~Lola’s Point of View~
In the couple of days that passed, I was only left with more questions and few answers.
Belle mentioned again this morning that it truly was pointless to think about any escape, and dumb to even try, extremely dangerous. And well … yeah the thought of Drake’s scary ass wolf chasing me down really wasn’t appealing. Or some freak getting me instead.
But I’d bide my time. There was no way in hell I was just going to roll over and accept this. I didn’t give up when I put my mind to something. I’d play nice, I’d play along. But I would go home. Maybe not in a week or a month but it would happen.
I had to get the hell out of this cabin.. I was going to drive myself insane with the questions I needed answered. Time to make some friends.
I grunted as I swung my feet over the side and tossed off the heavy blanket. They said I couldn’t leave their “pack,” whatever that means. They didn’t say I couldn’t leave this house. I wiggled my feet and gave myself a little pep talk. I wasn’t at all sure this was a good idea but then again I didn’t always make the best decisions. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have tried to go to a party while my parents were out of town, taken a shortcut through the woods and gotten kidnapped!
I’d made it to my feet but was still holding onto the bed. My cuts were already starting to scab a bit and they were really itchy, especially as the skin pulled with my movements.
It took me about five minutes but I made it to the window and I gasped with what I saw.
Wolves, just trotting around without a care in the world. Humans walking amongst them, carefree. There were numerous other cabins, some very small and likely only one room. My eyes darted all over, and after a minute I had a weird realization.
Where are all the women? Kids?
Literally all I could see were men. A few could be teenagers, I thought. All together over the ten minutes I stood there gawking, I maybe saw a few dozen people, but again all male.
And all were very … very good looking. Muscular, mostly tall and … just ooohh damn. The white guys were tanned, and all had very dark and visible tattoos. It was like I was in the football team’s locker room, there was a bit of everyone. I wasn’t complaining, but if I believed what Belle and Drake said, one of these yahoos was my “fated mate.” I still didn’t fully get that but I wasn’t going to figure it out in here.
Gathering some strength I made my way toward the door and threw it open. I hoped I didn’t smell too bad, I really did need a proper shower.
I took one step out and the sun hit me, it felt so good. I drew a deep breath and the air was so clean, so crisp and fresh. Definitely nothing like the city. As I took another step, literally everyone in the vicinity stopped and gawked at me.
Working at a pizza joint for years, I definitely learned how to be the Queen of fake. Nice when it suited me, only in hopes of getting better tips. Well now I was going to do the same in hopes of getting information.
I gave a weak little “Miss America” like wave. I doubted anyone here would pick up on it but I felt put on the spot so I was going to do it.
“How’s it going, I’m Lola,” I said, walking straight up to a guy. He was definitely one of the least intimidating looking out here, maybe Korean?
He was pushing a wheelbarrow filled with sweet corn and I gave him my best smile. His eyes roamed my body and if a guy at my high school did that, I may have hauled off and slapped him. But for some reason, I liked him doing it. Kind of wished I had on a bra, felt a little naked like that but, what can you do.
When he didn’t answer I waved my hand in front of his face and he finally snapped out of it. I’d never even remotely been the popular girl at school, the center of attention. But now, seeing how these guys were looking at me, I was feeling pretty damn good.
“Hi, I’m … I’m Dylan,” he mumbled, blushing.
He was easily 6’0 or so, my dad’s height. Dark brown hair, no shirt. Hardly anyone was wearing a shirt. Suddenly something soft touched my bare arm, making me jump.
“Hey now Kurt, be nice to our new friend,” Dylan said, scolding the wolf.
The … wolf. A wolf just rubbed against me like a cat would. Cause yeah, this is perfectly, totally fine. Normal. I pinched my eyes shut but finally turned to face him, and when I popped them back open I did my best to try and not freak out.
I laughed, dryly and moved to pet the creature. Could I do that? Just pet him like a dog? He wasn’t a dog that was for sure, he was about the size of a what, a small or medium horse, that probably weighed 300 pounds and was pure muscle. A horse that could rip out my throat and enjoy it.
I immediately felt the animal vibrate and I found myself reaching for his ears when he bowed his head, they were like velvet and it was actually cool. Unlike anything I’d ever felt. The next time I looked up a sharp little squeak crept out of my mouth.
“Oh, uhm…” I gulped as I took in about a dozen other wolves surrounding me.
I completely froze, unsure what to do. This … is not normal. None of this is! I blinked several times in rapid succession, completely unsure what to do. I had a flash of the black wolf’s teeth centimeters from my face and felt the same panic begin to wash over me.
“Hey guys, have some damn manners! Give her some room to breathe, back up,” I heard.
I closed my eyes for a second and thankfully when I opened them they were mostly gone.
“It’s Lola right? I’m Dane, the Beta around this place,” a guy said, tipping his head. I relaxed a bit having some room to exhale now.
He wasn’t nearly as intimidating as Drake, definitely younger. He almost looked … Native American? His skin was smooth looking but weathered … maybe that was the best word. His hair was pitch black but he had light brown eyes, he was tall and thin. Reminds me of a lifeguard, he was very tan and lean.
“You’re the what,” I said, tilting my head, trying not to stare at his abs.
He smiled, a perfect white smile. I bet this guy gets all the ladies. If there are ladies. Where the hell are the women?
“Kinda of like the second in command maybe … like you’re vice-president,” he said, pleased with himself.
“Ahh. So you just smile and look pretty but you’re actually just a worthless puppet,” I said, nodding. I didn’t know a lot about politics but I was sure that was accurate.
I heard a loud laugh that instantly got my attention, it was a woman. My eyes moved and my head jerked all over, where was she?
“That’s about the best description I’ve ever heard! I’m gonna love this one,” the voice said.
Finally a vagina! They do exist!
“Fuck off Kase,” Dane whined.
They must be related, clearly a brother/sister vibe. Finally the woman jumped forward, her arms wrapping around me. I gently patted her back, trying to be polite..
“I’m Kasie, I’m sorry for all these knuckleheads. They don’t see a lot of women, obviously,” she said, pulling away and flicking her long black ponytail.
She was probably one of the shorter people I’d seen, I even had an inch or two on her. But you could tell she was tough, I wouldn’t want to fight her. She had chocolate brown eyes and rosy cheeks, she was actually on the pale side unlike all the guys.
“I’m Lola. Where the hell are all the girls,” I asked, as Dane made a face.
Might as well just come out with it.
“Did Belle not give you the low down,” Kasie asked.
I scratched my head.
“I don’t understand most of what she says. She acts like I’m supposed to know,” I said, making gestures with my hands.
Kasie began to speak but just past her I watched in complete shock as a wolf began to … change. My jaw fell and it seemed as if I couldn’t breathe, I certainly couldn’t move.
The fur seemed to retract, a tan skin colored surface appeared as it seemed to evaporate into thin air. The limbs stretched and morphed, the snout compacted and the head became round. A set of legs became arms and the other set elongated, until a man was standing … completely naked.
He smiled at me and that was the last thing I remembered.
~Drake’s Point of View~ I had to get away from her, from the intense aroma of her. Surely Gage was just excited to be so near a new female, that’s what it had to be. *Must have her,* he growled in my head. *But she’s not our mate,* I said, scolding him. I mean, I was pretty sure. She didn’t have her wolf, but I would know. I was certain of it. When Belle and I cleaned Lola up my Beta had to come in and pull Gage away. He wanted to mate her, mark her in the worst way. He was damn near there too, but Belle ratted me out. She was right to do it, but that doesn’t mean shit to my wolf. There’s no way in hell our pack would tolerate a female being marked without her consent. And an Alpha of all people should be held to the highest standard. *We need a mate! We’ll have to settle,* he said, believing we’d never get our fated mate. I put up a good, hard exterior but I was a hopeless romantic. Yeah, it was hard as fuck to be patient, nearly impossible-- A deep growl cut across the stil
~Lola’s Point of View~ When someone backs me into a corner, I don’t cower. I don’t shake and whine like a little baby. I rise to the occasion and this place … this whole situation, will be no different. These guys around here eye me like a piece of meat, maybe I should act like one. I really didn’t know what it was about Drake that turned me on so much. He pushed every single one of my buttons and yet I hardly ever got more than a few words with him before he walked away. He was infuriating. It had now been a week that I’d been trying to get used to pack life. I’d met more women and even kids although they called them “pups” which was just bizarre. During the day most women were busy with their duties but it wasn’t like the men weren’t too. Everyone had a purpose, a role and certain things were expected of them. I was shocked to learn some cabins didn’t have electricity, but solar panels were expensive and I supposed they couldn’t all have them. Only the cabins in about a mile rad
~Drake’s Point of View~ *Yes! Say yes,* Gage shouted, practically pushing himself through my skin. He wanted nothing more than to shift and claim this female who was professing her desire for us. She was beautiful, she seemed pretty intelligent, just immature. I did something I’ve literally never done before: I completely fucking blanked. I didn’t move, I didn’t speak. I froze. A sharp elbow hit me in the gut and I shook myself out of it. “Go get her Alpha,” someone said, encouraging me. Suddenly catcalls and whistles broke out all over, and Lola raised her head to look at me. I finally figured out how to move my feet and stalked toward her. She had some balls, I’d give her that. But this is just not how this is done. There was also little chance she’d met all the males we had to offer, likely only half. Her fated mate could very well still be out there. Stay calm Drake, stay calm. Literally everyone is watching you, Jett is watching you. When I first agreed to be Alpha alon
~Lola’s Point of View~ I laid in bed, tossing and turning. Part of me felt like I’d humiliated myself, the other part felt that Drake humiliated me. Granted I was putting on a hell of a show, full on Oscar winning performance if I do say. But he rejected me. Yeah I guess I have no clue what it is to find your fated mate, clearly I haven’t. It’s likely I won’t, just seems like some fairy tale. Some mumbo jumbo. There was a couple I’d met though, Ty and Bethany. They were fated mates and they couldn’t look more opposite. She was actually taller than him but together, they just fit and were totally adorable. Everything about their actions showed how in love they were. They had twin girls and another one on the way. A part of me tried to understand Drake’s logic, but the cold black part of my heart that was just desperate to go home didn’t really care. I had to be in my mom’s arms again, I had to feel my dad’s warmth and hear his laugh. My friends … did they miss me the same as I mis
~Drake’s Point of View~ “Lost are you,” I said, crossing my arms over my chest. She was easily half a mile from her cabin and it didn’t appear anyone escorted her here. Although everyone thinks we’re together so males might be afraid to go near her. Either way, she shouldn’t be out here alone. “Uhm…” she said, her eyes dropping straight to my dick. I grinned, and Gage practically did a backflip. We were extremely proud of our body, just rarely had the chance to show it off to a female. And certainly not one that hours ago was begging for my bite. I hadn’t planned on her seeing me like this right now but too late. I was completely erect, as were most who’d been on the hunt. It had been a long day but we were all full of adrenaline. We’d gotten some major kills and we’d gotten more than enough meat to last us weeks. Not having to focus on that would give us the time we needed to prepare for winter. “We got this Alpha, go home,” someone shouted, witnessing this exchange. I took Lol
~Lola’s Point of View~ I sighed, feeling lighter and more content than I could remember. I rolled over and felt the chilly bed. I made a face and stared at the ceiling when I realized I was alone. Mulling over Drake's words in my head, I only got irritated. He was essentially saying I could still find my fated mate and I'd forget all about him. Yeah right! I mean, yeah all of this was supposed to be to help me get out of here, but I'm just not sure it's that easy now. Last night was the best night of my life, definitely the most mind-blowing orgasm I've ever had. Of course I've only had ones I've given myself. But was I seriously ready to just give up my plan and stay here to make babies? I really didn't know anymore, Drake was fucking amazing. I wasn't sure I could imagine leaving him now. The way he looked at me, the way his hands felt on my body… there was no way in hell I was ever going to get that feeling from someone else. Not some puny human boy. He was as real a man as they
~Sawyer’s Point of View~ “Put me down you damn brute,” she shouted, wiggling underneath my arm. *Not a chance,* my wolf, Remy chuckled. He was beside himself, why wouldn’t he be? I made my way through the woods, toward the creek that ran behind my little cabin. She reeked of Drake and even though I certainly didn’t hate the male I couldn’t stand it. Did she love him? They’d clearly had sex or something close to it for her to smell this strongly. She was also in heat, and being less than a mile from Venom this was far from ideal. The water would help mask it but only for a bit. I wonder how she’d feel about being covered in mud? That’s what I should do. Would I let her go and send her back into the center? Fuck no. I had to find out first if she did fuck him or not. If she’s in heat and they did… I wasn’t sure how I’d cope with that. Drake had begged me to come into the center and meet her. I blew it off. Admitting that I had some fault in this didn’t sit well with me. This is why
~Lola’s Point of View~ I bounced over Sawyer’s shoulder like a damn rag doll. He seemed to be obsessed with carrying me but he could do it differently! He was an Alpha. Fuck, just my luck! That had to mean he and Drake were close, I was pretty sure. Man, I just keep digging myself into a deeper hole! Whenever there was contact between us, any physical touching it was like my body just became more alive, connected to him. It was unlike anything I’d ever felt. Even though I absolutely hated my current position I could still feel him beneath me and it was so damn hot. Everything about him was so hot though. There wasn’t a chance in hell I would tell him but having him manhandle me and toss me into the stream was hot too. I had expected him to get in with me and it disappointed me that he didn’t. Also seeing him naked was more than I could take. Seeing his erection I knew would be more than I could take. He’d rip me in half, of that I was sure. He didn’t exactly seem like a gentle
~Sawyer’s Point of View~ “That’s it, that’s it Jess, come on baby girl,” I said, cooing at my daughter. She looked at me with her bright green eyes and smiled. She put one chubby little foot in front of the other as she took her first steps … like she’s been waiting forever. Like she visualized it and had a plan. I held my arms out to her as she finally collapsed into me. “Ohh!!! Ohh god, I got it! I got it on video,” Lola screamed. My sexy mate was pregnant again, but she didn’t know it yet. I just picked up the scent yesterday. It was likely her wolf would figure it out today or tomorrow so I’d wait and let that happen. I was surprised it took this long to happen again but it was good we had some time between pups. It was damn hard for Lola to wrap her head around the fact that shifters have varying times for pregnancy. For wolf shifters it is usually 20-25 weeks. We had Jess at 21 and she was absolutely perfect. “Did I miss it,” I heard, and looked up to see Lola’s father. She
~Three Months Later~ ~Drake’s Point of View~ *That’s it baby! You got him,* Gage shouted at Helena through mind-link. Gage sat back on his hind legs and proudly stared at the beauty in the snow, who was devouring a large gopher who had given her quite a chase. Corinne was two and a half months pregnant and already growing quite tired from shifting, so this may likely be the last time she does it until after our twins are born. We’d had to start from scratch when her wolf came. It was as if Helena was a brand new wolf coming into her own, and we had to teach her everything. I couldn’t be happier to see her hunting skills were this good already. *That’s my girl,* Remy cooed, over mind-link, open to us both. I rolled my eyes. It was bad enough that Sawyer and I damn near came to blows over Lola, but now we were destined to fight over another female’s attention for all our days. Gage and I were desperate to be the ones to show Helena everything. To grow her abilities and be there for
~Corinne’s Point of View~ Despite Drake marking me, the full moon proved to be too much for his wolf. I caved and just told everyone to leave us be, leave us alone. But Sawyer refused. He saw right through me, and made them take Drake away. I had no clue what they did with him, but I wasn’t sure tonight would be any better. The pull of a full moon can last a couple of days at minimum. I didn’t sleep a wink, my body was crippled with spasms and pain that seemed not to stop. Why couldn’t I just sleep with him? Why hadn’t I just done it? *No,* I heard, making me pop out of bed. “Helena,” I said, barely in a whisper. *It needs to be special, not rushed,* she said. I fell back against the bed, my arms and legs splayed out in all directions. *Goddess I’ve missed you terribly. I’m so damn sorry. I’m so so sorry,* I said, tears streaming down my face. *I’m still so weak. But I think the next full moon, I’ll have it together. Go to mate now, the closeness to his wolf will help me,* sh
~Drake’s Point of View~ *Skin … creamy soft…* Gage purred. He demanded I touch her sandy blonde hair, it was damp and we wanted to run our fingers through it. I couldn’t possibly help myself despite knowing I had to tread carefully. Even touching Corinne before she was ready could be disastrous. I had no idea when the last time was that a male touched her, maybe the last time she had a pup but I just didn’t know. I’d already spent a lot of time speaking with the doctors about PTSD. It was hardly something I dared to ask her about, the female seemed to resent me and try to run away every chance she got. Gage liked at first, cat and mouse. But after a few days it just became depressing. I didn’t have the heart to just come out and tell her we were mates. Not to mention Sawyer told me to let it run its course. See if her wolf comes out just by being around me. Being around other strong wolves. If her wolf came, she would do wonders for calming Corinne, giving her reassurance. Judgin
~Corinne’s Point of View~ “Mama, I love your cuddles,” I heard, making me stir. I squeezed the warmth in my arms, it was my son Jakob. Oh, and Helena apparently. I really didn’t know what it was to sleep alone but it wasn’t as though I was able to give the kids all their own beds. I couldn’t even believe that I had slept, basically only because my body was THAT tired. That exhausted. I still couldn’t even believe it. Venom was no more. There would be no more cave, no more hole in the earth we called home for so long. But above all … no more males coming in the night and invading our bodies. In a weird way, I’d miss our little bunker. The only home my babies had known. We were now in a large cabin with tons of rooms. Tons of light and colors. Real furniture. A deep breath already told me someone was cooking and my stomach practically lurched me out of bed. I couldn’t believe how nice everyone was, maybe being the Alpha’s sister will have perks. Maybe they’re just actually n
~Drake’s Point of View~ *Fuck this is a long run, we need a drink,* Gage whined. We were exhausted but this was hardly the time to stop. He wasn’t wrong though. *There should be a few cabins coming up, we’ll stop there,* I promised him. I was getting mind-links from all over. Digger had attacked Belle and Lola, now he was on the loose. There were easily a hundred guardians already there on site but our lands were so damn big finding him wouldn’t be as easy as you’d think. They all believed he was heading toward the beach though, and everyone said Jett took Alice there. I knew he would take her to the ship, there’d be no chance in hell anyone could find them hidden away in the cove. It was a perfect hiding spot and likely how the ship ended up there in the first place. Then went to hide their treasure then couldn’t get back out. Everyone had theories. The first cabin we stopped at had a family in it, thankfully they had a bunch of chicken and rice left from dinner which Gage ate
~Lola’s Point of View~ Should have never agreed to go with Belle, all these damn kids in such a small space! But seeing Alice and Jett make eyes at each other constantly made me just feel awkward. I needed a distraction and I wasn’t getting it watching those two practically fucking with their eyes. It took some serious effort but Duncan was actually a massive help getting all the babies to bed. We’d had to make beds out of dresser drawers for the tiny ones, there was so little space. Belle and I were going to be sharing a cot as it was. I didn’t think Sawyer would want me snuggling up to a male. We’d gotten a mind-link earlier that our guardians had defeated Venom and everyone was on their way back. But it could be dawn before they’d be back. I’d gotten some weird feelings and sensations through my mate bond for the last couple of hours and I didn’t know what to make of it all. Sawyer was sad, but yet happy and relieved. I hated waiting to find out why but he was okay and that’s al
~Alice’s Point of View~ “Ohh right there yeah, Ohh Jett, you’re so deep, right in the middle ohh you know my spot,” I moaned. “It’s only the beginning, good thing you have four strong hands to take care of you,” Jett said, licking his lips. Damn, why does he have to be so impossibly good looking? Even just sitting there it’s nearly impossible not to shove him down and-- *There’s noise outside,* Maura shouted. Jett’s wolf must have sensed it at the same moment because he dropped my foot and leapt to the window. There were two guardians on patrol outside the house and I immediately realized that wasn’t enough. An awful kind of dread fell over me, and Maura was begging to shift. We had planned to stay holed up in Dane’s old cabin while everyone was gone, but I was too curious to see the infamous beach house and didn’t think it should sit empty. So we passed the cabin on to Belle and her pups, with Duncan going along. It would be tight for all but it was far enough in the south. T
~Corinne’s Point of View~ “Sa… Sawyer?” The word left my mouth, my heart raced but my mind… My mind tried to convince me I was hallucinating. Vivian took my hand, knowing his name. As many times as I’d told stories of how we grew up. How I’d had to lose everything to the same male who now held me captive. The babies were all scared and restless, having been woken twice in the night now. But this gruff voice in the dark, it was like a beacon of light and hope … more than I’d ever felt. The Goddess was shining her light on me, in my darkest hour. I handed my pup to Viv and took a step forward. She put her free hand on the small of my back as I began to shake uncontrollably. The last time I’d seen my brother’s face he was a contorted mess of anger, rage and half wolf. It was torture to have that as the last memory of my best friend. “Corrie! I’m here, I’m here. I’m real honey,” I heard. His voice was nothing like I remembered, it was so rough and he sounded so pained. Honey … that