Chapter 112

Lyra's POV.

I didn't know what came over me in there, but I did know that whatever it was was actually still very present. I was standing in front of his room, heaving heavily. I had these desires that I knew only he could satiate. I don't know what was going on with me nor why I was suddenly feeling this way. I had these cravings for him that were too carnal.

When i was in his room, i had been willing myself to not look at him, to not touch him, to noy allow him touch me because I knew i was too weak to refuse him, i knew i was without any form of self control and even after walking away from him, i still couldn't help it. I was weak against him. I was weak against everything he was doing tk me.

He had power over me like no other and it was too much. And I knew he knew. I saw how he too was affected. It bothered me how he was still excited about me but still he had not realized that we were more than what he thought.

Things between us were considered to be more natural. There were no