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Chapter 89: Breaking Down
Chapter 89: Breaking Down
Brandon’s P.O.V
Every cry broke my heart. Every tear felt like a lash on my skin.
Helplessly, I slid down the closed doors to sit on the floor; my knees pressed to my chest and my hands clutching them together.
Dear god! Why was I even alive?
All I did was cause her pain and suffering. Every time I felt like we had finally closed up our distances; managed to clear out our misunderstandings…it just reverted back to square one. I fucked up all over again and Faith ends up being the person who suffers because of my mistakes.
Guilt didn’t even begin to define the feeling I hand in my mind at the moment.
What had I done? Why had I been so stupid? Why hadn't I thought things through? Why? Why?
WHY?
I clutched at my hair as the whole scene played out in my head over and over again. Her shocked whisper…it buzzed in my ears until it bec
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