I cried out for my husband, but he didn’t answer.
Grey daylight streaked across the living room. I rolled over and covered my eyes with my hand.
Why was I on the living room floor?
Last night hit me all over again. I bolted upright, saw the scattered pages of the divorce agreement lying next to me, and burst into tears.
“Ethan?” I called out, my voice shaky. “Ethan, please…”
I grabbed the blanket off the couch and let myself cry, cradling my belly. I didn’t understand why he’d changed so suddenly, so drastically. Sure, he’d been a bit distant lately – but I’d thought it was just work stress, or the pressure of being an Alpha, or… something.
Whatever it was, he’d never treated me like this before. Never.
Ethan woke before me most mornings. He kissed my head, then slipped quietly out of our bed and came back with two steaming mugs of coffee. I thought about the feel of his arms around me, about the way he’d sometimes grab me and fling me over his shoulder, making me scream with laughter as he fireman-lifted me and carried me down the stairs.
He wouldn’t be able to do that anymore, not now I was pregnant. Instead, he could lift me gently, bridal-style, and kiss the swell of my belly instead of my forehead.
I saw the divorce papers again and my broken heart stalled. He wouldn’t do anything with me, or our baby, ever again.
Maybe I just liked pain, because then I remembered the day we got married. His speech had been short and sweet, confidently spoken but with tears glittering in his eyes.
I got angry – how dare he treat me like this with no explanation?
But that was the key, wasn’t it? He’d given me no explanation. I needed to find out more.
Determination took the place of my anger, and I threw off the blanket, stacked the divorce papers neatly on the coffee table, and took a shower. I repeated a mantra to myself as I got ready for the day: “I will find out what happened. I will make this right. I will win my husband back.”
That was easier said than done. He wasn’t anywhere to be found in our house, or our garden, or anywhere he normally was in our pack. I tried his offices, the pack house’s library, the kitchen.
Grey storm clouds watched me everywhere I went. The rain still hadn’t come, but the air was brimming with electricity. The pressure was making my temples throb.
I sighed and pulled out my phone. Just seeing it made nerves flutter in my stomach, but there was no point wandering around aimlessly all day. I needed to fix this.
I hit the call button. Ring, ring, ring…
The ringing stopped abruptly. A tinny, nasal voice said, “This number is unavailable.”
I tried again. The same robotic message was relayed.
Had he blocked my number?
Tears filled my eyes. What was I supposed to do now?
I had no idea where Ethan went when he wasn’t at work. I didn’t know any of his friends outside of our pack, so I didn’t even have anyone I could ask for help.
“Oh, god,” I whispered brokenly, my lip wobbling, “what’s wrong with my marriage?”
Was that why he wanted a divorce?
‘There’s no use speculating,’ said Violet, her voice soft. ‘Only he knows the answer to that.’
‘But how can I ask him?’
I bit back a sob. I was still outside, stood in the middle of the pack gardens; I couldn’t let myself fall apart here. I sniffled hard, straightened my spine, and forced a smile as a pair of Warrior Wolves went past, offering me a couple of half-hearted bows.
‘You might not know his friends, but you aren’t alone,’ said Violet.
I pursed my lips. I didn’t want to tell anyone about this, but Violet was right. I needed help, and there was someone I could always rely on.
I scrolled down to Zoe’s number and hit call. She answered on the second ring, and told me she had no idea where Ethan was – but she could find out. We agreed to meet at the café in an hour.
* * * * *
That hour was the slowest of my life.But eventually I was sitting down in the café Zoe and I frequented, smiling up at the waiter as he put my oat latte down in front of me.
“Thanks,” I muttered, cupping it between my palms.
Zoe took a long sip of her cappuccino, eyeing me the whole time. She was all sharp angles, from her black bob to her perfectly plucked eyebrows to her cat-like eyeliner. Her leather jacket was flung just-so over the back of her chair.
She put her cappuccino down, sighed, then got straight to the point.
“What happened, girl?”
I kept my gaze on my coffee.
“Hey.” Zoe took my hand and squeezed it. “You can tell me anything, you know.”
After a moment’s hesitation, I relayed everything that had happened yesterday to her. She leapt out of her chair and fist-pumped the air when I said, “I’m pregnant, Zo.”
“Hell yes!” she cried, rushing over and grabbing my shoulders. “That’s why you want to find him, isn’t it? To tell him?”
I bit my lip and looked away. “He already knows.”
“He knows?”
I nodded.
Zoe dropped back down into her chair, pulling an apologetic face at the other people sitting quietly around us. “Sorry, sorry. But – wait, what?” she said to me. “If he knows, why isn’t he attached to you at the hip? Ethan should be over the moon about this.”
Picking up my teaspoon and fiddling with it, I muttered, “He wants me to,” I forced the words out, “get rid of the baby. And he wants a divorce.”
Her face turned to stone. “He what?” she hissed, clutching the edge of the table so hard it snapped. As an Alpha’s daughter, Zoe was strong. Strong enough that she’d be able to defend herself against something like this. Me, though…
I was born an Omega and made a Luna through marriage. It hit me then, how weak and vulnerable I was.
“Sorry, gee, I’m sorry, all right!” Zoe chucked some cash onto the table and held her hands up at the waiter, who didn’t look quite so friendly as he had before. “There, that should cover it. Maybe you can buy yourself a drink with it too, Mister Grumpy.”
“Zoe!” I shushed her and apologised to the waiter, who huffed and stalked away.
She waved a hand at his back. “I can’t believe this. That doesn’t sound like Ethan at all. Did he say why?”
I shook my head, struggling to speak around the lump in my throat.
“That prick,” she snarled. “How could he do this to you? When you’re pregnant with his child, too?” She arched an eyebrow at me then. “It is his, isn’t it?”
“Zoe!” I cried. “Of course it is. He’s the only guy I’ve ever…”
“Sure, sure. Silly question, silly me. But, Rory… I don’t get why he’d want a divorce out of nowhere.”
I knotted my fingers together. “Me, either. It has to be some sort of misunderstanding, but he won’t listen to me. He won’t even let me talk.”
“Really?” She drummed her fingers on the snapped table’s edge. “You know, he had a bit of a reputation in the heiress circle – back before your marriage, this was. Everyone thought he hated women. Then you told me he was your mate.”
I waited for her to get to the point and took a sip of my latte. It had gone cold.
Zoe levelled her gaze at me. “I was worried he might hurt you, to begin with. But when I saw how tenderly he treated you at your wedding, I knew then that he truly loved you. He loves you. That hasn’t changed. I don’t just believe that, I know it. Don’t you?”
“I…” I ran my tongue over my teeth. “Until last night, I thought I did.”
“You just have to find him and make him talk to you. Clear up this misunderstanding, whatever it is, and everything will go back to normal. He’s been a dick,” she added, “so make him grovel, but… I have faith in your relationship. You should, too.”
Her phone buzzed. “It might be Rita.”
“Rita?”
She waved a hand. “One of my girls from home. She’s married to some billionaire Alpha… anyway. If anyone knows where your man’s got to, it’ll be her.” She unlocked her phone and grinned. “Bingo.”
My stomach turned over. “Is it him?”
She pushed the phone over to me. I felt like I was going to be sick.
There was a photo of Ethan, a bottle of champagne held loosely in his hand, surrounded by people I didn’t recognise somewhere I’d never been. Underneath the photo was a second message, which was just an address.
“I don’t know where that is,” I whispered. Was this what he did when I wasn’t with him? Did I know my husband at all?
Zoe took the phone back and gave it a quick glance before saying, “I do. It’s a club, not far from here. Well – not a club club, exactly. It’s more of a private venue, used for gatherings by the Alpha families.”
My heart sank even further. “How will I get in? I’m part of an Alpha family through marriage; I’m not a legitimate heir.”
“No, you aren’t.” A slow, confident grin pushed at her cheeks. “But I am. In fact, my family partially own that club. I guess you could say that kind of makes me the boss. Therefore,” her grin was so wide now she looked like the dang Cheshire Chat, “we can go whenever we like.”
* * * * *
The doorman let us in the second he saw Zoe. I nodded at him, my throat too tight to even squeak out a thanks.Pounding music rattled my skull. Despite the weak sunlight outside, the clouds still hanging heavy in the sky, it was dark in the club, lit only by the flashing, coloured lights flaring across the dance floor.
My gaze locked on a couple kissing on the stage, next to the DJ. Cheers erupted across the crowd.
I faltered. Zoe grabbed my arm, but I couldn’t move.
The man being kissed was my husband.
“It’s Ethan,” I choked out.
She turned to look. “That little bastard,” she snarled.
Tears pricked my eyes. I blinked them back – but it was too late. Ethan was looking right at me.
He pushed the girl away. She stumbled slightly, wobbling on her high heels, and turned around enough that I could see her face.
“What the heck?” I gasped.
The girl he’d been kissing looked exactly like me.
Aurora’s POV I stared at the girl Ethan had been kissing. Everything faded into the background as I recognised my own features on her face. We had the same long, blonde hair, the same green eyes, the same full lips, the same freckles over our small, straight noses. We even had the same beauty mark! What was going on? Who was this girl? Violet whined. ‘I don’t like this.’ I stood, frozen to the spot, unable to do anything but watch as my lookalike steadied herself on Ethan’s muscular arm. Was Ethan seriously cheating on me? With a girl that looked so much like me? Zoe stormed up onto the stage, dragging me with her. With all the fury of a lioness, she shoved the DJ out of her way and snatched his microphone. “To the bitch that kissed someone else’s mate over there – The Midnight Club doesn’t welcome cheaters!” The music stopped. There was a beat of total silence – and then the whole club erupted with chatter. I felt numb to it all. Then I heard what they were saying. “Why i
Aurora’s POVI woke to the steady beeping of machines and the overwhelming smell of lemon and pine disinfectant. I wrinkled my nose.“You’re awake!” cried Zoe. I opened my eyes. She was sat on the edge of my starchy white hospital bed, her expression caught between worry and fury. Swallowing hard, I managed to rasp, “What happened?”Her jaw flexed. “I can’t believe I left you alone with Ethan.” At my frown, she took a deep breath and explained. “Raina and I brought you here. She’s a friend,” she added, with a wave of her hand. “We couldn’t get you to wake up, so…”“Thank you.” I squeezed her hand. “What about Ethan?”“What about him?”“Well – where is he? Is he here? Did he come with you…” I trailed off, seeing the answer in her eyes. Hesitantly, she said, “Selene got sick, too. Her health has always been bad.” My heart plummeted as I waited for her to go on.“He’s with her,” she muttered, shaking her head in disgust. “I’m sorry, Rory. He’s a dick.”It was like she’d ripped my hear
Aurora’s POVSelene clung to Ethan’s arm like a limpet as they left. He steadied her as she wobbled; seeing that broke me all over again. Had she been right? Would he really choose her over me? His mate? His wife? His Luna?With clumsy fingers I picked up my phone. My hands shook as I waited for my parents to answer.Ring, ring, ring…We’d always had a good relationship – until now. Despite the struggles we’d faced and the poverty that had made them money-hungry once Ethan had entered our lives, I’d always thought they loved me.All of a sudden, it felt like their love for money had outrun their love for me. “Aurora? How are you?” asked my mum as soon as she picked up. “I’ve been better.” I took a deep breath. “Mum, have you spoken to Ethan lately?”She sighed. Nearby, I heard my dad’s gravelly huff. “Is this about the divorce? Ethan has already been more than generous.”Dad cut in, “Especially after what you’ve done.”I almost crushed the phone in my grip. “I haven’t done anything
Aurora’s POVFive years laterSammy grinned toothily at me. My little son was the picture of innocence as he said, “What about Simon?”I sighed. “No.”We both looked through the glass wall of my office, out into the waiting area. Simon wiggled his fingers at me and stood up.I shook my head at him. With a huff, he sat back down. “He’s been out there for a long time,” said Sammy, his gaze drifting over to one of my would-be suitors. “He must really want to be my new daddy.”Laughing, I lifted Sammy onto my lap. “Yeah,” I teased along with him, “that must be it.”Five years ago, I’d run away from my life. I’d changed everything about myself to stay hidden after faking my own death. I wasn’t Aurora Everhart anymore; now I was Aria Black.It wasn’t just my outward persona that I’d changed. Along with switching out Aurora for Aria, I’d lost the naïve, trusting parts of myself. I’d had to do whatever I could to survive, cutting ties with family and friends alike just to get away from Ethan
Ethan’s POVThe drive from the airport to the Eternal Bonds Pack was a breath of fresh air, figuratively and literally. I rolled down the windows and let the crisp, autumnal air buffet me as I put my foot down. The tension in my shoulders had drifted away the second I’d waved goodbye to Selene and Serena, dropping away fully as I’d watched their plane take off. Goodbye, stress. Goodbye pretending and preening and primping. Hello… I didn’t know what I was about to walk into, actually.As much as I needed to be alone – so much so that I’d told my usual driver to take some time off while I was visiting Eternal Bonds, despite his stern frown at the thought of me driving myself around while I was there – it brought with it other complications. Not having my wife bleating at me meant that feelings I normally kept squashed rose, unbidden, to the surface.I loved Selene. At least, I thought I did.She was the only woman who’d ever shown me kindness. True kindness, anyway – not like the fake
Aurora’s POVMy heart pounded as I hurried inside. When I’d seen Ethan’s car, I’d been worried I’d bump into him – but I hadn’t thought I would so soon, and so literally. I sat down heavily on the edge of the bed and let my head fall into my hands. I sucked in shuddering deep breaths, trying to calm myself down enough to think clearly.Because all I could do right now was panic.He’d recognised me. It was the only explanation for his behaviour. He’d looked into my eyes, my green eyes, eyes I should’ve bought contacts for. The rest of me looked different, but this was my mate, my ex-husband. We’d spent hours gazing into each other’s eyes. He knew mine better than anyone.Even in the shadows of the porch, his eyes looked exactly the same. All of him did, from his carefully dishevelled head of dark hair to his brown eyes, such a dark brown they almost looked black. He was maybe more muscular; his biceps had strained against his shirt.Why had I even noticed that? This man was evil incar
Aurora’s POVHis knock was a death knoll. It made my knees shake. Panic consumed me.Should I hide? Should I run? I could go away again, change my name, dye my hair, get contacts this time–But he’d already seen me. He knew I was in here and, the longer I delayed, the more suspicious I’d become. Gritting my teeth, I edged my way over to the front door.His brow was tight with concern as he eyed me, and then the broken glass scattered across the floor. “Are you all right?” “Fine.” My voice came out all high-pitched and weird sounding. I coughed. “I’m fine. I’m sorry if I disturbed you.”“No, you didn’t.” He looked at me expectantly, but hell was more likely to freeze over than I was to invite him in. His shoulders sagged. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”“Well, I am.”He lingered. “The glass didn’t cut you, did it?”I shook my head.“What happened?” He toed his boot towards my foot, angling his body towards the open door behind me.I crossed my arms. “I tripped. Anyway, it’
Ethan’s POVFor the second time in less than eight hours, I found myself staring longingly at Doctor Aria as she walked away.I needed to pull myself together.I leant back against the front door, its maple-leaf wreath jabbing me in the back, and watched as she hurried towards the car park with her son. She slowed, glanced around, and, when she thought nobody could see, she dropped the coffee I’d bought her in the bin.But why? She had no reason to hate me, and yet it seemed like she did. Maybe she was in a relationship with someone, and saw my friendliness as unwanted advances. My chest pinched at the idea of her with another man, which was even crazier than the fact I’d got up before the dawn to get her a coffee.What was wrong with me?Sterling coughed out a laugh. ‘Where do I even start?’I groaned. ‘Not now. I need to think.’‘What, about how that beautiful woman wants nothing to do with you?’Pinching the bridge of my nose, I said, ‘Why wouldn’t she drink the coffee?’‘Why did y
Ethan’s POVI couldn’t stop staring at Sammy. I’d been pummelled by revelations today - Aurora was alive, and here, and she was willing to forgive me - and, perhaps even more incredible than that…I had a son. We had a son.The woman I had pined for was here, her warm body pressed to mine, our son slumped against us, asleep, and I couldn’t believe it. My life had been turned upside down. That didn’t mean I wasn’t angry. Damn it, I was furious. She’d kept my boy from me. ‘You can’t blame her for that,’ sighed Sterling. ‘I know. Don’t make me remember,’ I replied, but it was too late. My mind was spinning down the one path I wanted to always avoid.I’d been swayed by idiocy and left my mate out in the cold. The fact she’d lost our other baby because of me…I wasn’t the same man I’d been then. I couldn’t believe I’d treated her like that.But I had.I’d pushed her to make those crazy choices. She’d gone to extremes to keep herself, and our child, safe from me. It made my throat fill
Aurora’s POVThe words lingered in the air between us. I could’ve reached out and plucked them with my fingertips. They were a palpable thing - a curse I wished I could recall.Then Ethan let out a single, sharp breath.My chest squeezed as I watched the emotions racing across his handsome, chiselled face. His jaw tensed, then relaxed, then tensed again.I waited on tenterhooks for him to speak.“I knew it,” he said eventually, the words rough around the edges. “Not for sure, but… I felt a connection to him. And, damn it, Aurora, he looks just like me.” His brow creased; he refused to meet my eyes. “I wondered why I wanted to be close to him. Separate from wanting to be close to you, I mean. I-“ He cut himself off and dragged a shaking hand through his dark hair. I had so much to say, but I held my tongue. He needed to process this. He finally looked at me. “You kept my son from me.” It wasn’t an accusation. It was simply a fact. A cruel, horrible, awful fact.“I had no choice. I wo
Aurora’s POV Ethan spent the night. Not in the way I’d anticipated or even hoped - and yet it was infinitely better. I longed to share a bed with him, skin on skin, a melding of bodies and minds as we kissed and talked and made love… But instead he was here, taking care of us. I had a front row seat to watch my son’s relationship with his father bloom. Before everything had happened, I’d dreamt about bringing up a child with Ethan. Then I’d feared him ever finding out the truth. Now, telling him the truth felt like the most natural thing in the world. How he hadn’t seen it for himself I didn’t know. They looked so alike, sat together on the sofa, heads bowed as they spoke. Ethan ruffled Sammy’s hair; my heart squeezed painfully. ‘It’s only a matter of time until he works it out,’ Violet said. ‘He knows who you are now, and he knows how old Sammy is. It wouldn’t take a genius to put two and two together.’ I bit my lip. ‘I hadn’t thought of that. I’ve had so much else to think
Aurora’s POV I glanced back at Ethan. He nodded, his jaw set. He stepped closer to me, a silent promise that he - quite literally - had my back, no matter what I opened the door to reveal. I opened it. Sammy lay crumpled on the floor. I dropped to my knees with a cry. “Sammy, sweetheart, look at me,” I pleaded with him. He mumbled something incoherent. I scooped him into my arms; Ethan held the door open for me so I could bring him inside. His eyelids flickered as I laid him down on the sofa. “Sammy?” I whispered, pushing a lock of dark hair off his forehead. He looked so pale, but I could see the steady rise and fall of his chest and hear the soft intake of his breaths. “Shit,” Ethan cursed, running both hands through his hair. He looked between me and the still-open door. “They only just knocked. Whoever took him has to still be close, Aur. I can go after them, or I can stay here with you and Sammy.” I cradled Sammy’s icy cheek. I wanted him to stay, to comfort
Aurora’s POVWith shaking fingers I clicked on the light. The cold white flash burnt my retinas. “Sammy?” I called out softly, still hoping he was in the bed, still hoping he was where he was meant to be. I took a step closer.The duvet had been pulled back. A book had been left abruptly, as if dropped, face-down with its spine groaning. Sammy would never leave a book like that.My gut churned.“Sammy!” I cried, panic flaring in my voice.I tore around the room, flinging back the curtains and opening the wardrobe. There were no thoughts in my head, nothing concrete or sensible that would help me find him. There was just terror, raw and biting.Ethan was drawn into the room by my shout. “Is everything okay?”“Sammy’s gone.” I spun around to face him. My bottom lip wobbled. “He’s not in here.”Ethan nodded, reaching out a hand to comfort me even as his expression hardened. I knew that look; that was the Alpha in him stepping forward, the part of him designed to deal with any crisis. H
Aurora’s POV“What’s wrong?” I asked. He hadn’t pulled back from me, not an inch. Not even a millimetre. “Don’t stop,” I pleaded.If I paused to think about this, I might never get the chance to have it again. Our relationship was too precarious. “I can’t do this out here,” he whispered, pressing tiny, butterfly kisses up my neck until his breath warmed the shell of my ear. “You’re freezing cold. And… it doesn’t feel right, our first time being out in the open.”His lips brushed over my skin with every word. Shivers of pleasure rolled freely down my spine. I was lost to them. I was lost to him.“I don’t care,” I said breathlessly.He laughed, low and sinful, and I dragged his mouth back to mine. Every piece of him felt like unchartered territory; I wanted to map each stretch of muscle and each sharp line of his face with my lips and tongue. I wanted to know him again, with no pretence between us.“You will care, later. I don’t want to stop, but I don’t want to take you like this. Yo
Aurora’s POVMy heart leapt at his words. It felt like my soul surged towards his, that energy buried deep inside me desperate to entwine with his. It wasn’t that everything I hated about our shared past had suddenly vanished; it was simply that my need eclipsed everything else. For a split second, I was no longer the hardened woman I’d become. I let my pain slip away. I let it reveal the vulnerable heart underneath, the one I tried so hard to conceal around him.Oh, Ethan…His gaze flicked from my eyes, dipping lower, caressing my lips. “I still love you,” he rasped, like he was realising it himself for the first time. “You have every right to hate me. I know there’s so much we still need to talk about. But I know how I feel, and I know what I want.” His eyes met mine. “You.”My stomach swooped. There was still so much for us to discuss – but I had to stop kidding myself. I might have set out to get revenge on Ethan, but my feelings for him were still just as real as they’d been a
Aurora’s POV“Let me go,” I whimpered. But, deep down, I knew it was over. “I can’t.” His voice was raw, croaky. “I need answers.”I writhed against his grip. His fingers tightened around my shoulder. “I don’t want to hurt you,” he said softly. “But I can’t let you go.”“You did before.” I struggled against him. My limbs surrendered to the power of my fear and relief, making me weak in his arms.My pulse pounded against my temples. It’s over, it said, again and again and again. It’s over. “I missed you every second that you were gone,” he croaked, and I jolted upright. I sought out his eyes as they met mine. I felt like I could see deep into his soul. “I knew meeting Aria – meeting you again – felt like coming home. I just didn’t know why.” “You hated me,” I whispered. My eyes filled with tears. “You forced me to divorce you. You tried to make me – make me…” I couldn’t say it. The mere memory of what I’d been through was enough to close my throat.Ethan dragged a hand through his
Aurora’s POV“Aria,” Ethan rasped, his voice cloaked in the same shadows as his face. I could see only a ghostly figure beside the Wishing Tree, silver moonlight slicing over the broad cut of his shoulders and narrowly missing his features. But I would know his voice anywhere, even in death.I already had, I supposed. Was this my rebirth? Was this my second chance?Edging closer to him, I tried desperately to make out his eyes. When I did, I realised they were closed. “You wanted to meet me,” I murmured.Violet had been right. It would have been a relief to see Selene standing there instead of him. I hadn’t known what to expect from Ethan, but even so his harsh posture was a surprise. His letter had been so kind, and yet he had not moved an inch towards me.“I did.” I agonised over the emphasis he put on ‘did.’I swallowed hard. “Is everything okay, Ethan?”“It was,” he groaned, suddenly breaking from his stiff posture and dragging both hands through his hair. “When I sent you that l