Terra
"No running in the hallway!" I called as my three rambunctious boys came barreling out of the exam room, amber eyes shining with mischief. They continued thundering down the clinic's narrow hall, dodging nurses and patients. I shot an apologetic look to the elderly couple exiting the room after them.
"Luke! Levi! Landon! Freeze, now!" My "mom voice" finally got their attention. They skidded to a stop, lowering their heads guiltily.
I fixed them with my best stern glare. "What have I told you about running wild in the clinic?"
"Sorry, Mom," Levi mumbled, scuffing his shoe. His brothers echoed apologies, unleashing their most pathetic puppy dog eyes. My resolve instantly crumbled.
With a sigh, I knelt and held out my arms. "C'mere munchkins." They tumbled into my embrace, tangling me in a mass of gangly limbs. Despite the chaos my spirited wolf cubs created, I cherished these noisy group hugs. Their boundless energy and affection filled my days with light.
"Let's head to daycare now, okay?" I said, smoothing down their unruly chestnut locks. They grumbled but allowed me to herd them down the hall. My little tornadoes would be Miss Lucy's handful for the next few hours.
After dropping off the rambunctious trio, I hurried to my small office to review the morning's stacked caseload. Five years after opening my own pediatric practice, the chaotic days still felt like a whirlwind, barely controlled chaos.
Collins poked his head in, holding two steaming mugs. "Thought you could use a pick-me-up," he said, offering me coffee.
I inhaled the rich aroma gratefully. "Have I told you lately that you're my hero?"
He chuckled, leaning against my desk. "Only every day since we met. But I never get tired of hearing it." His playful smile softened. "Seriously though, Terra, what you manage to handle is incredible. I'm so proud of you."
My heart swelled. Without Collins's steadfast support, I never could have juggled the demands of single motherhood and medical school. His encouragement gave me courage when the path seemed impossible. And now our two flourishing practices shared the expansive clinic we had built from the ground up together.
"Well, I certainly didn't get here alone," I said, grasping his hand. "Thank you for always being my rock, Collin."
He lifted my hand to his lips for a gallant kiss. "Anytime. Now, ready to save more lives today, Super Doctor?"
Refueled by caffeine and his uplifting presence, I dove into the busy day ahead. Children with ear infections, rashes, fevers and more paraded through. No matter how exhausted I felt, seeing their precious smiles healed me. My unique supernatural instincts allowed me to connect on a deep level with young patients. Their boundless energy and innocence never failed to lift my spirits. This work was my true calling.
Between appointments, my phone buzzed with a message from Hale, the born werewolf who helped supply medications for my unique cases. He had become an invaluable insider to the local supernatural community.
Heard some wolf pack drama went down nearby. Might get an influx of patients. Let me know if you need any special supplies!
I quickly typed a thanks. Word had spread about my discretion treating paranormal youngsters. I was happy to provide a safe place for them to turn, remembering all too well what it was like having nowhere to go for care. If more cases came my way, we would manage somehow.
Later, as I reviewed files during my sparse lunch break, Collins wandered in with a takeout bag.
"Come on, time for a picnic," he announced, tugging my hand. I started to protest until the aroma of juicy bacon cheeseburgers hit me. My stomach growled traitorously.
Collins just laughed. "That's what I thought. Hospital cafeteria salad can wait."
We escaped out the back door into the small courtyard bathed in golden autumn sunshine. The fresh air and nearby babbling fountain instantly revived me. Collins and I sat beneath a colorful maple, munching burgers and chatting lightly about our busy mornings. No one else was around, allowing me to relax and simply enjoy his calming company. Too often our hectic schedules kept us ships passing in the night. I cherished these quiet stolen moments together.
As we finished eating, Collins gave me a searching look. "So, any exciting Halloween plans with the boys coming up?"
I groaned dramatically. "Oh, it's nonstop Ghostbusters and werewolf debates at home lately. Last night's bedtime story argument got so heated I thought we'd never get them to sleep."
Collins laughed. "They definitely have strong opinions. But they're lucky to have you keeping up with their endless energy." His expression softened. "You're an amazing mom, you know."
My chest swelled with gratitude. "Well, I certainly don't feel amazing when they're bouncing off the walls whining for more candy at 8pm. But thank you." I shook my head ruefully. "Parenting three supernaturally-charged little boys is definitely a new adventure every day."
"One you're conquering brilliantly." Collins pulled me in for a quick hug before standing and offering his hands to help me up. "Shall we get back to saving lives now, Super Doc?"
I let him pull me up, keeping his hands clasped in mine for a moment. "Only if you promise to take more breaks with me when things get chaotic."
His warm brown eyes crinkled at the corners. "You got it."
We reluctantly headed back inside to the packed afternoon ahead. Thankfully my eager nursing team kept things running smoothly even during the busiest rushes. I honestly didn't know how I'd manage without their competence and compassion. Especially Rose, my unflappable lead nurse who handled everything thrown her way with zen-like calm.
Late afternoon brought a surprise visit that stopped me short - Hale escorting in a very pregnant she-wolf whose drawn face and exhausted posture screamed of physical and emotional burdens. My heart went out to her immediately.
"Dr. Terra, this is Luna Ava from the local Shadow Creek pack," Hale explained quietly. "She needs a safe place for her delivery."
I grasped Ava's hands, giving what I hoped was a reassuring smile. "Of course. Let's get you settled in our best room for a full checkup."
Ava sagged with relief, blinking back tears. "Thank you. After everything that's happened, I wasn't sure..." She trailed off, chest heaving with the effort not to completely break down.
I squeezed her hands. "It's alright, you're safe now. Just focus on your breath." I shot Hale a questioning look.
"Ava recently lost her mate," he explained solemnly. "The pack was unwilling to support her through the remainder of her pregnancy and birth as a lone she-wolf. But she has nowhere else to go."
Rage flashed through me on Ava's behalf. I knew all too well how cruelly traditional pack politics could treat those considered outcasts. A pregnant, unmated Luna would be shown no mercy.
"Don't worry about any of that now," I soothed Ava, gently leading her down the hall to an exam room. "We're going to take excellent care of you and this little one. That's all that matters."
After confirming her vitals were stable, I settled Ava in a comfortable private room I kept ready for supernatural cases like hers. Her shoulders noticeably unburdened once the door closed, sealing her off from the outside world and its harsh judgements.
"Just rest here. You're under my protection now, sister wolf," I said. "No one can hurt you."
Fresh tears spilled down Ava's cheeks. "May the Goddess bless you," she whispered.
I squeezed her shoulder before slipping out, emotions churning. Her story hit too close to my own past. I couldn't save myself from such cruelty back then, but I could damn well ensure this she-wolf had support when she needed it most.
Over the next few days, my staff and I took turns closely monitoring Ava's care. She had some complications that required my supernatural expertise, but I kept her spirits up throughout the challenges.
Helping her deliver a healthy baby girl was one of my proudest moments yet. Her triumphant first cuddles with little Ember felt like hope renewed. No matter what she had endured, the future could still be filled with joy.
I held onto that thought as an unwelcome ghost from my past returned a week later, threatening the peaceful life I had finally built.
It began as just another hectic Monday morning in the clinic - scheduling appointments, reviewing lab results, chatting with my staff. Then the entrance bell chimed, signaling new arrivals to the front desk. I thought nothing of it until raised voices echoed down the hall.
"What do you mean you can't just let us see the doctor now? This is urgent pack please!"
I froze. Even after six years, I would know that commanding tone anywhere. Nathan. Here? Impossible.
Why is he?
Before the panic strangling me could fully register, heavy footsteps rapidly approached my office door. Too late to run or hide.
Is he coming in?
I hurriedly composed my features, trying to still my racing heart.
The footsteps halted right outside. Then a gentle knock, so achingly familiar.
"Terra? I know you're in there." Nathan's voice, so long unheard, now just beyond the flimsy wooden door. "I need your help."
No. I squeezed my eyes shut, willing him to vanish, to return to the past where he belonged. But his presence remained firm and undeniable as ever.
After all what he did? What did he need me for m
With no choice but to face whatever fresh chaos he brought, I straightened my shoulders and pulled open the door.
Nathan"More wine, darling?" Jade purred, refilling my glass to the brim before I could respond. I took a long swallow of the bitter red liquid, avoiding her expectant gaze.Around us, the bustling pack solstice celebration faded into background noise. Ever the dutiful Alpha pair, Jade and I hosted this lavish annual gathering at our estate on the new moon. An excuse for unserious political talk and overindulgent feasting.Jade certainly embraced the bacchanal vibes, flitting around in a skimpy dress, encouraging overconsumption.I can't get what's wrong with her? Even with our mate bond she doesn't live me.Meanwhile I put in obligatory appearances for the pack sake before retreating outside for fresh air, seeking respite from the suffocating crowds and perfumed air clouding my senses.After six years mated, maintaining even a thin veneer of marital contentment felt exhausting.Where once I had admired Jade's vivacious beauty and outgoing nature, now her constant demands for attentio
NathanOne bleak evening, after a futile session trying to coax him to eat, I emerged red-rimmed and bleak only to find Jade waiting, flawlessly groomed as always. Her tapping foot signaled bad news brewing.Sure enough, she fixed me with a glare. "Going to explain where you've been all day? Not that you would even notice my absence."I sighed deeply, much too exhausted for another fight. "The healer was here for hours again. Father is...not improving. I need to be there for him now."Jade rolled her eyes. "Always dramatic excuses. You know I need you here representing the pack, not wasting time at your father's sickbed."Her callousness ignited my simmering temper. "He's your pack Alpha still, however convenient you find it to forget," I hissed through clenched teeth. "Show some respect.""Or you'll what?" Jade challenged, stepping closer. Sickly sweet perfume cloyed the air between us. "Face it, Nathan. You need me to play doting mate, keep this pack behind you. Where would you be o
NathanWhen evening brought no change, I reluctantly departed after Vera promised to alert me immediately if needed.My doubts about ruling alone without Father's wisdom threatened to overwhelm me as I hiked down the dim trail, but I forced them roughly aside. Self-pity helped nothing. I needed to be strong now for the pack's sake.Nearing the estate's sprawling grounds, I hesitated at the crossroads before turning toward the Alpha's private residence on the far grounds rather than the main house.The lavish space had always felt more mausoleum than home to me, empty and echoing. Now the cold marble walls would only magnify my desolation exponentially.But stepping through the cozy residence's carved oaken door brought no relief. Jade's cloying floral perfume permeated the front rooms. She had clearly stopped here earlier. YlYet never bothered coming to see me or Father. I slammed my fist against the wall, barely noticing the throbbing pain. Her callous disregard should not still hav
Nathan"How is he today?" I asked softly, resting a hand on Elder Vera's slumped shoulder.She shook her head wearily, face etched deep with lines of worry and grief. "The fever continues burning unchecked. His spirit dims further each time he wakes."I swallowed thickly, nodding. After months battling this mysterious wasting sickness, Father had finally taken a sharp turn last night, his stubborn vitality flagging. Now we raced against time to save him before the traditional remedies proved useless.But desperation made my next request no less distasteful. "Vera, please give us the room. I must speak privately with my father."Her expression clouded with concern. But she patted my hand in acquiescence before slipping away to grant us privacy. Father's rheumy eyes blinked open at her departure, wandering until they settled unsteadily on me. I settled gingerly on the bedside chair and clasped his limp hand in both of mine."Father, I'm so sorry to disturb your rest," I began gently. "B
NathanThe sleek black town car rolled to a stop outside an impressive modern clinic. I peered up at the gleaming rows of windows critically.Hard to believe somewhere this pristine held the answers my father's life depended on. But I trust Dr. Amara, the last doctor that suggested her friend."Doesn't look like much," Derek grunted, echoing my skepticism. But we had exhausted all other options. This Dr. Terra came highly recommended, with remarkable success treating obscure conditions. If she could not help Father, no one could.Squaring my shoulders, I stepped through the automated doors while Derek parked. The receptionist's bored expression shifted to surprise then flustered deference when I introduced myself."Of course, Alpha, we've been expecting you. I'll inform Dr. Terra right away." She hurried off down a gleaming corridor.I paced the spacious waiting area impatiently, ignoring the curious glances from nearby patients. Likely they thought I was some eccentric billionaire se
TerraMy hands trembled, making the door rattle louder than intended as I pulled it open. And there he stood, exactly the same yet utterly different. Broad shoulders that used to shelter me, dark hair I used to tangle my fingers in, green eyes once my entire world. Nathan."Terra." My name on his lips again after endless years twisted my heart. "It's really you."I struggled to shore up my shaken composure, donning the mask of professional detachment that had shielded me all these years. "Hello, Nathan. I wasn't expecting you. How may I help?"He flinched almost imperceptibly at my cool tone. But what did he expect after the way we had parted? I would not unravel at the mere memory of tender caresses and sweet promises, no matter how vividly my treacherous mind recalled those fleeting joys. The giddy girl who loved him without reservation was gone.Nathan's pained eyes searched my face, perhaps realizing the shy warmth he had carelessly cast aside was lost to him now. But he swallowed
NathanI strode through the clinic doors exactly thirty minutes before Terra's shift ended, earning curious looks from staff and patients alike at my punctual arrival. But after a week apart, I refused to miss a single possible moment in her presence, however brief.Derek trailed after me, amusement crinkling his eyes as I made directly for the small waiting area by reception I had staked out as my own over the past days."Eager today, are we?" he remarked wryly, lowering his bulky frame into the chair beside me. "Most men only pine so for their actual mate."I narrowed my eyes in warning, not appreciating the implication. "I merely wish to show Terra I intend to keep my word this time. Being here when she's available proves my reliability."Derek held up his hands peaceably, though his grin remained unapologetically knowing. "As you say, Alpha. I'm sure she'll be positively thrilled at your dedication to loitering outside her workplace every day."I bit back a sharp retort, not wishi
TerraYou're being irrational, I chided myself once insomnia finally gave way to fitful slumber. This was about an innocuous medical consult, nothing more. I would help if possible, then immediately return to my clinic, my life here. No threat existed unless I lost perspective.Yet uneasy dreams of running alone through moonlit forests pursued me until dawn. A shadowy black wolf lurked at the corner of my vision, familiar and strange at once. But each time I spun to face it head on, the specter vanished like smoke through my fingers.Even in sleep I could not confront the lingering ghosts of my past. Perhaps I never would find courage to stand and fight.The next morning, supplies had to be restocked and charts updated, providing welcome distraction from restless thoughts. By mid-afternoon, I had almost achieved some sense of normalcy again. Until a shy knock at my office door heralded Collins poking his head in, his tentative expression setting me instantly on edge."Hey. Nathan is b
TerraThe guards gave only cursory acknowledgment of my departure on foot, long accustomed to my moonlit ramblings when sleep proved evasive.For once Nathan's overprotectiveness played in my favour - he rarely sent escorts to trail my steps anymore, trusting the estate's security and my own combat expertise. As long as I returned before first light, I would attract no suspicion.The brisk autumn air helped clear the jumbled anxiety and anger churning through me as I slipped through the shadowy woods with directionless urgency. Crunching leaves and hooting owls soothed my restless spirit. Out here surrounded only by towering pines standing silent witness, the suffocating estate politics and posturing retreated some. I could breathe.But wandering aimlessly brought me no true peace. My feet carried me along the winding trail out of the forest toward town before I fully registered where I was headed.Passing the sleepy village outskirts, I made straight for the one place my soul most l
Terra"How about some fresh air, Alpha? A change of scenery could lift your spirits," I suggested gently.Nathan straightened from his slumped position in the chair by his father's bedside, alertness returning to his exhausted features. He scrubbed a hand roughly over his face before giving me a grim nod."You're right, of course. I've been cooped up here for too long. Will you sit with him a bit? I don't like leaving him unattended for long."I clasped Nathan's shoulder and offered an encouraging smile. "Of course. Take a decent walk to clear your head. Your father is resting well - I'll watch over him."Nathan's answering look held a world of unspoken gratitude. He had scarcely left the former Alpha's side since we brought him stabilised but still frail back to the estate from the city hospital. The ordeal had clearly taken an immense toll on Nathan's own health. But his stubborn devotion as guardian remained tireless.After Nathan departed with the last few instructions on medicati
But late one afternoon, Nathan reluctantly agreed to take a brief walk outside at my urging. The fresh air would restore his own depleted energy, and I could slip away for a few hours knowing the former Alpha rested stable and secure.I hastily scribbled a vague note about following up on a supply request since full transparency about my destination remained impossible for now.Nathan's hard-won trust felt too fragile to test with the truth. The knot of deception in my gut twisted sharply, but I forced myself out the door. I would unravel that tangled web later - right now my boys needed me.I took the winding forest backroads, windows down and hair whipping wildly around my face. The cool pine-scented breeze helped settle my frenzied thoughts as I neared the secluded valley town I now called home.Too soon the charming log cabin tucked against a hillside emerged into view, plumes of fragrant smoke already wafting cheerfully from the chimney. My heart swelled at the welcoming sight. I
.TerraAs the steady beep of the heart monitor filled the quiet hospital room, I let out a long breath. The former Alpha's condition had finally stabilised after days of touch-and-go uncertainty. Modern medicine had worked its magic under my and Collins' attentive care.Nathan kept vigil at his father's bedside, features softening almost imperceptibly in relief. No words were needed to express our shared hopes kindled anew. For now, the ever-present shadows had receded.I slipped outside to update Derek and Lianna, the estate's leadership needing assurance their beloved former leader was on the mend. Their stoic relief echoed my own churning emotions. Sleep could wait a bit longer.With the crisis tempering for now, my thoughts turned to the three bright souls I had missed dearly through this ordeal - my rambunctious boys. Collins' steady updates and photos had lifted my spirits, but nothing could replace holding them close.I decided I had earned a quick ride home to see my family.
NathanDawn's fragile light filtered into my quarters, At odds with the grim mood fogging my mind. I sat slumped at my desk, papers strewn half-finished. Thoughts kept drifting to my father's declining health, despite my best efforts to bury myself in Alpha duties.His condition plagued my steps like a shadow as I went through the motions of leadership. Reviewing land disputes and reports from allied packs now seemed meaningless formalities. Father's time grew short, and I was powerless to stop fate's cruel hand.A knock interrupted my brooding. I straightened as Derek entered, his assessing gaze missing nothing."You're looking rough, Alpha. Everything alright?"I forced a dismissive wave. "Nothing, some fresh air and exercise won't cure it."Derek's raised brow showed he saw through my deflection. But he simply briefed me on the day's tasks and packed matters requiring attention before departing. I envied his stoic focus. My thoughts roiled like stormy seas.As we walked to breakfas
TerraFor the past days Lily has been taking me out, catching on old times.Like yesterday we went out today too.The setting sun cast an ethereal golden glow across the sky as Lilly and I strolled slowly back into town after our fun-filled day together.Despite the autumn evening chill setting in, warmth blossomed in my chest. Spending these precious hours with my dearest friend again after so long apart felt like a gift.Lilly chattered away happily, filling me in on the latest happenings around town and her family. I was content to simply listen, interjecting now and then with a laugh or question. Being around her lively, upbeat spirit never failed to lift my own mood.As we ambled down the quiet lamp-lit streets, our conversation drifted to reminiscing about carefree childhood adventures we once shared.Like the summer we were convinced we could fly, so we climbed up on the barn roof with makeshift feathered wings tied on. Thank the goddess our foolish eight-year-old selves only e
TerraThe morning sun streamed in through the open window, warming my face and coaxing me gently awake. I stretched lazily under the plush down comforter before rolling over to check the time. Nearly nine o’clock already.After the long night attending to Nathan, I had slept like the dead.Speaking of Nathan, I should check in on his recovery. I slipped out from under the covers and shuffled over to peer out the window overlooking the central gardens.Sure enough, I spotted a familiar tall, broad-shouldered figure slowly pacing the graveled path below. Even injured, Nathan was never one to stay idle in bed.I shook my head in amusement and slight exasperation at his stubbornness. At least the limp in his stride seemed less pronounced than yesterday.After quickly washing and braiding back my unruly waves, I threw on soft jeans and a rose peasant blouse before making my way to the east wing kitchens.The sprawling mansion was largely deserted this Sunday morning. With Nathan on the men
TerraGolden dawn light filtering into the solarium made the crystal vials on my worktable glint and shimmer beautifully. But the radiance only darkened my brooding mood further. I should be feeling accomplished finalizing treatment plans today, my task here nearly complete.Instead, melancholy clung more suffocating than the estate's heavy velvet drapes. Each day brought me nearer to farewells I now dreaded making, despite resolve setting me on this course.A brisk knock interrupted my gloomy thoughts. At my call to enter, Derek stepped inside. I frowned slightly, registering his stiff posture and concerned frown. Something more than routine summons had brought him here."My apologies for disturbing you, Miss Terra." Derek ran a hand through his cropped hair, seeming uncharacteristically agitated. "But your...assistance...is required rather urgently."I tensed, chest constricting. Given the unspoken tension since my violent outburst, only one dire situation would warrant my direct ai
TerraThe scent of woodsmoke and crisp night air welcomed me as I slipped outside, escaping the estate's suffocating press of old ghosts and memories. My nerves sang with relief feeling open sky above instead of brooding antique woodwork and cloying velvet drapes shrouding the corridors.I sank gratefully onto the worn garden bench tucked against the rear veranda, angled to overlook the moonlit forest rolling unbroken to the distant sawtooth mountains.Out here I could breathe. The stifling weight of the past eased just slightly under vast stars winking down as they had my very first night fleeing this place heartbroken so long ago. Their celestial light remained untroubled by earthly turmoil.How foolish I had been, believing myself free of this torment. One imploring word from Nathan, and here I was again, willingly walking back into the lion's den. I should have known his earnest vows were temporary manipulations. Once I outlived my usefulness, he would discard me as coldly as befo