When I was five, I asked my parents what it meant to be an Omega. My father had smiled at me and pulled out a dusty book from his study. He explained to me the qualities of an Omega. All omegas were blessed with fruitfulness and wisdom. Most had fast feet and sharp hearing. They were best suited for Alpha's and most got mated to alphas.
Omegas were rare creations but in the second Clan Clash, almost all were killed. My parents successfully made me feel special, a worthy pack member.
Then I went to highschool and the bullying started. I'd get my head smashed into lockers and my body kicked like the trash they called me. It was then I knew how worthless I truly was and so I had come out top in all my classes just to earn a little respect but even that didn't work.
I've felt useless several times. I've felt unwanted almost all the time but never in my life have I felt so rejected, so worthless.
My heart trembles within my chest. I can feel the fragile bond I share with Alpha Mich break. My muscles contract and I fall on my face, the excruciating pain easily overwhelming me. My eyes pour out uncontrollable tears as I can barely feel the bond that ties us together. It's hanging on a thin thread and it's in this moment I remember what I was thought in Recreation Class– a mate bond can only be completely broken if both parties agree to it. Though the mate bond is damaged, I know all hope isn't lost. As long as I don't reject him back, our bond can still be fixed.
Alpha Mich's eyes darken evilly, his face red with anger. "Reject me!" he orders, his voice dripping with hate.
My father's frightened voice rings out, pleading with him. "No! Please... it'll kill her. She's not..." His eyes meet mine. Pain fills his gaze and I know he is asking for my forgiveness.
"She's not strong enough," he finishes, his head falling in defeat.
Alpha Mich's eyes suddenly turn a dirty yellow, a proof of his wolf taking over. “Who are you to rebuke my order?!" he seeths, his voice deeper and more menacing. His voice now taking the commanding tone of an Alpha.
My lips tremble, my head falling in submission. The guards tighten their grip on my father, and fear grips my heart like a vice.
Dad's head is pulled back by his hair and without meaning to, I'm up on my trembling feet. “No! Please, don't…don't hurt him.” My voice is broken in fear but no one pays me attention as the Alpha raises his hand in a silent order.
"Forgive me, Alpha..." My father barely finishes when his throat is slit, blood gushing out. My mother's scream echoes in the distance, her voice filled with agony. "NO!" She fights against the guards, desperate to reach my father's lifeless body. I am paralyzed with shock, my eyes wide in horror, my soul brutally torn from me.
But then I hear her voice, a distant whisper that grows louder in my mind. "Run!"
I'm barely aware of the cold shivers that envelope my body as I watch my father's lifeless body slump.
“Run, Aura!” My mother's voice shakes up my headspace and without thinking twice I jump to my feet, my brain barely registering my surroundings.
The cold air pricks my sweaty skin as I run blindly into the night. My legs speed up without my consent but I falter, crashing into the grass when my mother's pained cries reach my ears.
“No, no, no…please..” My words are a result of my bruised nerves.
“Please goddess, pl…please.” I beg, wanting to wake up from this nightmare already. I can't loose them. Life can't be this cruel. I'm living a nightmare, a terrible nightmare. One I can't seem to wake from.
My feet threaten to fail when I push up into a more desperate race but my fall was enough for some wolves to catch up with me.
My pack mates snarl at me as they slowly corner me, instilling fear in me.
My heart swells but it's not a result of my fear rather it's a familiar nudge from my wolf. I quickly release my hold over my body, retreating to the darkness of my mind.
The wolves leap but my wolf is faster. My clothes are shread as my little brown wolf emerges and with the speed of light charges into the woods.
If there's any advantage I have in my wolf form, it is being able to outrun almost everyone due to my small size and large stamina.
It's not the first time I'm being pursued through this forest but it might be the first time I get caught. I stumble and trip, but I keep running, using my knowledge of the forest to evade my pursuers. Adrenaline courses through my veins, terror driving me forward. I stumble into the sacred grave of the fallen, hoping to find refuge.
It's pack law, no one hurts a fellow pack member within the yard of the fallen warriors and alphas.
I cast a glance backwards, my breath coming out in short gasps and my heels burning in pain. To my relief everyone stops at the brink of the yard. Everyone except someone.
Alpha Mich charges towards me, his fangs bared. Death lurks in his orbs and I know I am out of time. I try to scramble to my feet, but my legs are like jelly. I am trapped, with no escape. My heart pounds as I stagger backwards. I can barely think of an escape when he's upon me. His fangs sink into my neck, and pain like I've never known consumes me. My heart breaks with the betrayal of my mate as his fangs sink deeper, brushing excruciatingly against my bone. I scream as I feel my life force fading away.
“Mich!” The ex-Alpha's voice is one the whole pack identifies and I would have sighed in relief when Mich released his canines if I wasn't coughing up blood.
My vision blurs, my body feels heavy, like it is weighed down by an invisible force. I am unable to move, I can't breathe.
The sound of snarling and growling fill my ears and a new fear seizes me. The new arrivals whoever they are don't belong to pack. A sense of resignation slowly washes over me as my eyes close in defeat but not before I hear a loud voice.
“You broke the law. She belongs to us."
Chapter 3It's cold, my chest is cold. I inhale and moan in pain when the act causes my chest to twist with every pressured breath I take in. My eyes feel like lead as I try to see through the darkness. Another whimper escapes my lips when I feel a slight pinch on my stomach. A steady voice speaks, “She's responsive, Alpha.” He says. My nose twitches as I try to discover where exactly I am. The smell of antiseptic is sharp in the air. I perceive wood and fur, the general scent accredited to werewolves but what I realize is missing is the familiar smell of home, my pack, my family. My body reacts immediately, my hind limbs kicking frantically as my mind switches into flight mode. “The patient seems to be having a seizure, doctor.” An authoritative female voice alerts and I'm immediately surrounded by hands, multiple strong holds pull down my wolf and I growl in pain, fighting even harder. “Do something to stop this, Banks!” The same female voice orders. “Yes, Alpha. The drugs sh
Chapter 4“You are required to eat everything on the tray before ten am. By then the Alpha of Darkwoods will be with you.” The male doctor from earlier states. It has been a week since my last attempt at suicide. A week since I'd last seen Ace, the man who restored my life. His brown eyes were imprinted into my memory after that day. I had mistaken him for the Alpha but he isn't. This is something I learned yesterday when the Alpha of Darkwoods– the pack that had collected me from the claws of Alpha Mich– paid me a visit. When I'm done eating, just as promised, Alpha Elena saunters into the room. Her brunette hair sways gently over her shoulder, her beautiful green eyes take note of my surroundings before finally landing on me. Then her lips pull up in a smile as she speaks, “I see they are taking good care of you, Aura.” “Y..yes Alpha.” I say, my heart unsteady. Although she has been nothing but friendly and sweet, I can't help but fear she'll soon show her true colors once she
“Gently, Miss Aura. Alpha Elena would like you in one piece and I definitely don't want to be on her bad side.” I nod my head, causing my wavy brown hair to fall over my eyes as I lean all my weight– which I am guessing is not much after all– against the pack maid. She supports my arms above her shoulder as she once again adjusts the crunches under my armpit. I wasn't this bad but after last night, my muscles keep protesting and refusing to corporate with me. I don't remember how I got back to my room but I do remember his every touch. I clearly remember the fullness of him inside me. I bite down on my lips to stop the lewd images in my head.Hanna, as I've come to know her, looks at me and smiles encouragingly. “There, there, you're doing just fine.” She says before pulling the door, which we've been standing before since the last ten minutes, open. I bite my tongue against the cold that immediately assaults my body but one glance at how unaffected Hanna is by the cold and I strai
Xzen's POVIf there's anything that differentiates me from my younger brother, it will be my tentativeness but I've failed to live up to my expectations for myself. How did I fall so low? I lift the jug and drink the water I've been staring at for the past ten minutes. No matter how hard I try, I still can't figure out what exactly made it impossible for me to resist the Omega's sweet seduction. I'd found it hard to tear my gaze away from her eyes, the depth of them as vast as an ocean, captivating yet terrifying. I'd felt almost drowned in her sweet scents. Goddess, even without knowing a thing about who she was then, I had still jumped her like a hungry beast. I close my eyes, reminiscing her sounds, those moans of pleasure. The way she writhed within that soft nest of hers as I pounded her tight heat. Her silent tears while her eyes rolled back in ecstasy, her fingers clutching tightly my biceps. The only audible word I heard through my blinded pleasure was her plea for more. I
It's been several days since my arrival at Blackvine and although I'm trying to keep my hackles up, it's so hard not to let my guard down amidst such loving people. I smile as I step into the cold night, my bare feet absorbing the chill from the carpet grass leading to the backyard of the pack mansion. I've only been outside twice since my stay here and I'm only outside now because Hanna is fulfilling her promise to me. I don't want to do wrong in the eyes of the same pack that rescued me from the claws of my previous mate. So I promised Hanna to put my all into my physiotherapy and now that I can walk with only a little limp, she owes me a bath in the famous hot pool. “You will love it, trust me. I would have chosen to be a healer but I lack enough concentration. The last time I mixed a herb for a rabbit, it died within five minutes. Apparently, I'd mistakenly mixed in a poisonous mushroom.” Hanna chats excitedly. She swings her arms around animatedly as she continues to share her
Chapter 8I stand frozen as my surroundings echo the shout of the woman in pain. My heart trembles at the memory of that night. The night I lost my family. The night I lost all that mattered to me. I can still hear my mother's scream of agony. I can see the blood-soaked body of my dead father, his lifeless eyes gazing in terror at me. The worthless daughter of his. The one who brought them nothing but pain and heartache ever since her birth. “Aura?” This pathetic excuse of a werewolf, this useless, rejected omega.“Aura! You need to breathe!” Hanna's frantic plea reaches my ears and for a moment I cease to hear the angry howls of my past pack mates.I gasp with an intake of breath, feeling my chest tighten with the effort it takes to get air into my lungs. My eyes water as I choke on air. Through my teary eyes, I can see Hanna's lips moving like she's trying to tell me something.“W…what?” The strain it takes me to mutter that one word causes me to push my heavy head against the wa
Chapter 9Xzen's POVThe sound of cheerful children fills the pack house and I stride out in quick step outside the house. I can't concentrate with all this noise. Why mom keeps letting these little pups into the house baffles me. That it's children's day doesn't mean all children in Blackvine should be granted access into our house. A low groan leaves my throat when I encounter more pups outside. Some are even in their wolf form and baring their teeth playfully at their friends. It kinda reminds me of I and Ace when we were much younger. We would play around like this, chasing each other in the woods and talking about any and everything but all that stopped three years back when we lost our Dad. He doesn't talk about it and I don't either. What I told Ace the day of our father's burial was all I planned to tell him and I don't regret it one bit. He deserved to hear every word. It was his fault, no matter how mother tried to convince the whole pack it was an accident. Ace has always
Chapter 10Xzen's POVThere are only a few reasons why my mother might call me into her study and all of them revolve around my duty to the pack. So as I push open the heavy wooden doors and step into my mother's study, my heart beats with anticipation. The low lighting envelops me, giving me the familiar feel of walking into a cave. Dark walls surround me, adorned with ancient tapestries that whisper secrets of our pack's history. The air is thick with the scent of old books and leather, a familiar smell that doesn't fail to bring me both comfort and unease.My eyes adjust quickly to the darkness, and I take in the familiar sight of my mother's domain. Her massive wooden desk sits at the far end of the room, polished to a high shine from years of use. Behind it, the high-backed white chair looms like a throne, casting a long shadow across the floor.Long shelves line the walls, packed tightly with dust-free books bound in worn leather. The flickering candles cast shadows on the walls