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Author: Suzzane Belle
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“She loves you, her mind chose to forget about you, maybe because it was too much for her to handle. She experienced awful things in a short period of time Rufus. How can you see how beautiful she was before? How fortunate you are to have her?”

“I’m a fool.”

“Yes, you are and you already knocked her up again.”

“I’m afraid that something bad will happen again because of me. I’m getting paranoid.”

“Now you know how much I suffered when Lander and Alec were after her. I can’t sleep, sometimes I watched them sleep. I don’t want to see them die. I don’t know if I can handle another dying moments of my relatives in front of me.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Did she remember everything?”

“I don’t know but she remembers those horrible moments. It was awful.” Rufus voice croaked.

“Rujan?” Everleigh’s voice.

“Hey sweetpie, I’m here.”

“I want to go home.”

“Sweetpie, this is your home.”

“No, I can’t live here. I kept remembering those days. I can’t.. please… please get me out here…” Rufus’s heart bled when he h
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