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The Alpha's Surrogate Staying away
Nikolas places a kiss on my neck gently, caressing my flat stomach with his fingers" I love you," he whispers.His kisses are gentle and sweet, they feel so good but a shiver goes down my body as I remember how Mario violated me weeks ago, I can't do this I feel so dirty and unworthy. I push him away shaking my head. He frowns, coming close but I take steps away from him." Please don't," I breathe in and it hurts me so much, Nikolas is looking at me with longing in his eyes. I tug my hair in annoyance, why do I feel this way? I gaze at Nikolas again, his expression shows confusion and worry, he loves me and he wants to be with me but I just can't and I don't think I will be so I need to do what's best for him" I want to leave," I blurt, I need some time away from them, I'm not in my right mind.' No you're not!' chimes my wolf, gosh, she irritates me. She will hate me but I need to do this.Nikolas' eyes are whether in shock or fear I don't know." Please... Ava... don't do this," h
Last Updated : 2022-12-06The Alpha's Surrogate Heat
Nikolas invites me in and I do." Mama!" My daughter runs down the stairs, happy to see me. I smile and hug her tightly into my arms." Tell me everything," immediately, Amber begins to indulge me about what happened since I was away. My eyes bulge at her words" You watched a movie with who?" I growl, making the little girl flinch, fuck, I didn't want to scare her" Diana!" She smiles. I narrow my gaze at Nikolas but he looks away, pretending to look at the Tv. " You guys watched a movie and went out?" I inquire again, and my daughter nods." Daddy came with us," she adds, I'm fuming right now, I'm mad!" Anything you want to say?" I ask Nik, he scratches the back of his head awkwardly." It was just an innocent date, the movie was premiering and Diana took her son as well," he shrugs. I raise my eyebrows, how is it innocent when they spend so much time together" Innocent," I repeat." Mama, I have new drawings!" Amber says." Are you upset?" Nikolas asks but I ignore him and turn
Last Updated : 2022-12-11The Alpha's Surrogate Happy Life
The heat lasted longer than I thought and my mate was with me because it made the pain tolerable but it was hard for him not to take me right there. He fulfilled his promise to make love to me for a whole week once I was physically and emotionally ready. A few weeks later he marked me and initiated me into his pack, now I'm the official Luna of the Silverblue moon pack. I even go to charity events, do official pack work, and attend meetings. I spend some time at the Cafe since business is booming, just last week, I was being interviewed by some magazine company. I look at the man next to me and stroke his hair. I study his features carefully, damn, he's so handsome. " You're staring," Nikolas' sexy says. " Yes," my cheeks flush. He smiles but his eyes are still closed. I press my lips against his and greet him. "Good morning," he opens his eyes and swiftly gets on top of me, he looks into my eyes for a long time before devouring my lips then he answers. " Happy Sunday to you
Last Updated : 2022-12-12The Alpha's Surrogate INTRO
"You're still so beautiful, Aviana," he whispers, sending cold shivers down my spine.My heart is beating so fast. I try to calm myself so he doesn't see how frightened I am. "You thought he could save you? there's no escaping me," his eyes shine with malice."He'll kill you. Let me go," I say firmly. He lets out a cold, dry laugh, looking around the window."No, he won't, but does he even care anymore now that he got what he wanted?" he asks, harshly grabbing my neck and showing me around his 'empire.' Indeed, there are so many guards. He is the lord here; every man out there will die for him."But just in case he dares come for you, I'll be ready—oh, trust me, I will, my dearest Aviana. You'll always be mine," I unconsciously touch the old scar he gave me, and tears freely stream down my face. He has an ear-splitting smile, sensing my fear and helplessness. His face contorts, and the scar on his jaw looks more extensive than ever. "Guards, take her away," he orders. The two guards
Last Updated : 2022-08-25The Alpha's Surrogate Aviana
I keep running through the woods; my lungs are burning, every muscle aches, and I keep dragging myself; they can't find me, I refuse to go back, and I cannot help the smile on my face, leaving hell after years in it feels good.* Two weeks ago. Smack. Kick, Kick. I fall to the ground, and blood splatters from my mouth. Marion is pacing back and forth, his chest heaving. He takes off his jacket before crouching down to hold my neck. "What did I say about talking to my partners?" he whispers, tightening his grip. I try to fight him, but I'm no match for his strength. He harshly let me go, and I hit my head against the wall, making my vision blur. After composing myself, I stand up, trying to fix my wrinkled dress. I don't want to cry; I won't cry, at least not in front of his men. The monster leaves the room and shuts the door behind him, making me jump. One of Marion's men, Troy, guides me to my suite. The suite is spacious with a big king-size bed, an oversized walk-in closet sin
Last Updated : 2022-08-25The Alpha's Surrogate Abuse
Warning: this chapter contains sexual assault. I feel the bed deepen on my side, but I don't turn, so I close my eyes. I don't want his hands on me. "I know you're awake," he says, leaning to kiss my neck. "please leave," I beg in a small voice. I'm so exhausted. But he continues his assault on my neck, turning me abruptly. I push him, but he's strong. Mario hovers over me and rips my nightgown. I struggle under him, but no, it's no use. He'll rape me again. He has been doing this since my nineteenth birthday. "I fucking wish you couldn't fight me all the damn time," he slaps me, and my hands go to my stinging cheek. Angry tears stream down my face as he takes off his boxers. He comes back on top, positioning himself on me. I cry out as he violently enters me. "fuck," he moans. He gets in and out of me at a frantic pace, and tears pour down my face. I try to protest, but he only hits me again. How did I ever think I could love him? "You always feel fucking good," he bre
Last Updated : 2022-08-25The Alpha's Surrogate Fear
Bang Bang Bang. I woke up to those sounds as I've done the past few years. My eyes flutter open, but I close them again as the sunlight is blinding. "Good morning, Miss Ava," My maid, Cecelia, greets me with a smile. "Morning," I get out of bed and start getting ready for the day. Going to the bathroom, I wash my hair thoroughly and wash my body with oils. My skin should be perfect and radiant because Mario likes it that way. The maid comes in with a small frown on her face and gets on one knee, helping me as always. Finishing, we go to the closet, where I pick out a two-piece floral dress, but Cecilia protests, bringing out a short turtleneck dress. "This one will look nice on you and cover the bruises on my shoulder," I nod. I put on the dress, did my makeup, and wore my heels, allowing the maid to guide me downstairs. "Where to?" I ask. "Breakfast, and then you are going to the doctor's," stop in my tracks, my heart pounding against my chest. Mario has been w
Last Updated : 2022-08-25The Alpha's Surrogate Branded
Tears are streaming down my face; no one will help me, not even Troy. "Boss, the girls are arriving today. We should start preparing," he says. I know it's just a way to help me. "Don't worry, Troy, I'll leave soon after she knows who she belongs to," Mario sneers—looking at the small branding iron in one of the men's eyes. I cry loudly when he walks towards me like I'm prey. My first instinct is to grab a gun from the floor he used to kill that man. I hold the gun tighter, pointing at him with fidgeting hands. I can kill him right here, right now, and I will be gunned down as well, but I have nothing to lose; my life is over. I flinch when he laughs. "Put that down, baby girl. You look horrible." I'm scared and sweating. I've been here for a long time, and this is the most scared I have been. "Don't come close," I whisper, stammering; between this gun and that brand iron, I'm more scared of the gun. Bang Bang. The boss doesn't like anyone in his way. I remember the day my papa w
Last Updated : 2022-08-25
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The Alpha's Surrogate Happy Life
The heat lasted longer than I thought and my mate was with me because it made the pain tolerable but it was hard for him not to take me right there. He fulfilled his promise to make love to me for a whole week once I was physically and emotionally ready. A few weeks later he marked me and initiated me into his pack, now I'm the official Luna of the Silverblue moon pack. I even go to charity events, do official pack work, and attend meetings. I spend some time at the Cafe since business is booming, just last week, I was being interviewed by some magazine company. I look at the man next to me and stroke his hair. I study his features carefully, damn, he's so handsome. " You're staring," Nikolas' sexy says. " Yes," my cheeks flush. He smiles but his eyes are still closed. I press my lips against his and greet him. "Good morning," he opens his eyes and swiftly gets on top of me, he looks into my eyes for a long time before devouring my lips then he answers. " Happy Sunday to you
The Alpha's Surrogate Heat
Nikolas invites me in and I do." Mama!" My daughter runs down the stairs, happy to see me. I smile and hug her tightly into my arms." Tell me everything," immediately, Amber begins to indulge me about what happened since I was away. My eyes bulge at her words" You watched a movie with who?" I growl, making the little girl flinch, fuck, I didn't want to scare her" Diana!" She smiles. I narrow my gaze at Nikolas but he looks away, pretending to look at the Tv. " You guys watched a movie and went out?" I inquire again, and my daughter nods." Daddy came with us," she adds, I'm fuming right now, I'm mad!" Anything you want to say?" I ask Nik, he scratches the back of his head awkwardly." It was just an innocent date, the movie was premiering and Diana took her son as well," he shrugs. I raise my eyebrows, how is it innocent when they spend so much time together" Innocent," I repeat." Mama, I have new drawings!" Amber says." Are you upset?" Nikolas asks but I ignore him and turn
The Alpha's Surrogate Staying away
Nikolas places a kiss on my neck gently, caressing my flat stomach with his fingers" I love you," he whispers.His kisses are gentle and sweet, they feel so good but a shiver goes down my body as I remember how Mario violated me weeks ago, I can't do this I feel so dirty and unworthy. I push him away shaking my head. He frowns, coming close but I take steps away from him." Please don't," I breathe in and it hurts me so much, Nikolas is looking at me with longing in his eyes. I tug my hair in annoyance, why do I feel this way? I gaze at Nikolas again, his expression shows confusion and worry, he loves me and he wants to be with me but I just can't and I don't think I will be so I need to do what's best for him" I want to leave," I blurt, I need some time away from them, I'm not in my right mind.' No you're not!' chimes my wolf, gosh, she irritates me. She will hate me but I need to do this.Nikolas' eyes are whether in shock or fear I don't know." Please... Ava... don't do this," h
The Alpha's Surrogate Struggles
My eyes eased open and they adjust to the familiar room. My feelings are heightened now, and I can see and hear everything. " I have a wolf," I grumble, and she is snarling and calling me weak like she has been doing lately, I shake my head.' Please, stop,' I rush to turn off the light in the room. I like it better this way. The light is too bright it hurts my eyes.' let's go to mate,' she says. It's been like this since she made her appearance, always fighting for control. She's everything I'm not. She's strong, and I'm weak but I fight her to not take control, I know once she does, she won't give it back.' you're so weak,' she snarls.' shut up,' I retort. I hold my head as she back away to the darkest part of my mind.I close my eyes and lie on the bed as tears roll down my cheek, I can't, I can't do this, I'm not a werewolf material, I didn't grow up to this, everyone here was taught how to live with a counterpart, they were born to be strong wolves and I wasn't.I don't hate
The Alpha's Surrogate To Live and Transition
Everything is going crazy, Mario is pacing around the room as he cusses in Spanish" Damn it!"I sit up and run to the window. There are men everywhere, running out as others take out different weapons from the cars. Norris is giving out orders." I'll kill him, I'll fucking kill Nikolas," Says Mario." How the fuck did he find us?" He opens the drawers and gets two guns. I flinch when he points it at me." Back away from the window and unto the bed," he orders, I hesitate but do as he says. As I said, I don't want to die. Now that Nikolas is here, there is a chance I can leave alive." How many, Norris," Mario asks. As he throws a chain on the bed." Many, let's just evacuate. Too many wolves, boss," he answers. I smile wickedly and he sneers." Don't get too excited, you won't see him," and to Norris, he says." Get the chopper ready, but we'll kill as many as we can,"My heart is pounding relentlessly. Mario ties me to the bed. I try to wiggle out of the chains binding me.I see h
The Alpha's Surrogate Back To Hell
When we reach the estate, Mario drags me from the car by my arm.He keeps cussing in multiple languages as we walk.Once inside a huge living area, he pushes me In and I stumble, falling on my ass."Loco," I groan, picking myself up. Mad man in Spanish."Maldita perra," he sneers, angrily choking me and hitting my head against the wall. He is breathing like an animal. "Three years, three fucking years I've been looking for you and you were playing wife and mother for Nikolas Wulfric?" He slaps me across my face. I chuckle that it took him this long. He sees my triumph face, he slaps me again.I stagger almost falling but I find my balance thanks to the table." Look at me," he orders and I oblige. My eyes roam at his scar, it's large and ugly, I didn't know I cut him so deep and part of his neck has a scar as well. I feel like a monster but I remind myself what he did to me and all the sad emotions dissipate. He got what he deserved." Let me leave," I say but he begins to chuckle v
The Alpha's Surrogate Mario
Dina Pov"It's miss Ava," he grins like he won an award." Even better," he whispers." Norris, what's the plan? The boss said we get both his queen and the alpha's child," Asks one of the men. Norris thinks for a while, looking at the child. Did I give her too much medicine, why is she still asleep? RING. A harsh ringing of the phone jolts my thoughts" Hello," I answer. " Oh thank goodness, Dina, are you alright? Where's my daughter? How is she?" She asks all at the same time. I look at Norris and then Derick who nods," Where are you, Ma'am?" I ask quietly, she sighs in frustration." What do you mean where am I? I should be asking you!" She snaps, " I left my daughter with you and they are telling me you kidnapped her? Dina, please tell me where you are," She cries. " Why did you take her from the house without informing anyone?" Norris gestures for me to say something but I can't understand. I take the phone from my ear"Ella esta sola," he says. I furrow my eyebrows." He wan
The Alpha's Surrogate The Alpha's Daughter
I get up from the bed abruptly, rushing to get my discarded clothes on the floor and put them on. " What do you mean she's gone?" I question in a shaky voice. Nikolas explains that Amber and Dina are nowhere near the property but how is it possible that no one saw them leave the mansion? This is a joke, a fucking sick one." I thought they were in the garden because Amber likes it there but one of my men said they weren't there... They are not on the property, love," He says, conflict clear in his eyes as he paces around agitatedly." Maybe they went out for ice cream," I look at the clock on the wall, it's past ten already, who goes out this time? It's unlike Dina to do that." I will kill her," Nik growls, exiting the room and I go after him." Do you think they were taken by force? Maybe she took her out for some air and -" I hear Justin's distant voice."No, there is no sign of struggle, sir, the nanny has kidnapped the child," says Don, looking worriedly at the tablet in his han
The Alpha's Surrogate Mating
As usual, family dinner was delightful, the whole family was here for dinner today. We watch all of them get into cars with their mates, I sigh audibly as my mate comes to me with a smile, taking my hand as he escorts me in. " You look extra beautiful tonight," he sighs as we walk away, a few maids we meet bow with smiles as we walk past them." When don't I?" I respond cockily, I learned that from him. He holds me tighter to me, yes I do feel beautiful in my tight backless black dinner dress." I've missed you lately," he says sounding like a kid, I haven't seen him for three days since he went away for a meeting in Canada. I longed for his touch so bad, craved it like a drug a junky craves badly. I was the junky and he was the drug I couldn't get. I felt like suffocating without him. It's a good thing I had Amber, my other drug. We go to his study and he closes the door behind him and goes to seat on his chair. I walk to him and massage his shoulder before going back to the sofa an
