Chapter 75: Ethan
Faith’s P.O.V
“Faith, have something.” Debby slid her salad bowl across the table towards me. “You’ve been running around all morning for these submissions. You need to eat or you’ll be passed out in the middle of the hallway somewhere and we wouldn’t even be able to help you!”
“Babe, give the girl a break,” Nik sighed from beside her. “Your nagging reminds me of my mother sometimes.”
I looked up at Nik sharply, the assignment temporarily forgotten as an avalanche of old memories threatened to destroy whatever sense of sanity I had been able to establish over the past few weeks.
“Monika!” Debby snapped at her girlfriend, her elbow jabbing into her side as Nik winced and gave me an apologetic look.
“Sorry.”
I shook my head, getting back to finishing the rest of my assignment. “It&rsqu
Chapter 76: Sick to the StomachFaith’s P.O.VI watched Ethan leave before I turned back to my friends, my mood significantly dampened now that I was burdened with the weight of this new information.Unfortunately, I wasn’t the only one who was bothered by the news of the video and this time, Nik looked visibly pissed.“Bloody motherfuckers!” She cursed out, and I had no doubt in my mind that it was directed at the women who had taken the video. “I thought it was gone for good! I thought Brandon’s dad with all his influence and power would’ve been able to get rid of it for good! But now I find out that over 50K bloody people have watched it?”“Babe…” Debby put a hand on Nik’s shoulder, trying to calm her down. “You know it’s not your fault. You couldn’t have done anything to stop it. Besides, if someone had screen recorded th
Chapter 77: False AlarmFaith’s P.O.V“One month.”The weight of those words settled within me, weighing me down as the full impact made the blood inside my veins turn to ice.One month…How had I not noticed that I had been late for one month! One whole month!“Faith…let’s calm down first, ok…” Debby placed her hands on my shoulders, trying to offer some form of comfort, but it wasn’t helping. “Periods can be late for various reasons! Stress, metabolism…diet? Anything is possible! Have you ever had this problem before? Or PCOD or something like that?”“No.” I shook my head numbly, feeling bile rise to my throat yet again as the realization slowly settled in, along with the implication of what this could mean… “N-never. I’ve n-never h-had problems b-before…”I stuttered,
Chapter 78: Burning BridgesBrandon’s P.O.V“Pass me that paper? No…not-that one. Ethan!”Faith’s familiar laughter filled the near-empty library before she placed a hand on top of her mouth and swallowed her laughter, owing to the glare from the librarian, and I felt a familiar ache in my heart as longing filling my entire being just at the mere sight of her.These past few weeks…this is as close to Faith as I had gotten. Every time I tried to take a step…every time I tried to cross the bridges that had formed between us…the knowledge of a shared horrible past wrenched me back with a force that knocked the wind out of my lungs.People say that a child should always strive to make their parents proud. But what about the parents? What about their mistakes? What about their crimes?Why do we have to bear the burden of their pasts, their mistakes?When
Chapter 79: Forgiving the PastFaith’s P.O.V“Whose car is that?”I peeked my head out of the window of the passenger’s seat as Debby brought her car to a stop right in front of her yard.“Do you recognize it?” I asked her yet again, but it was probably my mistake. Since the jump scare we got at school with the pregnancy test, Nik and Debby had been having a…disagreement…since Nik initially thought that the test was for Debby, and she had been in a sour mood ever since.“Sure, Faith, let me just whip up the list of every damn person in Florida that owns a Chevrolet Suburban!” Debby rolls her eyes at me as she cuts off the ignition. “Oh! Wait…I don’t own one!”“Geez! I don’t even know what brand we’re talking about.” I shrugged, pointing to the car in front of my house. “To me that’s just
Chapter 80: Expect the UnexpectedFaith’s P.O.VAs Brandon’s father’s words settled within me, I felt an odd sense of calmness descend upon me like I had never felt before.Why couldn’t he have been my father?A small voice whispered inside my head.His one advice had seemed more useful than all of my father’s preaching’s combined. And he hadn't exactly been following his own preaching’s to begin with; rather, twisting his words so that he could manipulate my mother and me, keep us unaware and under his control until the very end.“How is…Brandon doing?” I finally mustered up the courage to ask him; but I wasn’t able to meet his eyes.Brandon had never introduced me to his father as his girlfriend. I don’t think he ever planned to until this mess threw everything off-balance.From what Debby told me, at least he h
Chapter 81: Accepting the TruthFaith’s P.O.VRing, ring…Ring, ring…“Come on…come on…”Ring, ring…Ring, ring…“Fuck! I don’t-I can’t! Debby! Fucking-pick up the phone!”Ring, ring…Rin-“Hey! Sorry! I-”“I’m pregnant.”“Sorry?”Sitting in the bathroom of a convenience store a few miles away from my house, I stared at the pregnancy test in my hand, one of three that I had taken in the last ten minutes…at the two lines that stared right back at me.Actually, only two out of the three showed the faint second line, but combined with the test I took earlier, that was three positive tests out of four. Which definitely meant a positive…I didn’t know how I was going to deal with this, or what I was even going to do from here on out…but one thing was for certain…I needed to accept the truth about this pregnancy.“One of the lines…it’s really faint…but it’s there.” I swallowed, trying to keep my voice from trembling as I looked at the lines, hoping that if I continued to stare at it, it jus
Chapter 82: Desperate AttemptsBrandon’s P.O.VThe sound of the race cars zooming past gave me an odd sense of comfort as I watched yet another race commence and the crowd erupt into cheers.Two of the cops standing to the side kept their eyes on the situation, while the gang that made these secret races happen had an array of bodyguards lining up in all directions to keep thing in order.I chuckled almost humorlessly. Of course the cops were involved in this. With this caliber of noise and lights? There was no doubt about it. And they probably were getting a good paycheck out of it. Even more than their monthly payouts at the station.Shaking my head, I headed towards the back of the crowd where the waiting rooms were, deciding to wait until my turn.Leaning back against one of the chairs, I closed my eyes, folding my arms across my chest, and waited, the low hum of the motors outside almost lulling m
Chapter 83: Caught in the ActFaith’s P.O.VThe entrance to the racing arena was tightly guarded with a few burly looking security staff and even a couple police officers.I paused just outside the gates, not sure how I was even going to get inside past this amount of security anymore.A group of people walked past me, and they seemed to be teenagers too, probably younger than me. They were all wearing black pants and tops and leather jackets and even had bandanas on their heads.The guards easily let them through without so much as a backward glance at them and that made me want to question how the police could even let these teens go inside such an event, where there was no doubt going to be drugs and alcohol, without so much as asking for an ID?However, the difference between them and me was as starkly evident as day and night.I was in a grey hoodie and denim shorts, my hair pulled back fro
Chapter 101: Happy Ever AfterFaith’s P.O.V7 Years Later…“And the award for the best male in a leading role goes to…”I waited as the camera flashed to all the actors in the lineup that were nominated in the award ceremony, my anticipation at a fever pitch as I was literally at the edge of my seat, waiting for the results.But just as the host was about to announce the name of the actor…the TV screen went blank.“What the…?”I turned around to search for the remote, but even when I tried to turn it on, it didn’t work.It was only when someone cleared their throat, quite loudly, in the room, that my attention finally snapped towards the door and I found Aunt Kathy standing there with the cable in her hands and her other hand on her hip as she gave me a narrow eyes glare.“Faith…” Her voice was dead serious as she fixed me with her ‘look’.“Yes?” I grinned sheepishly.“What day is it today?” She tapped her heeled foot on the tiled floor, her light pink gown reaching her knees, the ski
Chapter 100: To the FutureFaith’s P.O.VInstead of answering me right away, he took the pendant from the trey and went behind me to place it around my neck, securing the clasp behind my back. The cool metal fell around my neck easily, and a sense of nostalgia overwhelmed me as I remembered my mother wearing it all the time.But I wasn’t allowed to dwell on the nostalgia for long since I felt his warm breath fanning my skin before I felt him lean down and place a tender kiss on my shoulder.“I didn’t want to give back the pendant…because when you weren’t with me, when we weren’t together, this was the only thing that connected me to you.” He whispered against my ear, his arms coming around me to wrap around my middle. “I threw it away once…when I thought you were too good to be with me, that I didn’t want to taint you with my darkness…and it was right here, at this very beach. But the waves gave it back to me; almost like it was fate…they didn’t want me to lose the only good thing in
Chapter 99: The PendantFaith’s P.O.VI felt my breath leave my lungs temporarily as I descended down the stairs and there he was…dressed in a black shirt with its sleeves rolled up to his elbow and black dress pants that fit him like a glove.In his hands was a humongous bouquet of red roses that looked bright and luscious, their fragrance filling the air with sweetness that felt almost like a scene out of a movie.I watched his eyes widen slightly as they landed on me, his lips parting in a small gasp, and his eyes, when they met mine, held promises that made my insides quiver with excitement and my heart almost skip a beat.In all honesty…we hadn't been intimate for a long time now, considering how we had both been through so much…but now, looking at him today, I found myself anticipating the end of the night more than the date itself.Maybe we can just forget about the date and just head to his apartment already?Brandon’s lips tilted up in a small smile and it felt like he knew e
Chapter 98: The First DateFaith’s P.O.V“Finally! Exams are over!” Nik threw her hands up in the air as she did a little ‘happy dance’ before turning to Debby and me. “Let’s go out this evening!”“Go out? Where?” I asked, raising my eyebrows skeptically.Usually, Nik’s idea of going out wasn’t the best of plans. The last time we went out together, not only did she get the wrong address, but we were thrown out of the club since none of us had fake IDs and we weren’t allowed in unless we were twenty one.Now, I watched as Debby nodded enthusiastically to Nik’s proposal, ever the supportive girlfriend…even though I was starting to worry about what trouble they were going to get into this time.“Leave me out.” I sighed, walking down the stairs to join them at the courtyard. “I’ll be heading home first.”“Why? Do you have plans already?” Debby smirked with a knowing look in her eyes.“I do.” I nodded, laughing at her expression. “Brandon asked me out on a date.”“Oh! Really!” Nik looked a
Chapter 97: A New BeginningFaith’s P.O.V“Good morning!”Startled, I looked towards the door to see Ethan poking his head in with a wide grin on his face. “How have you been?”“Ethan!” I smiled at his presence, glad to see him. “It’s good to see you. I’m getting discharged today.”“Yup. Just heard the reception discussing that.” He came forwards to stand beside the bed, where I sat already dressed in casual clothing, ready for the nurses to take me out as soon as Brandon was done with the paperwork. “How are you? Bran told me everything…about what happened yesterday.”I nodded, sad that everything had to come to this. “I’m glad everything is over now.” I told him. “And I can start over from scratch. It’s all a new beginning for all of us.”Ethan gave me a look that said that even though it was a new beginning for some of us…there were still lingering feelings left.“At least I still get to be friends with you.” He finally said with a sigh. “But if Brandon treats you bad again…I will
Chapter 96: ForgivenessFaith’s P.O.VBrandon and I faced Julia alone, Scott deciding to wait outside for the time being.Even though I wanted Brandon beside me, I didn’t show it. Neither did I tell him. Instead, I watched him take a seat on one of the couches on the opposite side of the room, far from me and Julia.I knew he was giving us space, letting me and her settle our differences. It was what was most important. But at the same time, I couldn’t help but miss his presence, his support.No matter how brave of a front I put up…I was still worried about what had transpired between him and Julia at her house.“Thank you…” Julia told me now, her eyes appearing haunted as she looked up at me tiredly. “For not complaining against me…even after everything I did…”I saw tears well up in her eyes as she swallowed hard, her emotions clearly all over the place. “Why? Why did you help me? I’ve been the shittiest person to you…I’ve bullied you, spoke badly about you…tried to steal Brandon aw
Chapter 95: Don’t Want TroubleFaith’s P.O.VI didn’t particularly like this feeling of helplessness…not at all. And I wasn’t even worried about myself at the moment.The cops stayed in the room, keeping their watchful eyes on me as if I was going to get up and jump out the window to escape them. Well…unfortunately, this wasn’t some kind of survival episode and I was definitely not into Fast and Furious. Besides, I just had a surgery!How did they expect me to escape when I was barely able to move without support?I kept looking at the clock on the wall, waiting desperately for someone, anyone, to arrive! Debby waited patiently by my side, her hand in mine a kind of reassurance that everything was going to be alright and that help was on its way.However, even though the clock seemed to tick at a snail’s pace and a minute felt like an eternity, I didn’t actually have to wait long before people started pouring into my room.First came my aunt and George, their worried faces instantly l
Chapter 94: Calling a TruceBrandon’s P.O.VThe weight of every revelation that Scott had just reveled to me came crashing down on me.How had I not noticed any of this?Julia’s parent’s getting a divorce? Julia’s mother turning into an alcoholic? Scott taking up the void that I had left in her life?How had I been so ignorant all this time?What made it worse was the fact that I didn’t remember anything from that time. The whole year, from the time my mother died, to the time that woman, my father’s secretary seduced me into sleeping with her…to the point where I was driven by my irrational hate and anger towards the rest of the world…all of it was one big blacked out blur and I could hardly remember any of it.I tried to remember the times when I had ignored Julia. When I had ignored Scott and Cole and Sagar…But all of it was a blur. N
Chapter 93: Unexpected Confrontations Brandon’s P.O.V The plain white walls of the six storied apartment building brought on a bittersweet avalanche of memories as I got out of the elevator on the second floor and walked down the almost familiar hallways before coming to a stop in front of the same door where I had stood in front of countless times before. Memories from the past came rushing back in waves, making me recall all the times I had stood in front of this very door, sometimes with an expensive bouquet of roses in my hand and sometimes with takeout from a fine dining restaurant. How many times had we slammed these very doors? Sometimes in passion, sometimes in anger and sometimes in dejection? Time was indeed a funny thing, wasn’t it? Because once, when these same emotions had threatened to engulf me in agony…now they were like fleeting images at the back of my mind, hardly evoking even a quarter of the same emotions that I had once felt for the woman who lived behind the