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Chapter 86: Not Worth It
Chapter 86: Not Worth It
Brandon’s P.O.V
‘Loving you…has brought me nothing but pain and suffering…I’m done loving you, Brandon.’
Faith’s words kept on reverberating inside my head over and over again, as I stood frozen in my spot, watching her run out the cabin and disappear into the crowd.
I tried to keep track of her gray hoodie for as long as I could, but soon, she was lost in a seal of people that I didn’t even recognize…and my heart shredded into a million pieces inside my chest.
Loving you…has brought me nothing but pain and suffering…
I shook my head, trying to get her voice out; her voice out of my mind.
But it persisted. Like nails on a chalkboard…over and over again…
I’m done loving you, Brandon.
I wasn’t worthy, was I?
I was no longer worthy of being loved or cared about?
I was just a big fuck up who made other people’s live
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