Kylie
My wobbly knees gave up and the tears I was holding back the whole time fell down like a waterfall. My heart sank deeper into the abyss watching Logan take steps away from me, knowing so well that this would be the last time I was going to get a glimpse of him.
The bitterness of our goodbye lingered on until the next thing I knew, I was dragged inside a black van before it drove away to the Packhouse.
Reaching the end of our Pack’s border, one of the men opened the door. I didn’t wait for them to push me out, and I got out by myself.
The second I walked out of the van, I thought they would immediately fly away to abandon me in the middle of the dark nowhere. But one of them pulled out a black duffle bag, handing it over to me.
“Alpha Lucas asked us to give you this.”
As soon as I accepted it, the van quickly moved away. Being left in the dark alone, the cold breeze blew, and yet all I could do was shed a tear in resentment.
I opened the bag from Lucas, I couldn’t thank him anymore for seeing a couple of clothes, a cell phone, and money inside. However, given the situation I am in right now, I couldn’t even force a fake smile.
Still seated in the dark alone, I leaned on the huge tree, hugging my knees, when fear crept inside me upon smelling a rotten scent a mile away from my place.
I immediately wandered my eyes around as my heart pounded in anxiousness until my sight caught a glimpse of something red yet dark in the woods not far away from me.
My suspicion was confirmed when it blinked, causing me to gulp.
Rogue.
I remained still with my eyes fixed on the huge gray wolf in front of me. I didn’t want to wait for it to kill me, but looking at my options, I knew I wouldn’t be able to run away from this hungry rogue before it would crush me.
My throat went dry when it started to growl, stepping closer to me.
I kept my moves small and quiet as I knelt on one knee, my palms touching the ground as I clutched the handle of the duffle bag.
And when its growls grew louder with its fangs showing, I lunged towards it, shapeshifting midway. I wrapped my lamb, squeezing its head.
Squeaking in agony, the huge gray wolf falls onto the ground. I was all ready to kill it with my sharp claws when an excruciating pain filled me.
I lost my balance and fell sideways, just beside the gray wolf. However, upon seeing another wolf that just hit me with its claw, I hastily got back up, not minding my aching back.
Though bleeding, I was determined to fight another rogue when two other wolves showed up behind him. Heavily gulping, I immediately dashed away. I continued to run, but the other wolf was way faster than me.
Everything happened so quickly and within a blink of an eye, I was on the ground with another throbbing pain that occurred as the wolf’s fangs made their way onto my neck.
In an instant, I shapeshifted back to my human form, bleeding profusely.
The rogue continued to slash my skin with its claws and fighting back wouldn’t make any sense.
My vision began to blur with my own blood, but before my eyes were completely shut, the wolf on top of me flew away as if somebody just pushed it.
I think I was saved.
***
The next morning, I was more than surprised to find myself alive, lying in such an extravagant white and brown room.
I pulled the white blanket wrapped around me and forced myself to sit down when my stomach suddenly ached, causing me to groan. Lifting my shirt, I saw the wound I got last night was still not yet fully healed.
Someone must have saved me last night.
Just as that thought crossed my mind, the door creaked open and a tall man in a black suit entered. He pulled a chair and sat in front of me.
“Just as I thought. You’re awake!”
I kept my eyes fixed on him as he cheered in glee, smiling so wide that the dimple on his left cheek appeared.
“It was me who saved you last night,” he added, winking as he pulled out something in one of the pockets of his suit before placing it on the table beside the bed I was on.
It was a piece of paper. I grabbed it and saw his name on it.
Jacob Williams.
“Wait, I’m in a hotel that you own?” I asked upon reading through it.
Not hearing any response, I looked back up at him only to find his eyes filled with wonder fixed on me. He leaned in with his index finger on his chin as his eyes examined me. “So, who are you? I never see you around.”
“Well, then, I’m new,” I smirked, leaning away from him.
“Are you a rogue or belong somewhere and got expelled?”
My brows twitched with so many questions he was asking, but before I could respond, he added, “Because you should be aware that you’re in my Pack’s property.”
“If you’re worrying that I can’t afford your hotel, then, rest assured I can pay,” I immediately answered, ignoring his question.
His eyes widened before he laughed out loud. “That won't apply to you, lady. You’re not human.”
Leaving his seat, my eyes followed him until he reached the window and parted the curtains away, allowing sunlight to loom inside the room.
“Look, I’m thankful that you saved me last night,” I paused, fidgeting. “I’m really thankful—”
“Really?” He turned around with his forehead heavily creasing.
I quickly nodded in response.
“So how about joining my Pack?” he blurted without any hint of hesitation.
His sudden invitation was odd. It feels and sounds like he saved me, thinking I’ll get to join his pack afterward. But I’m a lone she-wolf now. Joining a new pack won’t be that bad.
“No,” that word suddenly came out of my mouth.
He slowly nodded. “Okay, it’s not like I’m going to force you or anything. But don’t forget that the Packhouse’s address was written on the back.”
Quickly striding away, the last thing I heard was the door shutting.
I was left dumbfounded, perhaps I didn’t expect him to react in such a way. I was expecting him to somehow convince me. Hence, I grabbed the calling card he left and slid it into my pocket.
I stayed the entire time inside the hotel room. I thought of buying some food as my rumbling stomach began to disturb my sleep. However, my wounds weren’t fully healed yet.
When the dark began to approach, that’s only when my wounds finally healed. I packed myself and walked out of the building to buy food at the grocery nearby.
The fear of having rogues around me was still one of my worries, but after successfully shopping for my needs, I exited the grocery store safely.
Nonetheless, after walking a few meters away from the store, I felt a presence following me. I tried to ignore it, hoping I was just overthinking. I quickened my pace only for them to finally lose patience with me.
“Why are you alone in the middle of the night?”
I turned around to face him and was quickly taken aback to find out he was not alone.
There were three of them.
“Stop following me or else I’ll call the police,” I bluntly answered.
All of them laugh.
“You’re not trying to fool us into believing you’re human, are you?”
Kylie“Stop right there!” I screamed as one of them began walking forward to me.“What the hell do you want?!” I questioned, my heart thumping heavily, disallowing me to take breaths normally.But two of them hastily moved towards my place before I could hear him respond. They were so fast that I wasn’t able to move before their hands clasped both my wrists.“I want you,” he whispered, clinging his face to my neck.My face winced in disgust. I kicked him in his balls, forcing my wrist out of the two men’s grip. Just when I thought I could flee, his hand reached my hair, pulling me down.Using my claws, which I made sure to stick out, I scratched his face. I could feel my claw digging into his eyeballs before he screamed in agony. And soon afterward, his hands reached for my neck and seized me.I choked, feeling his claws replacing his nails as he delved deeper into my skin.My body squirmed in pain as I held oxygen. Death was nearly onto me, pushing me to break his wrist with my bare
KylieI could feel tears welling up in my eyes as I looked down at the handkerchief covered with my blood. Hearing that I ain’t good enough brings me back to when Logan decided to choose a helpful and wealthy Luna over me.Without waiting for my tears to fall down, I turned around and walked away. Jacob was calling me, and even so, I didn’t look back and instead continued to walk faster. Hot tears filled my cheeks that synced with every heavy step I took.“Kylie, please don’t be hopeless. I promise you that you’ll be my Pack member, won't I?”“I don’t fucking believe in promises anymore!” I screamed. “They were meant to be broken anyway.”Holding onto my wrist, Jacob pulled back, making me face him. “I mean to comply with my promises, Kylie.”“That won’t change the fact that your own Beta and Gamma didn’t want me. They don’t think I’ll fit into your pack! So you’ve got to accept it too!” I sobbed, sniffling as tears flooded down like what I’d kept the whole time poured out.“I am the
KylieAt exactly six in the evening, I began getting ready for a simple banquet dinner that Jacob held to officially introduce me as a Pack member. I was relieved to see that almost everything I needed was provided in my room, since the bag Lucas gave me which was left in the hotel was probably in the trash now.In the end, I just decided to wear the black halter dress and make my way to the Packhouse.The number of people wasn’t something I expected. I was hoping to see many people, but rather only a few attended because the number of members wasn’t actually large. Their Pack seemed to be very rigorous in accepting new Pack members.Jacob was seated on the corner of the huge rectangular table with his Beta, Allan on his right side, while I was on his left.“It’s a pleasant evening to be gathered with all of you. The main purpose of this dinner is to acknowledge our new Pack member, Kylie,” Jacob began, shutting everybody’s mouth as he rose from his seat.All of their eyes shifted to
LoganThe moment I felt my wolf whimpering in despair and longing for his mate, I knew she had already stepped out of the Pack’s border. And the only option that was left to me, was to accept what had happened and focus on what would matter.Convincing myself that I did the right thing is what I have been doing, since what I have done didn’t bring me as enough satisfaction as I was expecting.I acted as if I didn’t give a damn and ignored my wolf. Thinking all of its sorrow would eventually pass overnight, I decided to just isolate myself inside my room and instead shift my attention to something that I believe I should put first—my pack. However, on the way to my room, I was about to turn the knob on when a voice appeared behind me.“Does it feel or make any difference kicking Kylie out of the Pack?” Lucas’ tone was as if he was putting the blame on me, causing me to completely lose my patience.I looked back at him and found him blankly staring at me with his arms against his chest
KylieI knew keeping the truth about my real identity from Jacob was simply me being selfish. He has been so kind to me for me to lie to him in return. He has every right to know the truth. And being accepted for who I am and where I used to belong was for him to decide.If he is not willing to accept me anymore because I came from their rival enemy’s Pack, then so be it. Tomorrow would be the best time for it.As soon as I got out of the shower, I penned Jacob a text message, informing him I had something important to tell him. Without waiting for his reply, I snuck into bed to let my body take a rest after a tiring night.The next day, I didn’t have any idea what time it was when a knock woke me up.“Beta Allan?” I mumbled in confusion about seeing him behind the door.“I’m sorry for breaking in early in the morning. But Alpha Jacob sent me to inform you that you are needed at the Packhouse as soon as possible. They wanted to see you.”My brain was having a moment to understand what
KylieMy heavy lids opened up, allowing light to peek through. The first thing I saw was Jacob standing right beside the mattress with his eyes carefully staring at me as if he'd been there the entire time I was out.I faintly smiled, sitting down to assure him I was fine.“Don’t force yourself up. The doctor’s on the way,” Jacob muttered with his brows heavily shot up. Seeing his face scrunched, as if someone just annoyed him, I didn’t bother to open my lips.I leaned my heavy head by the headboard of the bed as I watched him take the space beside me. From the tone of his voice, down to his expression, I could tell he was irritated about something.His face was almost crumpled like a piece of paper with his squinted eyes fixed on the screen of his cell phone.And before I made up my mind to ask Jacob what was wrong, he began blabbering, “This fucking Pack doctor left without notice,” it was almost a whisper, but I was still able to hear it because of our only few inches distance.“I
Kylie“No offense, Kylie.”I could feel my jaw tightening so hard because of the anger I was trying to hold back. Forcing my lips to stretch into a fake smile, I nodded.“I’m not offended,” I could even hear the sarcasm audible in my own voice, but I continued, “Because it’s not my problem whether you don’t like me at all. And for your own sanity, rest assured that I’m not here to bring any trouble to your Pack.”“You should be certain about that because if Jacob might hesitate to kill you, I won’t,” Larry added, as if saying those words; threatening someone’s life was so casual to him.He left, leaving me in question of my own intentions.I knew I had ended up here simply because I was in the middle of a life-and-death situation. If only those rogues didn’t find me as their new prey, I wouldn’t be here in any possible way.What’s wrong with me that Larry couldn’t even stand me near his son? It was like he perceived me as some parasite hosting Jacob.“Uhm, hey.” Bianca, who was standi
KylieIt was almost dusk when we got back to the packhouse from the supermarket. Since I had nothing to do to keep myself busy, I offered to help along with the other Pack members with cooking dinner. It would also be a good start to be friends with them. And after finding out my plans, Bianca didn't hesitate to join me as well.Most of them warmly welcomed me, and I was having a good time chatting with them when our topic somewhat drifted to Jacob’s girlfriend, Dianna.“Oh, that woman was a bitch. Believe me, Kylie, you won’t ever find someone here that loves that woman,” Lydia, one of the Omegas, chuckled as she diced onions and garlic.“If you do, that person was for sure bluffing.” another laughs. “Or maybe out of respect to Alpha Jacob.”“I think Dianna only has a week or two before Alpha Jacob replaces her,” Bianca added, grinning from ear to ear, making everyone in the kitchen end up in laughter aside from me. “What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked out of curiosity about bei
KylieHaving no idea how long it lasted, I knew I wouldn’t pull it off if only Jacob didn’t.“Woah,” he mumbled, our foreheads and noses still touching as we both took our breath. Jacob was about to add something else when I quickly pulled myself away from him.I pursed my lips together before stepping away to put Freya back in her crib. Holding the edge of it, I gripped it tightly for support.The fact that I knew I wouldn’t pull off from his lips, I am already screwed. This shouldn’t be happening at all! None of this was right.Rubbing my cold palms against my face, the need to shout all my unsaid words sank in. I failed to hold myself back.“What’s wrong?” Jacob sounded so hesitant, touching my shoulder. Moving away from his touch with the fear I might end up losing control again, I mumbled, “Th-this was a mistake. I’m sorry, Jacob.”I crossed my arms across my chest as I made sure not to face him. I don't have the courage to do so.“What’s the mistake? Our ki–”“Everything!” I sh
KylieJacob has been with me throughout my entire pregnancy. From my weekly check-ups, he always ensures to make time to be with me. And everything that I needed was provided.I knew I was in a big debt and had no idea how to repay him. Jacob was nothing but a help, and I will always be grateful.Hearing her cry again brought my thoughts back to reality. I hastily stood up as if on cue, peeking through her white crib.“Bianca! She’s crying again!” I yelp for Bianca’s help.Her wailing grew louder, making me even more alarmed. I crouched down to get her out of the crib.“What do I do?”Bianca showed up in the trance of the room, panting from probably rushing upstairs.“Uh, maybe she’s hungry?”“But we just fed her.” I shrugged.“Or maybe it’s the diaper!” she exclaimed, as if she was certain it was what caused Freya to wail.Bianca confidently walked to my place. We were both inexperienced at caring for infants like Freya, but she didn’t hesitate to lend me a hand.She gently tilts Fre
LoganLucas already had his eyes on me before I even looked at him.I couldn’t seem to feel proud that Kylie managed to make Finn look like that. Instead, I was concerned that what Mila suspected was happening.The Lycan Pack is no good for her.Hoping Finn was wrong, I decided to hire a professional investigator this time. I wouldn’t be complacent until I made sure.But staring into a photo he had given me, I almost crumpled it, betrayal filling me. However, I let no hint of remorse show up on my face. Keeping my keen eyes on the image, I gulped, feeling the wrenching crashing on my chest.She’s indeed in the Lycan Pack; hence, that's not what tore me.Her dazzling smile with every picture she had with this fucking Jacob Williams felt like a dagger stabbed into my throbbing heart. She looks genuinely happy, not even comparable to how she looked at me after knowing we were mates on her eighteenth birthday.It seemed that she had forgotten about me that fast.“Uh, Alpha. I don’t know i
LoganKylie, being the Lycan King’s daughter, isn’t something that I can easily believe just because it came from her adoptive mother, Mila. Without any tangible proof, all of her words would remain nothing but a lie to me.“How come? How sure are you about that? And what makes you think we will immediately believe you after saying these things just now?”“Shut up, Logan,” Lucas warned through our mind link. “Have some sympathy towards Mila. She’s longing for her daughter.” His eyes were fixed, glaring at me.Ignoring those, as if I heard nothing, I kept my attention on Mila, who was still crying.“How can we be sure you’re not saying this just so we can find Kylie and bring her back here for your own benefit?” I continued to interrogate her.Desperate people will require desperate decisions and actions just to have whatever they think they need. And I myself was one of them. I was so desperate to save our pack that I decided to banish my mate.“I have no other motive to lie about thi
KylieThe next day, I woke up with my stomach rumbling with hunger. I decided to go downstairs to cook myself breakfast. I shouldn’t skip any meals, given that I have another life to feed inside me.The first thing I did was brew myself a cup of coffee before toasting two pieces from one loaf of bread. I was just waiting for it to finish when a knock outside my door surprised me.I wasn’t expecting any visitors today, so if it was not Bianca, then it was probably Jacob, but I highly doubt that. So, to clear my thoughts out, while holding my cup of coffee, I opened the door, but I was more than surprised to see it was Jacob!“I thought you were going to be busy the whole day, right? Because your father will be leaving today?” I questioned, my eyes squinting in confusion.He even reasoned through his text messages that he was not going to be able to see me for the whole day today as he had a lot of tasks and responsibilities on his hands right now.“Yes, that’s right,” Jacob shortly sai
KylieGuilt and regret might consume me, hence it won’t change the fact that those three men were already dead. For me, it’s not about accepting what has happened, but accepting that it was my mistake.Both Larry and Jacob had no idea that I was lying about that the whole time. But they were ready to kill and have blood on their hands for me.Isn’t that enough to at least let them know whom they are defending?“So you don’t trust me this whole time?” Jacob chuckled.Moreover, letting Jacob into my life won’t be a bad idea. After all, I knew almost everything about him, and he didn’t even know any piece of truth about me.“I joined your Pack without knowing anyone here. You have all the means to kill me; helpless and no one would even look for me. Don’t you think I trusted you enough to put my life at that risk?” I asked him back with a faint smile on my lips. “I would like to say that you joined my Pack because you were about to be dead that night.” The smile I had, formed wider be
KylieMoving my gaze away from the man's lifeless body, my heart began to pound loudly and fast. My mind was blank and all I could think of was how Larry did it so effortlessly, as if he was doing it on a daily basis.I had yet to move on from the first death when Larry grabbed a sword that was hanging at my side. He played with the blade with his fingers for a few moments, giving the other guy a scornful look. Thinking he would stab it into one of the two men left, I almost threw up when he used it to behead one of them instead.Blood splattered everywhere and it even reached across my face. I watched his head roll along the rough floor before Larry jeered, blocking it from moving further with his feet.With one wipe of my forehead, I was scared to death seeing hints of blood on my hands.Even how badly I wanted to just leave, my glued feet wouldn’t allow me to do so. My breathing instantly became rapid as I unconsciously placed both my hands on my abdomen with the thinking that it w
KylieIt was already late at night when Jacob and I made it to the packhouse. And even though I was fully aware that Larry wanted to see me to apologize, I still couldn’t help but to feel the doubt along with nervousness.Perhaps because I do not have the capacity to easily believe Larry will even think of regretting his harsh attitude towards me.Opening the car door for me, Jacob offered his hand to help me hop out of his car.“I’m sure he’s on the training grounds, training a few warriors,” Jacob began, leading the way. “He’s a very strict mentor,” he continued, chuckling. I followed his every trace, playing with my fingers, hoping it would ease my pounding chest.We made it to the training grounds and as soon as we entered, the heavy atmosphere filled with painful screams and groans welcomed us.Jacob was right, his father was having hand-to-hand combat with two other men. While some of them were seated on the bench, looking extremely exhausted.“How come you are still a fucking w
Kylie“Jacob had mentioned that you came here bleeding and being chased by rogues with the intention of sexually harassing you.” Larry continued, the concern audible in his stiff voice catching me off guard.“Y-yes. T-that’s right,” I stuttered, moving my eyes away from his.“That’s the reason why you’re pregnant,” he announced without any hint of hesitation.The same guilt and frustration I'd felt having this conversation with Jacob was once again present. Having everyone believing me when I was lying was the worst feeling I could have.Hiding my shaking hand below the table, I took a deep breath and tried to force myself to calm down. It looks like I would never get used to talking about this. Knowing damn well, I was lying to them.My eyes were pinned onto my trembling hands until I heard Larry’s utensils creating a loud sharp noise as he placed them down.“It’s alright, Kylie—”The heaviness of my pounding chest was getting too much and, without letting Larry finish his words, I h