A woman's scream rent the night air.
It sounded as if Sigurd had brought one of the local trulls back with him. Her name was Faye, a lively whore whose company Ketil had sought a couple of times. Just to be certain he sat up and ventured outside, not bothering to cover his nakedness.
When she spotted him, as drunk as she was, her unusual violet eyes lit up.
"So it's to be a threesome, is it?" she slurred. "That will up the rate."
"Not tonight. Get rid of her," he said to his friend, going back inside.
Miriam was sitting up, her hands caught in the furs, and it didn't escape him that she looked frightened now. She was deathly pale. What he had said to Sigurd could be misinterpreted, he realised.
"It's not what you think," he told her. "Sig brought a wildcat home."
"An animal? I didn't think they roamed this far."
It only demonstrated to him how naive she was.
"This kind does," he said, returning to the bed.
"Oh," she whispered. "Of course, it spoke. I mean, she did." Then, heartrendingly, "I never realised he hated me so much. What did I ever do to him?"
"The same thing I did to my father," he muttered. "Go back to sleep."
Ketil rose at first light and dressed quickly. He bolted the door carefully behind him so as not to disturb Miriam. Asking Magnus to keep an eye out, he made his way to the palace. It amused him to think that, despite everything that had happened, she was sticking to her accustomed 'princess' hours. That was one reason for heading there so early: Daphne would not be about. He hoped the maid would assist him to salvage a few dresses later.
He was still angry, but not with her.
Ketil shook his head and strode on with purpose. A bathhouse soak awaited, but first he needed to obtain the key. He hoped not to have to disappoint anyone today. Sometimes an older woman caught his eye but he hadn't given her any encouragement and now she merely smiled when they were bathing at the same time.
This early he had the place to himself yet did not linger, changing into fresh clothing in the room where he sometimes laid his head rather than return to his hut. Then he sought out Jenna who was already up and about and appeared to be tasked with emptying a chamberpot. Her eyes widened at his approach.
When he mimed his meaning it went better than he could have hoped. It was almost as if she had been anticipating such a request. He allowed the girl to precede him into the room.
It was strange being in Miriam's bedchamber knowing she was asleep in his bed. Sigurd might have been amused at such a notion, but he didn't find it remotely funny. As the maid gathered a bundle of assorted clothing, he took the opportunity to look around.
The simplicity of her private quarters surprised him. There was a lighter patch on the wooden floor which suggested a rug had lain there once. The box bed was functional and had been stripped of sheets and pillows, meaning he couldn't surprise her with one of the latter. A book lay on a small table in the centre of the room but he did not pick it up; he could speak Vercian better than he could read it. The window seat appeared to be well-used and he could imagine her curled up there.
When Jenna held up the hand mirror, he shook his head judging it would only make Miriam sad.
A single tear slid down the girl's plump cheek.
"I won't hurt her," he said.
Jenna nodded, once, to show she had heard and understood but he noticed she did not smile. He shouldered his own bundle, which contained his sweaty clothes, and set off for his own dwelling. The maid followed, almost twisting her ankle at the spot where the ground fell away. It was obvious she had never ventured so close to the outer walls and he could tell she was scared.
Orm was just on his way to guard the treasury. He stopped to have a word, more awkward than Ketil had ever seen him.
"Is she - ?"
"Miriam is fine. Still sleeping," he said.
The younger man looked relieved, making him feel insulted. He seemed to remember she had once bound a wound on his arm. Maybe he had a crush? For some reason the thought annoyed him.
"And I see Jenna is with you."
His friendly grin made the girl blush. That was interesting. He had known Orm had his eye on someone. Was it her?
"She's running an errand for me," he explained. "Anything else?"
Orm hesitated. Though he had been with them from the start they were not related.
"What do you plan to do about her?" he asked, switching to Norse.
Ketil stared at him. "Keep my word."
"That's good. See you later."
He went on his way, adjusting his weapons, his stride jaunty now.
"Do you like him?" he asked the girl.
Jenna smiled, revealing the gap between her teeth.
If only it were that easy with her mistress.
Deciding to head back to the palace once he had consulted with Magnus and unbolted the door, Ketil asked himself again what he was going to do with the former Princess. She was his responsibility now, whether he liked it or not.
The tasks which awaited him would keep. He let out an oath, exasperated when he realised he was still carrying his bundle, and he seemed to remember he had left the bathroom key in the room where he had changed.
She was such a distraction.
Seeing Rebekah in the passage outside the bathhouse, he had little choice but to make small talk with her.
"Fancy that, it's unlocked," she said. "I wonder who forgot to return the key this time?"
"Me," he replied, holding out his hand.
She plucked it from his palm and wagged a finger at him. "What are you doing with that?" she asked, nodding towards his bundle.
"Don't ask," he groaned.
"The little mistress running rings round you, is she?"
Ketil grinned. "Hardly," he said.
Her teasing smile faded. He could smell the sharp tang of citrus which indicated why her lips were so red. She had once told him about that little tip, for no particular reason other than to make him want to kiss her, he suspected.
"The palace will be all the poorer without her," she remarked.
"I know," he said, tightly.
"You couldn't stand by. I understand. Ketil ..."
What she had been about to say was lost as he saw the Princess Royal bearing down on them. Daphne's mouth opened and closed as he beat a hasty retreat but no scathing remarks emerged from her as yet unpainted lips.
"Mistress Ford, I need your advice. You know about herbal remedies, do you not?"
"I do, Your Highness."
"Prepare me a tea, will you? I ache all over this morn."
Imperious as ever, with no hint of concern for anyone else. Not even her own sister. She had looked rather wan, though.
"Ketil, wait for me."
He turned to see Rebekah hurrying her steps as she struggled to catch up with him. He slowed his pace, in no particular hurry. This was more about giving Miriam some space than anything else.
"Is the herb garden no longer safe?" he teased.
The older woman nudged him. He knew her to be a widow who had never remarried.
"I'd rather go to the woodland," she said. His dismay must have been obvious, as she continued, "Willow bark for the Princess Royal. Join me? I promise to behave."
Ketil stood his ground.
"If you have something to say, out with it," he demanded.
"Not here."
That was how he found himself negotiating the streets of the city just as it was on the point of coming to life. Smells from the bakery vied with the sour ones from various alehouses. He half-expected to encounter Sigurd, until he remembered where he had seen him last and who he was with. Faye had a way of exhausting a man and then some.
A bell was tolling in the distance and he heard the bleating of sheep.
"What is it, Becca?" he asked, feeling decidedly out of temper.
"I have a bad feeling," she said, setting down the still-empty basket. Was this a ruse? Some sort of setup? A wild goose chase?
"Still using your wiles on me, witch?"
"It will not be long now," she told him. "If I were you, I'd smuggle her out while you still can."
"What do you mean? Is Vercia under threat?"
Ketil had to ask. It was his duty to know such things, after all.
Her black eyes were solemn now in that lived-in face, the inky hair spilling out from under her lace cap.
"The Princess is in grave danger. Tell no-one," she begged. "Or I will surely burn."
Miriam was astonished to see Jenna and even more overwhelmed to see the array of shifts and drawers. At least none of them were transparent, unlike some of Daphne's. No stays, but perhaps that was for the best. She had never liked being confined anyway.Choosing a white one as if to make a point, she wondered what had happened to her gowns, though was relieved to see her choker. She touched the pale green ribbon beneath the single plait she had managed to fashion herself and felt a sense of achievement. Had she been transformed into a new person - Mia - overnight?Cautiously, she ventured outside to see about breakfast. Cooking wasn't hard, it was the preparation which could be time-consuming. She had used a cauldron before, when she took a donation of food to a poor family only to find that their mother had fallen ill. It was mortifying to discover that a seven year old knew more than she about the chopping of vegetables and the girl had glowed under her praise, earning a special hug
Fortunately, Magnus himself arrived at that point. The sight of a familiar face was bittersweet, given the circumstances. It only became worse when they exchanged a few guttural comments in their own language, and she began to regret her unguarded words. Miriam hadn't meant to insult Ketil, though she'd seen a flash of something akin to pain before he pulled up his emotional drawbridge once more. "I have to be somewhere. Magnus will stay here with you, seeing as you cannot be trusted." "Do you trust him with me?" she asked, and began to wish she hadn't. She was doing it again, turning into the Princess Royal. Ketil went out without saying another word. Miriam twisted her fingers in the single garment which was all that stood between her and her underwear. The greybeard spoke first. "This is a sorry state of affairs." "I did not mean it, what I said," she told him. "I know." "He's angry with me and I keep saying the wrong thing." "Princess, he's not mad at you. Trust me. I've
Emerging in the red shift, which was unlikely to be of much use if the customary April snow shower materialised, Miriam dared to make a request. She reckoned she had him at a disadvantage now and two wool dresses would make all the difference to her severely depleted wardrobe.Ketil was of a mind to grant her wish, though he seemed moody, so she decided not to push her luck and ask if anything could be done about Ruth as well as Jenna. As far as she knew, the latter was still in danger of being sent to the mines, though she hadn’t seemed unduly upset when she brought her the clothing. It was difficult to tell, given her own circumstances.Were they both making the best of things?The trip to her former chamber brought its own despair. She looked out of the diamond-paned window, a lump in her throat, and remembered her lady mother. It would be her birthday next month. At least, it would have been.Choking back her grief, she hoped Queen Eleanor would guide her in this difficult choice.
Ketil could not take his eyes off his ‘slave’ as they shared a communal feast later in the empty hut which had once been occupied by Ulf. It had become something of a tradition to toast the absent warrior, who must be drinking with the gods in Valhalla now. He doubted he would be waited on by as lovely a Valkyrie as this one. His thoughts turned to Astrid. Sigurd’s little sister was always sobbing over something and agreeing she felt better afterwards. What had she been, fourteen, when they left? Ketil hoped she was safe wherever she was. It was odd how they hadn’t been able to find her, and perhaps just as well given the secret he had kept for so long. Still, he couldn’t save everyone. As he watched, Miriam smiled at Magnus and poured him more beer. She seemed to be struggling with the heavy jug. Those hands were meant to stitch tapestries, pluck harps, or arrange flowers not to do heavy peasant work. He wondered how they would feel around his cock and had to check himself. That wa
Miriam was panting as well as soaking wet when she reached the hut. It was a haven, though not, she suspected, for long. She searched frantically for something to wear before subsiding in a kind of daze. More than likely, in this mood, Ketil would only rip it off.Why was he being like this with her? Belatedly, she realised he had been naked. She must have been in a kind of brain fog when she entered the water. That had soon woken her up.Common sense prevailed. She needed to dry herself, perhaps on an old chemise, and maybe wear the peach dress which was currently lying on the floor. It could well be covered in insects by now.On hearing the creak of the door, she snatched it to her for the minimum of covering, only to see Magnus.“Are you all right, lass?” he asked, adopting the local vernacular.She managed a nod before she found her voice. “I fear I have killed a robin unknowingly,” she said. “All this bad luck.”“Speaking of which,” he began, and sighed. “I am the bearer of furth
The table in one of the lesser Halls was already set for supper. Shocked gasps greeted their entrance. Miriam held her head high, her carriage royal as she made her way to the seats reserved for the guards and their wives or women.“Touting for business?” Daphne hissed, her voice carrying a long way.“I leave that to you, dear sister,” Miriam replied, placing a napkin on her lap.“We are here to negotiate,” Ketil said, helping himself from a platter of cold meats.“Seeing as you have my choker now, Daphne, I feel it only right you return those jewels which were – no, are – mine.”“What is she talking about, Dee?” Lady Rutherford asked.“I know not. Something trumped up between the pair of them, no doubt.”Miriam waited to be served with wild mushroom soup, before continuing, “And I will have my gowns.”“What need have you of those now?”The scorn almost had him reaching for his dagger.“They are hers by right.”“You cannot deny it, my lady,” Magnus said. He had arrived early, and no S
Ketil could hear the others going about their morning tasks – the clink of weapons, the filling of the cauldron with water – and still he made no move to stir. The smell from the cooking fire was both comforting and tempting, though not as wholly satisfying as the woman sleeping beside him. Miriam. He wanted to be there when she woke, not to taunt her or force his attentions on her, but to reassure her in case she felt shame for behaving the way she did, something which had not been wholly her fault given his encouragement. He did not regret a single thing about last night. She had been so receptive, so responsive and not, he judged, from either fear or compulsion. Was she really so set against the idea of him finding her a noble husband? If Jenna was unable to vocalise her feelings – and Orm had hinted she may not be wholly dumb given their nightly activities – Miriam was a whole other matter. The breathy gasps had been followed by shrieks which turned to screams as she jerked and
Miriam screamed when she saw the armed intruder. Unbelievably, King Gregory himself was not far behind. She was only thankful she had snuck out for a quick wash after Ketil had gone. It would not do for her sovereign lord to suspect what had happened to his youngest daughter last night. As if he cared. Of one thing she was certain: Prince Renaud would not have measured up. Ketil had certainly stretched her, even after she relaxed and began to enjoy her first time. The kissing had been her favourite part. This man was no groper. She felt like she had been worshipped – everywhere. Why she had ever feared him was a mystery. Maybe it was because of his overt masculinity. She had a bad feeling now. Why was her father just standing there, his mouth opening and closing? There had been a horrible smell emanating from the direction of the palace and the village was strangely quiet. Were they keeping indoors, just as birds stopped singing when there was a sparrowhawk about? Miriam sank into
So this was how her last night with Ketil was going to be spent, with them both miserable and not even a loving kiss to temper her heartache. There was no going back now. In true Norse fashion she really had burned her boats. Miriam turned over, hugging the pillow. Once she had taken such a thing for granted. Yet the time spent without one had been so much more – enlightening. “Please say you will come for a visit when the snows melt.” “No.” It was an unfamiliar growl. “Ketil, this is hard enough without you behaving like this.” “Did your vows mean so little, Miriam?” That stung. “You know how to wound.” She wiped away a stray tear, determined to show no weakness. Her resolve was already crumbling, but he wasn’t to know that. “Go to sleep,” he said. “You will need all your strength tomorrow.” Something in his voice set her wondering. Miriam supposed she was merely clutching at straws. “You do not command me,” she told him, her eyes wide open. Moving onto her back in a huff
It was the hardest conversation yet but somehow she came through it, feeling virtuous and heartsick at the same time.“You know I am right, Ketil,” she said. “I was born to do this.”She could tell he didn’t like it.“Why now, Miriam?” he ground out. “Do you tire of me and wish for another? That noble husband I once promised to help you find.”“No, my love. There has only ever been you and I wish for no other. But King Hubert is losing public opinion. The people want a Feltspar. I owe it to Queen Eleanor.”“Well, that’s something at least,” he grumbled. “No debt of gratitude is owed to King Gregory, by any of us.”“I have to set right some of the wrongs he did. For her sake.”“You may think that, but I’m not so sure the King would welcome interference.”“He has already stated his approval.”“You sounded him out first? Miriam, sometimes I could strangle you.”“I – I didn’t want you to change my mind for me before I told him of my proposal,” she faltered, hating the fact that the old st
The fight was already under way when the two of them emerged into the light. Something was off about her husband’s stance and yet he was more than holding his own against a man who had spent his life pampered and indulged. It almost seemed as if Ketil were toying with him. That couldn’t be right. This was important.“Aunt Astrid’s brilliant, isn’t she? Better than half the men.”Trust Tyr to decipher what she could not. And where then was he, the love of her life? Not with Ragnar, who was giving a slow handclap. The gloves were new and she guessed he was becoming self-conscious about his deformity these days.Miriam held up her hand and asked for them to cease their duel.“There is no need now Tyr is free.”Expecting her cousin to back her, she was surprised to hear him say, “This matter needs to be put before the court.”She supposed it was only right that justice be served.“Will this take long? If a jury is to be sought then it could take weeks and we need to set sail for home befo
It was so much colder down in the dungeon. Miriam was concentrating so hard on not falling off the steps – the rope handrails had long since rotted away – that some of the fear for her first-born went unexamined. She longed for Ketil to scoop her up in his arms and carry her, even though she knew it would not be seemly. Even in the royal court long ago he had afforded her the dignity of walking.What had Mistress Ford said? Things were not as black as she had foreseen. Then why had Beyla experienced false pain? They had always been a close family. Her own legs were trembling and one look at her husband’s set face had shown her he was not himself.“What’s happening? I got here as soon as I could.”Sigurd. Just hearing his voice brought her a measure of relief. They had shared so much that was bad in the past. Surely she could come through this, as well?“It’s the King,” Njord told him. “It appears he has gone mad.”Thank God for that sensible, calm and competent young man. Whatever his
When they reached the palace as quickly as it was possible to do, Beyla feared that Njord would tell her to go to her room and bar herself in, admitting no-one. Instead he sought out her father with her in tow only for them to receive the worst kind of news. It seemed her brother was missing.The last possible sighting appeared to have been of him heading towards the edge of the cliff.“Tyr wouldn’t jump,” she said. “Not even if a thousand Celias changed their mind about marrying him.”“It was her family who objected to the match,” the Jarl corrected. “I thought all such prejudice was over and done with. Apparently not.”“Can you be certain it was him? I mean, Tyr’s a skilful climber. He might just have wanted some breathing space.”“That’s just it, Njord. One moment he was there, a speck on the horizon, the next he had vanished. I – I fear the worst.”Impulsively, Beyla hugged her mother. “If anything had happened to him, we would know.” She put a hand to her chest. “In here.”The ha
The day started out poorly and soon deteriorated with one exception. Miriam had begun to pack her things together but the idea was unappealing somehow. She felt restless and desired to be outdoors. Something was telling her there was a price still to be paid. Happiness was always costly in one way or another.Reassuring herself that Ketil was still on the mend brought its own unlooked for rewards and she lost herself in the bliss of their lovemaking for a while. Even so, she was on high alert like a mother hen for her chicks when the fox came to the henhouse. The notion that it was already here, once lodged in her head, would not go away.Was Beyla still under threat? Surely not Tyr? Could there be trouble back home in Eggsor? Magnus would have sent word if so and she didn’t mean the new King of Svedland.Considering Celia, who was seldom far from her thoughts if truth be known, Miriam realised how little she knew about her future daughter-in-law. Her first-born son loved her wholehea
Two whole days had passed and she was eager to be going home. Her mother had grilled her thoroughly about her ordeal and Beyla had been keen to emphasise that perhaps Kaan hadn’t done too much wrong. That had led Aunt Astrid to let out an oath and pretend to look out of the window slit.“I don’t have a silly crush on him,” she said. “He’s not my type.”That was when she realised there was someone behind her and she whirled, only to find herself wrapped in her father’s welcome embrace.“Our child has become a woman without us noticing, Miriam.”“You, maybe. I knew a while ago,” her lady mother retorted.As usual, she didn’t understand the wordless look which passed between them and heated those plumper than ever cheeks. Would she gain weight when she reached that ripe old age? Hopefully not. Njord would have nothing to do with her then. He might even fall out of love with her.She was seeing him later by the stables, though no-one knew. How they felt about each other was scarcely a sec
When Miriam sought an audience with the King, Ruth was already prostrated before him. She didn’t have to cudgel her brains too hard to work out the reason why. Her own mission was on similar lines, but she wasn’t about to cut in given the impressive nature of this heartfelt plea.She felt pleased, too, that Jenna had sought to inform her in advance of her fellow housekeeper’s plan, even if Ketil had grumbled about the intrusion into their personal time.King Hubert’s face was impassive, though she thought she saw a softening as he looked down at the housekeeper. Her hard work was a byword, she had never given a moment’s trouble and it wasn’t as if her husband’s fatal attack on the Prince was unprovoked.“Get up, Mistress Olafsson,” he said, after a time. “I am sure those flagstones are cold and uncomfortable.”“I care naught for that, Your Majesty,” she replied.“Then I fear I must make it a command,” he told her, beckoning to Miriam with a crook of his fingers.For some reason she th
It was Kaan who stood there, an imposing figure in his long robe. The fact that his curved scimitar was exposed was not lost on either Beyla or her tormentor.“What is the meaning of this intrusion?”The bluster cut no ice with the Emperor of the Desert.“This farce has gone far enough,” he said.Beyla’s head was whirling. Had he sold her, or not?“Please, help me,” she begged, just to be on the safe side.“Has he hurt you, little one?”“No, but he was going to make me do humiliating things,” she said, trying her best to cover her body.If only she had more than one pair of hands!“Come here, Beyla. The sale’s off,” he said to the bewildered would-be purchaser.“By whose authority?”When he gave his full name and title the man in question beat a hasty retreat.“I’m not going anywhere with you,” she dared, backing away.Just then, there was a commotion further down the passage. When the door burst open to reveal a stocky man with ice-blue eyes, Beyla believed she was dreaming.“What’s