I remained seated on the floor where I had landed earlier and didn’t move an inch. Everything was so quiet now, including my head. The only thing I could hear was the loud silence in my ears and the drumming of my heart. Who knew silence could be so deafening?
I pushed back against myself and drew my legs to my chest. I sat so still for a long time until my legs and back began to hurt from the terrible position but I still didn’t move. I deserved to be in pain. It was my punishment for being alive.
I slowly brought my head to my folded knees and it only caused more discomfort to my back but I didn’t mind. I didn’t deserve to be here. I don’t know why they brought me here but it couldn’t be for anything that I liked.
I slowly began to rock my body and my eyes grew hot as warm tears flowed freely. My wounds were healed already but my clothes were so filthy now. The green dress was torn and stained with blood.
If it was a different dress, I may have not been bothered at all but it was the last dress mama got for me. I remember how much I told her not to get me a new dress since it would be night when she did the pack run and I couldn’t forget to remind her I was 23 and not a child
“You are my youngest and will always be my pup even when you get grey hair” she had insisted before going out and buying me this floral dress. She was so happy I got my wolf even though it was late but she never saw me run in my wolf and even the dress she got me was ruined as well
The pack house had been bustling with so many activities. We had parties every time there was a full moon but yesterday was so much more. The pack was so excited to see their alpha’s youngest in her wolf form. It was only yesterday yet so much has changed.
The pack house must have been reduced to ashes by now based on how large the fire was. The home that housed me and my memories was now gone forever, like it was never there. I wonder if the neighbouring packs will even notice that we no longer exist. Would they even try to find out what happened or would they try to bury the people they found?
My body trembled as I cried. I held myself tight and hugged myself tighter because no one was coming to console me. Luca and Callum weren’t here to bug me to stop crying, Joseph wasn’t here to bake my favourite chocolate cookies and Ethan wasn’t here to rage and demand who made me cry.
“They shouldn’t have done this. They made a terrible mistake this time” I was sure if someone saw me, they would see a young girl about to go crazy.
My arms began to hurt and I turned to inspect it. It was red and bleeding profusely. I had been scratching it with my claws unconsciously so now it was torn and bleeding. I watched the blood as it dropped to the floor and began to make a puddle on the floor but I made no effort to stop it.
“No. I don’t believe everyone is gone. They must be playing tricks on me which is funny because it’s not even April” I muttered before chuckling and soon it was full blown laughter.
I laughed so hard and ended up rolling on the floor. My stomach was hurting because I was laughing so loudly and hard. I had to keep laughing but before I knew it, I was screaming.
Blinded with rage, I stood up and approached the door. I threw myself against the door and banged against it as hard as I could hoping it would rip apart but it wouldn’t give way. It was strong
“Let me out. I’ll rip you to pieces. I swear I will kill every last one of you. You better kill me now else you’ll regret it for the rest of your lives” I yelled while pounding against the door “Open this door. Let me out you bastards”
I kept pounding and yelling but no one answered me. I knew there were people outside the room because I could smell them but they were ignoring me.
I clawed and clawed at the door but it was of no use and I was getting exhausted. I may have healed but my body has had enough. There was no way I was getting anything done being weak like this.
Giving up, I turned and walked back into the room. For the first time, through glazed eyes, I look around my new prison. The room was actually nice, unlike most rooms where kidnapped victims were kept.
The colours were a warm shade of brown and cream and it reminded me of Joseph’s room back at home which was the same colour but this room was more extravagant. It showcases the riches of the pack even though the room was almost bare.
There was a king sized bed in the middle of the room and it was calling out to me. My body couldn’t ignore such an invitation, not when it had reached its limit. I may be a werewolf but I was a newly turned wolf so I got tired easily and healed slowly until my body got used to its other parts.
I stood in front of the bed with my nails in my mouth and I was biting it harshly as I considered giving in and laying there. Can I even think of sleeping when my pack layed on the bare ground, probably being fed on by vultures or whatever animals that ventured into that mass burial ground?
“It’ll only be a short while. I need to be strong to confront them. I have to be sane to be able to find a way back home” I muttered to myself before giving in and laying on the bed.
My hands sank into the foam as soon as I placed it on the bed and my legs gave out. I didn’t bother to adjust and just swung my legs over so it was also on the bed. I felt like I was on cloud nine as I layed there but I couldn’t bring myself to enjoy the comfort.
As I drifted in and out of consciousness, my ears picked up on people approaching my room and that was all I needed to fly out of the bed and I was by the door in an instant. I stood by the door with my ears perked and waited for them to come in but they stopped by the door and joined the others outside.
“Hey, how’s she doing?” The first person asked. He was probably one of the people I heard approaching
‘She’s quiet now. That girl has a mouth on her. She was screaming so loud I thought I’d go deaf by how loud she was” Someone else replied
“Who’d blame her? I can’t imagine what I would do if my family was killed as well. She doesn’t even know what is going on” Someone sighed
“You better watch what you say. It’s almost like you are painting us to be the bad guys here” The first man spoke again and he had a warning in his voice
“Of course not. What they did to us was far more brutal than what happened tonight. It’s sad that a lot of innocent died but it was the same with us too” The man spoke again
“I feel bad for her too. I can’t imagine what would happen now” Another spoke
I was desperate to know what they meant. Mom had said something similar back at our pack. Did we hurt these people? I can’t remember our pack ever going to war with any other packs except rogues and even that, we only fought when they attacked us in our own home
“We did what had to be done. All is fair in war and in war one side must lose for the victor to emerge. They’ve already caused us so much, it’s only right we repay the favour twice as blunt” another man spoke and the rest of the people grunted in approval.
Someone was about to speak but was cut short by the sound of someone was running towards the room as well. I wonder if they knew I was awake and could hear them. They had to be because that is the only reason why they were acting as though they pitied me. They were cold hearted killers.
“Alpha Zion is back. You better go back to your posts before he catches you hanging around here” The person said in a rush before dashing off before anyone could reply.
“Shit, I am off” The first guy that had asked about me spoke urgently before the sounds of footsteps could be heard walking away
“Me too” The men scurried off and there was silence as the original person by the door was left alone again.
I could hear the men that had been there at first adjust their position. It was quiet once again and I was left to be consumed by my thoughts of the man who was responsible for what happened last night.
The name of the alpha rang in my head like a loud church bell. Alpha Zion Kincaid of the Valis pack. Everyone knew that name even if they didn’t know who he was in person. Very little is known about the man and for someone like me, I knew less than the others. Dad for reasons unknown to me till this day had put a ban on that name so we couldn’t freely talk about the alpha or anything that had to do with the pack but that didn’t mean that I didn’t hear enough about him from people who carried gossip but that also meant I knew practically next to nothing except baseless rumors. He was known as the Blood Alpha because he enjoyed bathing in the blood of his enemies but I didn’t believe that a person could be so terrifying so I always laughed off the exaggerated adjectives that were used to describe him. It was said that he became the Alpha of a small pack after a tragedy that took his father, the previous alpha and within the space of five years, he had grown that small pack into one
It’s been six days since I have been brought here and kept in this room with no answers of why the life I knew was snatched away from me suddenly. It’s been seven days since I last put a meal in my mouth which meant I was not capable of standing on my own for long. I’ve rejected every single food they brought to me and I was honestly surprised they kept the meals coming. They were always here to also clean up my mess day after day but I won’t be stupid to think they are nice people. I noticed that they never sent the same person twice and all of them had been ordered not to talk to me no matter the situation. They came, dropped the food and came back in ten minutes to clean up the mess after I would angrily throw out the food they would give me. I was starting to feel bad for the people who had to clean my mess like the young girl currently cleaning the soup I had spilled a few minutes earlier. There was irritation on her face as she cleaned but she would not look at me or voice
This time, when the plate of food was brought into my room, I didn’t throw it away but gulped down the food like a starving animal which I technically was. The girl who brought the food was startled by the way I had ripped the plate of food from her before she could place the tray down and started eating but she didn’t wait around. She flew out of the door as I settled on the floor ripping the grilled meat with my hands and teeth. “She is eating” I heard the girl gasp out to the guard at the door the moment she left the room “You’re joking,” Marcus told her. I could hear the disbelief in his voice and I didn’t blame him. I would too if I had been in his shoes. “Would I joke about something like that? I’m off. I need to tell Alpha Zain that she finally ate” The girl told Marus. She made a move to leave but he stopped her “Seems the Alpha’s visit was the nudge she needed to start eating. I was getting worried she was going to die at that rate. I’m glad he visited her” “The Alpha vis
My eyes fluttered open against my will so I glared at the annoying sunlight streaming inside the room from the opened windows, uninvited. I felt better than I did in days and I knew it was because I finally ate and slept on a good bed for once. I wanted to be grateful that I felt better but the guilt that I was so comfortable with kept lingering in my mind and I didn’t know how to move on from the death of the people I had known my whole life. I kept telling myself that I am doing all these to be strong enough to take my revenge but I don’t know if I even believe myself anymore. I had run out of tears and words to scream so I just sat on the bed staring outside, my glare softening as my mind travelled in thoughts. My nose picked up the smell from my pits and my nose scrunched up in disgust at the terrible smell. I had not taken a bath in two days. I reluctantly dragged myself from the bed to the bathroom. I had washed the clothes I was wearing when I came here and it was hanging
My hatred for the man could not overpower the bond that we shared. I figured it was because I was in so much pain, anger and hunger that I had not recognized him as my mate and only did when my head was in the right place Ever since he left the room, I can’t get him out of my head. There was a contrast in emotion between my head and my heart. My head couldn’t and didn’t want to accept the fact that Zion was our mate but my heart was fighting us on it. It had accepted that he was our mate and because of that, my thoughts always trailed back to how amazing he smelled and how good he looked. It was dangerous to me, these unwanted feelings I kept having. I despised that I was starting to desire such a man against my will. I was scared and worried out of my mind. I couldn’t risk rejecting him and dying because I was so stubborn. I would not be able to get my revenge but the main question that kept lingering at the back of my head was if I would be able to kill this man that was now bou
I didn’t know there was a window pane that had a comfortable cushion on it till last night. I felt dead and I am sure I looked the same way I felt. I couldn’t bring myself to sleep a wink last night. My head was busy and my thoughts were so loud, I couldn’t find a single peace or quiet that would have allowed me to sleep. I thought hard and long but as usual I ended up with nothing and just more rage in my system than the previous day. I wanted to give myself a little bit of hope and say that I could break the bond but deep down I knew it was just a wish upon a star. “Are you still mad at me?” Violet whispered timidly and it made me feel bad. “I could never stay mad at you and you know that. We are one and right now, we only have each other so how could I possibly be mad at you?” I sighed “What are we going to do now? What’s the plan?” I would be lying if I said I knew, Yesterday’s event had complicated everything “I don’t know Val. I am so confused and I feel so pathetic that I
I was once again in my starving phase and it was not on purpose. I was so angry, I couldn’t find it in myself to eat. It was two days ago that those two decided to come and spoil my mood and I’ve not been able to eat. I swallowed the lump in my throat and curled more into myself. I could not even sleep a wink. Everytime, I closed my eyes, I could see the life I had lost and it was a scary feeling knowing I would never get it back. The day was crawling and the time was so slow. I didn’t know what to do and I was tired of just sitting all day waiting for whatever horrible fate awaits me. I knew but I didn’t want to admit it. I would just keep my eyes closed and remained ignorant to the harsh reality that was knocking at my door incessantly. In the last two days, I had cleaned with a cloth I found, arranged the already organised room and even jumped around so that I wouldn’t lose my mind. “I’m tired of staying indoors Genny, how long are we going to be kept here?” Violet whined an
ZION’S POV I was being punished for every evil deed I had committed to get my revenge. I stood by my window that overlooked the large field in front of the pack house and watched my pack members go about their daily activities. They finally looked so relaxed now that we had gotten the revenge we deserved for the cruelty that was done to us. If only I could be as happy as they were but I had to pay the price for the actions we had to take to get to where we were. We didn’t become one of the most powerful packs by playing nice. Power never comes easy but if I was given the choice, I would do it all over again if it meant I could kill those bastards. Those bastards that housed the very core of my life, my mate. I never imagined that I would find her there. We are already doomed before we could start. I can never forget the hatred in her eyes as she spat on my feet. My groin hardened as I thought about the fire in her hazel eyes. My girl was a force to be reckoned with and it made m
THREE YEARS LATER...I was taking a walk through the garden towards the back of the pack house because my feet hurt and I needed to visit Ethan. It was swollen and Elena advised that I took as many walks as I could to alleviate the pain.I was due to give birth any moment from now and was not supposed to wander too far from the pack house but Elaine was with me.“Mom, are you okay? Do you need to sit for a minute?” He asked worriedly as I wobbled for a minute.“No, I’m fine. I need to stop sitting down every time.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me.When we got to where Ethan was buried, Elaine wandered off with Indigo leaving me alone. There was a chair beside the grave from the last time I visited.“Hey, Ethan. I came to say goodbye. I’m going to have a baby soon and I’ve decided to let go of my past, including you. I should have listened to Zion about not burying you here in the pack house but then I was desperate and wanted to hold on to the only family
My head was spinning. I didn’t want to believe the person looking back at me with so much hatred was Ethan. My brother who I thought was dead. No, Ethan can’t be alive.“Ethan? How is this possible? How are you alive?” I was losing my breath and Zion rushed over to my side to pick me up “I saw you die” I screamed.I saw Indigo tense on top of him and my eyes finds her claws on his neck, ready to rip it out if he even tried to move.“Indigo, stop it” I yelled, running towards her to push her off him “Let him go, he is not a threat” I cried out but she didn’t move. She saw him as a threat and she was not going to let him go.“Zion, tell her to get off him. She is going to hurt him” I ran to his side.“Geneva, please calm down and examine the situation. He is here with that woman. I think he is the one that has been trying to kill you all this time”“What are you saying? He is my brother, Zion. He would never try to harm me. I know it’s all a misunderstanding” I refused to believe that E
I pushed my food around in my plate, unable to eat a single bite. My insides were still trembling after the visit to Astrid. I know she told me not to worry but I couldn’t help but think of the part where she said the person had decided to finish what he started and very soon.I wasn’t ready at all. I know early I kind of boasted about my fighting skills but I was terrified. It felt like my insides were twisted in a painful manner and I couldn’t breathe well.“Genny” Lily called and I looked up from my plate to meet her concerned gaze “What’s wrong? Are you still thinking of what Astrid said?”I tried to smile at her but it came out as a grimace instead. We were having dinner in the pack kitchen and I could not find it in me to join in their little discussions.“Don’t worry about a thing. You have all of us, we would never let anything happen to you” Lily reached out to give my hand a little squeeze.“She is right, Gen. We will protect you. Have you forgotten we are the most powerful
`I clung to Zion’s arms as we walked towards Astrid’s hut. Indigo ran ahead of us as though she knew exactly where we were going. I was still shaken by the incident earlier and it made me so scared that the person who was trying to kill me had gotten so close without anyone noticing. We aren’t safe at all.Before we left, Zion had ordered for some warriors to be stationed outside our door but I refused. It would be too overwhelming to see them guarding the door. It was like a constant reminder that I wasn’t safe. We had argued about it but he finally relented and allowed me to have my way.I was no longer the weak girl that was taken from my pack. I was stronger and a better fighter. I wanted to believe that I would be able to take care of myself in case anything happened even though I hoped nothing would happen.I hoped that Astrid had some answers for us. She had been searching for answers on the poison that was used for so long and I was already close to giving up hope that she wou
It’s been just a few hours since Zion left with Elaine, leaving just me and Indigo in the house but she had already grown on me. It didn’t help that she kept trailing behind me wherever I went and it was funny. If I got out of her sight for a minute, she would come barrelling through the house, sniffing everywhere to know where I was. I looked behind at my new shadow where she laid sprawled on the kitchen floor as I did the dishes. I had to take her to Elena this morning so I missed out on training with Isaac so I could get a few things done before I took her to the pack clinic. “Are you going to follow me into the bathroom when it’s time for me to take a bath? Zion would kill you before that happen” I said playfully with a chuckle. I arranged the dishes into the racks and headed to my room so I could take a shower. When I entered the bathroom, Indigo attempted to follow me but I stopped her before she could get into the bathroom.“No, No, No, where do you think you are going? Sit”
I blinked open and felt a heavy weight on my chest. I looked down and shrieked in surprise to see the panther, Indigo laying on me and purring softly. I scrambled to the end of the bed in shock but the panther didn’t move from the spot and gave me a bored look before resting on its paws.I looked around the room and saw Elaine sitting on the floor beside the bed and he was busy playing with her tail and giggling.“You are so silly, Mummy. Indigo won’t hurt you. She is a good girl” He said and purred the animal who purred in response and even licked Elaine’s hand and he burst into another fit of giggles.“Stop, indie, it tickles”I sat back down hesitantly and looked at the animal who seemed to be better. It seems whatever Elena gave it was successful in helping it recover quickly but that didn’t explain why it was on my bed, on me.“Zion” I called out “Where is your daddy, baby?”“He is making breakfast in the kitchen” Elaine said happily and I understood why. We were used the kitchen
We were having dinner in the pack house’s kitchen and it was one of those rare days when Jamie, Isaac, Elena, Lily and even Zion was present. Things have been slow lately so everyone was less busy. The pack was peaceful and it gave us enough time to connect and do things together.“Where is Elaine?” Lily asked as she took a bite of the chicken Emily had grilled to perfection earlier.“He is playing with the other pups. I can’t get him to stay in one place even to eat” I complained and they all burst out laughing.“He takes after you. You are so difficult to handle” Elena comments and I throw the napkin beside me at her face.They’ve all come to accept Elaine as me and Zion’s pup naturally and sometimes they referred to him as though I gave birth to him, always claiming that he takes certain traits from me or Zion and it made me happy.Elaine has also settled in as being our pup too well. The room Zion made for him was beautiful and Elaine actually cried when he first saw it. Zion may
I knocked on Zion’s office door, my heart was pounding in my chest. I wanted to tell him immediately before I chickened out. Adopting Elaine out of the blue was something that would change our lives and I really want him to agree with my decision.“Come in” Zion called from the other side. I don’t even know why I knocked when I could have just gone in. I guessed I needed time to gather my thoughts.I pushed the door open with shaky hands and entered the office. Seeing his rugged look made me fall in love with him all over again. I missed him so much even though we slept in the same bed last night.His face lit up into a smile when he saw me. He closed the files he had been going through and stood up. I watched with a small smile as he walked over to me and pulled me into a hug.“Hey, beautiful. What brings you here? Are you okay?”He pressed his lips to mine in what was supposed to be a chaste kiss but I clung to him, deepening the kiss because I missed him so much. He had been too qu
“Elaine, stop running baby or you’ll hurt yourself” I yelled from where I sat under the huge tree and watched him run around the large field chasing butterflies with the other pups.There was a smile on my face as I watched him giggle and push the other pups lightly. We have been spending almost every day together since Zuri left since I wanted to give Zion and Emily the space they needed. Zion wasn’t taking Zuri’s leaving well. He had been moody, not to me but to the others. He doesn’t talk much or eat much.I wanted to comfort him but I knew he needed time and space to miss her and accept that the decision was the best for Zuri. Elaine was the perfect remedy to distract me from everything. He always made me laugh with his antics and he was annoyingly curious and was always in my face asking the weirdest questions.“You can take your eyes off him for a minute. He won’t disappear or get hurt if you continue reading that book in your lap” Lily said with a laugh and I turn to glare at h