☉NAIDA
Screams echoed through my head, coupled with distorted images of Alpha Cassian. First, it was his flashy smile, illuminated by the moonlight. Then it was a bloodied face with the skin peeled right off. The peeled skin lay at my feet, with a dripping knife in my other hand. The next image that filled my vision was Cassian's lifeless green eyes, with blood flowing out of them. Execute her! It was Nysa's voice, so warped and guttural, with a barrage of screams, roars, and bloody flashes that jolted me awake. I sat up from the bed of hay I was curled in, gasping and clenching my heart. It was pounding so hard that the sounds were deafening against the silence of the night. I looked around the small cottage, trembling and trying to calm myself. The old witch was lying in her bed, seemingly fast asleep but it was hard to tell. I had spent two days with her, and realized that she led a very weird lifestyle, sleeping at odd times and staring into space in the middle of the night sometimes. The air in here felt so hot, and I could see and hear the echoes of my nightmares, making me claustrophobic. Even the shadows cast by the flickering candles seemed too ominous for my liking. So I got up from the hay and made my way outside. The cool air was a welcome relief against sweaty skin. The night sky had turned a deep blue that slowly brightened, signaling the break of dawn. Desperate to clear my head, I began walking aimlessly forward. The old witch had provided food, water, and shelter for me, so I would probably stay longer with her, seek her help in deciphering the nightmares that plagued me. She had even healed the worst of the injuries I sustained from guards in Ivorythorn, and I could never be more grateful to her. Perhaps, I could stay here longer and learn more about that prophecy she had mentioned. It was properly dawn, with the night giving way to soft morning light when I finally made my way back to the cottage. The violent sounds that greeted me the moment I came within earshot, sent my entire spine locking in place. Male voices boomed and yelled within the cottage, smashing through the wood and setting it on fire. My breath trembled as I saw the smoke rising out through the window, slowly getting thicker as the fire spread. The splintered door was completely pushed off its hinges, and three Ivorythorn guards stormed out, dragging the old witch out roughly. “This is the last time I'll ask, you old hag,” one of them slapped her, sending her sprawling into the dust. He grabbed her up again, yelling in her face, “Where is she?!” My scent. They had somehow found my scent again and tracked me down to the cottage. I should run. I should run now. Still, my knees remained stiff, keeping in place, and forcing me to watch the guard unsheath his dagger and bring it to the old witch's neck. There was no fear on her face, only a peaceful smile as he slit her throat from side to side, in one smooth move. Her milky white eyes met mine from the distance, as if she knew I was there all along. “Go.” Her mouth silently formed the words, before blood spilled out of her throat, and she slumped to the ground. A sob escaped me, and the three guards' faces snapped in my direction. Oh no. I didn't waste a second. I turned around and dashed around the corner of a boulder, throwing every fiber of my being into escape. “After her!” “Don't let her escape!” “Use your wolf forms!” I already had a tiny chance of escape from the guards, but in their wolf forms?! Adrenaline spiked in my blood, feeling my ears with the thundering of my footfalls. Tears whipped along my face, as I ran, hell, I ran so hard I lost feeling in my legs. I lost track of time. All I could see was the old witch's blind eyes, staring at me in her final moments. She had only helped me. Now, she was dead. More sobs racked out of me, and I wiped the tears off, but that split-second distraction cost me. I stumbled and crashed onto a dusty road I never knew existed, right into the path of a carriage. The driver panicked and howled at his horses, driving sideways to avoid running me over. The tires kicked up dust into my face, and I dissolved into a coughing fit. “Watch where you're going, miss.” It was an old man driving the carriage. “That was a close one.” He began to move the carriage again but I scrambled after him, completely out of my mind with desperation. “Wait! Please, I need a ride! Where are you going?” It didn't matter where he was going. I had to get away from this area, and his carriage was fast enough to save my life. He looked at me, taking in my dusty, messy appearance. I was literally trembling in my skin, resisting the urge to repeatedly glance over my shoulders to check for the guards. “I'm headed to Ravthorn.” He finally disclosed. Ravthorn. That was the pack Nuala told me to go! But the look on the man's face showed that he wasn't comfortable with even talking to me. “I need to get there, please.” I lied in an attempt to convince him. “My sister works there, as a maid for the royal pack house, I need to get to her. I— it's an urgent matter—” “Are you being chased, miss?” He suddenly asked. I finally looked over my shoulder, scared that the guards would show up anytime soon. He sighed and got down from his seat, moving to the back of the carriage. “This happens more often than you think, young maidens being targets for vagabonds along these roads. Come on, we don't have much time.” I couldn't believe he was helping me, but I quickly moved and peered into the carriage. It was filled to the brim with many expensive perfumes and incense. There was no room for me to hide. To my surprise, he lifted the ‘floor’ of the carriage to reveal another tiny compartment. “Get in there. A merchant has his secrets,” He said, and I quickly moved in. “You’re lucky the elite and richest of Ravthorn Pack are obsessed with the most expensive and rarest scents. These will cover your scent, and stay quiet.” He closed the compartment, drowning me in darkness. Truly the perfumes strongly engulfed me, nearly sending me to derilium. Something this strong would definitely conceal me from the Ivorythorn guards, and I was more than grateful for it. I felt the carriage begin to move again, and we must have gone only a few miles when it came to an abrupt halt. “Open the damn carriage!” A growl came from outside, and my blood went cold. It was the Ivorythorn guards. “I'm only a perfume merchant!” The man protested, “You are far beyond your border to try to bully old men like me!” “Open it, before I slit your throat.” My heart was thudding as I heard the carriage door open. There was a long silence, but the hidden compartment was not detected. The door slammed closed, and the guard growled, “Fucking waste of time.” I nearly cried from relief.☉NAIDA “Come on out,” The merchant said, as the door of the compartment slid open, allowing the inflow of some much-needed breeze. “We're here. Didn't think we'd get past all the heavy protection of the Ravthorn border.” I sat up from my lying position, my spine cramping from squeezing in a tight space for the whole journey. From beyond the carriage door, I could see that it was nighttime, with some lights dotting the distance. He reached out to me and I took his hand, forcing my aching limbs to function as I climbed out. The breeze was stronger outside the carriage, and I gladly took in lungfuls of the chilly, clean air, which resulted in a series of sneezes. “The maids' quarters are in the farthest corner of the courtyard.” The merchant was speaking, even if I was absolutely transfixed by my new and strange surroundings, “Follow the trail of Magnolia trees through the back garden, and you'll find your sister. Good luck.” “Thank you.”
☉NAIDA Bloodied, warped green eyes. A dripping knife. Flashes and screams. Blood everywhere. All of the floor, pools of it, in my hands. Images and echoes of the mutilation drowned my senses. Most of that dark, sticky blood dripped down my hands. All over my hands. She put a knife to his heart! Execute her! The accusatory screams were so jarring that my eyes flew open to meet darkness. I was panting, sweating, trembling. For a moment I had no idea where I was, so I panicked, flailing my arms to feel the walls around me. It felt like some sort of enclosure, and I began to feel claustrophobic, gasping for air and scrambling to my feet. My body hit a door and it fell open, and I crashed into a hallway that was so bright it hurt my eyes. Wincing, I pulled myself up, looking back at the enclosure I had just fallen out of. Brooms of different sizes lay scattered all over the place, and I sighed. I had fallen asleep in a broom closet. I moved to rearrange them when a haughty voic
☉ELDARIEN Her scent lingered in the air long after she had fled. It was indescribable, far more unique and potent than anything I had ever perceived in all my years of living. A salty mix of her pheromones, and some flowery scent that oozed off her lengthy, thick brown tresses. I had heard her come in, heard the relentless pounding of her heart, tasted the sharp tang of fear oozing out of every pore in her body, and counted every fluttering breath that she allowed out. She was running from the headmaid, I could tell. It wasn't so odd for the maids to be absolutely terrified of Freya. She was a rigid, sharp, vicious creature that terrorized every servant within her vicinity. I wouldn't normally be aware of these things, but even Freya's horrid reputation caught my attention. So I had just remained still in my comfortable dark surroundings, expecting the poor frightful maid to leave my chambers the moment she was done hiding. But then I got hit with her scent. Her essence set
☉NAIDA I was curled in my bed —the best kind of bed I've slept in except Alpha Cassian's bed— still shriveled up in fear and anxiousness when the door to the room opened. I peeked out of my sheets, paranoid, but it was just Eolia. She was holding a tray of steaming hot food, wafting out aromas that made me realize I was actually starving. “One perk of getting kitchen duty? You get the best servings of food before the other maids,” She winked, “without Freya's knowledge, of course.” As she placed the food on the simple wooden stool between our beds, she took a better look at me. A frown covered her soft features, “What happened? You look even worse than you did this afternoon. Didn't you catch up on your sleep like I had advised you to?” I slowly sat up, crawling over to the edge of the bed. This used to be the bed of another maid, but Eolia told me her roommate had the misfortune to be taken by one of the lords visiting the Alpha, who wanted her as his personal sex slave —one
☉NAIDA The royal ritual was tomorrow, and the sheer amount of supplies being carted in through the castle gates was outrageous. I had never seen such a huge amount of… well, anything. Donkeys and horses laboured and pulled bursting caravans in, while the servants and maids unloaded them. I was convinced that if a famine hit Nyxdoria, Ravthorn would be one of the last surviving packs. “Move, girl, no time to gawk!” A maid hissed, roughly shoving me aside so she could get into the male servant quarters. I stumbled against a wall, rubbing my shoulder. I had been carrying some mortar and other building materials that weighed a ton, all day. From the male quarters to where it was needed in the castle workstations. My entire body ached, itched, and throbbed like I was going to rip myself apart if I didn't catch a break soon. Even in my time as a maid in Ivorythorn, I had never been exposed to such difficult labor. I supposed I had Athelia to thank for my misfortune. Many of the
☉NAIDA It was a blood moon. I was curled against the window, staring at the cloudy night sky, with the full moon larger and redder than ever, sitting ominously over the castle. It was the night of the ritual, and the distant sounds of howls echoed across the lands from beyond the castle walls. Goosebumps covered my arms. Despite the huge feast, the castle was silent, save for some drumming from deep within the dungeons underneath the castle. “What kind of ritual takes place in the dungeons?” I had asked Eolia. She only told me the ceremony started outside, under the red moon, before moving underground. Sounded pretty terrifying to me. I pulled the blanket over myself, settling into the warmth… but then through the window, I spotted a maid stumbling across the grounds, like she was about to collapse. She was crying, falling and getting up, falling and getting up until she got to a tree, resting against the trunk. Alarmed, I called out to her, “Hey, are you okay?” She l
☉NAIDA Each beat of the drum reverberated through my bones like a death knell. The procession of maids filed deeper and deeper into the dark, gloomy dungeons until we reached the center where the ritual was unfolding. The flickering candle in my hands melted and burned my fingers, but I dared not flinch. My eyes stared at the cold floor, listening to the haunting harmony of eerie voices singing some ancient chant. The priestesses. The smell of incense, smoke, and other strange materials filtered into my nostrils, nearly choking me. The aura in here was crushing, so adamant and malevolent that it felt like the aura knew I was an outsider. That I wasn't meant to be here, poking and prodding curiously at me. I peeked from under the hood at the surroundings, spotting the priestesses dressed in flowing red garbs, arms outstretched as they let their ancient chant reach higher and higher crescendos. Their shadows danced against the red walls of the dungeons, torches, and bowls of
☉NAIDA I followed the procession as they moved into the vault behind us, as if we were some kind of prisoners. I was scared and confused out of my mind. But if the royals were also locking themselves in, this couldn't be too bad, right—? “Move faster, bitch, are you trying to die tonight?” The maid behind me snarled urgently, pushing me forward. My foot twisted in my garb and I stumbled out of line, nearly falling into the fire. I crashed on my hands and knees, eyes wide in horror. My heart stopped. I was convinced that they were going to realize that I was an intruder, and each breath right now could be my absolute last. But a priestess hissed in a whisper, “You lowlife maids are forbidden to speak during the ritual. You know the punishment for disobedience.” She moved like lightning, grabbing the maid that had pushed me. I hurriedly got up, rejoining the line into the vault. Despite the chaos happening in the background, the priestess wrangled the maid's mouth open to cut
☉NAIDA Clothes and all, he stepped into the water, and I gasped as the delicious heat of it permeated my clothes and skin. My blush was definitely blinding, considering that my face was hotter than the fireplace itself. He perched me on one of the steps and reached for the washcloth and soap folded to the side. “I—I think… you don't have to do this, Your Majesty—” His look told me everything I needed to know. He lathered up the washcloth and ran it down my arm, washing off the dust over the skin to reveal the ugly purple bruise blooming. His eyes darkened, and for a moment, the damper on his aura slipped, letting out a blast of invisible energy that knocked a few things off a shelf in the corner. “It doesn't hurt that much,” I said quickly, and it was a lie, reaching to take the washcloth from him. “Here, let me do it...” I only succeeded in placing my hand on his. The jolt of attraction that barged through that point of contact made me withdraw instantly. “The water has me
☉NAIDA The royal guard was choking. His eyes were wide and rimmed with red, face slowly turning purple as he clutched at his neck with his free hand. He couldn't understand what was happening, and neither could I, but I knew I was responsible. The ugly hate and terror in my chest had morphed into a pungent and venomous desire to see him dead. The urges were so strong that I reveled in every desperate gasp he made, in a futile attempt to get air into his lungs. But then, using his grip on my arm, he pushed me hard against the wall. The impact was so painful that I gasped, and that mere second cut off my concentration. The air rushed back into his lungs, and he stopped choking. He gulped in as much air as he could, until he was laughing at my shriveled-up form in the dust. “You thought you had a chance of escape?” He grabbed my ankles. “The dungeons seem too far at this point! This alley is as good a place as any!” “No! Stop!” I fought him with everything I had, but that onl
☉NAIDA I gaped at her, a smile forming on my face. I knew exactly who she was talking about. It had to be the kind old man who had saved me from the Ivorythorn guards and smuggled me into Ravthorn in the secret compartment of his perfume carriage. I had to see him again and thank him for his help. I told Eolia about him, and we both hurried our steps to his large store on the less busy side of the market. Only to see a small crowd gathered there, and listen to the cries and wails coming from within. “What's going on here?” Eolia inched forward, pulling me through the crowd. My heart had dropped into the cesspool of dread in my stomach. My tongue tasted bitter, a chill taking over my skin. Because instinctively, I knew what had happened here. I had been exposed to death one too many times, that the smell and taste of it were now familiar to my senses. We finally broke through to the front of the crowd and saw what they were gathered around. On a wooden cart, an old man lay
☉NAIDA “He's so—! He knows what he's doing, I'm telling you, Eolia!” I huffed, biting into the fruit bread in my hands. “Or that's just what comes with the position of being his personal maid, Naida. You are sure to see him in various forms of undress.” She laughed softly, holding on to the poles of the open carriage we were riding in. “Many maids would kill for such an opportunity, why are you complaining?” I sighed. She wouldn't understand, after all, other maids barely set eyes on the king. They had no idea what he was like. I did too, but with every second spent in his presence, I uncovered new sides of him. Like the incredible sensuality that roiled off him in thick waves. He was sex personified. Hybrid or not, he was a sexual being. And as a sex-crazed maiden, desperately trying to remain under control, it was torment to be around him. It was unbelievable how he had no mistresses or whores lounging around his chambers for his sole pleasure. After that particularly in
☉NAIDA He got up from his seat and prowled towards me. I remained in my curtsey, staring at the floor with wide eyes. “Rise,” He said gently. I hesitated, because he was standing so close. I was scared that I would unravel if I gazed up at him, give in to my forbidden urges. But he made the decision for me. His finger hooked under my chin and lifted my face. “What's your full name?” “Naida Ashryver.” He was so close, so warm, and the sweet scent of wine clung to him. My eyes were locked to his, and it burned, burned, burned just to behold his magnificence up close. “Naida Ashryver,” He repeated, my name sounding so silky and sensual on his tongue. “Whatever it is that plagues you in your nightmares, it can't reach you here. You're safe.” He was so solid. So strong, like I could melt into him and forget about everything else. But that was not my place. “Thank you for your concern, my king.” I stepped away from him. “Good night.” 🀫🀆🀫 I could not sleep for the rest of
☉NAIDA I was in a pool of blood, in utter darkness. The floor gave out under me, and my entire body sank into the blood. I screamed so hard my lungs bled, scratching the surrounding floors for anchor, as cold hands dragged me deeper into the blood. I kicked, but the blood around my legs felt like quicksand, devouring me faster the harder I struggled. I was trapped. The cold hands climbed higher up my legs, and something began to emerge from the pool of blood. Alpha Cassian, with his dead green eyes, and a knife lodged in his heart. My body flung itself into a sitting position, with a strangled scream shattering the tranquility of the cool night. I curled my legs closer to my body, panting and shivering off the goosebumps from the nightmare. Only after a couple of moments, did I realize that I was curled in a cocoon of soft furs and cool black sheets that felt like heaven. I blinked through the darkness, with the only source of light coming from the rays of moonlight filterin
☉ELDARIEN Thunder boomed ahead, as potent as the sudden tension radiating between us. If he was expecting to provoke me, well, that didn't work. I just stared at him with narrowed eyes as he hurled out as many hurtful things as he could. Then he was heaving, glaring at me like he wasn't sure who to focus his anger on. “You could help me have my revenge,” He snarled. “But I won't bother asking, because you won't. One would think you were part of the Eldermagyn, yourself.” He brushed past me, prowling through the ruins of his pack. I stared ahead, feeling the slow rage simmering under my skin. No, my rage wasn't directed at him. But at the Eldermagyn, because I have hated them for so long. I breathe, eat, and sleep imagining how it would feel to drain the life out of the ageless witch and flay her council of werewolves alive. Lorthian was in deep grief, I could excuse his behavior. A severed mate bond was a terrible thing. Many werewolves never survived the pain. But he would
☉ELDARIEN Lightning flashed along the sky with a crack, illuminating Lorthian's crouched body amid this rubble. Even through the distance, and under the pelting storm, I could scent his tears. I remained in my spot, giving him the privacy he obviously needed. Seeing the wet, charred body in his arms, his newly found mate had really been killed. I remembered how excited he had seemed when he passed the message across to me through the scouts. Despite being mostly a brute, Lorthian had a loving heart, towards family, friends, his pack members, and ultimately, his mate. Now she was dead. It was a familiar yet incomparable sorrow. For me, I knew my mate was out there, yet I could not find her. But for him, he had already found her, only to have her ripped away. Thunder rumbled ahead, releasing more rain which stoned against my skin in vengeance. I peeled my eyes away from my grieving friend and looked around the completely destroyed surroundings. It was a sea of black ash, wit
☉NAIDA “I'd like that.” He answered silkily, running the soapy washcloth down his abs. Goddess curse me. I made my way forward to grab more soaps from the shelve. I felt his gaze following me. Kneeling at the edge of the pool, I cleared my throat subtly, waiting for him to move closer so I could reach him. He waded closer, and faced me, waiting. An awkward silence ensued, but that just had to be me. His confidence levels had to be through the roof if he could maintain eye contact with me while literally washing himself. I was ready to evaporate into steam, looking everywhere but at his face, or soaking wet body and I wasn't even the one naked. “Um,” I muttered, “I think it would be more effective if you turned around.” “I’d rather have my eyes on you, Naida. You're interesting,” He said, arching one perfect eyebrow. “Never seen anyone get under Freya's skin as much as you did.” I wasn't sure what that meant, but I blushed all the same. Resigning myself to my fate, I