☉NAIDA
A warm hand touched my freezing skin, and I jolted out of my stupor, cowering away, only for my entire body to seize in pain. I whimpered, swiping blindly at whoever was trying to touch me. “Shh. Shh.” A womanly voice whispered. “I'm here to get you out of here. I need you to be quiet.” She was holding a dim lamp, the flame obscured by the big black cloak she had on. I squinted at her, my eyes already used to the paralyzing darkness of the dungeon so even that tiny flame was too bright. “You're freezing, poor girl.” She held my arm, trying to help me up. “Come with me. We don't have much time, your execution is in a few hours. You can't be here when the guards return.” It took a moment for me to realize who it was. “Nuala?” I croaked weakly. “H-how did you get in here—” “You can ask your questions later, girl. Now, get up.” She sounded more stern, forcing me to my cramped feet. I groaned, quickly biting my lip to keep any more sounds of agony from escaping. I must have been in dungeons for close to a day —it was difficult to keep track of time down here— with only the rats for company, scurrying around and trying to nibble on my untreated cuts and bruises. She led me through some dark, winding tunnel that smelled like the sewers, and I was completely out of breath and ready to pass out by the time we burst out into the open. I had no idea where we were, but Nuala seemed to know exactly where she was leading me. After all, she was the royal pack healer and had spent decades on these lands. We arrived at a small cabin at the edge of the woods. It smelled of rusty tools and mold, but it appeared clean, with some fresh clothes and medicinal brews neatly arranged on a small stool. There was even a fire going in the hearth, warming my frozen limbs. “Sit here.” She helped me onto a chair, and moved across the room. When she returned, there was a bowl filled with steaming water and a cloth in her hands. “Take off that tattered dress. Let me see your wounds.” There wasn't much to take off anyway, as the crowd had ripped most of it off. When I was completely nude, she inspected the cuts, swellings, and bruises marring my skin, and began to clean them with the medicinal water. “Why are you helping me?” I frowned in suspicion. “You’ve been terrible to me ever since I was sold to Alpha Cassian. I thought you'd be overjoyed to see me executed.” She looked up at me, and a certain sadness filled her chocolate-brown eyes. One I had never seen before, and it staggered me with its intensity. She shook her head slightly, causing small strands of her salt-and-pepper hair to fall out of her conservative bun. “I never hated you, child,” She said. “we don't have time for any of this. The guards will realize you're missing soon and track you down. We have to make sure you're long gone before then.” She got up with the soiled water, gesturing at the dark green brew in a small bowl. “Drink. You need your strength, and put on those clothes. The other cloth contains a few supplies for the road.” I sensed the urgency in her tone and quickly obeyed. “This is treason. Why would you commit treason for me, a mere human slave?” She scoffed, “You are no human, Naida.” I froze, half-dressed. “What?” “I said, you're no human.” She sighed, walking over to pin me with a serious stare. “You are better than all of the bastards and monsters in this pack. You were born for something better, and I would rather die than watch you be executed for something as insignificant as the death of a mere werewolf.” My head was swirling, not quite sure what I was hearing. “You are a hybrid. I'm sure you must have sensed something different about yourself since your twenty-third birthday.” Her eyes softened. “I wish we had more time, and I'm sorry for treating you awfully. It was for your own good, my child. With time, you will understand everything you have to—” “Wait.” I grabbed her arm. “How do you even know all this? That I'm a …a hybrid… how's that possible?” “I'm a witch, girl. That is how I know. It's a secret I had kept close to my heart for decades.” Her eyes were suddenly reinforced with cold, steely rage. “Witches were hunted and murdered years ago, and most of us went extinct. I had to conceal my powers, and pose as a werewolf to prevent being found out. My skills earned me a place here in Ivorythorn, as a healer.” I stared at her, frozen in place, not sure how to file away the barrage of information she had hurriedly hurled at me. “My parents are human. I have to be human. There's nothing special about me, there's never been.” “It'll all be clear soon, child.” She shoved the cloth bag into my arms and pulled me out of the cabin. Her voice was terse, “Go through these woods, across the river so no one can pick your scent, and head to the Ravthorn pack. Find Eolia, a maid in the court, tell her my name and she will help you—” “—but—!” “Go!” She shoved me forward, and I had no choice but to run, straight into the dark woods, heart pounding in sync with my footfalls. Everything I thought I knew, was wrong. The man I had thought would save me from my pathetic existence, was dead. The sky had turned into a mix of oranges and red as the sun dipped down beyond the horizon, painting a canvas that was too pretty for my ugly situation. The woods were filled with dangerous and wild animals, and I was so glad to finally tumble out of its edge, which marked the end of the Ivorythorn border. I had spent an entire day in the woods without rest, and now my feet ached and throbbed. Thankfully, Ivorythorn was not a pack with vast lands, or I never would have made it out in a day. Next to the forest's edge was a looming mountain, so close to the Black-Sand ocean that I could hear its crashing waves echo through the desolate terrain. With luck, I could get to the base of the mountain and use the ocean shore as a guide to find Ravthorn. I cautiously forced myself forward, a sense of dread settling over my shoulders as I ran my eyes over my surroundings. It looked like every sign of life had been sucked out of the land, there were no birds, no trees, no creeping creatures… definitely zero human touch and only a few dead grasses wilting in the chilly breeze. “There's no way I'm spending the night here,” I muttered to myself, my lips dry and parched with thirst. My waterskin lay empty in my cloth bag, and I knew if the pain from my swollen feet didn't kill me, thirst definitely would. I suddenly stubbed my toe against a rock jutting out of the ground, and I squealed in pain. “Oh dear, careful now. These lands are very uneven.” A strange voice came from somewhere behind me. My shock sent me to the ground, and I grabbed the damn rock, frantically it in the direction of the voice. My stubbed toe was forgotten. “Who is that?!” The sun had almost completely set now, and I could barely see anything beyond a few feet in my line of sight. But then there was movement in the corner of my vision. I whirled around, gearing up for a fight, but there was just a bent, old lady walking up towards me with her wooden stick. How did she get so close without me noticing? “Stay back,” I said guardedly. She didn't listen, of course, waddling closer. Her eyes were pure white, pupils clouded over and rendered useless. Blind. Yet, her wrinkled face contorted as she stopped in front of me, peering into me with those dead eyes. “What otherworldly beauty, my dear,” She rasped, with a smile that also looked like a frown. “What terrible power. What is this aura I sense from you?” Her hand suddenly touched my chest, “for someone so delicate, something horrifying lurks in here, waiting to erupt.” I jerked away from her, “What in the world are you talking about, old lady? I don't want any trouble, I'm just trying to find my way to the ocean shore.” She was still staring blindly at me. “Those striking blue eyes hold gazes from entities far older than your twenty-three years of existence, child.” That definitely caught my attention as I sharply turned back to her. She knew my eye color, meaning she wasn't blind? “I thought you were blind,” I said, then frowned, realizing that the old lady had mentioned my age. She chuckled raspily, “Physically, I am blind. But I don't need eyes to see, or perceive the souls and aura of every creature under the sun. The physical flesh weakens, but the soul only grows stronger.” “You're a witch.” Realization slammed into me like a sledgehammer. “You are right, and you, my dear, are the child of the prophecy. The powerful hybrid destined to free us all from the shackles of the Eldermagyn.” She inched closer, “I can help you access and wield your powers.” She was saying the same things Nuala had hurriedly mentioned while she helped me escape. Only, Nuala hasn't mentioned a prophecy. “Your feet are in bad shape, you are thirsty and tired.” The woman continued, “You need a place to rest, and regain your strength, child. My cottage is at the base of the mountain, and I have food as well.” She chuckled like she knew how hungry I was. The old lady, strange and terrifying as she was, seemed like she had good intentions towards me. And yes, I did need all the help I could get. So I nodded and followed her down to her shelter.☉NAIDAScreams echoed through my head, coupled with distorted images of Alpha Cassian. First, it was his flashy smile, illuminated by the moonlight. Then it was a bloodied face with the skin peeled right off. The peeled skin lay at my feet, with a dripping knife in my other hand. The next image that filled my vision was Cassian's lifeless green eyes, with blood flowing out of them. Execute her! It was Nysa's voice, so warped and guttural, with a barrage of screams, roars, and bloody flashes that jolted me awake. I sat up from the bed of hay I was curled in, gasping and clenching my heart. It was pounding so hard that the sounds were deafening against the silence of the night. I looked around the small cottage, trembling and trying to calm myself. The old witch was lying in her bed, seemingly fast asleep but it was hard to tell. I had spent two days with her, and realized that she led a very weird lifestyle, sleeping at odd times and staring into
☉NAIDA “Come on out,” The merchant said, as the door of the compartment slid open, allowing the inflow of some much-needed breeze. “We're here. Didn't think we'd get past all the heavy protection of the Ravthorn border.” I sat up from my lying position, my spine cramping from squeezing in a tight space for the whole journey. From beyond the carriage door, I could see that it was nighttime, with some lights dotting the distance. He reached out to me and I took his hand, forcing my aching limbs to function as I climbed out. The breeze was stronger outside the carriage, and I gladly took in lungfuls of the chilly, clean air, which resulted in a series of sneezes. “The maids' quarters are in the farthest corner of the courtyard.” The merchant was speaking, even if I was absolutely transfixed by my new and strange surroundings, “Follow the trail of Magnolia trees through the back garden, and you'll find your sister. Good luck.” “Thank you.”
☉NAIDA Bloodied, warped green eyes. A dripping knife. Flashes and screams. Blood everywhere. All of the floor, pools of it, in my hands. Images and echoes of the mutilation drowned my senses. Most of that dark, sticky blood dripped down my hands. All over my hands. She put a knife to his heart! Execute her! The accusatory screams were so jarring that my eyes flew open to meet darkness. I was panting, sweating, trembling. For a moment I had no idea where I was, so I panicked, flailing my arms to feel the walls around me. It felt like some sort of enclosure, and I began to feel claustrophobic, gasping for air and scrambling to my feet. My body hit a door and it fell open, and I crashed into a hallway that was so bright it hurt my eyes. Wincing, I pulled myself up, looking back at the enclosure I had just fallen out of. Brooms of different sizes lay scattered all over the place, and I sighed. I had fallen asleep in a broom closet. I moved to rearrange them when a haughty voic
☉ELDARIEN Her scent lingered in the air long after she had fled. It was indescribable, far more unique and potent than anything I had ever perceived in all my years of living. A salty mix of her pheromones, and some flowery scent that oozed off her lengthy, thick brown tresses. I had heard her come in, heard the relentless pounding of her heart, tasted the sharp tang of fear oozing out of every pore in her body, and counted every fluttering breath that she allowed out. She was running from the headmaid, I could tell. It wasn't so odd for the maids to be absolutely terrified of Freya. She was a rigid, sharp, vicious creature that terrorized every servant within her vicinity. I wouldn't normally be aware of these things, but even Freya's horrid reputation caught my attention. So I had just remained still in my comfortable dark surroundings, expecting the poor frightful maid to leave my chambers the moment she was done hiding. But then I got hit with her scent. Her essence set
☉NAIDA I was curled in my bed —the best kind of bed I've slept in except Alpha Cassian's bed— still shriveled up in fear and anxiousness when the door to the room opened. I peeked out of my sheets, paranoid, but it was just Eolia. She was holding a tray of steaming hot food, wafting out aromas that made me realize I was actually starving. “One perk of getting kitchen duty? You get the best servings of food before the other maids,” She winked, “without Freya's knowledge, of course.” As she placed the food on the simple wooden stool between our beds, she took a better look at me. A frown covered her soft features, “What happened? You look even worse than you did this afternoon. Didn't you catch up on your sleep like I had advised you to?” I slowly sat up, crawling over to the edge of the bed. This used to be the bed of another maid, but Eolia told me her roommate had the misfortune to be taken by one of the lords visiting the Alpha, who wanted her as his personal sex slave —one
☉NAIDA The royal ritual was tomorrow, and the sheer amount of supplies being carted in through the castle gates was outrageous. I had never seen such a huge amount of… well, anything. Donkeys and horses laboured and pulled bursting caravans in, while the servants and maids unloaded them. I was convinced that if a famine hit Nyxdoria, Ravthorn would be one of the last surviving packs. “Move, girl, no time to gawk!” A maid hissed, roughly shoving me aside so she could get into the male servant quarters. I stumbled against a wall, rubbing my shoulder. I had been carrying some mortar and other building materials that weighed a ton, all day. From the male quarters to where it was needed in the castle workstations. My entire body ached, itched, and throbbed like I was going to rip myself apart if I didn't catch a break soon. Even in my time as a maid in Ivorythorn, I had never been exposed to such difficult labor. I supposed I had Athelia to thank for my misfortune. Many of the
☉NAIDA It was a blood moon. I was curled against the window, staring at the cloudy night sky, with the full moon larger and redder than ever, sitting ominously over the castle. It was the night of the ritual, and the distant sounds of howls echoed across the lands from beyond the castle walls. Goosebumps covered my arms. Despite the huge feast, the castle was silent, save for some drumming from deep within the dungeons underneath the castle. “What kind of ritual takes place in the dungeons?” I had asked Eolia. She only told me the ceremony started outside, under the red moon, before moving underground. Sounded pretty terrifying to me. I pulled the blanket over myself, settling into the warmth… but then through the window, I spotted a maid stumbling across the grounds, like she was about to collapse. She was crying, falling and getting up, falling and getting up until she got to a tree, resting against the trunk. Alarmed, I called out to her, “Hey, are you okay?” She l
☉NAIDA Each beat of the drum reverberated through my bones like a death knell. The procession of maids filed deeper and deeper into the dark, gloomy dungeons until we reached the center where the ritual was unfolding. The flickering candle in my hands melted and burned my fingers, but I dared not flinch. My eyes stared at the cold floor, listening to the haunting harmony of eerie voices singing some ancient chant. The priestesses. The smell of incense, smoke, and other strange materials filtered into my nostrils, nearly choking me. The aura in here was crushing, so adamant and malevolent that it felt like the aura knew I was an outsider. That I wasn't meant to be here, poking and prodding curiously at me. I peeked from under the hood at the surroundings, spotting the priestesses dressed in flowing red garbs, arms outstretched as they let their ancient chant reach higher and higher crescendos. Their shadows danced against the red walls of the dungeons, torches, and bowls of
☉NAIDA Clothes and all, he stepped into the water, and I gasped as the delicious heat of it permeated my clothes and skin. My blush was definitely blinding, considering that my face was hotter than the fireplace itself. He perched me on one of the steps and reached for the washcloth and soap folded to the side. “I—I think… you don't have to do this, Your Majesty—” His look told me everything I needed to know. He lathered up the washcloth and ran it down my arm, washing off the dust over the skin to reveal the ugly purple bruise blooming. His eyes darkened, and for a moment, the damper on his aura slipped, letting out a blast of invisible energy that knocked a few things off a shelf in the corner. “It doesn't hurt that much,” I said quickly, and it was a lie, reaching to take the washcloth from him. “Here, let me do it...” I only succeeded in placing my hand on his. The jolt of attraction that barged through that point of contact made me withdraw instantly. “The water has me
☉NAIDA The royal guard was choking. His eyes were wide and rimmed with red, face slowly turning purple as he clutched at his neck with his free hand. He couldn't understand what was happening, and neither could I, but I knew I was responsible. The ugly hate and terror in my chest had morphed into a pungent and venomous desire to see him dead. The urges were so strong that I reveled in every desperate gasp he made, in a futile attempt to get air into his lungs. But then, using his grip on my arm, he pushed me hard against the wall. The impact was so painful that I gasped, and that mere second cut off my concentration. The air rushed back into his lungs, and he stopped choking. He gulped in as much air as he could, until he was laughing at my shriveled-up form in the dust. “You thought you had a chance of escape?” He grabbed my ankles. “The dungeons seem too far at this point! This alley is as good a place as any!” “No! Stop!” I fought him with everything I had, but that onl
☉NAIDA I gaped at her, a smile forming on my face. I knew exactly who she was talking about. It had to be the kind old man who had saved me from the Ivorythorn guards and smuggled me into Ravthorn in the secret compartment of his perfume carriage. I had to see him again and thank him for his help. I told Eolia about him, and we both hurried our steps to his large store on the less busy side of the market. Only to see a small crowd gathered there, and listen to the cries and wails coming from within. “What's going on here?” Eolia inched forward, pulling me through the crowd. My heart had dropped into the cesspool of dread in my stomach. My tongue tasted bitter, a chill taking over my skin. Because instinctively, I knew what had happened here. I had been exposed to death one too many times, that the smell and taste of it were now familiar to my senses. We finally broke through to the front of the crowd and saw what they were gathered around. On a wooden cart, an old man lay
☉NAIDA “He's so—! He knows what he's doing, I'm telling you, Eolia!” I huffed, biting into the fruit bread in my hands. “Or that's just what comes with the position of being his personal maid, Naida. You are sure to see him in various forms of undress.” She laughed softly, holding on to the poles of the open carriage we were riding in. “Many maids would kill for such an opportunity, why are you complaining?” I sighed. She wouldn't understand, after all, other maids barely set eyes on the king. They had no idea what he was like. I did too, but with every second spent in his presence, I uncovered new sides of him. Like the incredible sensuality that roiled off him in thick waves. He was sex personified. Hybrid or not, he was a sexual being. And as a sex-crazed maiden, desperately trying to remain under control, it was torment to be around him. It was unbelievable how he had no mistresses or whores lounging around his chambers for his sole pleasure. After that particularly in
☉NAIDA He got up from his seat and prowled towards me. I remained in my curtsey, staring at the floor with wide eyes. “Rise,” He said gently. I hesitated, because he was standing so close. I was scared that I would unravel if I gazed up at him, give in to my forbidden urges. But he made the decision for me. His finger hooked under my chin and lifted my face. “What's your full name?” “Naida Ashryver.” He was so close, so warm, and the sweet scent of wine clung to him. My eyes were locked to his, and it burned, burned, burned just to behold his magnificence up close. “Naida Ashryver,” He repeated, my name sounding so silky and sensual on his tongue. “Whatever it is that plagues you in your nightmares, it can't reach you here. You're safe.” He was so solid. So strong, like I could melt into him and forget about everything else. But that was not my place. “Thank you for your concern, my king.” I stepped away from him. “Good night.” 🀫🀆🀫 I could not sleep for the rest of
☉NAIDA I was in a pool of blood, in utter darkness. The floor gave out under me, and my entire body sank into the blood. I screamed so hard my lungs bled, scratching the surrounding floors for anchor, as cold hands dragged me deeper into the blood. I kicked, but the blood around my legs felt like quicksand, devouring me faster the harder I struggled. I was trapped. The cold hands climbed higher up my legs, and something began to emerge from the pool of blood. Alpha Cassian, with his dead green eyes, and a knife lodged in his heart. My body flung itself into a sitting position, with a strangled scream shattering the tranquility of the cool night. I curled my legs closer to my body, panting and shivering off the goosebumps from the nightmare. Only after a couple of moments, did I realize that I was curled in a cocoon of soft furs and cool black sheets that felt like heaven. I blinked through the darkness, with the only source of light coming from the rays of moonlight filterin
☉ELDARIEN Thunder boomed ahead, as potent as the sudden tension radiating between us. If he was expecting to provoke me, well, that didn't work. I just stared at him with narrowed eyes as he hurled out as many hurtful things as he could. Then he was heaving, glaring at me like he wasn't sure who to focus his anger on. “You could help me have my revenge,” He snarled. “But I won't bother asking, because you won't. One would think you were part of the Eldermagyn, yourself.” He brushed past me, prowling through the ruins of his pack. I stared ahead, feeling the slow rage simmering under my skin. No, my rage wasn't directed at him. But at the Eldermagyn, because I have hated them for so long. I breathe, eat, and sleep imagining how it would feel to drain the life out of the ageless witch and flay her council of werewolves alive. Lorthian was in deep grief, I could excuse his behavior. A severed mate bond was a terrible thing. Many werewolves never survived the pain. But he would
☉ELDARIEN Lightning flashed along the sky with a crack, illuminating Lorthian's crouched body amid this rubble. Even through the distance, and under the pelting storm, I could scent his tears. I remained in my spot, giving him the privacy he obviously needed. Seeing the wet, charred body in his arms, his newly found mate had really been killed. I remembered how excited he had seemed when he passed the message across to me through the scouts. Despite being mostly a brute, Lorthian had a loving heart, towards family, friends, his pack members, and ultimately, his mate. Now she was dead. It was a familiar yet incomparable sorrow. For me, I knew my mate was out there, yet I could not find her. But for him, he had already found her, only to have her ripped away. Thunder rumbled ahead, releasing more rain which stoned against my skin in vengeance. I peeled my eyes away from my grieving friend and looked around the completely destroyed surroundings. It was a sea of black ash, wit
☉NAIDA “I'd like that.” He answered silkily, running the soapy washcloth down his abs. Goddess curse me. I made my way forward to grab more soaps from the shelve. I felt his gaze following me. Kneeling at the edge of the pool, I cleared my throat subtly, waiting for him to move closer so I could reach him. He waded closer, and faced me, waiting. An awkward silence ensued, but that just had to be me. His confidence levels had to be through the roof if he could maintain eye contact with me while literally washing himself. I was ready to evaporate into steam, looking everywhere but at his face, or soaking wet body and I wasn't even the one naked. “Um,” I muttered, “I think it would be more effective if you turned around.” “I’d rather have my eyes on you, Naida. You're interesting,” He said, arching one perfect eyebrow. “Never seen anyone get under Freya's skin as much as you did.” I wasn't sure what that meant, but I blushed all the same. Resigning myself to my fate, I