Chapter 63

Days turned into weeks and then week's finally turned into months and then those months grew into years and my children were growing so well Taylor and Tommy.

It was as if in one second they had been helpless little babies that I held in my arms and breastfed with my milk looking into their deep blue eyes and then the next thing they were toddlers running around in the kitchen and playing like there was no tomorrow they really grow up so fast it's practically flashed through my eyes my grandmother was delighted now that she was a great grandmother and she would have kept them for the rest of her life.

However I had become uneasy there was something that have been troubling me even when I was the same as my kids, there was something that was still troubling me and that was my parents I had never known my own parents and when they will casually ask about their father from time to time it was as if it was triggering the trauma that I had in my childhood because I didn't even know eithe