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The Emptiness

Author: suzangill
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Leo's pov

To be honest. I don't know how long I stayed in the forest. Just walking around. Remembering the way it felt when I kissed her, feeling her skin against mine. Her moans ringing in my ears.

Damn it! What's happening to me? She is not even my mate! Then why do I feel like this for her?

Why did it feel so right when this was wrong in every way. Why I even forced her to accept that she felt something for me. Why do I needed her to reciprocate?

And why did it hurt so bad when she rejected.

Now that my mind is clear. I realise. She was not wrong. Being the logical one. She again listened to her brain rather than her heart.

She wanted me to save myself for my Mate. But that's where the problem lies. 27 years of age and I still haven't found her.

What if I never found her?

Scar could have been a perfect Luna. But again she was not a replacement. She shouldn't be the second. Being the previous person she is. She deserves to me a man's first.

Her mate's Chosen.
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jestrada_17
wow, such deep feelings. can't wait to find out how the story progress. love it already.
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Swati jha
beautifully written...
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