"How do I rule when I, their Alpha, who is supposed to maintain control and discipline at all times can't resist the sexual allure of a woman who isn't his mate." Anyone with the answer to Alpha Xzen's question?
I stand tall, my heart racing, as Alpha Xzen looms over me. The dark walls of my bedroom appear to be closing in on me."Why did you follow us last night?" he growls, his voice low and menacing, with a hint of its familiar huskiness that sends a strange calm through me. I lift my chin, meeting his angry gaze. "I wanted to help," I say, my voice surprisingly steady. I know I should be scared but I'm not. Alpha Xzen's eyes narrow. "You could have gotten yourself killed," he snarls. "You're an omega, Aura. You're not even supposed to be involved in pack fights."I take a step forward, my anger rising. "That's not fair," I say, my voice firm. "I have more strength now. And I want to prove myself. Isn't that why you are training me?”Alpha Xzen's face darkened, his eyes flashing with fury. “Self defense and pack fights are two very different things," he states, his voice dripping with venom. My chest squeezes in pain at his belittling words. "Irrespective of your desires, Aura, I am the
I sit nervously in my healing class. My hands shake slightly as I gaze down at the rabbit in front of me. Giona drops her papers under her armpit as she glances around, nodding her head in approval at the way every one of us is concentrating on the task at hand. She, explains today's lesson will be a practical test of our learned skills - we are to connect with the rabbit's life source, sense its energy, and perform a simple healing.I can do this. I take a deep breath, trying as much as possible to calm my beating heart. I focus on the rabbit, its soft fur and gentle eyes. As I place my hands on its soft tiny body, I feel a gentle flow of energy. My heart trembles within my chest, and I try to ignore it. I close my eyes, concentrating on the sensation.Soon, I can feel the rabbit's life source, a gentle hum of energy flowing through its body. I sense its heartbeat, its calm breath, its very essence.But my own heart refuses to calm down. I can feel it pounding in my chest, a remind
Chapter 22For the first time since I arrived at Blackvine, I walk to class alone. Normally Hanna walks with me everyday but today, she isn't well. I wasn't even permitted to see her as other pack maidens hurriedly ushered me out. I know they probably didn't do it just to hurt me but considering I'm not a sworn in packmate, they might have well done so just to remind me of my place. Fever isn't a popular sickness among our kind. And Hanna isn't the type to fall ill often. She must be in pain. I'll have to see her once I get back irrespective of those ladies opinion. As I approach the classroom door, multiple voices welcome me. Almost every member of this class is older by at least two years and…well they are all packmates. So I do feel so out of place most times.I sigh when I eventually spot Emily standing by the entrance with her arms folded against her chest. I step in front of her, a scowl etched on her face."Well, well, well. Look what's here," Emily taunts, her voice drippi
Xzen's POVThere's no way. There's simply no way. I run a hand through my growing hair. When had things gotten this messed up? I can be as delusional as I want to but it won't change the fact that things can't work between us. The sound of repeated tappings of my feet echoes as I pace back and forth in my study. My mind is troubled with doubts and concerns.Perhaps I should have been a bit softer with my approach. No, I don't regret my decision to keep a bit of distance between myself and Aura. I do regret ever taking up the task to train her. I shouldn't have gotten myself in that circle to begin with. "Why does she affect me like this?" I mutter to myself, frustration etched on my face.The not-so-timid Omega has somehow managed to burrow deep into my heart. Her mere presence ignites a raw fire within me, making me feel alive. But I know I must resist because there no way we'll be together. "She's not mated, Xzendray" I groan to myself. I need to take something, anything to stop
Xzen's POVI stride calmly across the courtyard, my footsteps echoing off the stone walls. The warm sunlight casts a serene glow, contrasting with the turmoil brewing within me. Aura follows quietly behind, her soft footsteps and gentle rustling of clothes the only sounds betraying her presence.When I stormed between her and Ace, I'd ft foolish and stuck without an excuse for my presence but then my lips had moved on their own. My desperation forcing me to think at a rushed pace. “Training starts in two minutes, Aura. Come along.” I'd said and walked off. At first I thought she wasn't going to follow but she's proved me wrong once again.The air is alive with the sweet scent of blooming flowers and the distant chirping of birds, a tranquil atmosphere that belies my inner conflict. My mind is a chaos as warring thoughts clash like opposing forces.I have no idea why I interrupted her moment with Ace? Why do I feel this primal urge to claim her attention all to myself?I push aside m
Chapter 25With a sob I stand frozen, my back against the door, my heart racing. Why does he keep toying with my emotions? Why deliberately make my heart skip a beat, only to crush it once more?Tears stream down my face as I replay his words. He was going to call it a mistake again. His intense gaze, his gentle touch, his whispered words... all contradict this his harsh rejection.It already hurts enough to be avoiding Hanna. I know I won't be able to bear seeing how happy she is without me. Our friendship lies in tatters if there's anything left of it at all.Although Hanna's betrayal hurt me, Alpha Xzen's actions cut deeper. He must enjoy seeing me so vulnerable? Why does he take pleasure in my pain?I angrily wipe away tears. I won't let him break me. I won't be his plaything.I turn to step away from the door, that's when I hear a faint sound.." Aura..."My heart skips a beat. Alpha Xzen's low, husky voice involuntarily sends shivers down my spine. What does he want now?"What
Xzen's POVAura's words take me by surprise. I gently pull away from her, her lust-heavy eyes lift up to meet my stunned gaze. As if sensing my doubt Aura leans in. My hard cock jolts at the sweet contact of her feminine body against mine. “Please,” the word leaves her lips with an undeniable assurance that leaves me reeling. My grip on her waist tightens as I slide a hand under her top. “Aura, when I take you…I won't stop.” At my words, a gasp escapes her wet swollen lips. My gaze drops as she watches with a flush in her cheeks, my hands sliding her dress down, over her breasts, and past her hips. The raw want in my gaze reflects in hers and my fingers move between her soft thighs, deftly sliding her white panties aside. Slowly my fingers curl into her, easily finding their way into her wetness. Aura gasps, overwhelmed by the sudden rush of pleasure.Her hands fly to my head, fingers tangling deliciously in my hair as she holds me close.“A…Alpha,” she whimpers, grinding against
Chapter 27I am sitting at the dining table, trying to focus on my meal, but my eyes keep drifting to Xzen. He's sitting opposite me. Our gazes meet and I feel my cheeks flush with warmth. I quickly look away, attempting to compose myself.Alpha Elena's voice breaks the silence, "Alpha Gerald will be visiting next week." She informs, her gaze trained on her first son. Alpha Xzen's reaction is immediate. His fist clenches, and his jaw tenses up. I can sense his annoyance, and my first instinct is to reach out and offer him some form of comfort. But I hesitate.Just as I'm wondering how to respond, his gaze locks onto mine. The atmosphere shifts, charged with a newfound intensity. Alpha Xzen slowly licks his spoon. He doesn't break eye contact. I freeze, my heart racing, as he holds my gaze.His pink tongue darts out and twirls around the golden object, effectively reminding me of how he'd used that part of him on my hardened nubs last night.Alpha Xzen's eyes seem to bore into my sou