Chapter 4
Astrid's POV As soon as I stepped out of my room the next afternoon after I slept in, my eyes widened. A group of stylists and make-up artists gathered around me, carrying numerous items I'd never seen. “Good afternoon, ma’am! We’re here to prepare you for the party tonight,” one of them greeted in a professional manner. What party? I wanted to ask but chose to keep my mouth shut. A few hours later, they stopped doing their work and left. My jaw dropped as I glanced at myself in the mirror, seeing a more stunning version of myself staring at me. I descended the staircase, wondering to myself what compliment Damien would give me. As I reached the bottom, I saw Damien standing there, dressed to perfection in a black three-piece suit, his hair gelled back. Wow, how can a man look so yummy? He glanced up at me, and instead of the compliment I'd hoped for, he just turned and walked to the car without a word. "I'm opening a new hotel today, so it's the perfect opportunity to make our first public appearance. Now hurry up. We don’t have much time,” he called over his shoulder, already slipping into the backseat. The car ride was silent, Damien focused on his phone while I stared out the window. When we arrived at the venue, I gasped. The building was breathtaking, the kind I had only seen in movies or magazines. I think Fiona and Dad must have seen places like this on their vacations, which I was never allowed to attend due to my numerous training classes. “Close your mouth!” Damien’s voice cut through my thoughts. He didn’t even look up from his phone. “Don’t tell me this is how you’re going to act in there.” “You'll go inside," he commanded, already getting out of the car. “I have to meet someone, but I’ll be with you shortly.” With that, he walked off, his phone already to his ear. I stood rooted to the spot as the car drove off. People were entering the venue, chatting and laughing, while I stood on the side. I felt like an outsider and I couldn't bring myself to go in alone. “Mrs. Astrid Starkov?” I turned to find a tall, black man standing behind me with a smile. “Can I help you?” I asked, wondering how he knew my name. “My name’s Luke Edison. I’m Mr. Starkov's personal assistant,” he said, extending his hand. "Oh, you're Mr. Grumpy's personal assistant?" "Yes, I am," Luke replied, chuckling. "And I like that name, Mr. Grumpy. It suits him." "I know, right? Trust me, the guy hasn't smiled since I met him. I can't wait for him to smile." Luke grinned. "You're right, ma'am. But I have to tell you... Mr. Starkov will not smile and will never be friendly with you. I’ve worked with him for seven years, and I’ve never caught him smiling." My mouth nearly touched the floor. Seven years and no smile? What is that man made of, stone? "Let's go in?" Luke extended his elbow and I placed my hand in it. If I thought the outside of the venue was beautiful, the inside was heaven. Aside from the golden decorations, guests were dressed in their finest clothes and jewelry as if trying to prove themselves to each other. Luke cleared his throat. "You have to go sit at the table for Mr. Starkov. It's down there," he said, pointing toward a table that looked like it belonged to the most important guest in the room. My heart started racing. I can't go out there by myself. I’m not ready for this. "I have to sit there too?" "Of course, ma'am. You're his wife, and this is your first public appearance. Let's go." Realising I needed time to compose myself, I lied, "You go ahead, I have to go to the restroom.” Luke nodded.”Alright, I'll be waiting for you." I bolted toward the bathroom, nearly bumping into a waiter on the way. Once inside, I leaned against the wall and tried to calm myself. I didn't know why I was so scared. Maybe it was the pressure of being the wife of a powerful man in a room full of other powerful people, or maybe it was the feeling of being unprepared for the public spotlight. Either way, I knew I had to pull myself together. Taking a deep breath, I was about to head out when a voice from one of the bathroom stalls stopped me in my tracks. It sounded like someone trying to whisper, but they weren’t doing a very good job. "Ma'am, I’ve put it in... Yes, it would look like a chef’s accident from the kitchen. Of course, ma'am. Yes, I put in the right amount of castor bean into the food." My blood ran cold. Castor bean? I froze, my eyes growing wide. Castor beans are poisonous. It should not be consumed. What food is she talking about? Could it be the food at the party? Oh my God. Someone is trying to kill the guests. Without a second thought, I stormed out of the bathroom, rushing toward the party. It was in full swing, and I knew many would already be eating. God I hope that food hasn't been served. I pushed through the crowd, ignoring the curious stares and hateful remarks thrown my way. There was no time to waste. When I got to the buffet table, I exhaled, happy that nobody was eating. But as I turned to find Damien, I noticed an old man filling his plate, unaware of what was in the food. I slapped the plate out of his hand. The food scattered to the floor. The noise caused everyone to pause, the room falling into silence. "Why would you do that?" the old man shouted, glaring at me. "Sir, you can’t eat that. I’m sorry, but I think there’s something in the food." "What? What do you mean by something in the food?" "I don’t know, okay? But there's something in the food. It’s not safe. If you eat it, you’ll die." His eyes widened, and he turned toward the nearest waitress. "What is she talking about?" Before I could explain, a firm hand clasped around mine, turning me roughly. My head collided with a hard chest, and when I looked up, I froze. Damien’s eyes were trained on mine, his lips set in a thin line. "What do you think you’re doing now?" he whispered. "Look, I can explain, okay?" "Ladies and gentlemen," Damien called out, commanding everyone's attention. “Nevermind about the interruption. Please, carry on with the party. I’ll be right back." "No! Don’t eat that food! Please, just believe me," I pleaded while looking into his eyes. Damien’s glare softened just for a moment before he snapped, "Fine. Have someone take the food away. No one eats it. Get someone to test it." He grabbed my arm, dragging me out of the room. We made our way into one of the hotel’s private bedrooms. He shoved me against the wall, pressing his body into mine. His hands went up, landing on either side of my head as he looked at me. "What the hell was that? Are you daft?" he roared, making me fist my dress tightly. I clenched my fists. “Look, Grumpy, I—” “Shut up!” he snapped. Why is he being so rude? I was just trying to help. I took a deep breath, gathering the courage to speak up. “I don’t care how rude you want to be, but you need to understand that the food had something in it. I overheard someone in the bathroom. She was talking to someone on the phone, saying, "Ma'am, I’ve put the castor bean in the food. It’ll look like a chef’s accident.’” “Dang it!” Damien moved back, and I let out a shaky breath. He ran a hand through his hair, his expression going colder as he paced the room. I gulped and took a step towards him.. “You should calm down, it’s not—” “Do you even realize who I am? I’m Damien Starkov. I have more enemies than you can count—people who would love nothing more than to see me destroyed. And now, you've gotten yourself involved." My brows furrowed. “What? Wait, what are you talking about?” “You should have come to me first! I would have known how to handle it. Now, whoever was targeting me knows their plan failed. And they know it’s because of you. You’ve put yourself under their radar. I hope you’re prepared for what comes next.” My mouth ran dry. “So… I should have let people eat poisoned food? Just sat back and watched them die?” "This world isn’t as simple as you think. You don’t just go jumping into situations like this without thinking about the consequences.” “Maybe you’re used to thinking like that, but I wasn’t going to stand by and watch innocent people get hurt." I replied, crossing my arms over my chest. “Well, you just made yourself a target. Don’t expect me to save you if things go south. I don't care about you. You can easily be replaced. So think of how to deal with this mess you've created for yourself." He said darkly before storming out of the room. I slumped against the wall, my heart racing. What the hell had I gotten into?Astrid’s POV "Dear Astrid, I know I am still an enemy in your heart. Or maybe you have truly forgiven me, as you said. But I have decided to go far away, to let us all have peace of mind. Why? Because I have tried to move on, but I can't. Somehow, I still have feelings for you. Inasmuch as I worked with your sister against you, I just couldn't get rid of them. I had to pretend when I was helping you, just so you would allow me to keep you safe. I will come back. Of course, I have to. But that will only be when I am sure that I have moved on 100% from you. I am also sorry for planting the bomb in that car. I know you blamed yourself for their deaths. Please don't. It was going to happen either way. Take care of yourself and your baby. I love you, Astrid. I am not expecting you to say it back, ever. But I just want you to know that I do. Bye, Astrid." * I closed the letter, feeling a tear drop onto my hand. Adrian had been of much help, and I think he was doing the right thing b
Astrid's POV The police cars had barely parked when I was rushing inside, ignoring the calls for me to come back. I was beyond reasoning today. All I needed was to make sure Damien was safe. How? No idea, but I was going to stop them today, even if it meant killing my own father. As I ran through the living room and took the corridor leading to Damien's office, my steps halted as Tiffany and Arthur came rushing down the corridor. Tiffany held him up as he limped. They hadn't seen me yet, so I hid behind the wall. To my side, there was a golden vase on the floor. God bless Damien for keeping antiques like this around. With much difficulty, I lifted it and held it, listening closely so I didn't miss my target. As they came barreling down the corridor, I lifted the vase and, with all my strength, hit it hard against Tiffany's head. She fell to the ground, unconscious. If she was dead, then it was good because what was going to happen to her if she didn't die from this was going to be
Damien's POVI woke up to muffled voices and movement. Blinking through the haze, I saw Arthur and Tiffany standing close together.It was real. Not a dream.My own mother was siding with Arthur.What in the world?My eyes trailed down to Arthur’s legs, noticing that his previously wounded leg was now patched up and bandaged. A bit sloppy, but still okay.I cursed the heavens at that moment for making my mother a nurse before she married Dad. Now, with her helping his injuries, she could help them escape, and I would have no way to fight back."Ugh."Shut. My groan alerted them, and they turned to look at me."Hey, son. You’re awake?" Tiffany smirked. "You should get some rest. You’ll need your strength."Arthur nodded, stepping beside her as she walked toward me.My stomach churned, and I clenched my fists. I had to find a way out of this.I struggled to support myself and stand, but only then did I notice that my hands were tied behind my back. Liquid dripped from my head, and when
Damien's POVLike music to my ears were the groans of Arthur Marshall as he clutched his wounded leg while glaring daggers at me from where he lay on the floor. He had broken in, expecting to take me unaware.Astrid had broken me. After her departure, I had become a mess, going as far as drinking alcohol and doing things I had promised never to do. Luke, seeing that, reduced the amount of security in the house. First mistake.One day, I came home, and the bodyguards tried to help me. In anger, I decided to relieve all of them from duty for a few weeks, just until I could get Astrid home. So I gave them a much-celebrated vacation, which they took. And that was where my self-torture skyrocketed.I didn’t even show up at the office but spent my days indoors, working in my home office tirelessly and then drinking myself to sleep. That was the routine. And that was how Arthur found me.Luckily, Luke was wise enough to leave some cameras in my house, connected to the office. That was how he
Astrid’s POVToday was D-Day.Adrian had let me go to his house, a mansion in the middle of the city—much smaller than Damien’s, but it would have to do. Since Grandmother didn’t know where Damien lived exactly, she wouldn’t know I wasn’t at his place and that this was all a plan. The police were on standby, cameras set; she had to confess whether she knew it or not.“My beautiful grandbaby, look at you! You’re so healthy and happy—you look fat,” Grandma greeted as soon as she walked through the door.“Hi, Grandma. Nice to meet you.” The words felt bitter on my tongue, but I had to pretend to be happy to see her.After that day, Damien didn’t leave me alone. Every day, he kept disturbing me, so I had to move out of that house to somewhere else, which he still found—telling me there was no way he was letting me and his baby go."Co-parent my foot." Those were his exact words to me.It was only because of Luke’s intervention that he didn’t carry me back home. Thank God he didn’t, or els
Astrid's POVLying over the toilet seat had become a habit of mine. Even after leaving Damien's house and going to the small apartment Adrian had rented since I refused anything too extravagant, I couldn't keep anything down. I was booked for a doctor's appointment tomorrow, and so I decided to just drink a lot of water to replenish whatever I was losing. But from the looks of things, I could go to the doctor today.The thought of Damien and Fiona currently kissing or doing something else–it was nighttime, so maybe they were wrapped in the sheets already–filled my head, making me restless.Each time I closed my eyes to sleep, their faces would pop into my mind. Damien's first making me smile, and then Fiona reminding me that I had lost him forever.As I finally stood up from my spot on the ground, Adrian knocked on the door."Astrid? Come on, there's something you need to see."I groaned. Couldn't a pregnant, heartbroken woman rest?"What is going on, Adrian?" I asked. I just wanted t
Damien’s POV"What is wrong with Astrid?" I asked Luke the moment I stepped out of the house and into my car.He didn’t immediately respond but glared at me for a couple of seconds. When I raised a brow, he shook his head."You’re so dumb, Damien. What day is it today?""Thursday?" I replied, wondering what today had to do with my question."And what is happening on this particular Thursday, Damien?"I tried to wrack my brain for answers. Of course, a lot of things were happening. How did he expect me to know which one he meant?"Just tell me what is wrong with Astrid, Luke. She doesn’t look fine. She looks so pale, so sick. In fact, turn the car around. Let’s go take her to the hospital.""And then what next? Damien, you’re getting married today. Do you really think any married woman would be happy and look lively on the morning of her husband's wedding to her sister who betrayed her in the past?"Of course, I knew it. I had just been trying to deny it, but his words hit me in the gu
Astrid's POVIt had been a week since the announcement that shattered my existence. Damien and Fiona weren't planning on taking things slow. Not one bit.I walked down the stairs as carefully as I could, my thoughts running. What if he knew I was pregnant? How would he react? Would he even let me walk down these stairs? Or would he prefer I sleep downstairs? What about my job? My eating habits?I'd been trying so hard to eat, but as soon as anything got close to my mouth, I felt like throwing it all up. The doctor told me it was normal, but I needed to eat for my child's sake. Everything I was doing now revolved around this little life in me. If not, I'd have been a shell of myself.Every night, I'd cook. Enough for both of us. Then I'd wait for him to return so we could eat, but when he didn't show up after hours of waiting, I'd just eat as little as I could and sleep after soaking my pillow with tears."Myra, has Damien eaten?" I asked her as I walked into the kitchen.She turned to
Astrid's POVAs soon as I picked up the call from Eliza, screaming filled my ears."You shouldn't have told him! God, you just acted out of impulse, and now what? If you had spoken to me first, this wouldn't have happened.""And if you had told me, I would never have told him, okay? I didn't know that was the situation!" Luke shouted back.I took the phone away from my ear to stare at the screen, sleep completely clearing from my eyes.What was going on? I'd never heard them quarrel. And why did she call me while they were arguing? Maybe I was butt-dialed. Yes, that had to be it."Hello?"I was about to drop the call when I heard Eliza speak into the phone."You better hope she picks up this call before he finds out."Finds out? Finds out what?"You just ruined everything we've been working on for months!""I'm sorry, okay? I had no idea that was what was going on. I would never have said it, but—""Oh, she's not picking up.""I'm right here, Eliza," I said, bringing the phone closer