Chapter Fifty sevenNoah’s POVBeing anywhere close to Elian the second she uttered those words was the last thing I needed. Rather, it was the last thing I could tolerate. Hearing them come out of Lillian’s mouth was like a pestering fly’s noise, but hearing them come out Eliana’s was like a punch in the gut like it was done by the hulk.I saw the regret in her eyes immediately those words came out of her lips but the damage was already done.I got the message loud and clear. The message was on an unending loop, my brain replaying it like a broken music player.That’s why she left.If I died today, those words are the murder weapon. Filled with rage, I went to a club, ready to take one lady and lodge in a separate hotel far away from where we lodged and just unleash weeks of frustration unto her.But every woman I saw wasn’t blonde enough, or wasn’t curvy enough or was too curvy. Was too pale or not pale enough. Nothing was close to what I craved or better still, who I wanted. Puttin
Chapter Fifty-EightEliana's Pov Noah is one confusing bastard. Why did he do what he did? Placing his hand on my ass cheek, his fingers so dangerously close to my core? I had no idea. Everything about him was pissing me off and also turning me on. Everything about Noah comes in twos. The way he lazily laid back in his chair as his eyes ran over my body, stopping at where my slit ended and the flash of anger and desire that I saw in his eyes for just a fleeting moment, made my core pulse with need.I wished nothing more than to straddle him and rock him till I had my orgasm. Till I got over this madness of wanting someone who wanted someone elseI wanted it hard, fast and in front of a mirror, so I can see the fury in his eyes as he looked at me in disdain, but the way he would hold me would speak volumes.He wanted that too, maybe more than I did. I saw it every time he looked at me when we just met and now when we hate each other. He knew I knew and I know he was just waiting for
Noah's Pov I walked to Jerry's room with the anger of a bull. Did I really mean that little? If she could talk to her man in front of me and tell him she misses him all the time I was there, did I really mean nothing?Jerry was shocked to see me at his door, then he shut it as fast as he could.i knocked again, getting really impatient and annoyed he could actually shut the door in my face. He took a bit before opening his door, his hair scattered and his lips a bit swollen."Come in sir," he wheezed, out of breath. I took a long look at him before walking into his room. It smelled like him, lavender-scented and with a lack of confidence. It looked like I expected it to, neat and without creases, just like him on a daily basis. His laptop was opened, an episode of marvel's Loki playing. I loved marvel. I wished to watch was I was too angry to do anything fun.His bed was the only part of the room that was disorganised. His bedspread scattered and his cover cloth on the floor. If I d
Chapter SixtyEliana’s POVNoah came back last night looking angrier than I’ve ever seen him. After ignoring me, he warned me about crossing my lane, not wanting any embarrassment from his wife to be. I knew he was referring to Ethan.I had to refrain from rolling my eyes. It was getting annoying seeing him pouting all around the place. I was going to do whatever I liked and he didn’t like. And if he was mad, he could punish me later.We were to return home today, away from the sunny climate to one of rain and thunderstorms,at least I would be able to complete my unfinished novels, ones with the type of love I wanted, not one filled with toxicity.We decided to have lunch when we got back , Mr Smith and his crew wanted to finish some assignments before leaving to their own city. Mr Alex stayed back, claiming he wasn’t done enjoying All of Hawaii’s delicacies.Man whore.We all got into the jet then flew back. I instantly missed the warm climate and surely enough, the clouds threatene
Chapter Sixty OneEliana's Pov The feeling of Noah's lips on mine transported me into a world of euphoria. It was filled with so much raw need and urgency, like a much needed drink of water after a week in the desert. In his kiss, I could feel his anger, his rage and his hunger and I returned it with the same energy, mourning what we had and what we can never have. He grabbed my butt and I put my legs around him.He leaned me against the wall then put his lips on my neck, trailing kisses down my body. I held back a moan as his lips hovered on my bra covered nipple, my body shivering in anticipation. I wanted him, no I needed him. He bunched up my dress and in a swift movement, he ripped off my panties, leaving my folds exposed.He lazily grazed a finger on my clit and I cried out, my body wanting more that it hurt. He chuckled, leaving my body before removing his belt. I looked at him, puzzled at the look in his eyes. It scared me, but at the same time excited me."Kneel on the b
Chapter Sixty-twoEliana's Pov Instead of Noah doing what I wanted him to do, he simply stared at my behind and a blush crept unto my face at the feeling of being so exposed in front of him.I was ashamed and mad at myself, one minute I was screaming at him, telling him I hate him and the next I'm tied up for him to do to me as he wished.My pussy throbbed and I could feel myself getting wetter as his eyes lit a path of need on my core. I could feel his eyes bore into me, and I almost cried in pleasure. I'll take this over fighting any day. I'll take Noah being this way with me over anything. I felt another delicious sting on my ass cheek, catching me off guard.I almost moaned at the sensation of pain, the unexpected pleasure coursing through my body."I knew you'd like that." He said, his voice low and husky as he kneaded my stinging flesh with his palm. I tried to control my breathing, not wanting him to know I liked it and I wanted more. "I didn't like anything," I said with
Eliana's Pov Unlike other fights, there were no lingering looks, none at all. I kept my distance, not wanting anything to do with him anymore. I've accepted my fate. We could never work out. I would just be a good wife after the wedding, present for gatherings but absent in his life. It is not like he would notice my absence, he would probably fill the void with supermodels. A part of me wishes we actually could work everything out but from the start, Noah and I have been too much for each other. He was either too hot or too cold and every time it affects me.Things were too complicated, we weren't sure they were worth uncomplicating.He doesn't bother glancing at me when he sees me and at one point, I stopped too. But the space in my heart felt deeper than before.Bella and Anna noticed my absence and they tried to invite me to many outings all of which I declined going to. Till I heard Bella's stiletto heels echoing in the hallway."Ellie boo." Her voice jolted me out of my reve
Eliana's Pov "So I told this guy that I wouldn't be able to do that then he got angry, wore his clothes, and stormed out," Anna said, licking ice cream off her spoon.Bella looked at her, an astonished look on her face, "Are you for real? That dude is disgusting. "I chuckled, "You sure know how to pick the weird ones." I ate a piece of chocolate off my ice cream, the chocolate melting in my mouth the minute it touched my tongue. I was thrilled I came out, despite the whole baby fiasco. It's been ages since I caught up with my girls and now that we were here together, I didn't want to leave. I almost forgot about the previous days and my spirits were lifted.I almost forgot about Noah. A pang appeared in my chest.I swallowed and focused my attention back on what they were talking about."I remember when I was with this Duke-" Bella started but was interrupted by Anna's surprised gasp."You were with a Duke?" She asked, her voice failing to hide her astonishment. "Yes Anna, that
Chapter 26AlexNoah didn't take it well. As expected. He even broke my nose and jaw because of it.I understood. Not only did I break his trust by fucking his sister who I swore to protect, I didn't tell him when it started. Thankfully, Eliana was there to calm him down or else I wouldn't have had a face anymore.Things were stiff between us the first few days, then he accepted it. Said he couldn't have trusted anyone else to be with his sister if not me.Things were perfect between Bella and I. Linda reached out to Bella, and made her not only an ambassador but the manager of a new division that was opening here in the city.Bella was excited. She flopped the first meeting, but Linda said basically what Laura of Pearls said. Bella was self dependent, and that's what truly mattered. I on the other hand never felt happier. She was all that mattered to me and being with her has made everyday of my life better than the last. We had crazy sex, every orgasm better than the last.I loved h
Bella's Pov Alex smiled at me, his thumb cleaning off the lone tear that escaped my eye. "I said I love you, Bella."Say something! My brain screamed at me and I recovered from the shock. "Why?" I asked, whispering, afraid that the moment might end if I was too loud.He chuckled softly, "Why? You are perfect. Compassionate and beautiful. You light up a room with your presence. A perfect example of beauty and brains. I could go and on, but those wouldn't still explain why I have fallen in love with you.""But I'm impulsive and inconsiderate. We haven't known eachother for long…""You aren't impulsive and inconsiderate. You are passionate and driven. The things you see as faults, aren't faults at all. And we haven't known each other for long, but it feels like I've known you forever.""But, but…" I stammered but he placed a finger on my lips, shutting me up. "But nothing, Bella. If you don't feel this way, it's okay. I just want you to know that, my heart's yours, even if you don't wa
Chapter 24BellaNoah was shocked when I asked him to replace my guard. He wanted to know what happened, but I wasn't giving him any explanation. I didn't want to think about anything. I immersed myself into my work, creating more content for the brands I worked with and spent the other days drinking. I didn't want to leave my home. I didn't want to stumble on Alex.That night felt like a bad dream. I hated myself for believing Antonia. Even Fiona didn't want me there.I should have maintained my pride. I should have walked away when the drinks poured on me. I should have never made that deal. Maybe, just maybe…I brushed that thought away, taking a gulp of my wine. I didn't want to feel anymore. I didn't want to regret anything anymore.Maybe I should have listened to Alex. Maybe I shouldn't have said those words. Maybe I shouldn't have let my lack of judgement and frustration coupled with jealousy get into my head.I hated Antonia. And seeing her wrapped around him with her lips on
Chapter 23Alex's POV"You know I can see through you, right?" I said with a smile as Antonia spoke about how hard it was to be related to a legend.She gasped, placing a hand on her chest, "What do you mean Alex?"I chuckled, playing with my dinner knife, "I know you have a plan to ruin things for Bella."Her eyes widened and she laughed, hard. "I knew there was a reason I liked you."I chuckled, "I see through snakes like you. Now, it would be wise if you stop whatever you are planning. "Bella came, her eyes emotionless as she saw Antonia giggle. She was going to take it the wrong way. But did she even care? Did she care enough to lose sweat over whatever I do? She was so driven by her career, I loved that about her. But she was willing to ruin what we had for something that was obviously a trap. She didn't care if after this, I would keep my distance far away from her.It didn't matter to her, all that mattered was this opportunity to meet her idol and become an ambassador for th
Chapter 22Bella.The trip back home was the worst. Alex and I still didn't talk to each other. That continued even after we got home. We barely spoke when I wanted to go out, and I only went out once. The week was the worst as I planned on how I would style my dress for the wedding at the end of the week.I tried to distract myself by meeting up with Eliana after my brother rudely asked for me to help her get ready for their date. He looked suspiciously happy, and I was happy for him.She wasn't in a good stare because of what went on with Oliver, but by the time we partnered up to make her gorgeous, she forgot all about the incident and focused only on her date with Noah.Something was up with that relationship, one minute they look like they want to kill each other, then the next they look like they can't wait to be in the room together. Eliana always blushes when we talk about sex. One would think she was a virgin but knowing my brother, that was next to impossible. Unless the un
Chapter 21Bella's Pov The dinner party started twenty minutes before we got there. Alex and I got to the hotel two hours before the time for the party to start, and that wasn't nearly enough time for me to get dressed.Alex was ready ages ago and actually offered to help inform me that I wasn't going to take much time,but I explained to him that I had to be fashionably late or I wouldn't be taken seriously. He decided to just leave the room since he was feeling restless. I wore a sparkly deep blue mermaid sequins dress with a high slit. It was off the shoulder, my cleavage evident but not spilling. I made my hair into waves and swept it to a side, then wore my jewellery which consisted of dangling earrings, rings and a little bracelet. Wore my silver heels and after doing my soft yet fierce make up, I was ready to go.I walked in front of the large mirror, a smile on my face as I checked myself out. I twirled in the mirror. The door opened and Alex stepped in, clad in his muscle
Chapter 20Bella's Pov I walked into the room with my robe on. Alex was already under the covers, turned away from my side of the bed. I let out a silent sigh as I wore my night wear and crawled under the covers.Looking at his back, I couldn't judge if he was asleep or not. I tapped on his shoulder, "Alex?" No reply. I tapped him again and I felt him grab my arm."Wha…" I didn't have time to process what was happening as he pulled me into his arms."Alex, you could have told me you wanted to cuddle." I giggled, laying in his chest.He scoffed, "I don't want to cuddle. I just want to steal your warmth.""Deceive yourself all you want, but I know you are obsessed with me." I tapped his nose and he rolled his eyes."Whatever makes you sleep, butterfly." He muttered into my ear and we fell into a deep silence.A lot was going through my mind. What are we doing ? Why did he feel offended when I said what I said about him?Was I wrong? Was it just my fear talking? What if I was getting
Chapter 19 Bella’s Pov It was seven o'clock, and I was dressed and adorned for our first shoot. Alex sat beside me in our car as we trailed behind Pearl's crew closely to the venue. I felt a lot more confident, like the real Bella people saw. Beautiful, fierce, unbreakable. All thanks to the one man I never knew could make me feel so beautiful, so seen. I blushed as I remembered events that happened earlier today in the dressing room while I was getting ready, his head between my legs as he handed his daily meal. He ate pussy better and more passionately than anyone I’ve ever met. And while I wobbled out of the dressing room to show the crew my look, he whispered assumingly dirty words to me like, “I so want to fuck you with that dress bunched around your waist.” Somehow, he managed to make that statement sweet by adding how beautiful I looked after saying that. And I felt beautiful, not just because he said so. He showed it, he made me love every one of my insecurities by mentio
Chapter 18BellaWe met the pearls crew in Dubai. They were all so nice and friendly. I couldn’t meet Laura personally but I met her assistant, who led us to the hotel where they already booked a room for us. It was a majestic five-star hotel to my taste, crawling with rich Arab men and beautiful women.Even Alex was impressed about this fact after criticizing the kind of plane ticket they bought for us, hence why we had to go on his private jet instead.The room was just how we wished it could be. It was a suite adorned with luxurious furnishings and breathtaking views of the city skyline.We settled in the suite after a brief arrangement to meet early tomorrow morning for our shoot. We had the whole day to rest.Alex was already in the suite when I walked in with a towel on his waist and water dripping down his chest.“Hey,” he greeted, taking my attention off his chest and to the teasing smirk on his face as he caught me checking him out. “I could pose for a picture if you like,” h