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Chapter 31

Author: Allie Carstens
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REID POV

“Taryn, please wait!”

I yell the words through gritted teeth, my hand gripping the edge of the tailgate on Wesley’s truck. My wolf is right there, right at the front of my mind, pushing to shift and chase after her. But I’m in the middle of the street, in the middle of the city, and I can’t let him out. And as much as I want to let him chase after her, to explain what happened, I can’t shift in front of humans.

I lean against the tail end, still gripping the tailgate, and tilt my head up to the sky, forcing my canines to recede. My eyes itch and water as her emotions roll into and through me like a tidal wave, so bitter I can taste them. Regret, embarrassment, pain, anger, disappointment… each one palpable, each one just as strong as the rest, each one meshing with my own until it is impossible to tell whose emotions are whose.

And all of it is my fault, because I couldn’t control my instincts and keep my wolf at bay. Because I lost myself in the feel of her beneath my han
Allie Carstens

Full disclosure -- I cried while writing this chapter! Just a reminder, my updates are ONE CHAPTER, MWF with the occasional weekend update if I am able to get enough ahead on chapters. I also work a full time job and have two young children at home that I homeschool, and this is the update schedule that works best for me and my mental health and my work/home life balance. I would LOVE to be able to update more frequently or give double updates, but right now since this is more of a part time thing for me, that isn't possible. I am very lucky to have such amazing and supportive readers, and I am hopeful that at some point in the future I can make writing my full time gig! Thank you again for understanding. Lots of love, Allie

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Shirley Spears
I shed so many tears for Reid and I hope Taryn goes gentle on him I truly love this couple.
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lucy_emery
Poor Reid .... Who wouldn’t fall for him.
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Selma Cole
I’m a blubbering mess right now.
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