Astrid's POV
It was surprisingly cool to be a surrogate.
Imagine that. It was cooler being a person who sold their body for money rather than being a powerless omega.
I was given a big room on the top floor with windows that had a magnificent view of everything.
No one disturbed me and Alpha Jaxon didn't come to force himself on me or anything else like I feared. In fact, I would have thought that they had forgotten I was in the house if not for the servants that attended to me.
Yes. I now had servants. Servants that brought me whatever I wanted, cleaned up my room, styled my hair even though I was going nowhere and dressed me up.
They attempted to bathe me as well but I drew the line there. I wasn't a child.
I wasn't allowed to work hard - so as not to strain myself and affect my conception - so I always had a maid on hand in case I wanted to change or do anything strenuous.
I slept well for the first time in a long time.
I ate and gorged.
And I grew bored.
I know what you are thinking. For someone who was used to suffering surely I should have enjoyed the welcome change and milked it for what it was worth.
But I was used to working. To doing things. Sitting idle made me feel like I had things to do that I was ignoring. My body was just used to suffering to relax.
So I explored and tried to learn everything about my new home. That was how I found myself in the library for the first time.
The librarian bowed when she saw me making me startled.
"Good day my lady, how may I be of service?"
My lady? I was now a lady?
I felt instantly self-conscious. Maybe she was mistaking me for someone else.
"Don't worry, I can find my way around."
The librarian followed me into the library and refused to let me be.
"As a surrogate, you must not do any hard work."
I paused, turning to look at the librarian. "How do you know I am a surrogate?"
The librarian looked at me looking faintly embarrassed. "Only the surrogates can wear blue silk here."
I looked down at the ocean blue dress that I was wearing. Somehow I hadn't noticed that all my dresses in the closet were varying shades of blue until she said it.
From the pale blues that looked white to the darkest blues that seemed black until hit by a ray of sun in the right direction.
Even my clothes advertised what I was. How crazy was that?
"Alright." I tucked my hair behind my ear. "But you don't need to bother. I don't intend to stress myself. I just want to look around and read a book or two."
The librarian didn't seem to hear my silent plea to be alone. "I will help you with the retrieval of the books."
I finally allowed her to tag along with me because what other choice did I have?
She helped me retrieve the books that I wanted then I dismissed her and read.
I found myself returning to the library often and becoming better acquainted with the different librarians.
Initially, I just read novels but on my second day at the library, I saw a military journal and thought to myself. What better way would I get to research on the mysterious Alpha King but in the library?
I would need all the knowledge I could to find him after I left this place.
It must have been close to a week that I had been coming to the library when it happened.
"We have to close the library."
I looked up from a particular interesting story about my father to Wendy, the librarian.
"May I borrow this book then?"
Wendy smiled at me apologetically.
"It is too heavy to have in your room. You may try to lift it without any of your maids present."
She was right. I would try to lift it. It was just one book, I knew that the Crimson Moon pack was anxious to have a child but this was ridiculous. At this rate, if I got pregnant, then they would never let me stand up from the bed.
I blinked at Wendy.
"But I am so bored. I never have anything to do and reading books is the only time I feel like myself." Tears filled my eyes. "I have not even been with Alpha Jaxon. You shouldn't bother about me carrying heavy loads."
That was another thing that bothered me as well. I felt guilty for all of this princess treatment when I hadn't done anything to deserve it.
"These are the rules." Wendy shrugged but I could see the sympathy in her eyes. "But… I can leave you the key to lock up later."
"You can? Thank you!" I nearly jumped as I hugged her.
After Wendy left, I realized something. This was the first time I was completely alone in the Crimson Moon pack. This might be the only time I would have an opportunity to escape.
I didn't want Alpha Jaxon to punish the librarian but my Dad was still out there.
I glanced at the closed library door that my guard stood behind, my heart in my throat. If I wanted to escape, I would have to use the window.
I looked for a window that would be best for climbing out and I lifted my leg to climb out only to hear footsteps behind me.
I froze. I was so done for.
I turned and my jaw nearly dropped in shock. "Xavier?"
My former mate smiled at me brightly.
"You don't need to pass a window, I'm here to take you home."
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Xavier's POV
"This is all your fault! You are a disgrace."
When Astrid left, I was the one who took all the blame.
"Father, how was I to know that she would escape?"
My father had been inconsolable.
"If you had not been so mean to her, she would not have escaped!"
I knew he cared for the omega as much as I did. He only cared that our only shot at the throne was at stake.
"Father—"
"She is our ticket out of being oppressed by Alpha Jaxon and your ticket to the throne!"
Alpha Jaxon's swift and total rise over the years had humiliated my father and when he finally began to show off his strength my father never forgot or forgave.
He would not be satisfied until he had shown that upstart his place.
"I will find her and bring her home." I promised my father.
But the truth was even if he hadn't demanded it, I would have gone after her anyway.
My wolf wasn't letting me be. He wanted his mate and he wanted her now.
I couldn't touch Lyra much less kiss her even when I wanted to and the past nights before I left the pack, I couldn't sleep without Astrid's scent next to me.
Her omega scent was slowly driving me mad. I had never felt this way before and even when I saw what she had done to Lyra's car and my car, all I could do was fight a laugh which was ridiculous since I didn't even like her.
I tracked her scent to a shady-looking hotel then it was gone as though she had simply evaporated from there but I knew what territory I was in and the only people who could mask a scent like that.
It didn't take long to find the bounty hunters.
I showed her picture to the head of the hunters.
"Where is she?"
The burly man didn't even look at the picture as he drank his beer, his men around him primed for violence.
"Don't know her."
I dropped a wad of cash that had him glancing at the table.
"Does she look familiar now?"
The man grinned showing his yellow, slightly blackened teeth.
"Add another and I'll see."
I added another stack of cash.
He nodded and his men greedily pocketed it before he turned to me with that same annoying grin.
"Don't think you can get her back. Sold this one right off to Alpha Jaxon. Messing with the Crimson Moon pack will get ya killed."
The Crimson Moon Pack had her?
I growled at the head of the slavers and he looked frightened for a second. "She is mine and I will get her back."
Then it was a matter of preparation and greasing the right palm and I was in.
It was harder than I thought sneaking into the Crimson Moon territory but the person I bribed informed me that Astrid frequented the library so that I didn't waste time.
I just watched and waited for the right opportunity. Now was that opportunity.
I looked at my mate standing in front of me. She was perfect. Everything I wanted.
Her hair was no longer greasy but glossy and fell in full dark curls around her. Even her face seemed to glow in this dim lighting, her green eyes as pale as jade.
She seemed different.
Instead of her coming running into my arms, Astrid maintained the distance between us.
"I am not going back with you."
I was shocked.
"You would rather stay here locked up with a murderer and a terrible man than return home?"
Her eyes burned with more anger than I had ever seen in them.
"The Moonshadow pack was never my home. You and all the other pack members made it clear. Besides, are you not a terrible person as well?" Her anger was not that of an omega but a princess. "You broke our bond immediately after you found out I was your mate."
I was running out of time. I folded my hands together acting remorseful.
"I made a mistake. I'm sorry. Please give me another chance."
Astrid looked away from me.
"I can't. I can no longer trust you."
My anger grew and I could no longer pretend.
"You give me no choice. I will take you back home forcibly."
Astrid's eyes widened with fear.
"What?"
I pulled her arm and yanked her forward ignoring her struggles.
"You have been brainwashed by Alpha Jaxon."
She pushed against me.
"No, I have not. Let me go!"
I yanked her harder and she gasped in pain.
"Am I interrupting something?"
I looked to see who was interrupting. It was Alpha Jaxon.
Alpha Jaxon's POVI saw the shock spread across their faces as they processed my presence.The man who held Astrid in his arms let go of her slightly, probably from the shock but that was all she needed to pull away and race away from him to hide behind me.This close, I could perceive his scent on her and it enraged me. How dare this man touch what wasn't his?If not for my need to check up on Astrid after the librarian had informed me via the pack link of her leaving Astrid alone in the library, I would have never known.This rage I was feeling was unfamiliar.I didn't even know Astrid all that well but I was bothered. Bothered was an understatement. I felt undeniably possessive about her.She was mine. I had bought her straight and clear and she had also agreed to our bargain.The man in front of me looked and smelled strangely familiar and there was the look he had been giving Astrid.I was willing to bet that this was her former mate who had been stupid enough to let go of someon
Astrid's POVAlpha Jaxon's touch had effectively rendered my brain ineffective. I wanted him to kiss me, to pull me even closer towards him, I wanted to drown in his scent and his scent alone.He looked at me questioningly as though waiting for a response.Right. He has just asked me something about my ovulation day.It was today but why was he asking me that question right now? In the middle of—Oh.For a moment drowning in the fever of his touch, I had completely forgotten what I was here for. To be his surrogate. To carry his any and to get the money that would find the search for my father.Ice crept up my veins and anxiety suddenly replaced my desire for him. I wished he had not reminded me.I found my voice."Yes."A small arrogant smile drifted up Alpha Jaxon's face. "Good."Then he crushed his mouth against mine even as his erection rubbed against me. I moaned into his lips and he used this chance to slip his tongue into my mouth.Alpha Jaxon tasted me like a man in a desert h
Astrid's POVAs I stirred in bed, I ached. I was tired.But it was a good type of tiredness. I have no other way to explain it. It felt good yet at the same time, my body was sore.When I opened my eyes, I saw Alpha Jaxon.He was shirtless and from the looks of it, he wasn't wearing any underwear either making me yelp in surprise covering my mouth as I realized that beneath the sheets I was also naked.Then I remembered. I lost my virginity to him last night.Clutching the sheets to my chest, I looked at Alpha Jaxon and I was stunned once more by how handsome he was. This was the first time that I was seeing him asleep. Naturally, he looked even more stunning now that he wasn't scowling or frowning.He looked almost innocent. Which was a would I would never use to describe Alpha Jaxon. His eyes were closed and his dark lashes cast faint shadows along his high cheekbones.His hair was tousled from sleep covering his forehead and his mouth was drawn into the most adorable pout as he sle
Alpha Jaxon's POV"You sent for me, Alpha?"Caleb entered my office.I didn't look at him, my entire mind still stuck in that time of complete helplessness."It's getting worse." I said finally.I saw Caleb stiffen out of the corner of my eye and I knew that he was almost as bothered as I was."Alpha?"I looked up at him."I woke up today completely blind. Even now, my vision has not fully returned, I couldn't even use the computer."It was hard. I was an Alpha. The Alpha. Knowing that my death drew nearer with every day that passed was hard. This was one enemy that I couldn't defeat no matter how hard I practiced.No matter how hard I fought, I would be unable to win. My own body was betraying me and the person who laid the curse was long dead and her descendants so weak that she couldn't free herself from me.Astrid was my last hope but over the years had come to realize that even my hopes had no chance of coming to fulfillment. I had less than two years left.Caleb seemed to still
Astrid's POVI was almost ashamed to admit that this past week had been one of the best weeks of my life.It might have been because half of that time I was in bed with Alpha Jaxon.I didn't know if sex was always this good and addictive because I had no one else to compare it with but with Alpha Jaxon.I also didn't know if it was because in the past, no one ever touched me. Much less the way Jaxon did now and I wondered if I was so thirsty for being valued that it felt good. If it felt good because I was no longer alone.Most days, I tried not to think too much about it. I just let loose and let myself be happy in the moment.I got used to waking up to Alpha Jaxon. Waking up to his kisses and sex. So much mind-numbing sex.If we weren't supernatural beings who healed fast, we would both need to be in the hospital. And despite the fact that I healed slower and I was still new to this, I didn't want him to slow down.In fact, I might have initiated some of the encounters myself.I qui
Alpha Jaxon's POVAfter Kiara left, I felt tired. It wasn't because the sex had tired me out. At least not the act itself but who it was with.I was tired of having meaningless sex with different women just to break that blasted curse and preserve my life. I was tired of having meaningless relationships and it was Astrid's fault.Spending time with her was addictive. Her innocence and constant awe of everything was infectious. Watching her read was fast becoming a favourite pastime with her.Sometimes I could barely hear what she was saying because of my mind had diverted to other things like the shape of her life, her eyes sparkling with emotions and questions as she read and the way she looked at me like I'd hung the moon.And I found that I wanted, no, needed more of that.When Kiara knocked, I had been startled out of the dream of us that was. I had stared at Astrid waiting to see her reaction to another woman interrupting us and to my greatest surprise, she looked… unbothered.Sh
Alpha Jaxon's POVI thought the battle with the rogues would be an easy one that would find me back in my pack and Astrid in my arms within a few hours but it was nothing like I expected.Weeks of almost unceasing fighting went down fighting back these rogues. They were stronger than they usually were and this was strange in and of itself.Usually, rogues would have disbanded by now because they were unable to stay together for extended periods of time without turning on each other.This suspicious behaviour made me suspect Alpha Finn was responsible.I had heard rumours of him carrying out experiments with rogues, I thought they were just baseless rumours but now, I wasn't so sure.Not that it mattered in the end because my superior warriors with my expert leadership finally broke through their ranks and the rogues scattered."Don't let their head escape!" I yelled and a platoon of my men went charging after him.By interrogating him, I would know the truth once and for all.It didn'
Astrid's POVI woke up with a headache that just refused to stop.The branches on the ground tore into my skin making me gasp in pain as I pushed myself up with my palms.How did I get into this forest? Just the thought alone made me couch my head in pain. I couldn't remember.Looking around more carefully with something other than panic, I was able to recognize where I was.I was at the boundary of the Crimson Moon pack. How was this even possible? And more importantly, what was I going to do with this newfound means of escape?A part of me protested leaving Alpha Jaxon. A very stupid part. A stupid part that missed him since he left. That part of me conveniently forgot that I was one of the numerous surrogates he had and that he was sleeping with all of them.I wasn't special to him. He'd probably forgotten about me the minute I left his room when another surrogate had arrived.No. I wouldn't think about him. I had to think of myself. I needed his money to find my Dad but at the sam
Ten years laterAstrid's POV"The Crimson Moon Pack has successfully launched a multi-species academy in the interstate that will be our first step in cementing the centuries of bad blood between vampires, werewolves and witches."The entire hall fell silent listening to her and I guess even as her mother I was also in awe of Valerie's boldness and confidence.She was well-spoken for a child. Well, not that she was still much a child any more at ten.She would have her first shift in three years and then she would have a more active role in her position as Alpha King.She met my gaze across the distance between us and I gave her a subtle thumbs-up that had her smiling brightly before continuing her speech.No one would be able to tell how anxious she had been when she had been rehearsing this very speech with me."I know it will be hard. Everyone has lost someone. Even though I lost my dad to this fight, we will make sure their deaths are not in vain." Val's voice didn't crack even a
Kiara's POVIsn't it funny how the difference between a villain and a hero is the person telling the story?After Alpha Jaxon found out that I had been lying to him about being the daughter of the Alpha King, he left shattering my heart into so many pieces that even breathing was difficult for me.After he left, I hid myself in the grand expand of the supreme witch's home. She must have known that I was there but she didn't come looking for me.People like me didn't matter much to people like her.Until we do.That day for me was the day I left my hiding spot to get food to eat.One might wonder why I did just leave. But how could I leave when I had nowhere else to go? I no longer had a pack house, I no longer had a big sister to look out for me. Even the pack that I had betrayed Alpha Jaxon for had thrown me out.I had nowhere.In my haste to hurry back into my hiding spot after stealing some food, I took a wrong turn and found myself lost in the maze that was the Supreme Witch's res
Astrid's POVAs I hugged Alpha Jaxon, I felt at peace for the first time in a long while.The war was over. The vampire hunters killed the vampire king in our fight prior to meeting with Alpha Jaxon and the screams I heard leave his throat would forever live within me.We had lost people but I had faith that in time we would be able to rebuild and—A loud screech pierced through the air.What the fuck was that?I pulled away from Alpha Jaxon breaking away from our hug to see a massive shadow overhead.Goosebumps crawled over my skin as I realized that the form of that… thing was distinctly familiar."Those are…" My voice trailed off as my heart refused to believe what I was seeing."The monsters from the swamp." Xavier completed it for me.So it wasn't just in my head. They were really here.More of the creatures flew overhead, swooping in."What are they doing here?" Alpha Jaxon was as perplexed as we were.Last I remembered, Alpha Jaxon had informed me of the witch putting up a spel
Alpha Jaxon's POVFor Caleb.That's what I said within myself for every swing of my blade that cut down a vampire.Today's battle felt different whether that was because of my resolve to get rid of as many vampires as possible or because of something else.It didn't matter though.I beheaded the vampire heading right towards me in one fell swoop even as the frontlines of the vampires pushed against the werewolves."Hold the line!" I called out both in person for my allies and through the pack link for my pack members.We were on equal ground today due to the terrain so if we let their considerably larger force get through our front line, they would crush us regardless of how hard I fought.It was, to be very simply put, a numbers game.My frontline held and the battle thickened.I trode forward, step by step with enemies and friends alike at my side clashing and dying in different forms.From wolf to partial shift, to human and vampire form, they fought and the field ran red with bloo
Astrid's POVWhen I neared the border to the Crimson moon pack, I was moving as fast as I could.The Alpha hunter had won't to get the remaining two telling me that they would meet up with me in max two hours.Which gave me two hours to reach Alpha Jaxon and make a plan on how we were going to rendezvous with the army and the vampire hunters.Reaching the borders I heard a loud screech."Let me through! I need to talk to Astrid!"The guards didn't seem ready to let whoever that was through the borders."Leave or we will have to deal with you using force." The guard warned.The female sounded like she felt insulted by the guards' words."Using force? Who the hell do you think you are to talk to me like that?!"That voice. That voice was so familiar and the arrogance that laced those words could only belong to one person but what was she doing here?I walked faster so that I could see her face for myself to confirm but her next words confirmed my suspicions before I saw her."I am going
Astrid's POVYou see, there was something I didn't tell the Alphas about the vampire hunters.During my time in the bunker, Dad had told me about them when recounting the tales of the war.Three vicious heartless ferocious fighters who seemed to never age. Some said that they were bigger monsters than the vampires.I guess I would find out.I headed out trying to push away my father's cautionary words from my head but I couldn't.The vampire hunters had promised him help but at the moment when he needed them the most, they didn't show up.If they failed me this time as they had my father before me, then we were as good as dead."Princess." Elder Gideon seemed shocked to see me at the door of his house.Admittedly, it was a rare occurrence for me to be there at all. I always tried to keep a very professional relationship with the Elders before they could think to question my authority as a woman leading their pack"I need you to look after the pack for me in my absence," I said going s
Astrid's POVAlpha Finn tried to bluff his way through the situation."Do you really think they will betray me like that? You must have lost your mind, Astrid."He took a threatening step towards me only to be blocked by a much larger older Alpha on a buzz cut and with an unfriendly face.The Alpha looked down at Alpha Finn with barely restrained disgust."I think we are the ones that lost our mind following a hybrid."Alpha Finn took an almost unnoticeable step back but I saw it."Alpha Nicolai, can't you see she is trying to divide us?" He said cautiously.Alpha Nicolai bared his teeth at him."All I can see is a vamp whore."Then faster than I could blink, Alpha Nicolai reached out and tore Alpha Finn's neck open.A blow like that would have killed a wolf but for a hybrid like him, he healed almost immediately but the other Alphas were already crowding in on him slashing and tearing him up faster than he
Alpha Jaxon's POVI didn't tell Astrid the reality of this war.I didn't tell her about the stench of death that I woke up to. The blood, the pyres that never stopped burning and the senseless endless death.Astrid not coming here with me was without a doubt, the best decision I had ever made.The vampires fought to injure or maim us with obscene speed knowing that now we feared injuries as much as we did death blows hence why we opted for large-range weapons like swords, bows and fire bombs instead of just our claws now.But even with my intense strategy, it was still a numbers game. A game that we were slowly losing.The explosion rocked the earth and the last of the vampires began to retreat. We had won today's fight. Only the goddess could guarantee tomorrow's win."Fall back!" I called out for my men and our allies. "Take our injured and fall back!"Where did Caleb go?This was the time we were supposed to meet so t
Astrid's POVIt had been three months. Three months since I saw Alpha Jaxon. Three months since I touched him.I went to bed in my room with his clothes next to me because of how much I missed even his scent. I missed him more than I knew was possible. So much so that I found myself crying on the harder days.But that was only possible at night when I was alone in my room with Val.In the daytime, I was the backbone of the Crimson Moon Pack. The one the people and the elders looked up to in Alpha Jaxon's absence."The harvest last month is half what we used to have." Elder Gideon said and I could barely hold back a tired sigh.Between how much we were pumping out into the battlefield to feed the people there and the poor yield this season, it was to be expected.My hand beneath my jaw, I met Elder Gideon's gaze."We need to boost our output."Elder Jared, the bane of my existence these past three months scoffed."