Anya Zhukov Nothing might seem worse, knowing all you do is still not going to change anything.Yes,They all would only continue coming but still, the only basic thing expected of anyone was to try.For how long?I needed answers, I wanted to know…For how long would I try? For how long would Derrick and I try?It was more obvious now, that we were alone in a world that is as gray as ours.Never was it like this, not even while we were still at the orphanage. If there was something I enjoyed most, it was the fact that there was freedom.What happened to it all now?Most times, I just want to end it all, to leave the clan and start anew.There wasn't even anybody in the clan that knew how to speak to my Alpha parents that they were wrong.Not even the elders of the clan..!!It was more like I was imprisoned in confinement.., nobody to share my worries with.It was true that Derrick comes over most evenings, risking his time to come over. I feel hurt for him, I feel pain.This was nev
Anya zhukouWhat happened twenty-five years ago?I had nobody to ask, of course, they wouldn't give the specific answer. Though, it was hard to believe that my father would tell me that, I never expected it.If it happened way before twenty-five years ago.., then what is the real story?Why would Gabriel want to prove his brother's legitimacy?It was confusing, to think I was even tied up in the mess.I stayed out, for long, not knowing what to do anymore.For all I know, it was no longer safe for either Derrick or myself.I saw pops, moving around with big smiles, I saw mother's, playing with them. The same way father's took it on their self to be around them….Mine was different.The issues of twenty-five years ago held me captive of so many things. I wasn't sure if I experienced childhood, neither did I know when or how good my first run was.Nala, as well as myself, was clueless.Not because she couldn't remember but because it was blurry.I have lived in this god-damned world eno
Judah LopezEverything was falling Into place.I figured that much since I couldn't act rashly. Like I made it be, it would be up to Hayley and Carter, to get it right and not worsen anything.Gabriel Moore…I had no choice but to ask around. From the answers that I gathered, he was the man that would always pick Anya up whenever we're playing in the garden.Twenty-five years ago, at the time when I was only five, with Anya three, we were close friends. The clan was so peaceful that we never suspected it to be the calm before the storm.He'd come almost on a daily basis, a man that would pick Anya up and send me off. He treated me like shit but with time, I figured he was only making her a friend secretly.Yes,We all became friends afterwards but he still had Anya as his number one friend. He'd come with lots of snacks, until he stopped coming.As pops, we didn't find anything to do with the information or even suspect anything.It was at that time that my uncle brought me to the orp
Hayley ArresI was seated in the massive living room that spelt just as much wealth as the pack house…I never thought a man that wouldn't show himself in the public was this wealthy."Hayley..," I heard him call, after waiting for a few minutes that seemed like an hour.The interior of the house was nothing on the outside that spoke of nothing but a commoner's house.I wasn't sure at first, that it was his, not till I was ushered in."What brings you here at such an hour,?" He asked.Such a good dramatic person."For I haven't come by to visit my Alpha's precious uncle Gabriel that he talks about. Shouldn't it be a problem? I hate to be on the bad side," I answered.Laughing, his voice roared into life, giving me chills bumps on my spine.My breath hitched but I knew I had to do it.He alone knows of Carter and I since it was said that he sent him off and allowed them to cover my nakedness… even if I don't know."You're right. Indeed, my nephew's got a good eye to see how beautiful y
Derrick MooreMost things changed except for the fact that I couldn't get what I want, how I want it but however; I knew it wasn't far fetched, that it would be within grasp, where I would catch a glimpse of it at every second.I made everything the way I wanted it. I made it all change, not because I was softhearted, but because somebody was somewhere waiting patiently for my arrival.One that would keep me by her side till eternity.After meeting with the elders of the clan, I moved to talking about businesses.It was always like that, to finish one and go to another.The room was long empty, I was tired and frustrated, I couldn't do anything even as the Alpha, what was meant to be would be.The door creaked open, slowly she stepped in looking like the seductress I have always pointed her to be."Shouldn't you take a break,?" Hayley asked."Should you be here? Where are the guards stationed at the door?" I asked."I tipped them off, they should be punished for not doing their job. E
Gabriel MooreHow everything was playing in my own way was fascinating.I never thought it would be easy because I can clearly tell what happened with the meeting I had with Hayley.Just like I predicted she'd come, she did. Now, I can sit without doing anything but still hold a controller to get everything done.How stupid..!!She loves another man, knowing how Derrick can be but I wouldn't say I don't have a part in it.I could have stopped her and told her but no. I needed her…"Why do you want Derrick..?" I remembered I asked her like it was just happening.The girl is indeed wise."He used to be my mate, till sge claimed him after me," she had answered."She..?, Who..?" I asked, not because I didn't know.I saw how she swallowed, I witnessed how she shifted from her seat. It was perfectly overwhelming."Yes uncle, she, Anya zhukou, claimed him after I rejected him." Her answers were still vivid in my head, it was as if she just left.It was one thing to talk to her about what h
Anya Zhukov Coming from the tight angle of the world, the part that seems very gray, I could tell that my challenges are only foretold. They are only nothing compared to the one that was to come. It became a hubby, that I checked around for any book which page contained twenty-five years ago and beyond. Yes, I began looking for answers since I could still not continue staying in the dark, where I wasn't any longer sure if there would one day be light. Pathetic…!! From Judah's words, I could tell he meant Gabriel was somebody we both knew but how come was I blank on it? If it was true, what truly happened twenty-five years ago? He made it known that he was somebody we used to wait for, that he was the reason why I fell ill, yet.. I know nothing. Why? The first time I set eyes on Gabriel, I could tell there was a feeling of Deja vu. I am one not to believe in fate but I know there were miracles, expected till the end of one's life. Here I am, desperately trying to figure it
Hayley ArresAfter pondering at everything that happened at the meeting I had with Gabriel, I couldn't deny the fact that I felt at peace.Knowing that I would be safe, as much as the child I was carrying.It was something I haven't felt for long, not even while at the orphanage…Though he is a shrewd, an asshole. There isn't a difference between him and Derrick's father. They both have that scary look that would always make me uncomfortable.From his words of reminder, I learnt that whatever was in the past should be in the past. He reminded me through his words that I have an aim, the main reason why I came back to Nikolai's.He made me realize I diverted from this aim and allowed obsession take over, but that was all it was…Just like he said, Derrick would be quick to catch up with it all but that wasn't it at all, I didn't have the chance to get him drunk.The bastard still make his way out with words, it was his hubby; to twist every word that was said."Who made her family..?"