. I could locate anything or anyone and get things done quickly without being traced. I was in high demand and often requested for all kinds of top-secret jobs. Despite the excellent compensation and benefits, I felt like I was always at the government's beck and call, needing to drop everything and go whenever they called. Maybe that's why I often took unnecessary risks and acted foolishly with my friends – it was the only time I could genuinely assert my independence.
It complicated matters that Rei's family had ties to my line of work, where a strict policy prohibited mixing business with pleasure. I could argue that our social circles had become intertwined, but I doubted that reasoning would hold up. I had hoped to create a few more lasting memories with Rei before our relationship became forbidden.
As I swiftly gathered my belongings for what could potentially be several days away, I endeavored to remain calm and composed. Work typically gave me weekends off. I hoped it was just a job they needed me for specifically, not because they knew about Rei and me.
Rei’s Point of View“Oh, okay. Um, thanks for letting me know. Yeah, I’m okay. No, really, I am. Grace is here, Sam. Here, ask her,” I said, thrusting my phone at Grace before I got up and started to pace.I hadn’t asked for his number. He cared enough to contact his friends and ask that they let me know. That should matter, right?Why was I so worked up over this? He wasn’t my boyfriend. We had coffee. I kissed him. I fucked him the night before too, but that was supposed to be a spontaneous never to be repeated event. It was supposed to be. It wasn’t anymore, though. Somehow, I caught feelings for Xavier Woods in the last 24 hours. Fuck.“Yeah, no, she’s not. Rei is definitely spiralling. I’ll stay with her, don’t worry. I’ll order some pizza, we’ll watch some age appropriate comedy with the kids and then something more our speed when they go to bed. Don’t worry, Sam, I’ve got this. Have fun on your date. Tap that ass, baby,” Grace laughed as she hung up the phone.Then she set my p
Aamon’s Point of ViewMy informant let me know that Grace was with Rei and the kids. They were going to stay in, order pizza and hang out. What was meant to be just a job became a friendship for Grace. She really cared about Rei. But that’s how my ex-girlfriend was: a big heart and a don’t mess with me and mine attitude. I’d never gotten over her, and I knew I never would. Grace was the first and last girl I would ever love.After Grace left, I felt like a part of me went with her. But I don't hold it against her; she had every right to leave. I knew that meeting up with Lillianna would make her want to run away from our relationship. They had planned to have coffee together and say goodbye, but fate intervened when Lillianna didn't show up, and Rei needed help. Grace stayed behind to assist Rei in picking up the broken pieces of her life, something I couldn't do for her.It was the right decision for Grace to leave this life behind, and I don't regret protecting Rei from it. Our fath
Rei’s Point of ViewAfter Salem and Onyx had gone to bed and Shiloh had disappeared into her room with a book, Grace offered to stay the night and watch a movie with me. Her kindness was appreciated but unnecessary. I assured her that I was handling things just fine on my own. Yes, I was disappointed, but I had endured plenty of difficult situations. This was a minor disappointment, nothing that was truly detrimental.I was aware that Xavier had feelings for me. He called his friend who then told Sam, who eventually told me. That was more than just casual kindness; it was a boyfriend's behaviour. However, I wasn't naive enough to believe that Xavier and I were in a committed relationship. But it was reassuring to know that he had some level of interest in me. And to be honest, I definitely had feelings for him too.I tidied up the kitchen, washing the few dishes we had used. When I reached Xavier's mug, I couldn't help but pause and smile. It hadn't been a full day since we hooked up,
Don Brzezinski’s Point of ViewXavier Wood's supervisor in the elusive government agency was my meeting companion. We didn't often interact with those on opposite sides of the law, but we had an unspoken understanding. Ethan Steele was a rare breed - a kind, unbiased and moral man. These qualities were hard to come by in either of our spheres of operation. Under different circumstances, it would have been a pleasure to meet with him. Unfortunately, today was not one of those.Ethan Steele was a master of balance, easily navigating between two opposing worlds. As a high-ranking officer in the covert government organization where Xavier Wood worked, he could feel the tension in the room, and his expression turned somber when I spoke so formally. This wasn't just a casual catch-up between old friends. Something serious had happened."I'm afraid my granddaughter has gotten involved with one of your agents," I said grimly.“Oh no, romantically?” Ethan groaned, apprehension creeping into his
Xavier’s Point of ViewIt looked like this assignment was going to take longer than expected. I ran my fingers through my short, dark hair in frustration. Our mission guidelines discouraged communication with people outside of our group unless absolutely necessary, but I felt it was needed in this case. Sam had thought ahead and given me Rei's number through Matt's text message. I just needed to figure out what to say when I messaged her.X-Biker Friend: Hi there, I wanted to let you know that I'll be unavailable for a while - more than just a few days. I won't be able to take any phone calls, and my responses to texts might be delayed, but I'll get back to you when I can. I enjoyed hanging out with you and am excited to see you again once I return.I didn't anticipate a reply, knowing Rei would probably be busy with work. I couldn't help but laugh as I pictured how her co-worker Mary would react when she found out about my interest in Rei and that the feeling was mutual. Maybe it was
Rei’s Point of ViewRei: Mary had a great time teasing me until the floor became busy. I've never been more thankful for having a lot of patients. Fortunately, there were no significant issues for anyone who came in tonight.Rei: Your texts meant a lot to me, though. Thank you for sending them.Before continuing, I paused momentarily, unsure how my messages would be interpreted. Deciding to take a break, I tossed my phone onto my bed and went to shower before heading downstairs to cook dinner and assist the kids with their schoolwork. They usually took the school bus if I couldn't drop them off or pick them up. Thankfully, Shiloh was responsible enough to watch her younger siblings until I returned home. Walking into the living room, I saw her engrossed in a book while her brothers played on their tablets until my daughter noticed me standing there.With a sweeping gesture towards the staircase and the railing that Onyx had attempted to jump over the day before, injuring himself in the
Xavier’s Point of ViewAs I read Rei's messages, a smile spread across my face. I never expected her actually to reach out to me. But there it was, in front of me: concrete proof that she cared enough to message me. It may have been a simple gesture, but it meant the world coming from someone like Rei. I wanted to respond but needed to figure out what to say. Unfortunately, I couldn't reveal my whereabouts or current activities. Frustrated, I ran my hands through my hair and closed my eyes, trying to come up with the right words.X-Biker Friend: I'm so happy to hear that. 😊 Talking to you is the highlight of my day and means a lot to me, too.I switched off my phone and set it aside, trying to clear my mind. The current assignment had consumed all my thoughts, and I couldn't seem to focus on anything else. I wished it would be over soon, but I knew that was unlikely.Our team's director, Ethan Steele, had paid a surprise visit to our secret government branch and met with our superviso
Aamon’s Point of ViewI observed the children playing at the park: Onyx and Salem expertly maneuvering on their skateboards while Shiloh swayed gently on the swing, lost in her music. I have been a silent guardian over them, always careful not to draw attention to myself while watching them. Our family and its connections have always strived to give Rei and the kids their independence while keeping them safe. I often volunteered for duties like this because it allowed me to catch a glimpse of Grace. It was both heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time. My ex will always be my "home", even if we can't be together.Today, my grandfather wanted Ethan Steele to talk to Xavier Woods. He wanted to give him a choice: continuing his relationship with Rei would mean transitioning from one dangerous environment to another. But the world that the Brzezinski family operated in was far more perilous.My grandfather had warned the director of the secret government agency that he needed to be