Helena’s POV
The scent of blood was everywhere. It clung to my skin, thick and metallic, mixing with the stench of smoke and burnt flesh. The infirmary walls trembled from the force of battle outside, and my hands shook as I tightened the bandage around a warrior’s gashed chest.
“Hold still,” I whispered, my voice low and unsteady.
The man groaned, his face pale, but I didn’t stop working. I couldn’t. If I let myself think, if I let my mind drift beyond these walls, I’d break.
A deafening roar ripped through the night. The ground quaked beneath me.
I froze.
Through the shattered window, the sky was burning outside, chaos reigned. Women running to get their pups, our warriors fighting like their lives depended on it because It really depended on it.
Crescent Moon Pack had fought wars before. We had defended our lands against rival wolves, stood strong against shifting alliances. But this, this was not a war.
It was an onslaught.
From the infirmary window, I saw beasts of legend descend upon us.
Dragons.
Their scales shimmered like liquid gold beneath the moonlight, their molten eyes unfeeling. Some remained in their winged forms, raining fire down upon the village, while others shifted into terrifying half-human forms, their claws slicing through warriors as if they were nothing.
Swords clashed. Wolves howled. The scent of burning fur filled the air.
We were losing.
I pressed my palm against the nearest wooden pillar, my nails digging into the surface. I needed something solid, something real to hold onto. Because what I saw next would haunt me forever.
A loud cough pulled my attention back to the table.
The soldier I was tending to, a young man named Toren choked on his own breath, his skin slick with sweat.
I grabbed a damp cloth and pressed it to his forehead, my heart hammering.
“Stay with me, Toren,” I urged. “You’re going to be fine.”
A weak, bitter laugh rasped from his lips. “You’re a terrible liar, Helena.”
I swallowed hard, adjusting the bandages wrapped around his abdomen. His wound was deep, too deep. The blood soaked through faster than I could press it down.
Dain clenched his teeth, his golden eyes fluttering. “Tell me…the Alpha’s still alive?”
My fingers hesitated for a second before tightening the wrap. Lie. Give him hope.
“He’s fighting,” I said softly. “He’s strong.”
Toren gave a half-smirk. “That’s not an answer.”
I held his gaze for a long moment. What could I say? That I didn’t know? That I had seen our warriors fall faster than I could count? That I wasn’t sure if any of us would live to see the morning?
Instead, I squeezed his hand.
“You don’t need to worry about that. Just focus on breathing.”
Toren exhaled shakily, his body relaxing slightly beneath my touch.
Then, in a quiet, tired voice, he murmured, “Do you ever wonder… if this is how we were meant to die?”
A cold shiver crawled down my spine.
“Don’t talk like that.”
Toren gave a weak chuckle. “I always thought I’d die with a sword in my hand. Not in some infirmary. Not… like this.”
I shook my head. “You’re not going to die.”
His fingers curled slightly around mine.
“Helena…” His voice dropped lower. “If… if I don’t make it, tell my little sister I—”
The roof exploded above us.
A massive shockwave tore through the walls, sending splinters of wood and stone raining down. I barely had time to throw my body over Toren’s before the impact slammed into my back, knocking the breath from my lungs.
Through the dust and debris, I could just make out the glowing sky through the massive hole in the ceiling.
And outside were Liard and Rhider.
They were still standing. Still fighting. Still drenched in blood and fury.
Then I saw him, Alpha Stormbane. He was trapped.
My breath caught in my throat as I spotted him across the battlefield. Surrounded by dragon fire.
His wolf form, once majestic, once a symbol of Crescent Moon’s might was wounded, his silver fur matted with blood. He fought to break free, his fangs bared, but his movements were slowing.
No. No, no, no—
Above him, a dark-scaled dragon descended, its jaws parting, molten light glowing in its throat.
Liard turned, eyes widening, horror twisting his face.
“FATHER!”
The beast unleashed its flames.
The inferno swallowed everything.
A scream ripped from my throat, but it vanished beneath the sound of raging fire.
And just like that, Alpha Stormbane was gone.
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The next few moments were a blur. The battle raged on, but the fire inside us had died.
The dragons, as if sensing their victory, began to retreat into the skies. Their wings beat against the night, their roars fading into the distance.
They had won.
They had come not to conquer, but to destroy.
And they had succeeded.
By dawn, the battlefield was silent.
Crescent Moon, once a thriving home, was reduced to ashes, and the walls of a few of us that had survived.
We gathered near the river’s edge, where the remains of our Alpha had been recovered. There wasn’t much left of him. The fire had burned away almost everything. But Liard had made sure his father would not be left forgotten.
The pack stood in eerie silence as we laid Alpha Stormbane to rest.
The warriors stood tall, their heads bowed. Mothers clutched their children to their chests. And in the center of it all, Liard knelt before his father’s remains.
His hands were covered in blood. His face, streaked with soot, was carved from stone.
His breaths were ragged. But his voice—his voice was ice.
“Love is a weakness.”
The words fell over us like a final death sentence.
Liard rose to his feet, his posture unyielding. The boy who had lost his father no longer existed.
Before us stood a man who had nothing left to lose.
His next words sealed his fate.
"I will never allow it to make me the same."
A shudder passed through the pack.
Rhider stepped forward, his golden eyes dark with unspoken grief. He clenched his fist, his jaw tightening.
Then, in a voice just as cold, just as broken, he spoke.
"Mates are a weakness. We will never take one."
We left the burial site in silence. No one dared to speak.
What words could be said?
Liard had been our Alpha’s son. Now, he was our Alpha.
A part of me wanted to reach out to him. To tell him that he didn’t have to do this. That he could grieve. That he was not alone.
But the moment I saw his face, the emptiness in his storm-gray eyes, I knew.
Liard had locked himself away.
And no one, not me, not Rhider, not the Moon Goddess herself—could bring him back.
The war was over.
But in its wake, it had left behind something far more dangerous.
A man who had nothing left to feel.
A leader who had no love left to give.
And an oath that would one day come back to haunt us all.
Helena’s POV “This is a mistake.”My fingers curled around the edge of the wooden table, my knuckles white as I watched the warriors gather outside.Across from me, Elara, one of the older healers, exhaled sharply as she tied the last bandage around a wounded soldier’s arm.“You think anyone here doesn’t know that?” she muttered, not bothering to look up. “But it’s not about what’s right. It’s about what’s necessary.”I swallowed hard, my gaze drifting back to the open infirmary doors where the entire pack stood in uneasy silence.The coronation was about to begin.And at the center of it all, Liard stood like a man already carved from stone.It was the coronation of a man without a heart.He wore no ceremonial robes, no crown of silver as tradition demanded. Instead, he was dressed for war. A black armor still smeared with the blood of battles lost.It wasn’t just his clothes that spoke of war.It was his eyes.Hollow. Cold. The eyes of a man who had buried his father and all emotio
Liard’s POV "Something isn't right."Caelum’s voice was low, edged with unease as we scanned the dense forest ahead.I felt it too, the weight of the silence, the stillness that did not belong. Crescent Moon’s borders had always been dangerous, but tonight, the air was different.Too quiet. As if it was controlled.Rhider’s hand tightened around his sword. “They’re waiting.”I nodded once, signaling the warriors. We weren’t alone.Then the wind shifted, carrying the scent of blood and sweat.And all hell broke loose.It was a deadly ambush.The first rogue lunged from the trees, his claws glinting under the moonlight.My sword met his strike mid-air, metal screeching against bone. I twisted, driving the blade through his ribs in one clean motion. He crumpled, but more followed.Dozens.They moved in coordinated strikes, their formation too precise for common rogues.This wasn’t a random attack.This was planned.Beside me, Rhider fought like a beast unleashed. His movements were raw,
Liard’s POVSteel met steel.The sound echoed through the training grounds, filling the cool morning with sharp, unforgiving clashes. I was relentless. Strike after strike, I forced my body to move, to attack, to dodge.Sweat dripped down my back. My muscles burned with exhaustion, my hands became raw from gripping the sword too tightly.Good. I felt satisfied Pain was a distraction. Pain reminded me that I was still in control.I launched forward, swinging my blade in a deadly arc. Caelum barely deflected it in time.“Damn it, Alpha,” he panted, taking a step back. “We’ve been at this for hours.”I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop.I lunged again. Faster. Harder.Caelum barely blocked me, my blade pushing him back with sheer force.His defence faltered.I saw an opening—but at the last second, something stopped me.Lavender and warm honey.The scent hit me like a fist to the chest.My muscles locked. My breath hitched.And in that moment of hesitation, Caelum struck.The flat of his bla
Helena’s POV Liard’s hands were on me, hot, firm and possessive.His fingers traced the curve of my waist, leaving a trail of heat that burned through the thin fabric of my coral nightdress. A low growl rumbled in his chest, vibrating against my skin as he pressed me back against something solid, immovable.A tree? A wall? I didn’t know.All I knew was him, Liard. My Alpha.His lips hovered just above mine, his breath warm, his scent intoxicating. Woodsmoke and something undeniably strong and masculine.My body betrayed me, arching into him. My fingers curled against his bare chest, feeling the ridges of his muscle beneath my palms. His skin was hotter than it should be, his presence too overwhelming, too consuming.“You want this,” he murmured, his voice rough, edged with restraint.I did.Goddess help me, I did.But—No.This wasn’t right.I opened my mouth to say something, to push him away, to deny what my body already knew…But before I could speak, his lips crashed against mine.
Helena’s POV I can still feel it.The press of his lips, the searing heat of his touch, the way my body betrayed me when I should have pushed him away. It haunts me. Even now, as I sit alone in the infirmary, forcing my trembling hands to sort through bundles of herbs, I can’t shake him from my mind.The mate bond is cruel. It should have faded by now, should have released me from its grip. My wolf, dormant, silent for years, should not be stirring at the edges of my consciousness, whispering things I refuse to hear.But it doesn’t fade.And the worst part? I don’t want it to.A sharp knock on the infirmary door startles me from my thoughts. My breath hitches as the door swings open, and I know, before I even look up, who it is.Liard.His scent reaches me first, smoky, dark, unmistakably him. I keep my eyes down, pretending to focus on the herbs in my hands. If I look at him now, I might do something I regret.“We need to talk,” he says, his voice rough, edged with something I can’t
Liard’s POV I can still feel her.The warmth of her breath, the way her pulse raced beneath my fingers, the way she couldn’t bring herself to tell me to stop.I should have kissed her. I should have ended this fight between us, torn down whatever fragile resistance she still clings to.But Rhider ruined that.My fists clench at the memory, my wolf prowling beneath my skin, restless and furious. I watch Helena walk ahead of me now, her shoulders rigid as she follows Rhider toward the southern border.She hasn’t looked at me once since we left.Good.If she had, I might not have been able to stop myself.The night air is thick with tension, not just between us, but in the land itself. The disturbance at the border isn’t a rogue attack.It’s something else.Caelum and two warriors meet us at the clearing, their expressions grim.“The scent is…wrong,” Caelum says, scanning the dark treeline. “Not wolves. Not rogues.”I inhale deeply, trying to pick it apart. My wolf stirs uncomfortably,
Helena’s POV The night air is cool against my skin, but it does little to soothe the fire burning beneath it. My hands tremble as I wrap a fresh set of bandages, trying to keep my focus on the task in front of me. The infirmary is empty, save for the quiet crackling of a lantern in the corner.I should feel at peace here.This is my domain, where my hands know what to do, where my mind has no room for wandering thoughts. But tonight, my thoughts are wandering, and no matter how hard I try, I cannot pull them back.I see him every time I close my eyes.Liard.The way he had looked at me, the way his voice had dropped to that low, dangerous whisper. Say it, Helena.I had nearly broken.I press my fingers against my temples, exhaling shakily. I cannot keep doing this.I have spent my life in control, measured and composed. I have survived loss, heartache, war. I have never allowed myself to fall into reckless temptation.So why, why does he make me feel like I am unraveling?The door cr
Helena’s POV The moment Rhider disappears into the trees, I exhale shakily, pressing a hand to my chest to steady the erratic beat of my heart.That was too close.The weight of his words lingers in the air around me, wrapping tightly around my thoughts. He noticed. My own son, so perceptive, so sharp, he noticed how I’ve been different.Is it Liard?I told him no. I lied. But the way he looked at me before he left… it was like he didn’t quite believe me.I shake my head. I cannot let this continue. Whatever this thing between Liard and me, it has to stop.Taking another slow breath, I turn to leave.Then I feel it.A shift in the air.That deep, instinctual awareness that comes when someone is watching.The hair on the back of my neck stands on end. My fingers twitch toward the dagger strapped to my thigh beneath my cloak, a habit I picked up years ago.The trees are silent, but the presence is undeniable.I am not alone.A rustle, then a voice.“You know, for someone so cautious, y
Liard’s POV The war horn shattered the silence before dawn.Its echo rolled down the mountainside like thunder, stirring the warriors in their tents, the beasts in the woods, and the ghosts in my mind. I stood at the edge of the cliff overlooking the eastern ridge, where smoke bloomed like a dark omen across the trees. The dragons had finally moved.They were here.Rhider stood beside me, armored and silent. His jaw was tight, his eyes sharp, golden and glowing faintly beneath the rising sun. My sister stood further back, trying to hide her fear. I didn’t blame her.“Mount up,” I said, voice low but firm. “We ride.”Within minutes, the camp transformed into a war machine. Horses stomped, blades gleamed, and the wind carried the crackle of fire magic already burning in the east. The dragons weren’t waiting. They wanted a message sent. And I would answer them with steel.We rode hard, Rhider and I at the front. Warriors fell in formation behind us like the spine of a beast ready to bar
Liard’s POV The war table was crowded, yet the silence was deafening.I stood at the head of it, arms crossed over my chest, jaw clenched, my gaze darting across the map. Red markers littered the borders, burnt villages, missing scouts, fallen posts. Every hour, more came in. Every one of them a threat I was meant to stop.Rhider was at my side, silent, unreadable, but I could feel the tension rolling off him like heat from flame. Across the table, my generals exchanged uncertain glances. The atmosphere in the tent was heavy, thick with nerves.And yet, all I could think about… was her.Helena.Her face in the candlelight. Her breathy whispers against my neck. The way her body trembled when I touched her. The way she looked at me like I was still worth saving, even when the rest of the world wasn’t sure.I hadn’t slept. Not properly. My body had collapsed in the early hours from sheer exhaustion, but my mind hadn’t rested. My dreams had been filled with dragon fire—and her screaming
Helena’s POV The fire had long since burned down to embers, but the heat in my chest had not cooled.I sat alone in the quiet of my chambers, my hands resting in my lap, the tips still stained with blood that wouldn't wash out,no matter how hard I scrubbed. It wasn’t the soldiers’ wounds that haunted me tonight. It wasn’t even the distant rumble of drums signaling troop movements or the scouts returning from the outer woods with grim news of dragon skirmishes.It was the silence after. The silence when I was left with my thoughts-dangerous, treacherous thoughts.I hadn’t gone to Liard.He had summoned me again, a quiet knock at my door earlier that evening, followed by a messenger who said, “He waits for you in the old stone passage.” The same place we had once made love. The same hidden chamber that still smelled of fire and skin.But I never left my room, because this time… I couldn’t. The danger wasn’t just from outside the walls-it was inside my blood.Seraphina’s words earlier s
Helena’s POV The air was still thick with ash and smoke, though the flames from the scouting battle had long since died down. I stood at the window of the infirmary, my hands trembling around a jar of salve I hadn’t even realized I was holding.The war had finally arrived. And with it came chaos.The door creaked open, and I didn’t have to turn to know who it was. Rhider always had this presence about him, steady, grounded, and entirely too observant for his own good.“Helena,” he said, voice quiet but firm.I looked at him over my shoulder. His golden armor was dusted with soot, and a fresh cut marred his cheek. Yet, he stood tall, Alpha-born and battle-tempered.“You need to be ready,” he said. “It’s time.”I turned fully now, setting the jar down. “Ready for what?”His gaze met mine, steady and unflinching. “For the worst. The dragons won’t send another warning. They’ll strike fast. If you’re needed to heal warriors on the frontlines, you’ll be sent.”My heart tightened.I knew th
Liard’s POV The letter was still clenched in my fist. “Leave your land. You are not strong enough to keep it.”The parchment crinkled beneath my grip as I stood at the war table, surrounded by my generals, every one of them looking to me for answers I didn’t have.“We fortify the northern ridge,” Garrik said. “It’s the most vulnerable now that the dragons have crossed.”“No,” I snapped. “We let them think the ridge is exposed. We draw them in, then strike from the eastern flank.”Murmurs of approval rippled through the room, but I barely heard them. My thoughts weren’t here-not entirely.They were back in the silence of my chambers, where the scent of her still lingered on my sheets. Helena.She had haunted every moment of my restless night, and even now, the echo of her voice warred with the sound of battle plans.I dismissed the council with a nod, letting them argue amongst themselves.I needed air, space and her.Later that dayThe sound of laughter caught my ear as I crossed the
Liard’s POV The training grounds echoed with the sharp clash of steel. My muscles burned as I swung my blade, each strike harder than the last, each movement more precise. I needed this. The distraction. The pain. The mind-numbing repetition that kept my thoughts at bay.Because last night, I didn’t go to her.And I knew she would find me.I felt Helena’s presence before she spoke. She didn’t rush in, didn’t demand my attention. She just stood there, watching.I forced myself to continue sparring, blocking a warrior’s strike, countering, pushing forward."You didn’t come," her voice finally broke through the morning air, quiet but sharp.I didn’t respond immediately.I wanted to tell her I couldn’t, that duty held me back, but the truth was much worse. I was afraid. Afraid of how much I wanted her. Afraid of what she did to me.Instead, I deflected. "More warriors were injured in last night’s ambush. We need to focus on the war ahead."Her silence was loud."You made a promise," she
Liard’s POV I sat at the head of the long war table, my fingers drumming against the wood, barely listening as Elder Garron spoke. The room was thick with tension, the air stale with the scent of burning firewood. Warriors stood around me, their gazes sharp, their shoulders tight. Rhider was seated to my right, rigid with frustration, his jaw clenched."Alpha," a scout spoke up, his voice firm but cautious. "The dragons have been spotted again-closer this time. They are no longer keeping to their lands."A low murmur ran through the room, and I felt my muscles tighten. This wasn’t just another minor border disturbance.Elder Garron exhaled sharply. “This is not a mere scouting mission. They are testing us, watching for a weakness.”Across the table, Rhider’s fingers curled into fists. “Then we should act before it’s too late.”I studied him for a moment, noting the fire in his eyes, the sharp way his shoulders pulled back. He wanted a battle.But war wasn’t about acting on impulse."
Helena’s POV I step deeper into Liard’s secret chamber, feeling the walls closing in around me. The air is thick with something unspoken, something dark and intoxicating. My pulse pounds, my thoughts warring against the emotions clawing inside me.What am I doing?What have I already done?I swore to myself that last night was a mistake, that I would never allow myself to fall into this madness again. But then why am I here? Why am I standing in front of him, my body betraying me with every shaky breath?I lift my gaze, and the hunger in Liard’s golden eyes strips me bare. I don’t need to hear the words. I already know.I’ve lost.Liard doesn’t move at first. He stands still, watching me with an intensity that makes my knees weak."Say it," he murmurs.I shake my head. "This has to stop, Liard. We can’t keep doing this."A slow, knowing smirk tugs at the corner of his lips. "And yet you came back."I swallow hard, my fingers curling into fists at my sides. "I shouldn’t have.""But yo
Helena’s POVI don’t stop running until I reach my chambers.The door slams shut behind me, the latch clicking into place, sealing me in. My breath is ragged, my chest tight as I lean against the wood, pressing my palm flat against its surface as if that alone could hold back everything that just happened.My skin burns where Liard touched me. My lips are swollen from his kisses. My thighs ache from the way he took me, possessed me, made me his.I squeeze my eyes shut. What have I done?The memory of Elder Varyn’s knowing gaze flashes in my mind, and my stomach twists violently. Did he suspect? Had he seen something?I exhale sharply, pulling at the ties of my cloak. The scent of him clings to the fabric, the musk of his sweat and the firewood scent of his skin. I tear it off, throwing it across the room like it might erase the evidence.But it doesn’t.Because the evidence isn’t just on my clothes, it’s inside me. Everywhere.I strip off my dress, the fabric pooling at my feet, and s