Amused brown eyes peer at me and I fold my arms in mock anger suppressing the smile forming on my lips. ‘So you have time now right’, I couldn’t hold it back, a smile splits my face in two as seeing his familiar smile brought relief from my thoughts. When he keeps looking at me with his eyebrows raised I wave his question away, ‘Don't worry, I’m not murdering anyone just yet’, ‘Your hair', he points at my hair with his chin, ‘you let it down', ‘My hair band got lost in transition', I smoothen down my hair self conscious, ‘You look good', his eyes turn serious, ‘Thank you', I smile at the compliment. ‘No really, you look beautiful', an unreadable look stays fixed in his eyes, ‘Uhh, thanks?’, I feel a little confused as his fingers twitch on his desk over and over. Seconds pass then he shakes his head and folds his palms together, blinking a smile onto his face. ‘You don’t even show up like this on weekends', he draws closer to me eyeing the people around
Glancing around the empty hall left apprehension crawling through me, I felt stupid remembering that I had no key card so getting through the secured door would be impossible.It left me with a choice between walking through the crowd of hungry reporters, or walking all the way to Simon’s office.The later was almost as nerve racking as the first, it was as if every time I developed a way of dealing with the tumultuous feelings that plagued me around Simon, he discovered a new way of stirring said feelings.Shifting to a soft side seemed like his new method, a side I never saw in our marriage.‘Was he worried about me?', the thought plagued me, putting my head on a rollercoaster.‘Why was he worried about me?', I tried to make meaning of his behavior, the way his eyes crinkled at the sides and the way his eyebrows furrowed with worry.He didn’t show up when reporters came for me all those years ago, talk less of show a reaction, talk less of worry about me.‘So why, why now', t
Black eyes shine in the dark office, staring at meAn unblinking gaze at first, drawing me in, leaving me stuck, in a place between hatred and longing, fear and awe.‘I should get up, get as far away from his gaze as possible', the thought strikes, spurring me into action yet it felt like the cold from the floor had seeped into my bones leaving me frozen in my squated position,My legs ached from being in one position for a long time but I stayed still not wanting to break thw le moment as he stared at me, his eyes squinting a little bit, like someone confused.He blinked once, twice his eyes staying close a little longer the second time.Removing his hand from where they were squashed under his cheek, he wiggles them, trying to get blood flowing.His next action has me flying out of my trance like state, warm fingers brush my face and swipe across my cheek,Where his gaze had a freezing effect, his touch had the opposite leaving me springing up from my squatted position and pu
Getting to work bright and early was kind of hard as my eyes close and open with the feeling of frustration starpping me to my bed,The unanswered question was still on my mind and I kept turning back and forth in bed, my eyes shut tightly.‘Waaaakkkkee uuuuppp', a shrill, siren like voice rings in my ear,‘Christ, Ajax', my brain startles out of its muddled state‘Were aarrree laaaatee', he punctuates each word, his jarring voice spurring me into action,‘I’m up, I’m up', I jump from the bed, tripping and landing on my butt as my legs get tangled in m blanket that had knotted from my back and forth movement on my bed,A giggle escapes his mouth and I mock glare at his snickering faceHe shows me his tongue and bounds out of my room, still giggling as he goes,A smile finds my face at his retreat, I felt significantly better than I had when I woke.My little sunshine, he just had a way of making everything better, I wrestle myself out of the knotted blanket and get ready for
The click clack of my heels follow me with every angry footstep I take to the elevatoe Anger worked my jaw in a grind and tightened my shoulders in a knot, ‘How could he', anger rolls off me in waves as I head back to my department. On second thoughts I change direction to the rooftop ‘I wouldn’t want anyone to add toghe swirling mess inside of me' Breathing in through my nostrils and ou of my mouth, I try to calm the brewing tempest inside of me ‘This was nothing short of threatening me with my life', a life I was doing a terrific job of protecting. Arriving at the rooftop, the fresh morning breeze does nothing to calm my beating heart and my mind keeps dwelling on Simon ‘Just yesterday I thought he worried about me', I run my hand through and the pins holding my bun together come clattering to the floor. The pins strewn haphazardly across the floor made everything worse and I breath out through clenched teeth Strands of my hair fall onto my face, blown astray by the morning
Simon’s POVHer eyes sparkled as I enveloped her palm in mineRough palms that were inc soft was a testament of her struggles since our divorce and I suppressed the urge to run the pad of my thumb across the back of her hand in comfort She kept a tight grip on my hand not willing to be the first to let go as she stared at me with something akin to anger.‘At least we had come to somehig over a truce', I thought in relief reminded of his she ha walked in and slammed her hands on my desk, eyes blazing. Anger had rolled off he in waves and although I feigned calmness and serenity I was a bit surprisedStill, it was a welcome change from her smile of deciet or unresponsiveness, I thought it good that my actions had this kind of effect on her.After a bout of staring and exchanging determined gazes, I drop her hand watching as he lips stretch up into a small smile,‘Fine, I’ll let her have this', the thought comes to me as I see triumph light up in the corners of her eyes and her g
Simon’s POVWhen I stop laughing her eyes go back to her narrowed state‘Did I say something funny?’, she says , voice hesistantI wave my hand in front of my face, trying to wave off the embarrassment from zoning out and laughing out loud.‘This would be a perfect example of loosing control of emotions that my mother talked about', I push the annoying voice out of my mind bringing my mind back go the matter on hand‘You were saying', I turn serious fixing serious eyes on TinaShe eyes me a little, pursing her lips‘You'll have to give me a moment to familiarise myself with your schedule, Mr Wright sent it to me', she takes out her phone and looks at it scrolling throughHer eyes fixes onto something there, halting her hands in their scrolling movement‘There’s somthing of note here', she galnces at me for a second and I nod my head urging her to continue‘It says right here that you would be having lunch with the chairman of Greld company three days from now', she stares at
Simon's POV‘Hey baby', the calm voice sounds over the phone as soon as I pick it up‘Sarah!!, where are you', I was out of my chair the very second, crashing a few of the papers on m desk to the floor, I payed them no mind, frantic in the search for my car keysSilence reigned over the phone, punctuated by my repetitive call for her name‘Sarah, baby, say something please’, I checked my phone repeatedly, trying to make sure she was still on the phone‘Found it', in the scattered mess of my desk and drawers, I finally found the infernal keysI check my phone one more time‘Good, she was still on the line’, I think with a little relief‘Sarah, where are you, I would come, just tell me', my voice cracked as I spoke into the phone hoping she heard my desperation.I stop at the door, waiting for her to say something‘Cool your jet's my dear', the calm voice in which she talked put my head on a rollercoaster‘Can you please just tell me where you are, my voice borders on hysterics as I re
My eyes flutter open, looking around the dimly lit room,In our passion induced haze, we didn’t even turn on the lights,The only source of light was the one streaming across the dark blinds whenever they fluttered open.Over the past hours Simon and I had alternated between love making and drifting off to sleep when spent,My back side was pressed flush against him as he slept, his hand across my waist and his soft breaths against the back of my neck,We were both very naked under white cotton covers and my body still tingled from the past hours of passion my skin clammy against his heated own.My eyes flick about the room noticing the absence of furniture here also, the only thing in the large room was the bed and another cloth covered furniture.From the size of the bed, it would be Simon's room and my eyes rake across the dark walls and white tiled floor,I look up and see there's also a chandelier but not as magnificent in size and beauty, The dull lightening makes it difficult
At first he stills, stuck in the moment of torture then the next second he hand wraps around my waist like a vice fitting my body against his like a glove,My head tilts further as he kisses me with ferocity,His lips are soft as he drags mine to his mouth, sucking on it like someone starved,Taking his upper lips into my mouth, I suck with equal passion, I work my tongue into his mouth and when he sucks on it delicious tingles spread down to the base of my spine, He plunges his into mine, and all the heat in my body pulls to my stomach, I drag my hands across the broad and tensed muscles in his back, anchoring myself to himHis tongue teases, brushing then sliding against mine and my back arches, my chest pressing against his,Hands sliding across my back, his fingers come to rest against the soft skin of my waist, playing against the hem of my dress shirt,My skin prickles at the point where his fingers brushes bare skin where my shirt had ridded up and heat pulls between my legs
My eyes slip close as he instructed and I understand the reason seconds after when a blinding light suddenly filled up the room.I wait for my eyes to adjust before sliding them open, still very much aware of Simon breathing against the shell of my ear,My mouth drops open in awe as I look up at the source if light A massive chandelier, hanged from the center of the high ceiling, magnificent in its size,It was made up from a gold branch and crystal clear flowers and hanging from the large branch of gold were numerous crystal flowers in bloom connected to the branch by thin twigs the same enchanting gold color,The whole chandelier was a large inverted blooming flower, containing tiny flower blooms connected to each other by crystal strands, In each flower bed rested miniature bulbs of pure white light, intricately connected beads of crystal hanging from each flower petal, spilling light- gold and silver in hue across the large living room.And my mouth stayed open, even the spine t
Like a puppet on strings I get up and follow him, pulled by the alluring magnet that was his pleading voice, only grabbing my phone in my hands at the last moment.‘Where are we going', I only ask this question when we exit Trove’s building, in the parking lot,Concern bleeding into me when he beats me to the drivers side,‘I’ll drive', he says as his only reply‘Where are we going', I ask again when he opens the door and slides in, motioning for me to get in.Huffing at his elusiveness, I turn to the front passenger seat and slide in.He pulls out of the parking lot, eyes unwaveringly focused on the road.‘You’ve not answered my question’, I say, crossing my hands across my chest, not minding the smirk he shot at me before turning back to the road.‘I should have known something was wrong when you gave me that puppy eyed look', I glare at him, the words rolling out of my mouth, unexpected even to me,A surprised laugh burst from his mouth, and he stares at me, mirth in his eyes for
Explaining to Ajax the next morning was harder than I expected,‘You were so late yesterday', we were preparing for the day, Ajax for school and me for work,My head felt like it was splitting in halves, as I was trying to give an explanation while dealing with a hangover.‘I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what happened’, Ajax was staring at me, hands akimbo, a pout on his lips, refusing to put on his uniformI stand up from the dresser, walking to him and squatting to his eye level,‘I told you Ajax, I got held up at work, I was so busy, I forgot about the time', I look up at a pouty face, trying to get through to him.‘Liar!', he turns away from me, going to rest against the wall, hands folded.The sound, shrill to my ears sends an arrow straight to my head, compounding the headache I was currently dealing with,A tired exhale escapes my lips and I get up and walk towards him again.‘Adam said you were not at work, he said he looked all over for you and you were not there',
‘Taxi's here', I jump up at Simon's words phone in hand, heading for the door,I hear hurried movements towards me and I turn to face Simon, impatient roiling through me,‘What is it', my eyebrows pinch together, a frown on my face.In his hands is a face cap and he places it on my head,Also placing a mask on my face, he slides the hands over my ears, fingers lingering, brushing back hair strands and tucking them behind my ear,‘One can’t be too careful', my frown deepens as I turn away from eyes that latched unto mine with worry, words tempting me to stay.I pull the door open, hurrying out, towards the elevator.As I enter, Simon slides in beside me,‘Don’t follow….’, I start to say but he waves his phone in front of my face,‘I called the taxi remember’, I bite my lips to keep from replying him, folding my arms across my chest with a huff as the door slides close,‘Call me when you get home', Simon pays for the ride as I slide into the taxi and I shut the door against his voice, e
Tina's POVMy voice is a confused pitch, as I stare at the unfamiliar grey ceiling,I blink up at it again, my eyes turning to look at the figment of imagination next to me,My eyes goes to the lips of said illusion tinged red and my head splits open with a headache, realization ringing a bell in my head,‘F**ck, f**ck, f**ck', I spring upward staring at very real Simon in front of me.I stumble away from him, away from the strange bed I was just lying in,‘Be careful’, Simon gets up too, a lone hand reaching for me,‘What the hell am I doing here', my eyes travel round the apartment, my head trying to piece together what was happening, my mind doing a bad job of recollecting.My roaming eyes arrive at the strange shirt on my body, smelling suspiciously like the man in front of me,‘Why am I in your shirt!' I turn wide eyes on him, my voice turning shrill,‘Nothing happened’, he raises his hand, an innocent look rolling onto his face,‘Yeah right’, my head spins, the slight sting in m
Simon’s POVShe looks at me, my words sinking in, taking root in her mind and I see tears, blossoming in her eyes, running down her cheeks,‘You’re fine now, you’ll be fine’, I pull her into my embrace as the tears roll down silently,After a while, I hold her at arm’s length, my eyes on her tear streaked face, I bring her face towards mine kissing the tears on her cheeks, kissing her eyes still filled with tears, She draws closer to me, wrapping her hands around my neck, and crashing her lips on mine.My arms wrap around her waist, dragging her closer to me,I kissed her, she kissed me, our lips danced together with a fever, trashing against the other as I pulled her even closer, till there wasn’t a breath of air between us.My lips teased hers and she sucked mine as I dragged her up my body, tilting her head back a little, plundering her lips further,Her mouth cracks open wider as she moans into mine and my tongue delves in, sliding into her mouth, tasting every corner,My tongue
God I’m so hungry’, I recline in my chair, raising my hands to place them at the back of my head,I bask in the silence of my office, peace in my heart.Peace from finally being free from a long term nuisance,‘My attention shifts to how I would face my mother, when she discovered Sarah was out of my life, I could already imagine the triumphant smile on her face, the word ‘I told you so” rolling out of her mouth.I already had to deal with one of those knowing looks, the morning of the opening ceremony.I had told her I wanted to keep working in Trove and the first word to come out of her mouth was “I knew it”,‘I knew you would finally come around’, I had sucked it up and listened to her minutes of ranting,‘I guess things are going well with you and Tina then’, she gave me a knowing look, conniving smile on her lips,‘This is not about Tina’, I refused immediately,‘This is about me, what I want for myself’,‘I’m tired of people telling me that I was handed everything I have on a s