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044 | Light and Dark

Author: Hazel Lowell
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Ethan’s POV

There were things I couldn’t understand. Things I wasn’t sure I wanted to.

As I paced around, waiting and waiting for Alpha bloody Brutus to get well and see me, when I knew full well that the old bastard was perfectly healthy, while my own pack suffered because of his – his – his – whatever this was, flashes of light and dark accosted me.

Screams echoed distantly in my ears. Sterling kept whimpering.

‘What is it?’ I snapped eventually.

‘The lights. They’re blinding my ears.’

‘I don’t think that’s how it works,’ I scoffed, but there wasn’t any malice in it. I was worried – about him, about my pack, and about Aria.

‘My eyes. All of me. It hurts,’ he whined. ‘But it doesn’t, too. It’s like – I’ve never felt anything like this before.’

I dropped heavily into a chair. I was in the pack house, but any minute now I was going to give up, go back to my room, pack up my stuff and take Aria back to Silver Shade with me. She didn’t feel safe here, that much was obvious, and I could
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