Selena’s POV
The man simply licked his lips and grabbed my waist roughly, pulling me to him. “Come on, baby.”
“No!” I screamed, pushing him away so hard that he stumbled backwards.
Quickly, I picked up my clothes and hastily put on my coat, irritated at the way I felt like curling up in a ball and crying. Never could I have imagined such a thing happening to me today, especially when I had expected to see Rowan.
Did Rowan know about this? That some strange man had come into our most sacred place and put his hands on my body?
I didn't want to believe that he could have done such a thing, but I couldn't make sense of the whole situation at all.
Without sparing another glance at the strange naked man, I rushed out of the secret garden I had once found safe.
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Much to my displeasure, Rowan didn't pick up his calls. I needed to talk to him about what I had faced earlier, but with the way things were, the only way I might have been able to do that was driving over to the pack office myself and confronting him about the whole thing.
It was dark by the time I returned home. I met Raven busy cooking something. She turned to me, and immediately noticed the dejected look on my face.
She dropped the spoon she held into the nearby sink and walked over to me. “What's wrong? What happened?”
I just shook my head, unable to even get the right words to express myself. I just felt so violated and disgusted with everything that had happened.
A pounding headache began in my temples, and everything started to spin.
“Are you okay? You don't look good at all,” said Raven's distorted voice.
A lump rose in my throat, crawling higher and higher until I discovered what it was almost too late. I rushed to the kitchen sink and vomited violently.
Every heave pushed painfully against my chest, leaving me in a gasping, moaning mess by the time it all ended.
I washed my face and rinsed my mouth, before sitting down on the floor and pressing my knees against my chest. Raven came to stay by my side, rubbing my back. She didn't say anything, and I was glad, because I didn't want to answer any questions at all.
The entire day had been ruined, but somehow inside of me, I could just tell that that wasn't the reason for my vomiting. What I suspected gave me hope, and dissolved a little bit of my worries.
Since my marriage to Rowan, his family, the Pack Elders, and even the general populace of the Veritas Pack decided that I was not fit to even be called a Luna. Instead, they had tagged me as a Wolfless Queen, a title that might have seemed harmless to some, but was clearly an insult where I was concerned. Even to acknowledge me as Rowan's wife was a problem, and they liked to pretend that I was simply a woman that just happened to live in his house and show up at events with him.
But if my suspicions were right, and I was indeed pregnant, it would not only bring me joy, but also shut up most of the naysayers.
After a few minutes of sitting down, I got up and rushed to my room without saying anything else to Raven.
I rummaged through my drawer, trying to find the last pregnancy home kit I had, which I had been saving up for a time such as this.
I took off my clothes and went into the bathroom to test it out, and nearly bit off my nail while waiting for the results.
A gasp emerged from my lips when it turned out positive. I wanted to scream and rush downstairs to tell Raven, but I held back. I would share the good news later, during the event that I had been looking forward to for a while now.
Despite everyone trying to pull us apart, Rowan decided that no one would dictate our lives anymore, and would go ahead with officially making me his Luna on the day of our wedding anniversary, since most of the pack didn't want to acknowledge our marriage.
I would wait till then to tell Rowan about my newfound discovery.
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At long last, the big day arrived. I kept all my questions and excitement locked inside me, waiting for the right moment to finally tell Rowan.
Apparently oblivious to the fact that I had gotten harassed by some random man, and that he would soon be a father, Rowan had gotten ready for the event, and left before me, bringing up a strange excuse as to why he wouldn’t be the one to take me to an event meant for the both of us.
I didn’t argue, and got ready for the event alone, trying not to take his dismissal to heart. This was meant to be a day of joy, so I didn’t want to dwell on anything otherwise.
I made my way to the event hall all by myself. Even Raven hadn’t been home while I was getting ready. I had expected her to at least ask me to come with her, but maybe she had other things on her mind. After all, the way I had walked out on her the day before was enough for her to give me some distance.
The hall was packed by the time I got there. The Pack Elders were seated at the front, watching all proceedings with haughty looks on their faces. When they saw me come in, one of them raised his head and pointedly scowled in my direction.
It didn’t matter anymore. After today, if they even dared to speak to me without respect, the Alpha King had the right to punish them.
I found Raven in the vast sea of faces, and I walked over to take a seat with her, but once I got close enough, I saw that she was sitting by her parents. My whole body froze.
She looked up and saw me before I could quietly turn around. “Hey! Over here. Come and sit with us,” she said, all smiles and patting the seat beside her.
Now that she had seen me, I couldn’t reject the offer, so I went over and plopped into the seat reserved for me. I could feel the stares of Rowan’s parents burning into me, but I had gotten used to their hate, so I simply focused on Raven’s kind and reassuring smile.
A hush fell upon the hall as Rowan stepped onto the stage, looking like an absolute heartbreaker. I could never fully get used to seeing him in all his glory. I hoped our baby would look more like him, because then I would be reminded each day about the man I loved.
Rowan looked across the audience, eyes hard and face stiff. The smile that he wore looked stiff, and nothing like the one he used to give me.
“I’m thankful for you all for coming to celebrate this moment. We have come so far as a pack. A hundred years is no joke, and I am honored to serve as the Alpha of such a prestigious pack.
“Today, as we are gathered here to celebrate our 100 years in existence as a pack, I would also like to use this opportunity to solidify and strengthen the bond I share with a very special woman.” His eyes fell on me, but instead of a smile, his eyebrows furrowed and his mouth pressed into a thin line.
I got ready to stand up, patting down the body of my gown.
“Please welcome the Luna of Veritas Pack!” Rowan said, lifting his hand and gesturing to the side.
The hall erupted in applause, as I got to my feet, but no one was looking at me. They were all focused on the petite woman walking up to the stage.
All sorts of emotions pounded through my chest. I didn’t want to believe what I was seeing, because I couldn’t make sense of it at all. Who was she? And why was she the one on that stage with my mate?
The woman placed her hand in Rowan’s, and he lifted it to his lips . . . and kissed it.
Selena's POVIt was like I had gone deaf. People kept cheering for Rowan and the woman by his side, but I couldn't understand what was even happening before my eyes. I turned to Raven by my side, surprised to even see her among those clapping. I held her hand tightly, like it was the only piece of floating wood that could save me from drowning.“What's happening?” I asked her, hoping that she at least had some answers. I expected her to burst into laughter and tell me that the lady Rowan was holding was some kind of distant relative that he was welcoming, or that they were trying to play an elaborate prank on me, but she didn't say anything of the sort. No, instead, she pulled her hand out of my grasp, and her face contorted into a sneer. “Why don't you go ask him? He's right up there,” she said, pointing up to the stage where Rowan stood.He and the woman stood too close. The woman kept looking at him with such adoration in her eyes that definitely couldn't have been mere familial
Selena's POVHis words pierced my heart. I had never felt a more terrible pain in my life. Not even when I was insulted and mocked by my pack’s members. Because I had always known that their words didn't make me, and therefore couldn't break me.Now, however, hearing those same words from the man I had wholly given my heart to felt like a thousand needles in my ribcage. It got difficult to breathe, and nausea rose up in my throat again, reminding me of the child in my belly. I looked up at Rowan, and placed a trembling hand on my still flat belly. Anything could happen to me, but I had to think like a mother expecting a child. “I'm pregnant, Rowan.”“Are you so desperate that you would try to bring that up as well? Have you no shame?” he said. I reached into my bag and brought out the pregnancy kit test that I had been keeping. It was truly pathetic that I had to use it for this reason; to prove something rather than to celebrate with my husband. I lifted it and got up to my feet s
Selena's POVWeighing on the guard's hand, I helped myself out of the car. My hair clung to my sweaty face and my heart beat faster as we slowly approached the gate that marked the border of my pack--my former pack.As we made our way towards the large silver gate, I felt the piercing gaze of the pack members around pour down upon me. Looking at them, my stomach churned as I sighted one of the pack elders standing in their midst. I felt his unwavering gaze on me as I passed by them, a hushed conversation erupting within the crowd.It was the whole world against me. As I approached the gate, I took one last look at the mansion up on the hill miles away. I clenched my fists, my jaws tightening as the image of Raven's smirk returned, igniting me with rage and pain. "You will regret this," I muttered under my breath as one of the guards rushed towards me, locked his arms around mine and pulled me towards the gate. "YOU ALL WILL REGRET THIS!!!" The guard by my side sent a blow to my bac
Chapter 6Selena's POVI had expected my breathing to quicken and my heart to race when I read the wordings on the sign but surprisingly, none of that happened. I knew about Moonstone pack and I knew that I had every right to fear the sign as the rogue but I felt no fear. Their Alpha, Alpha Zane, was ruthless and he ruled the pack with an iron fist, killing every rogue that made it to his pack boundaries. Something told me to turn back, but I knew the rogue was still out there, waiting for me to step out. And besides, where was I to go? My fate was basically the same any other way, so I couldn't care less about what was going to happen to me. My stomach still rumbling and my throat parched from my lack of water, I turned from the fence and ventured deeper into the territory, fully aware that I was venturing into the lions den. The trees around me stretched endlessly, their crooked branches causing the shadows around me to be contorted and misleading. I had never felt so watched befo
Zane's POVMy grip on my reins tightened as I slowly rode into the forest. The entire forest seemed to have been enveloped in a cloak of silence as even the winds were hushed, but I knew something lurked in the quietude. That was why I had decided we go on a rogues hunt."Reports came in from the warriors at the east borders yesterday, Alpha Zana," Gara, my gamma, commander of my wolf army, said as he looked up at me. "The entire east coast has been stained with litters of rogues and they threaten to move further into the pack territory." "Deploy more soldiers there and have them all wiped out," I answered, my tone cold and unwavering. Rogues had no place within my borders, and I was not willing to tolerate any threat to my pack. The uprising of the rogue had begun not too long ago after they had gotten word of the Aegis stone, rumored to be the source of my powers. They tried endlessly to find their way into my pack but none of them ever lived to make it in. But now, the rogues see
Selena's POVThe sound of birds tweeting reaching my ears, causing me to stir on the hard surface I laid on. A bright light beamed on my face and my eyes opened gradually. I places my hand over my eyes and turned to the side to avoid the light but then found a strange figure sitting beside me, his cruel face instantly terrifying me."W-who are you?" I asked as I hurriedly sat up on the bed. I immediately paused after feeling a sharp pain shoot up my arms. "W-where am I?" I asked, turning my head around and trying hard to recollect any previous event.The figure gave no reply, only staring at me as though he was studying some specimen. Without saying a word, he got up from the chair he sat on and moved towards the door."I demand to know who you are!!!" I screamed at him, anger and terror intertwined in me as I did so. He stopped on his tracks, turning to look at me again. The terror I saw on his face sent me sitting back down on the bed again. His face was tight as he looked at me, hi
SELENA'S POV "Come," the Alpha said as our eyes met. He shifted to the side and gestured for me to enter the chamber. I stared at the room for some moments, watching the flame of the torches on the wall flicker as the a cool breeze swept from the hallway and into the room. "Why do you want me to come in there?" I asked, pretending as though I didn't know the reason for his invitation. "Why do you--" "It wasn't an invitation, Rogue, it was a command," the Alpha cut me off, his tone as sharp as a blade. The weight of the authority in his voice settled heavily over me, and I clenched my jaws, forcing myself to keep my composition. "Sure," I whispered with a small smile as I walked towards the room. I knew u had no other choice. It was either this or I got the rogue treatment as the Alpha didn't seem like someone who would give two thoughts on such a situation-regardless of my being his mate. I walked into the chamber, my footsteps muffled by the plush carpet beneath me. As I stepped
"A wolf." "The rogue's shifting." The murmurs from the crowd around me had begun to intensify, making me much more disoriented. I looked around, trying to hold onto something as the entire room began to spin."What's going on?" I screamed as i looked down at my hands, watching as the hair on it began to grow. "What's happening to me?" Suddenly, a deafening silence fell upon the crowd-so quiet that I could hear each heartbeat. But something told me it wasn't the silence that caused it. I tried to speak when I suddenly realized that I had lost the feeling of my mouth and organs. I knew I still had them on but... it was different."She's turned to a wolf, a white one," one of the pack members shouted, confusion and shock etched in his voice."Look, the mark of the crescent moon," a shrill voice said. I turned to see who had spoken and found the priestess pointing at me before bowing down. Suddenly, Alpha Zane did the same and soon, everyone in the hall had their heads bowed down towar
Selena's POVAs I struggled to get a hold of my composure, Elara's voice cut through the silence like a knife, snapping me into reality. "So Seer," she said, her eyes slightly narrowing as she turned toward me. "What is your intended course of action in our pack?A feeling of wariness rose up, as though there was something not quite straightforward about her question. I didn't immediately answer, taking a little extra time with my choice of words."I plan on helping the pack however I can," I said, trying to be as vague as possible. "I have certain. abilities that may be useful to the pack."Elara's eyes seemed to bore into mine, as if rummaging for any hidden motives inside me. "I see," she said, her tone dripping with skepticism. "And what makes you think you can help us, Seer? We have struggled with certain issues, and we have not been able to find a solution for them.I sensed that Elara was trying to probe me, testing whether I knew more than I was letting on. So I decided to pla
Selena's P.O.V.As we rode through the pack on horseback, Rowan took the lead on his own horse while I was on my horse right after him. The pack watched as we passed, curiosity and reverie upon their faces.He led the horse along twisting pathways, showing me landmarks and various other features. I followed him on horseback, scanning the surroundings.We passed a huge stone fountain where some of the young wolves were playing and laughing with each other. We passed several cabins built of wood, every one of them having various wood carvings with colors and bright tapestry.As we approached the Great Pack House, I could feel the strange energy emanating from that building-a sense of power and history that seemed to seep from the very stones themselves.Rowan drew rein, stopping us in front of a large pack house. Turning to me, his pride showed in his shining eyes. "Welcome to the Royal Pack House, Seer," he said, proud, his voice low. "This is the centre of our pack, our family home wh
Selena's POV"You've master the art of horse riding, I can tell," Rowan complimented as we approached the large gates of his pack. "There's more to you than a seer."I gave no reply to him as I silently led the horse to into the pack, trying hard to avoid the gazes of the people."The Seer's here. It's him," the pack members murmured as I rode alongside Rowan into the pack."The Seer would bring fortune and good tidings, blessings to you Seer," a little werewolf exclaimed, waving at me with full energy. I smiled down at her little face, memories of the pack I was born and bred flooding me. A wave of nostalgia washed over me at that point as i still galloped on the horse. The familiar buildings, scent damp earth and wildflowers enveloping me.I was home.Still on the horse, I closed my eyes, letting the memories flood into my heart and consume a greater part of me. I instantly recalled running through these woods as a young werewolf of the royal lineage, my paws pounding against the fa
Selena's POV"Why do you look bothered?" Rowan asked, peering into my eyes intently as he leaned closer to me."There's something I feel I should know, Seer."I couldn't hide my surprise at his question, and I quickly looked away, trying to compose myself. "I'm fine," I said, trying to sound nonchalant. "Just a little...preoccupied with the construction plans."Rowan raised an eyebrow, his eyes glinting with skepticism. "I see," he said, his voice dripping with doubt. "Well, if you're sure you're okay...then I'll let it drop. For now."I felt a shiver run down my spine at his words, and I quickly looked away, trying to hide my reaction. But as I glanced back at Rowan, I couldn't help but feel like he had seen right through me.And as I turned my horse around, preparing to leave, I couldn't shake the feeling that Rowan was watching me, his eyes boring into my back like a brand.I urged my horse forward, feeling a sense of relief wash over me as I put distance between myself and Rowan. B
Selena's POVAs I rode alone on the horse, the rhythmic thud of the horse's hooves on the earthly terrain lured me into a state of deep contemplation.My mind seemed to be in a conflict between my desires for Zane and Rowan. Earlier on I thought my mind had been long occupied with nothing but my planned revenge against Rowan, but seeing him this past few days, all my mind could think of was the way his attention on me sent shivers down my spine.Zane, ever loving and caring, also occupied my mind, the feeling of his flexible muscles on me whenever he wraps me with his arms, his gentle deep commanding voice and his tall stand. His piercing blue eyes and chiseled features etched on my memory as the trees seemed to close in behind me, it's branches tangling together in it's own pattern.One thing was for sure, Rowan would get what's coming to him. Raven too. But it would take a greater courage than I thought to fulfil my long desire of revenge and complete conquer.I sat still on the sad
Selena's POVAs we walked silently through the corridors, the howling of long condemned prisoners rented through the air. I paid attention to the sounds they made, hoping to perhaps hear the familiar growling of Xaren.But I heard none."We need to get you disguised," Zane said, turning towards me and cutting through my thought process. "We can't have Rowan see you as you are, your true Identity."I nodded, understanding fully.Surprisingly, Zane reached into his cloak and pulled out a small bag."Take, this would be enough disguise while you are away," he said, handing me the bag.Taking the bag, I zipped it open, pulling out a pair of male fits. I quickly went into an enclosure and changed into them, feeling an odd sense of familiarity as I dressed into the male clothes. I was already getting use to the male's perspective.Zane handed me a cloak as soon as got out, which I wrapped round my shoulders. "One more thing," he said, putting his hand into his pocket and pulling out a sma
Selena's POV "But Zane," I started, looking into his eyes. "The Aeges stone cannot be wielded without the authority of the Seer. " " That's what we thought, but she insisted that there are other ways of using it to determine the truth," Zane replied. "No, that can't be true," I said, taking a step backwards. Things were just happening so fast. "Take it easy Selena, come," he said, drawing me closer to him, the metal bars our only demarcation. "Whatever happens, I'll make sure your life and existence comes before mine." That was so sweet of him. At least I felt protected, but not from the Aeges stone I knew. If wielded wrongly it could harm or kill even an innocent werewolf. Then I remembered. "Zane. There's something I think you should know. The Aeges stone, " I paused, looking into his eyes. " The last time I observed it, it looked... fake." I had expected him to flare up, to react, but he kept calm, his entire being in rapt attention. "We'll get to the bottom of that. But
Selena's POVAs the day passed by, the silence in the cell became more and more oppressive, it's thickness seeming to overshadow me. Pacing back and forth in the cell, my mind raced with thoughts and doubts. Would Zane ever come for me? Would I end up here forever?Karen would surely desire that greatly. As the hours passed by, my thoughts quickly turned to desperation. I was hungry and thirsty, and the cold, damp air was starting to seep into my bones."Help, anybody," I managed to cry with the last breath that I could possibly muster. But there was not reply from anyone.I wrapped my hands around myself, trying to warm myself up, but it was no use. The darkness seemed to press around me, prompting me to close my eyes and try to focus on breathing. At least that was the only process I could hold on to for survival.I slowly began to lose hope. Maybe I'd be left to die here. Maybe it was my fate, written in the stars.But just as I was about to completely give up, I heard the sounds
Selena's POVThe guards pushed the door open, revealing a set of steep stairs that led down into the darkness.One of the guards gestured for me to precede him down the stairs, and I did, my heart heavy with despair. As we descended deeper into the dungeons, the air grew colder and damper, the smell of mold and decay filling my nostrils.We reached the bottom of the stairs and found ourselves in a long, narrow corridor, lined with cells on either side. The guards led me to the end of the corridor, where a single cell stood, its door open and waiting.The guard gestured for me to enter, and I did, my heart sinking with despair. As I stepped inside, the guard closed the door behind me, the sound of the iron door clanging shut echoing through the corridor.I was alone, trapped in the darkness of the dungeons, with no way out. I leaned against the cold stone wall, my eyes adjusting slowly to the darkness. I could hear the sound of scurrying rodents, the creaking of the old wooden beams, a