~Adriana POV~
I can feel Liam through the bond. His distress oozing over the barrier has up. I know he has been blocking me the entire time, true to Liam form he disappears when shit gets a little screwed up so he can think. He always comes back, and he never goes far. Until today. I’m such an idiot, and I know it. Just thinking about the things going through his head right now is enough to make me want to tear my hair out.
“LIAM!” I scream out, sprinting through the woods, following the faint scent. Axel told me to stop and give him his space, but when I told him what Liam overheard, the terrible thing I had said as if it were some joke, he went pale and called Billy and Jacob for backup. Thank heavens Billy and Bea are back from their most recent mission. He has a way of being able to find people quickly.
The further we go into the woods, the more anxious I grow. We left almost immediately after him, give or take maybe five minutes in total. How the hell could he get so far away so fast? I trip over a root, cursing as I go down hard on my knees, jolting through my body. With a growl, I push myself back up and then I hear it, a whisper on the breeze and the scent of my mate.
“Here!”
My eyes widen and my feet move before my mind as I crash through the brambles and vegetation surrounding me.
“He is here!” A feminine voice screams.
My lungs burn and my chest is tight as I push myself and my wolf to the brink of exhaustion. A small opening in the darkness is bathed in moonlight in front of me.
-Breathe Adriana-
-Would you breathe if it were Maggie?- I shoot back at Axel through the mind link.
-Point taken- he says, pushing his wolf further as he surges past me.
The smell of blood hits me like an anvil on my chest, and my eyes prick with tears. What the hell happened? I gasp as I break into the opening, a small stream babbling and heavy breathing to my right as I swing my head around, looking for Liam. The world stops when I see him leaning against a tree, his head lulling from side to side as he clings to consciousness, but barely.
“Liam,” I breathe, spurring forward toward him.
I slip and slide around in the grass on what I assume is mud falling to my hands and knees again. I choose to crawl toward him, coming up to him and pressing my hands to his cheeks, trying to get him to focus on me. He gasps out as the tingles of our bond spark through him and he visibly relaxes.
“Adri baby,” He murmurs, and tears run down my cheeks.
“Liam” I press my forehead to his, breathing him in, needing to feel him, see him, just inhale him into me. “What the hell were you thinking?” I hiss.
“Adriana…” Axel says, drawing my attention.
I look at him as he glances around the space, half his face shrouded in the moon's shadow. I stand and look around, my mouth falling open and my eyes wide. There is blood everywhere. Three muscular male bodies lay on the ground and I move toward them. Bending down, I roll the first guy over, gagging when his intestines peek through the slashes in his gut. He is laying in a pool of his blood, eyes wide and empty.
“Holy shit, Liam… what did you do?” I whisper to myself.
“This one has a slashed throat,” Jacob says, looking down at another body.
“Pretty sure this guy’s neck is snapped,” Axel concludes, walking over to me and offering me a hand to stand up. I turn and look at Billy, who is inspecting Liam.
“Liam did a real number on these guys,” Axel says.
I can only nod in complete shock. I can’t believe Liam did this. My Liam? My sweet, loving, overprotective Liam? I can admit that death bothers me. And the thought that Liam so violently killed these men makes my stomach crawl. Though looking at him, it’s clear to see it was self-defense.
“They attacked him,” the small redheaded woman says. "They were chasing me and then they were attacking him. “
“And who are you?” I ask, raising a brow, not loving the idea of a woman being around my mate, or my mate killing to protect her. Though she looks young and shaken up. Maybe Liam felt a protective urge, and that’s why he intervened?
“I am Gwen.” She says, shrinking a little into herself when all three of the men with me look at her and size her up.
“What are you doing out here in the middle of the night?” Jacob asks.
“I told you–I was running from the group of guys.”
“Axel,” Jacob calls Axel over for a quick chat, and my eyes meet Billy’s.
Billy is insanely huge. When I first met him, I admit he scared the shit out of me, but in my defense, I didn’t know bear shifters existed. Shit, I had only just learned werewolves were a thing, but Billy is kind and his mate is equally caring and sweet. Even if she has a little of a tougher exterior. Bea may be a werewolf, but she carries the bravado of a werebear.
“These are all alphas,” Axel says, looking over at me and Billy.
“What? Really?” I say, stunned yet again. It seems to be a recurring theme tonight.
“But they have no pack marks, which means they are rogue alphas. They no longer have packs.”
“Ok, so they are just rogues who are attacking at random, then?” I ask.
Billy hums in thought before shaking his head. “I don’t know. Alphas—even if they are rogue — are still pretty full of themselves. It seems weird that they would travel together.”
“There is power in numbers,” Jacob says with a shrug. “And the rogue life can be a pretty lonely one. I don’t think it’s as out of the ordinary as you do. “
“Shouldn’t we get Liam out of here?” I ask, my eyes glued to him while they try to make sense of the scene in front of us.
“Relax, Adriana,” Axel says, walking over to me and wrapping his arms around my shoulder in a side hug. “Liam is healing as we speak.”
I lean into him, accepting his comfort. Aside from Liam, Axel and his mate Maggie are the most important people in my life. Being held captives together brought out a lot of things in Axel and me while we waited for our mates to try to get to us.
At first, I didn’t want to be friendly with Axel, but the amount of torture they put him through made me realize maybe he needed a reason to live. A friend in a dark place, I sure as hell needed one. And in the end, when I was dying, he was the one who bit me and saved my life. That’s right. I was handpicked to join the one and only Ultima pack of humans turned werewolves.
“Would you be relaxing if it was Maggie?” I toss him a glare and he sighs heavily.
“Fair point.” He removes himself from my side. “Let’s get him out of here.”
Billy strides over to Liam and, with a big heave, he pulls him up onto his shoulders. Liam grunts in pain but remains out of it as Billy walks.
“We are walking now. I need to keep my momentum carrying someone this big.”
“What? Has the big bad bear finally met his match in size?” Jacobs grins.
“Shut up Jacob, your scrawny ass would be crushed, so unless that’s the future you want you—Start moving.”
“Always so damn grumpy,” Jacob mutters with a smile following along.
“C-can I come with you?” Gwen asks Axel as I move to be closer to Liam. I don’t blame the girl for what happened, but I have to admit if it went down how it sounds, that maybe Liam is more of a hero than he likes to let on. He is always claiming he is the villain and woe is he, he was so bad and he can’t ever be redeemed. I roll my eyes, thinking about it.
He can’t seem to see that who he is now is what matters to me. There is no need for me to know or care about his past. He is blind if he can’t see that I love him now. I’m not foolish enough to think that knowing his horrible past might alter my feelings. I just don’t see the point when we are destined to be together, anyway. Why push me away when I’m already jumping in your arms?
“Okay,” Axel says, “but any problems and you are gone. “
Gwen puts her hands up defensively. “I won’t cause problems. I’m just trying not to get killed while I look for somewhere to go.”
She sidles up next to me as we walk and I try to hold my tongue. Really I do, but my curiosity and jealousy get the better of me.
“Why were they chasing you?” I ask. “And don’t bullshit me. My mate is all sorts of messed up because he was protecting you.”
Gwen drops her gaze to the ground, tucking a strand of her wild red hair behind her ear.
“They thought I would be a fun catch. Or that’s what they said. I didn’t think it was smart to stick around and learn their meaning. But they stopped chasing me when they found your mate. It was like I did not exist anymore. They wanted to hurt him more than catch me.”
I frown at her.
“And if I’m being honest, maybe you should ask yourself why he was even out there in the first place. I didn’t lead those guys to him. They found your mate because he was running from something of his own.” She snarks, finding a little sass within herself. I growl at her and she cowers slightly before speeding up her steps and leaving me behind.
I know full well that the reason he was running is me and it’s eating me up inside. Hell, I’m not even sure he is going to want to see me or allow me to explain the stupidity of my thought process when I said the fucking lie I did. Now it’s all a waiting game of when we get back and when Liam wakes up so we can talk. A talk that I’m really not looking forward to.
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~Liam POV~Searing pain rocks my body as it rips through my body like a hot poker sears flesh. I will open my eyes and blink a few times when I see I am floating through the air. My eyes look down and land on a set of muscular denim-clad legs beneath me, and I realize I am being carried. At first, I’m impressed. I’m not sure I’ve been carried like this ever in my life and I’m not a small guy. Then he missteps with a grunt and the air whooshes out of me as pain dots my eyes and I press my arms on his back, trying to ease off the wound on my side. He stops and lowers me down, and I stagger when my thigh revolts from the sudden weight on it. I breathe through the pain and focus my eyes on the behemoth of a man in front of me, and I instantly frown. All the while, he glowers at me and reaches up to fix his long hair that had fallen out of his signature buns.“Billy?” I ask, confused, and quickly spin to look around. If Billy is here, Axel can’t be far, which means Adriana is near–“Liam”
It would be easier if I didn’t believe her. I could walk away and let her be happy and live her life to find a new mate. I would wither away and die at the hands of the rogue alphas and she would be safe. But I believe her words. The thing with the mate bond is that once you are mated, you can feel your mate’s emotions if they let their barriers down. And right now Adriana’s barrier is not only down, but she is fuming with an array of emotions. Desperation, anger, and overwhelming love, to name a few. But the one that sticks out, the one I’m choosing to cling to, is her confusion and fear. She is afraid of me. It’s minute, small enough that it could be overlooked, but it lingers there, killing me each moment I feel it. I let out a heavy sigh, running my calloused hand over my face. “I don’t want to do this.” I groan. She freezes, and her mouth drops open in shock. The corner of her lips twist up in a confused face, her brows furrowing and her nose looking adorable as it scrunches.
The second I step foot in my little cabin, I can smell Maggie and I freeze. Shit, she shouldn’t be out here, not with the rogue alphas lurking around, though I’m sure they are all waiting with bated breath for Axel to hand me over to them. It would be wise of him to agree to it. But I want to lead them as far away from here as I can. “Maggie,” I say, walking into my room and finding her on my bed. She scowls up at me and stands. Her blond locks roll off her shoulders and her cheeks are red in anger. I sigh heavily as I pass her and search for my bag in my closet. “Did you even tell her you are going to leave?” she asks.“Do you think she would have let me?” I ask, not bothering to pause on my mission. I move to my dresser, shoving in a few changes of clothes and some toiletry essentials.Maggie’s thin fingers wrap around my bicep and she forces me to stop and look down at her. Her face is pinched in anger and I reach out and smooth out her brows with my thumb. Maggie and I differ f
~Adriana POV~I slam into the mind link repeatedly, trying to force Liam to let me in. He can feel the fury in my eyes when he sees me, but he ignores my gaze. I lurch forward as he spins to run, but Axel stops me with his hand. “Liam!” I scream as he spins and takes off into the woods, all the rogues following him, whooping and howling in the excitement of the chase. I surge forward again, but this time it’s Emal’s massive hands that stop me. He wraps his arm over my shoulders and the other around my stomach as I kick and growl, fighting to get out of their hold.“Emal,” I growl, looking up over my shoulder. He refuses to look at me as he stares ahead at his alpha. Where I once thought Billy was huge, Emal is bigger. He is a giant in human form, but when he shifts, he is an immovable white elephant with tusks probably as long as I am tall. Fighting against him is futile, but I do it anyway. “Adriana!” Axel barks at me. “Stop fighting!”I freeze and scowl at him, my chest rising an
~Liam POV~The chase is on and shit; they are fast. I throw my bag to my front and unzip it, pulling out my soap and stopping here and there to rub it on random trees in the opposite direction that I am headed. Unfortunately for me, I don’t get very far away before a frustrated growl erupts from the brambles to my right and I throw myself up into a tree. I watch as a small group of rogues sniff around the area in thief wolf form and snarl at each other, nipping and growling before heading off to the north.I hesitate, staying where I am, trying to catch my breath. It might have been wise to wait until I was more healed than I am. Though I was able to rest and heal some, my side still aches and my thigh is throbbing in pain. Once I’m sure they are out of smelling distance and lower myself down and cut to the east.The plan is to take out as many of them as I can before they can get a hold of me. Admittedly, my plans changed after my conversation with Maggie. Originally, I was planning
Gwen scoffs and mumbles to herself behind me, marching along like a fucking elephant trying to make its presence known. I whirl on her and she squeals as she takes a few steps away from me in surprise. My index finger is so close to her face I can feel her body heat as her eyes widen in fear.“You are being too fucking loud.” I hiss as quietly as my temper will allow.“Yeah, well, you called me stupid.”I drop my hand and shake my head. “You want a repeat of what just happened, sooner rather than later?”She shakes her head no emphatically. “Nope. I’m good.”“Then shut the fuck up! I don’t need you getting killed doing stupid shit. There is already enough blood on my hands.” I grumble as I push past her.I turn and walk away but freeze when her voice shifts into a high pitched whiny sound. I spin quickly and look at her, making a funny face at me.“Aw. You don’t want me to die.”She watches me with annoyed eyes as I laugh and throw my head back. “I don’t care if you die. I just don’t
~Adriana~ I drag my hand down my sweating face and look up at the giant tree that still smells faintly like Liam. It’s all I can do to keep my tears at bay. I am so full of hurt and anger that I don’t even know how to handle it anymore. Rosie steps up next to me, her hand on my back as she tries to comfort me. I picked up his scent late last night, but it was too dark to keep searching for him. Every second I can smell him but not touch him, hear him, breaks me further as I realize all the things I have done wrong to make him feel like he must face this on his own. I should have let him lay everything out on the line for me. Maybe then he would believe he was worthy of being wanted and loved.“We will catch up to him.” Rosie says softly, and I chuckle at nothing. It’s not a funny statement, and the situation is far from hilarious, but the laughter rolls out from me and I shake my head. “We will catch him when he wants to be caught.” I say once my hysterical laughter subsides. “Is
~Liam POV~The Alpha’s who are after me have clearly broken into smaller groups. There is no way they haven’t discovered the three I already took out yet. Here we are a full two days from when I ran from the pack and we still have not come across any more of them. I would chalk it up to my skills, but these aren’t your average rogues. These are full-blown leaders, no matter if their packs were taken from them.There is a higher expectation for alphas for a reason. We are strong, fast, and often have a natural knack for planning and execution of said plans. Though some are better than others in those areas. I started all my training much younger than most alphas. Taking my first life at fourteen and it didn’t end there. Every single time I showed mercy or a hint of hesitation, the outcome was the same.Seven rogue lives. That’s all it took for me to stop showing mercy to the pack members I sparred with. The number seems huge compared to a normal fourteen-year-old child who got to actua
**If you have not read Books 1 & 2 this portion contains SPOILERS!** (Mate pairs are at the end of the author's note) Dear Readers, I want to say thank you all for sticking out the entire Guardian collection. It's not a typical series since each book has different main characters and for the most part, are standalone's but if you stuck it out and read all three THANK YOU! I am humbled. The Alpha's Guardian is my first werewolf novel (and only the second book I have ever written in my life) and I like to think I have grown since then. I have only been writing novels for a year so the fact that you all are willing to read and pay for the stories that have been stuck in my head means so much to me. I promise to take all your constructive criticism and kind words to heart and work to better my writing and my storytelling! A special shoutout to the readers for correcting noticeable mistakes I missed. I use two editing apps and still, mistakes happen. When you comment it helps me know w
The Blue Moon ball has grown in size every time it is held. Thankfully, it’s not a yearly event, considering blue moons aren’t something to be scheduled. Though Axel has his ultima year round, his ability to transform someone into a wolf is only available when the blue moon is out. His powers heighten in the week leading up to it but don’t peak until the moon is at its full height. In eighteen years, there have only been twelve full moons. The saying ‘once in a blue moon’ got its meaning for a reason. When we enter the newly erected ballroom, the chatting is at an all-time high and the room is full of stunning ball gowns and buzzing excitement. Billy saunters over with his mate Bea and they both smile brightly, talking to the triplets. Billy and Bea never had a child of their own. Whether it was by choice, no one really knows as we didn’t feel it was our place to ask. We next run into Emal and Ginger, who have left their only son Edgar at home with Jacob and Cora’s son, Miles and Al,
“Matty!” Giselle groans in annoyance. Her dark hair pulled back in a sleek low bun, her lavender ball gown making her eyes nearly an amber color as she scowls at her brother. “What?” he says, looking up from the television for a mere second before looking back at it. “You aren’t even dressed yet. Seriously, we have to leave in ten minutes if we are going to be on time,” she says, rushing out of the room, no doubt to grab her older triplets tuxedo and shoes. Giselle is the keeper of order in our house. For the past eighteen years, I was the one to raise the children. Adriana, being one of the lead warriors, was usually home when she wasn’t training, but when she went away on mission, I tended to these sweet kids every need. Well… I suppose these three aren’t kids anymore. I hop up off of my kitchen stool and move over to where Matty is playing his video games and unplug the device. He groans loudly but stands from his spot and gives me a mischievous grin that mirrors my own. Bot
“I must decline this honor this time.” Axel’s red eyes stare deep into mine and he tilts his head. While I know Axel is understanding of my position and my choice, it is very clear that his Ultima wolf is not keen on me saying no. Though ordinary wolves can not speak, Axel remains in unison with his wolf during the blue moon, allowing him to use his voice to speak. Though it is never anything poignant or flowery. More guttural demands and basic one-word usage.“Why?” He asks me. I stare right back at him.“I am not yet worthy in my mind.” He seems to think about this for a moment, then with a nod, he walks around the room some more, stopping in front of Francis, Wade and Ali’s beta, and his mate Sammy. I feel at peace with my decision. Adriana was right earlier today when she said she could feel me second-guessing myself. But it wasn’t her telling me to trust myself that made me stay the course. It was a decision I made for myself. I am tired of making decisions and hiding behind my
~Liam POV~“Everything okay?” Axel asks as I walk into his office.“Yeah,” I say, not giving him much and he lifts a brow, waiting for more of a story. “She had a realization that made her emotions go a little haywire. She was running to find me when I found her.”“Pregnancy hormones?” He asks, and I shake my head. “I’m not so sure. She admitted she didn’t want me to accept a wolf from you. She wants me to be able to find myself without one before accepting.” I explain and he makes a surprised face. “I wasn’t aware you were reconsidering…”“I’m not sure I actually was.” I sigh and plop down in the seat across from him. “All I want is to do right by her. Everything I have done since meeting her has been trying to be better for her. Trying to deserve her and everything she brings to my life.”“You deserve her, Liam.” Axel tries to assure me, but all I can do is chuckle.“I really don’t. She deserves perfection. Adriana is the freaking sunshine and happiness. I was raised being told I a
~Adriana POV~ “You chose this?” I ask, my hand running along the soft silky fabric of the gold dress. It’s stunning and simple. The sheath dress has wide straps and a square neckline, where it will be more snug on my breast. It tapers open around my true waist where chiffon falls in uneven strips over the lower half of the gown, giving it a royal punk princess look. “Is it… do you not like it?” Liam asks, sounding so unsure of himself. Liam, not being so confident in his actions, is so much more of a turn-on than he realizes. Where Liam used to be sure of everything and himself, he is floundering to do things for me just to be sweet and he is so worried he is doing it wrong. I spin to face him and put my arms out, calling him to me with a wry smile. “Liam,” I say as I wrap my arms around his neck. “It is the only dress in the world I will ever want to wear again. I love it, almost more than I love you.” He grins, a twinkle of satisfaction and a shimmer of pride as he wraps his ar
I walk with Adriana down to the training field. I may not be allowed to do anything strenuous, but I can go for walks and watch my mate be a kick-ass fighter, pregnant belly and all. It’s strange being human. I knew a lot would change, but what I didn’t expect was an eerie sense of peace without my wolf. Where I felt hollow for weeks, I’m now finding peace in the solace. There is no animalistic urge that is overcome with anger and irrational mood swings. I’m just more… human. There is no other way to explain it than that. It’s funny, when I lived in the city there were so many humans looking lost like they were missing something. Maybe it’s the mate bond or maybe it’s just the woman I get to have at my side, but I want for nothing. Okay, occasionally I miss what I had. I will always miss my wolf. He was a part of me, but the longer I am without him, the more I realize he was someone I tried to hide behind. It was so easy to shut myself off emotionally and let him take the reins. Adr
“So it was Uma?” Adriana asks, slumping into one of Axel’s overstuffed chairs. “But that doesn’t make sense. She saved him.” “She was forced.” Gwen explains over the phone line, “And then she was afraid to say anything. She hasn’t left her home since it happened.” I can feel Gwen’s distress over the situation. Which is understandable. This is Gwen’s first real Luna ask where she and her mate may have to be responsible for the punishment coming to their top healing due to circumstances none of them made. Marc had made them. He always loved fucking up people’s lives and here he is from the grave, doing it again. “Is she there?” I ask, remaining calm. Which feels like a feat. “She is,” Hugo says. My eyes snap to Adriana, who looks sick and conflicted as she rubs her tummy. “Uma, I want you to explain it to me.” I sigh. “Alpha Liam…” “I have told you before, I’m not an Alpha and now I am an omega. Refer to me as Liam,” I snap at her, hating how the word omega tastes on my tongue. “
“Tell me everything,” Axel says, taking a seat and gripping a pen in his hand. Clearly, Adriana didn't have to wake him up. I regal him with the entire story and watch Adriana as she hears the full version for the first time. I tell them both how I believe that, though my mother started her own suicide, Marc was the one to finish it. No details are spared as I explain Marc’s reasons for hating me and wanting me dead, though I know this won’t help us solve anything but if I’m telling the story, I may as well tell the whale thing to the only two people willing enough to ask for it. “And you tried to get a hold of her?” he asks me, raising a brow. “Yes, multiple times,” I say, nodding. Axel looks like he is in deep thought before he leans back and steeples his hands. “But you got no response? Not even a sound?” Axel is asking. “Uh, there was a strange static noise,” I recall thinking deep on the matter. Axel frowns and shakes his head. “Static? Like an old tv?” Adriana asks.