Chapter Fifty sevenNoah’s POVBeing anywhere close to Elian the second she uttered those words was the last thing I needed. Rather, it was the last thing I could tolerate. Hearing them come out of Lillian’s mouth was like a pestering fly’s noise, but hearing them come out Eliana’s was like a punch in the gut like it was done by the hulk.I saw the regret in her eyes immediately those words came out of her lips but the damage was already done.I got the message loud and clear. The message was on an unending loop, my brain replaying it like a broken music player.That’s why she left.If I died today, those words are the murder weapon. Filled with rage, I went to a club, ready to take one lady and lodge in a separate hotel far away from where we lodged and just unleash weeks of frustration unto her.But every woman I saw wasn’t blonde enough, or wasn’t curvy enough or was too curvy. Was too pale or not pale enough. Nothing was close to what I craved or better still, who I wanted. Puttin
Chapter Fifty-EightEliana's Pov Noah is one confusing bastard. Why did he do what he did? Placing his hand on my ass cheek, his fingers so dangerously close to my core? I had no idea. Everything about him was pissing me off and also turning me on. Everything about Noah comes in twos. The way he lazily laid back in his chair as his eyes ran over my body, stopping at where my slit ended and the flash of anger and desire that I saw in his eyes for just a fleeting moment, made my core pulse with need.I wished nothing more than to straddle him and rock him till I had my orgasm. Till I got over this madness of wanting someone who wanted someone elseI wanted it hard, fast and in front of a mirror, so I can see the fury in his eyes as he looked at me in disdain, but the way he would hold me would speak volumes.He wanted that too, maybe more than I did. I saw it every time he looked at me when we just met and now when we hate each other. He knew I knew and I know he was just waiting for
Noah's Pov I walked to Jerry's room with the anger of a bull. Did I really mean that little? If she could talk to her man in front of me and tell him she misses him all the time I was there, did I really mean nothing?Jerry was shocked to see me at his door, then he shut it as fast as he could.i knocked again, getting really impatient and annoyed he could actually shut the door in my face. He took a bit before opening his door, his hair scattered and his lips a bit swollen."Come in sir," he wheezed, out of breath. I took a long look at him before walking into his room. It smelled like him, lavender-scented and with a lack of confidence. It looked like I expected it to, neat and without creases, just like him on a daily basis. His laptop was opened, an episode of marvel's Loki playing. I loved marvel. I wished to watch was I was too angry to do anything fun.His bed was the only part of the room that was disorganised. His bedspread scattered and his cover cloth on the floor. If I d
Chapter SixtyEliana’s POVNoah came back last night looking angrier than I’ve ever seen him. After ignoring me, he warned me about crossing my lane, not wanting any embarrassment from his wife to be. I knew he was referring to Ethan.I had to refrain from rolling my eyes. It was getting annoying seeing him pouting all around the place. I was going to do whatever I liked and he didn’t like. And if he was mad, he could punish me later.We were to return home today, away from the sunny climate to one of rain and thunderstorms,at least I would be able to complete my unfinished novels, ones with the type of love I wanted, not one filled with toxicity.We decided to have lunch when we got back , Mr Smith and his crew wanted to finish some assignments before leaving to their own city. Mr Alex stayed back, claiming he wasn’t done enjoying All of Hawaii’s delicacies.Man whore.We all got into the jet then flew back. I instantly missed the warm climate and surely enough, the clouds threatene
Chapter Sixty OneEliana's Pov The feeling of Noah's lips on mine transported me into a world of euphoria. It was filled with so much raw need and urgency, like a much needed drink of water after a week in the desert. In his kiss, I could feel his anger, his rage and his hunger and I returned it with the same energy, mourning what we had and what we can never have. He grabbed my butt and I put my legs around him.He leaned me against the wall then put his lips on my neck, trailing kisses down my body. I held back a moan as his lips hovered on my bra covered nipple, my body shivering in anticipation. I wanted him, no I needed him. He bunched up my dress and in a swift movement, he ripped off my panties, leaving my folds exposed.He lazily grazed a finger on my clit and I cried out, my body wanting more that it hurt. He chuckled, leaving my body before removing his belt. I looked at him, puzzled at the look in his eyes. It scared me, but at the same time excited me."Kneel on the b
Chapter Sixty-twoEliana's Pov Instead of Noah doing what I wanted him to do, he simply stared at my behind and a blush crept unto my face at the feeling of being so exposed in front of him.I was ashamed and mad at myself, one minute I was screaming at him, telling him I hate him and the next I'm tied up for him to do to me as he wished.My pussy throbbed and I could feel myself getting wetter as his eyes lit a path of need on my core. I could feel his eyes bore into me, and I almost cried in pleasure. I'll take this over fighting any day. I'll take Noah being this way with me over anything. I felt another delicious sting on my ass cheek, catching me off guard.I almost moaned at the sensation of pain, the unexpected pleasure coursing through my body."I knew you'd like that." He said, his voice low and husky as he kneaded my stinging flesh with his palm. I tried to control my breathing, not wanting him to know I liked it and I wanted more. "I didn't like anything," I said with
Eliana's Pov Unlike other fights, there were no lingering looks, none at all. I kept my distance, not wanting anything to do with him anymore. I've accepted my fate. We could never work out. I would just be a good wife after the wedding, present for gatherings but absent in his life. It is not like he would notice my absence, he would probably fill the void with supermodels. A part of me wishes we actually could work everything out but from the start, Noah and I have been too much for each other. He was either too hot or too cold and every time it affects me.Things were too complicated, we weren't sure they were worth uncomplicating.He doesn't bother glancing at me when he sees me and at one point, I stopped too. But the space in my heart felt deeper than before.Bella and Anna noticed my absence and they tried to invite me to many outings all of which I declined going to. Till I heard Bella's stiletto heels echoing in the hallway."Ellie boo." Her voice jolted me out of my reve
Eliana's Pov "So I told this guy that I wouldn't be able to do that then he got angry, wore his clothes, and stormed out," Anna said, licking ice cream off her spoon.Bella looked at her, an astonished look on her face, "Are you for real? That dude is disgusting. "I chuckled, "You sure know how to pick the weird ones." I ate a piece of chocolate off my ice cream, the chocolate melting in my mouth the minute it touched my tongue. I was thrilled I came out, despite the whole baby fiasco. It's been ages since I caught up with my girls and now that we were here together, I didn't want to leave. I almost forgot about the previous days and my spirits were lifted.I almost forgot about Noah. A pang appeared in my chest.I swallowed and focused my attention back on what they were talking about."I remember when I was with this Duke-" Bella started but was interrupted by Anna's surprised gasp."You were with a Duke?" She asked, her voice failing to hide her astonishment. "Yes Anna, that