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Chapter Forty-one: On My Mind
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Rei’s Point of View“I think you are both cooking in the wrong kitchen right now,” smirked my best friend as I slowly slid down Xavier’s body and turned to face Grace.“Probably,” I sighed, trying not to want to hide behind Xavier out of embarrassment. This was my best friend, after all, and I was grateful it was Grace and not one of my kids seeing me with my legs wrapped around Xavier and my tongue down his throat.Something about this man makes me lose all sense of control. Usually, I am cautious with my choices, calculating how they will impact me and my children. But with Xavier Woods, all rationality fades away, and I am driven purely by impulse and instinct. And I don’t regret it. That’s what scares me the most.“We should go back to my place,” Xavier said in a husky voice.“Yes, you should. Don’t forget to enjoy the delicious meal you prepared for Rei before enjoying… other things…,” Grace’s voice trailed off suggestively.“And on that note, we are definitely going. Thank you, G
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Rei’s Point of ViewThe ride ended all too soon. It was so peaceful driving down the rural roads, leaning on Xavier when he turned and holding on to him. Now, I could understand even more why Xavier enjoyed riding his motorcycle. It was exhilarating and calming at the same time.I carefully climbed off his motorcycle and removed the helmet, handing it to him as Xavier’s eyes danced with amusement.“What?” I asked, confused.“You enjoyed the ride more. You were relaxed this time,” Xavier grinned. “I think you like being my backpack.”I rolled my eyes at the strange term but smiled. Yeah, I did like being his backpack.He opened the door to his apartment for me, and I was pleasantly surprised by the delicious smell. Xavier told me he would cook for me, but I thought he would just order out for us. That’s what Greg used to do when he was going to ‘cook’ for us.The table was beautifully arranged, with a single rose in a vase and two wine glasses. I was amazed by the effort he had put into
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Rei’s Point of ViewAs I shifted my body to hug Xavier, I found myself straddling him. But as I tried to pull back, he pulled me closer and kissed me passionately. He lightly nipped at my lip, asking permission to enter my mouth. As the kiss deepened, his hands roamed over every inch of my body, rolling my hips and pressing me against his growing desire.Xavier pulled me towards him, his muscular arms encircling my waist as he stood up. Without thinking, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he effortlessly carried me to his bedroom. I didn’t stop kissing him once as Xavier did, and I was grateful that not only did he not drop me, but he also didn’t walk into a wall. It would have been safer for me not to keep attacking his luscious lips, but I couldn’t help myself.Xavier gently placed me on the black silk sheets of his bed and took his time taking off my clothes, whispering dirty promises as he did. Xavier knelt before me and worshipped every inch of my body with his lips and tongue.
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