KylieMy heart was thumping in terror and fright at the same time. If anything bad happened to Freya, I don’t know if I could even forgive myself.Rushing upstairs, I went through each room I saw without minding anything. I had no idea where her room was yet, so I had to check every single one of them.My chest was pumping loudly and fast because every room I checked so far was empty. My flesh was trembling because of fear I had never felt in my life. It was as if it would be my death if I lost my daughter.Until I landed in the room beside Jacob’s. Pushing the door, I had no idea what to feel seeing her crib inside. Further walking inside, the relief I should already have had instantly vanished upon seeing her crib empty.“Freya?” it came out a whisper, which was followed by a loud worried call, “Freya! My daughter—”“Kylie?” Lydia’s voice from behind made me quickly shift my feet to turn on my back.Seeing her holding Freya in her arms, a sigh was automatically released.“Are you al
KylieHis touches were soft and gentle, yet they managed to make my heart race. I stayed put in my place, feeling my body heating in desire.Empty mind and all I could think of was how it made me feel so good. I felt his rough palm caressing my left shoulder and with only one flick of his finger, the strap of my silk nightdress fell down.I shut my eyes once, pursing my lips together. But replaying the same scene the night I gave myself to my mate, Logan, my lips automatically let open.“Loga—” Hence, before I could moan his name, I forced my eyes to open immediately.Adrenaline began rushing through me and upon seeing Jacob on top of me, I had no idea what had gotten into me and I involuntarily pushed Jacob’s shoulders. It wasn't forceful enough, but he got what I meant, and he indeed moved a little.My heart was still racing, however, not because of pleasure and desire, but instead of fright and terror.“W…why?” Jacob's voice was hoarse, lifting his face to look up at me.“N-n-no,”
KylieSeeing a different kind of seriousness written on Jacob’s face, I hastily put Freya’s birth certificate back inside.I’m certain this matter could wait. I will have years to think about introducing her real father to her. But right now, a father like Jacob is what she needs.“Hmm? What is it that you brought me here then?”Moreover, it’s not like Jacob didn’t directly tell me he'd claim Freya as his daughter, so why would I even be surprised when he really did? I should have expected this.He was sitting at his table with his arms wide open to welcome me into a hug. With a bright smile, I walked up to him. He locked me tightly in his arms, making me sit on his lap.I was facing him sideways while he sat with his chin resting on my left shoulder. His minty breath brushed against my neck, yet I tried my real best to keep my focus on listening to whatever he was dealing with.Whatever it is he wants to tell me is definitely something important and badly bothers him.“What is it? Do
Kylie“Hello? Dianna, is this you? Are you okay?” I continuously asked with worry filling my chest.The sobs on the other line diminished before the call ended.I was left wondering as I felt my stomach being twisted in anxiety. I couldn’t be wrong. That was Dianna. I may have not known her for a long time, but I can recognize her voice. She was crying as if she was in deep and serious trouble calling Jacob’s name.Because of the fear that Dianna might be in danger, and with the telephone still in my hands, I rushed out of the room to see Jacob.The first place that came up in my mind was his office. I gave it a couple of knocks before stepping inside. But his swivel chair was empty.Hoping he was just somewhere inside, and since his office was big, I continued to enter, only to see a familiar figure standing by the shelves.It looked like he was looking for something.“Where is Jacob?”He turned back to face me and that’s only when I completely recognized him. He was one of the Pack’
KylieAs much as I want to deny what I am seeing, I cannot. I blinked a couple of times to confirm the scene before me, and I wasn't wrong, Beta Allan was fighting with a few warriors while Jacob fought with Bianca.They seemed to be preparing for war.“You’re better than this, Bianca!” Jacob screamed, positioning both his arms forward to get himself ready for Bianca’s attack.But Bianca didn’t move further. She was catching her own breath, with her palms cupping her knees.“No enemy will hesitate to kill you in an actual war,” Jacob burst out laughing, trying to motivate Bianca.“I…I can’t, Alpha,” she breathes out.So Bianca will take part in the upcoming war. And she’s getting ready for it.“Come on.” Jacob took a step forward, then, motioned Bianca to come and fight back. “I’m not giving you other options, Bianca. It’s either you fight right now or I won’t even consider you joining the war.”A sudden ache pierced my chest. It must be good to be able to fight again. Moving my head
KylieNo words were there to be made. I was completely shut with my chest banging so loud because of Bianca’s eyes that were fixed on me. My tongue was suddenly nowhere to be found.She had a point. I have no alibi to use anymore. Saying that I’m afraid for my life and of leaving Freya behind won’t make any sense to Bianca because I’ve already done it. I have already taken that risk for her.Truth be told, I was just avoiding seeing someone.“Oh my, does it sound like I’m questioning your decision?” Bianca added, but I was too preoccupied to even answer. “No, Kylie,” she worriedly hesitated. “I wanted to know your reason and that’s all. Because knowing you, I just know you have a rational and reasonable reason for it.”I gulped. “And what if I don’t have one?”Her eyes squinted, puzzled.“What if my reasons were solely for myself?” I continued as my voice trembled, but I forced myself to proceed.“Kylie,” she called, caressing my shoulder.“What if my reason is just because I’m selfis
KylieI felt my thumping heart skipping beats as my forehead wrinkled. Jacob gave me a quick gaze before turning back to Allan.“Okay, tell Dad I’m coming with the Pack’s future Luna,” he laughed, emphasizing each word.Allan yawned before his lips turned into a broad grin. He nodded and then left quickly.“So Dad wants to see you,” Jacob playfully sang after the door was shut.I crouched, staring at him with a troubled face. “Does he know?”“Know what?” he whispered back.“About us?” I shrugged, pointing at him first before pointing back at me. “That we’re already together?” I added, seeing him full of confusion. My eyes widened as I forced him to give me an answer.“Maybe? I mean, who will not know?”“What do you mean?”Jacob stood up from the mattress and stepped until he reached just behind me. My eyes were pinned on his reflection in the mirror in front of me. His warm hands snake onto my waist, pulling me closer to his body.“Did you forget how we first met each other?” he utter
Kylie“How many times do I have to tell you that I wanted it? I wanted to fight for the Pack!”Jacob pursed his lips together as he clicked his tongue before shaking his head at my nagging. I stood up, pushing him aside. “Wait for me. I’ll get ready as soon as possible.”My feet made their way to the bathroom. Everything was falling apart as I had no idea what to do first.Brush my teeth? Take a quick shower or prepare my clothes?!Argh!I didn’t even have the time to see what he was doing, and knowing he was still there was enough for me. Adrenaline was spreading all over me as I made sure my every move was quick.“Don’t you ever leave me here!” I warned him, sticking my head out of the door of the bathroom.Jacob just looked at me, holding his laugh before putting a shirt on.After a few minutes, I was done with the bathroom. I was halfway running inside our room to reach my closet. I didn’t even have the time to think thoroughly about what to wear. I just grab whatever’s accessible
KylieFeeling every bit of wrath rushing hastily through my veins, I raised my right hand and threw my straightened palm across Dianna’s cheek. For the second time, she was caught off guard by my slap that rang in the packhouse’s living room.“You fucking—” Her mouth was immediately shut as my other palm hit her cheek two times in a row.I was furiously shaking with my heart pounding. I was holding back too much hatred and pain in my chest. This is the only way I could think of getting it out. When Dianna lifted her face back up, I saw how tears welled in her reddish eyes. Her palms were in a tight fist with her heavy and rapid breathing.“You deserve to lose your child,” Dianna slowly utters, her teeth gritting.She may have failed to hurt me physically by slapping me back, but she definitely broke me with her slapping words. I was stunned for a couple of moments, unable to process what I just heard.My chest became heavier, and I needed to place my palm over my sinking heart. The
KylieA suppressed squeal got out of my lips with another inflamed strike of lightning sharply lashing through. My eyes automatically closed as its bright electrical bolt blinded my vision.The thrumming pour of rain made my entire body quiver with so much coldness. A howling noise was heard from the breezy wind that blew. It was so strong that even my drenched hair had flown.Before I knew it, a set of warm, big arms swaddled me tight. With the amount of comfort they brought, I was left with no choice but to snuggle into Jacob’s homely and toasty embrace. His bare upper body made it even better for my trembling flesh.His grasp was tight enough to shield me from the iciness of the air and the rain that continued to fall. My face was buried in the corner of his neck and shoulder, sniffing his earthly manly scent.It’s not just about how his warmth brought the chilliness of my body at ease. But as long as I remained in his tight embrace, I knew I was forever safe and wouldn’t be able t
KylieMy eyes widened in shock as I felt Logan's lips brushing against mine. I parted my lips open, not to welcome his kisses, but rather to protest. However, Logan seemed to read my thoughts, and he crushed his lips against mine before I could utter a word.I was stuck in my place, unable to move a muscle with my stammering chest and chill running through my veins.Logan’s kisses started soft, delicate, and unhurried, which didn’t last long as they eventually became rigid and torrid. His hands that were pinning my hands onto the tree loosened.I should have, and I could have already pushed him away. But as if I was possessed, I let him do whatever he wanted for that brief moment. I know I look like a fool standing before him, waiting for his lips to conquer mine fully. But everything felt so different. It was as if I was facing the Logan I used to love—the Logan I gave myself to.My teeth almost pierce his lower lip while his palms playfully knead my breast. With my eyes shut, a rush
KylieLogan shifted his eyes on me and upon seeing me helplessly kneeling, his jaw was clenched before a smirk formed into his lips.My heart was flaming, and my chest was heavy. The melancholy darkness filling the room won’t be able to express how crushed I felt at that moment; unable to do anything to save my daughter. This was my fault.Blood splattered across my face. He didn’t stop piercing Freya with his claws until her sobs halted. Not hearing my daughter’s painful wail made me realize that her own father had killed her.With the heavens and hell suppressing me harder, a loud and throbbing shriek came out of my quivering lips.An uncontrollable amount of anger was filling my nerves. My palms, which were in a tight fist, started to bring me pain because my nails were replaced by my claws. It pierced my own flesh, but I was too numb to even react to the pain.Logan shattered me into pieces when he decided to banish me and chose Hanna to be his Luna. But I rose up because that’s
KylieI was stunned, staring blankly into his eyes, which turned softer in an instant. The soreness and brittleness of his voice kept on ringing into my mind.Did I just hear him ask me to choose him? He doesn’t seem to understand what he’s doing.A man like Logan was never used to rejection. But asking me to choose him while using our daughter as a threat is ridiculous. Logan’s eyes glistened with tears welling up in them. I waited for him to take back what he said, thinking it was just his wolf’s fault, but he added, “You heard me right.”And what about Hanna? She was the root of all of our chaos. Hanna was the reason why I was banished. Or is it because the arranged marriage would be over soon, just like what he promised me back then?The need to voice those thoughts was present, but the courage to do so was nowhere to be found.I’m afraid to ask for anything. I was afraid because I knew he was never there for me when I needed answers. Logan didn’t choose me before; why is he aski
KylieLogan's steps were quick and big, but I forced my legs to stride bigger to keep up with him. My eyes were fixed on his back, and I felt my chest pounding every second that passed. He entered Freya’s room and left the door ajar. It was as if he really wanted me to follow him.When my feet landed inside the room, I caught Logan already standing in front of the glass window.“What are you planning?” As soon as my shaky voice echoed inside the room, he was forced to look back at me with a devilish smirk on his lips.“You’re too fast,” he uttered, tilting his head to the left.Blazing yet dark, his eyes went up to my head and down to my toes. Logan clicked his tongue before he turned back to face the window behind him and threw his clenched fist at it. The glass window shattered into pieces.“Logan!” I squealed, afraid that Freya might get hurt by the tiny pieces of glass.He indeed looked back, which I immediately regretted as he began lowly growling. My feet automatically took a st
KylieThe other twenty warriors that were inside the training hall were commanded by Jacob to surround the packhouse. We didn’t get any answer from Hanna on how many members they brought. But we have no choice but to take our chances. We at least got to try.“Don’t hesitate to kill anyone you’ve come across. There were no exceptions. Not even their almighty Alpha,” Jacob had made it clear for the third time now.Allan and Bianca volunteered to lead the twenty warriors to the backdoors, which the Eclipse Pack couldn't have known. While Carlo, Larry, and the other two warriors who were keeping Hanna came with us.A piece of cloth was gagged into Hanna’s mouth to refrain her from making any sound as we made our way back to the Pack’s mansion.The silence that rang through the corners of the mansion made my thumping heart worse. We have no idea what awaits us inside.As soon as we all made it inside after stepping into the double doors, the light suddenly flicked open. Every light was tur
KylieI remained shut, trying to figure out who the familiar voice was. But it didn’t last longer as I was forcibly twisted. Because her hand was gripping both my arms, it was a lot easier for her to control me.There was no hint of surprise on my face upon realizing it was Hanna.Although she had a twin sister, I didn’t need to think twice because only Hanna would have the means to come for me and do this.“Hey, Hanna,” I playfully mocked. “Did you make it as Logan’s Luna? I bet the Pack is yet to recover, hmm?” I leaned in closer to her, and spat, “Because you’re still by his side like a puppet.”Her teeth gritted and she held my arms tighter. It caused me pain, but I couldn’t pay any attention.She was the reason why I was banished in the first place. Logan and I were getting along until she came acting as if she was someone significant... Well, she is, because she's got everything Logan wanted his Luna to have; wealth, and title, which I don't.Aside from the fact that she’s nothi
KylieI took a step back as they stepped forward to reach me. My every move was quiet and light as I tried to maintain eye contact with the three of them, disregarding my racing heartbeats.“Who are you? What do you need?” I asked with the hope it would somewhat distract them. But like a hungry lion with his prey, their eyes were locked with mine.My unsteady knees were making it hard for me to continue to step away, but I kept going until I felt my hips hit against the kitchen counter. My hands scanned through the top of it, searching for anything to use against them.There were three muscular and tall men in front of me. No matter how skilled I am at fighting, I will end up losing.After my hands didn’t feel anything placed on the counter, my heart thumped harder.I just need something. Just something! I was shaking so badly as my hands traced down the handle of the drawer of the counter.Praying to the Moon Goddess was the only thing I had in mind or else I hoped miracles would hap