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KABANATA 23
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2024-10-29 19:42:56KABANATA 23
PAIN
I keep on sighing and biting my lips. This feeling is so foreign to me. Why do I feel irritated? And so what if they are together? So what if they are dating?
Maybe I'm not just used to this. Na hindi sya yung nakasama ko papunta dito. Yung hindi sya yung kasama ko sa pag uwi. And if they are really in a relationship then he has no time to drive me home. He will prioritize his girlfriend. Iyon naman dapat diba? Bakit niya uunahin ang iba kaysa sa girlfriend niya?
Nakaramdam ako ng pait sa tiyan ko sa isiping mawawalan ito ng oras sa akin. Ramdam ko din ang tila asido sa lalamunan ko. Tuluyang kumalat hanggang sa tiyan ko. Hindi ko kaya ang ganitong pakiramdam. Naguguluhan ako kung bakit ko ito nararamdaman. Yes, I have a crush on him. Pero ang makaramdam ng g
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