12 | No Control

*POTENTIAL TRIGGER*

*Axel’s POV*

I’ve trained for all sorts of situations all my life, and when I joined the military that training intensified. Self-control was my biggest pride. But never in my wildest dreams did I think I’d lose all of it because of one she-wolf. One that I didn’t even want, and this is exactly why. I can’t let someone have so much power over me. Never.

A soft whimper pulled me out of my mind and into the present. I had pushed two fingers into her tight hole after making her come, forcing her to grip the bed sheets tightly.

“Goddess,” she cried out as she clenched around my fingers, making me groan.

I don’t know what I was thinking when I chose her over the mission. Nor what I’m thinking now. I can’t possibly make her mine and refuse to make her my mate later. I’m a bastard, but even I think that’s fūcked up.

But as much as I wanted to stop, I was hypnotized by her. By her soft flesh which tingled every time I touched her. By her soft cries, begging me for m