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2024-10-29 19:42:56Rufus found her inside his “hobby room.” No one could enter the room except for Whitton. She used her Luna status on him. He was nervous as hell. He can’t read her mind and he didn’t know if all her memories returned. She was standing near the window overlooking the forest.
The door opened behind her. She closed her eyes for a brief moment and then turned to see Rufus standing there in the closed door.
“Love?” There was concern and bewilderment in his voice. He took another step forward and stared at her. She flinched and turned away, not wanting him to see what she was sure was obvious on her face. But how could she hide it? How could she hide how devastated she was? She knew he could read her mind.
“What’s wrong, love? What are you doing in this room?”
She swallowed, squared her shoulders and then took a deep breath. She turned to face him fully, uncaring of what he’d see. She recalled th
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