"You're trembling."
Elena stiffened at the sound of Asher’s voice. His presence was overwhelming, even as he stood a few feet away.
"I'm fine," she muttered, curling her hands into fists to stop them from shaking.
Asher didn't move. His golden eyes studied her with an intensity that made her skin prickle. "You're lying."
Elena swallowed hard. "Does it even matter?"
Silence.
Then, "It matters to me."
She wanted to scoff, to tell him not to pretend. But she couldn't find the strength to fight him right now.
Asher took a slow step forward. "You don't trust me."
"Should I?" Her voice was sharp, laced with bitterness.
He exhaled, a rough, frustrated sound. "I'm not them, Elena."
She flinched. Them. Connor, Nathan, Harris, Emerson—the ones who had made her life a living nightmare.
"I know," she whispered.
But knowing wasn’t the same as believing.
---
Elena had long accepted that she was alone.
She had stopped hoping for friendships, for kindness, for anything beyond the cold indifference of her pack. Once, she had trusted. Once, she had believed that she mattered.
And then, Connor, Nathan, Harris, and Emerson had shattered that illusion.
They had turned the entire pack against her.
The memory of that night still haunted her—the way they had laughed, the way whispers had spread like wildfire. How quickly people she had once called friends had turned their backs on her.
And now?
Now, she was supposed to believe that Asher, the Alpha, her mate, was different?
She couldn't.
She wouldn't.
Because believing meant risking everything again.
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First Interaction with Asher's Wolf
A sharp growl rumbled through the room.
Elena tensed.
Asher’s posture stiffened, but it wasn’t him anymore.
It was his wolf.
"Leave," Leo, Asher's wolf, ordered the doctor without looking at him.
The man hesitated for a split second before scurrying out of the room. The dominance in Leo’s voice left no room for argument.
Elena pressed her back against the bed frame. "Why are you doing this?" she asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Leo’s golden eyes locked onto hers. "Because you are mine."
She flinched.
Not because of his words—but because she didn’t know how to handle them.
Leo softened his tone. "No one will ever harm you again."
Elena shook her head. "You don’t understand. I—"
"I understand enough," Leo interrupted. "And I don’t care what they did. You’re my mate."
Her breath hitched.
Why?
Why did he sound like he meant it?
Why did he look at her like she was something worth protecting?
She had spent years believing she was nothing. That she deserved the cruelty.
And now, here he was, saying the opposite.
It was terrifying.
---
Asher’s control slowly returned, Leo slipping back as his Alpha reassumed command.
But his expression remained unreadable as he studied her. "Elena… when did you first know I was your mate?"
She hesitated.
"I didn’t," she admitted.
His brows furrowed. "What do you mean?"
Elena clenched her jaw. "Because… I never felt the bond. Not until recently."
Asher’s eyes darkened. "That’s not possible."
She let out a humorless laugh. "And yet, it happened."
A tense silence filled the space between them.
Finally, Asher asked, "Why?"
Elena gripped the sheets beneath her. She couldn’t tell him. Couldn’t say the words out loud.
He wouldn’t understand.
He couldn’t understand.
"I don’t want to talk about it," she said instead.
Asher’s jaw ticked, frustration evident. "Elena—"
"Please."
Something in her voice must have reached him because he exhaled sharply and nodded.
But the tension between them didn’t fade.
Asher wasn’t the type to let things go.
And Elena knew this conversation was far from over.
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Asher’s gaze darkened as he studied Elena, his jaw tightening. “You’re hurt.”
She quickly looked away. “It’s nothing.”
His voice dropped lower. “Elena.”
She swallowed hard, gripping the blanket draped over her lap. “I just get nosebleeds sometimes. It’s not a big deal.”
Asher’s expression hardened. “Don’t lie to me.”
Her breath caught.
“Tell me what happened,” he pressed.
Elena clenched her hands together. Why did he care? Why was he looking at her like this—as if her pain mattered?
When she didn’t answer, he exhaled sharply. “Was it Nathan?”
A tremor ran through her.
Asher noticed.
His golden eyes flashed. “What did he do?”
Elena tried to shake her head, but the words slipped out before she could stop them. “He kicked me.”
Silence.
The tension in the room became suffocating. Asher’s entire body went rigid, his fingers curling into tight fists.
Elena immediately regretted saying anything.
---
Asher’s Controlled Rage :
Asher’s breathing was slow and deliberate, his control hanging by a thread.
“Nathan,” he repeated, his voice dangerously calm.
Elena hesitated, suddenly afraid—not of him, but of what he might do.
She forced herself to continue. “Connor spilled something. I went to clean it up. Nathan… he just—”
Asher’s fists clenched tighter. “He just what?”
Elena closed her eyes. “He said I should know my place. Then he kicked me.”
A deep, guttural growl rumbled through Asher’s chest. His wolf was fighting to take over.
Elena tensed, instinctively shrinking back.
Asher immediately turned away, his muscles coiled with barely contained fury. “I’ll be back.”
Her heart pounded. “Asher—”
“Rest,” he ordered, his voice clipped.
Then, without another word, he stormed out.
---
The room felt colder without Asher there.
Minutes later, the doctor entered, setting his bag down beside her. “Alpha’s orders,” he said lightly. “Let’s check your injuries.”
Elena sighed but didn’t argue.
The examination was quick but thorough. The doctor’s face remained neutral, but when he finished, he sat back with a sigh.
“Two broken ribs, mild concussion, deep bruising.” He rummaged through his bag and pulled out a small bottle. “Apply this lotion to the bruises. It’ll help with the pain and swelling.”
Elena hesitated before taking it.
As soon as the doctor left, she stared at the bottle in her hands.
Her fingers traced the edge of the label, but all she could see was her reflection in the window.
Bruises. Swollen skin. The dull ache in her ribs.
Ugly.
She swallowed the lump in her throat.
A soft knock on the door made her tense.
Her heart skipped a beat.
She wanted it to be Asher.
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Elena clutched the bottle of lotion tightly, trying to steady her breathing. She had barely processed the weight of Asher’s reaction when she forced herself to stand. Every movement sent sharp pain through her ribs, but she bit down on the discomfort. She needed to get back to her room. Stepping into the dimly lit hallway, she kept her head down, avoiding eye contact with the few passing wolves. The tension of the evening still lingered in the air. The Blood Moon pack wasn’t used to seeing their Alpha this enraged. Elena turned the corner—then suddenly, a strong hand clamped over her mouth. Her eyes widened in terror as she was yanked into the shadows. Emerson’s cold whisper pressed against her ear. “You don’t know when to keep your mouth shut, do you?” Panic surged through her as she struggled against his iron grip. “We should’ve finished this earlier,” Harris muttered, stepping in front of her. Emerson’s fingers tightened over her mouth. “If you tell Asher anything e
Elena’s Point of View With a slow drag of my marker, I drew a straight line across the wall, then stepped back to look at it. Two thousand one hundred and ninety days. Almost six years had passed since my parents vanished—more like abandoned me. I wasn’t even sure why I kept track of the days. Maybe deep down, I hoped they would return someday. When I was twelve, I longed for them like any child would, but now, at nearly eighteen, I no longer wanted them back. Soon, I could leave this place forever. I never got an explanation for why they disappeared, though the most obvious reason was me—being born the weakest of the pack. Still, that didn’t justify leaving their own child behind, especially in the hands of people who despised me. Each day brought a fresh form of cruelty, whether humiliation or physical pain. And believe me, pain was always their first choice. It didn’t matter who started it; someone would, and another would finish it. The only person in the entire pack who n
Asher's POV "Eliminate them. Show no mercy." My voice was calm but firm as I stared at the two rogues who had foolishly crossed into my land. Terror filled their eyes, but it was too late for regret. "Yes, Alpha," Grayson, one of my most capable warriors, responded before I turned away, already losing interest. I had wasted enough time dealing with intruders. My mother, Margot, was waiting for me, and I hated making her wait. Since my father, Henry, passed away, she hadn’t been the same. Truthfully, neither had I. His death changed everything. Not long after, my mother fell gravely ill, barely able to leave her bed. I missed the days when she would wake up early, smiling as she prepared breakfast for the entire pack. Losing my father left a hole in my heart, making me even more ruthless than before. But my mother’s suffering—watching her waste away—fueled an anger in me I couldn’t contain. People say when a mate dies, the one left behind experiences unbearable pain, sometime
Elena’s POV "Alright, Lay, time to blow out the candles!" My mother’s joyful voice rang in my ears as I stared down at my birthday cake, a Lightning McQueen design in bright red. People laughed at me for picking that cake when I turned seven, saying it was for boys, but I didn’t care. Red was my favorite color, and back then, I loved cars more than anything. I took a deep breath and blew out the candles, feeling a small gust of air bounce back onto my face. A camera clicked, capturing the moment forever. "Now, what comes next, Lay?" My father’s voice came from my left, while my mother stood smiling on my right. I giggled, excited. "I make a wish, and if I wish really hard, the birthday gods will grant it!" ---A single tear slid down my cheek, landing on an old photograph—me at seven years old, grinning between my parents, Celeste and Julian. Back then, life was filled with love and happiness. My parents adored me. But something had changed. They had left, disappeared
Asher’s Perspective Lying on my bed, my wolf wouldn’t stop pestering me. He kept demanding a run, nagging at me nonstop since last night. I had denied him repeatedly, but he wouldn't settle down. Ever since my brief encounter with Elena a few hours ago, he had been restless, and I had no clue why. Was it because she was a runt? I exhaled deeply, pushing myself out of bed. After freshening up, I made my way to my mother’s room, knocking softly before stepping in. "Mom, are you awake?" I whispered, just in case she was still asleep. Peeking in, I noticed she was indeed resting. I walked over quietly, adjusting her blanket to make sure she was comfortable, then placed a gentle kiss on her forehead before leaving, shutting the door behind me. Something about today felt different. A strange, unshakable feeling loomed over me, like I was supposed to be somewhere important. As I strolled toward the pack house, Connor approached me with his usual smug expression. "Hey, man," he
Elena’s Point of View"Why hasn’t she woken up yet?" a deep voice roared, frustration dripping from every word, followed by a low, menacing growl."Alpha, please, I need you to remain calm," another voice responded carefully, treading with caution. "She’s been through a lot. Her body needs time to recover from the lack of oxygen. But if you’d like, I can conduct additional tests to ensure everything is okay."That scent. Woodsy with a hint of spice. That meant Asher was here.The last thing I could recall was Connor's hands tightening around my throat, stealing the air from my lungs. Then suddenly, Asher had intervened, stopping him. And then… he called me his mate.Goddess above. The Alpha? My mate?This couldn't be real. It was impossible. He was leagues above me—a powerful leader, feared and respected—while I was nothing more than a weak, insignificant runt.Why would someone like him care about whether I woke up or not?Maybe he didn’t. Maybe he was here to reject me, to cast me a
Elena clutched the bottle of lotion tightly, trying to steady her breathing. She had barely processed the weight of Asher’s reaction when she forced herself to stand. Every movement sent sharp pain through her ribs, but she bit down on the discomfort. She needed to get back to her room. Stepping into the dimly lit hallway, she kept her head down, avoiding eye contact with the few passing wolves. The tension of the evening still lingered in the air. The Blood Moon pack wasn’t used to seeing their Alpha this enraged. Elena turned the corner—then suddenly, a strong hand clamped over her mouth. Her eyes widened in terror as she was yanked into the shadows. Emerson’s cold whisper pressed against her ear. “You don’t know when to keep your mouth shut, do you?” Panic surged through her as she struggled against his iron grip. “We should’ve finished this earlier,” Harris muttered, stepping in front of her. Emerson’s fingers tightened over her mouth. “If you tell Asher anything e
"You're trembling." Elena stiffened at the sound of Asher’s voice. His presence was overwhelming, even as he stood a few feet away. "I'm fine," she muttered, curling her hands into fists to stop them from shaking. Asher didn't move. His golden eyes studied her with an intensity that made her skin prickle. "You're lying." Elena swallowed hard. "Does it even matter?" Silence. Then, "It matters to me." She wanted to scoff, to tell him not to pretend. But she couldn't find the strength to fight him right now. Asher took a slow step forward. "You don't trust me." "Should I?" Her voice was sharp, laced with bitterness. He exhaled, a rough, frustrated sound. "I'm not them, Elena." She flinched. Them. Connor, Nathan, Harris, Emerson—the ones who had made her life a living nightmare. "I know," she whispered. But knowing wasn’t the same as believing. --- Elena had long accepted that she was alone. She had stopped hoping for friendships, for kindness, for anything
Elena’s Point of View"Why hasn’t she woken up yet?" a deep voice roared, frustration dripping from every word, followed by a low, menacing growl."Alpha, please, I need you to remain calm," another voice responded carefully, treading with caution. "She’s been through a lot. Her body needs time to recover from the lack of oxygen. But if you’d like, I can conduct additional tests to ensure everything is okay."That scent. Woodsy with a hint of spice. That meant Asher was here.The last thing I could recall was Connor's hands tightening around my throat, stealing the air from my lungs. Then suddenly, Asher had intervened, stopping him. And then… he called me his mate.Goddess above. The Alpha? My mate?This couldn't be real. It was impossible. He was leagues above me—a powerful leader, feared and respected—while I was nothing more than a weak, insignificant runt.Why would someone like him care about whether I woke up or not?Maybe he didn’t. Maybe he was here to reject me, to cast me a
Asher’s Perspective Lying on my bed, my wolf wouldn’t stop pestering me. He kept demanding a run, nagging at me nonstop since last night. I had denied him repeatedly, but he wouldn't settle down. Ever since my brief encounter with Elena a few hours ago, he had been restless, and I had no clue why. Was it because she was a runt? I exhaled deeply, pushing myself out of bed. After freshening up, I made my way to my mother’s room, knocking softly before stepping in. "Mom, are you awake?" I whispered, just in case she was still asleep. Peeking in, I noticed she was indeed resting. I walked over quietly, adjusting her blanket to make sure she was comfortable, then placed a gentle kiss on her forehead before leaving, shutting the door behind me. Something about today felt different. A strange, unshakable feeling loomed over me, like I was supposed to be somewhere important. As I strolled toward the pack house, Connor approached me with his usual smug expression. "Hey, man," he
Elena’s POV "Alright, Lay, time to blow out the candles!" My mother’s joyful voice rang in my ears as I stared down at my birthday cake, a Lightning McQueen design in bright red. People laughed at me for picking that cake when I turned seven, saying it was for boys, but I didn’t care. Red was my favorite color, and back then, I loved cars more than anything. I took a deep breath and blew out the candles, feeling a small gust of air bounce back onto my face. A camera clicked, capturing the moment forever. "Now, what comes next, Lay?" My father’s voice came from my left, while my mother stood smiling on my right. I giggled, excited. "I make a wish, and if I wish really hard, the birthday gods will grant it!" ---A single tear slid down my cheek, landing on an old photograph—me at seven years old, grinning between my parents, Celeste and Julian. Back then, life was filled with love and happiness. My parents adored me. But something had changed. They had left, disappeared
Asher's POV "Eliminate them. Show no mercy." My voice was calm but firm as I stared at the two rogues who had foolishly crossed into my land. Terror filled their eyes, but it was too late for regret. "Yes, Alpha," Grayson, one of my most capable warriors, responded before I turned away, already losing interest. I had wasted enough time dealing with intruders. My mother, Margot, was waiting for me, and I hated making her wait. Since my father, Henry, passed away, she hadn’t been the same. Truthfully, neither had I. His death changed everything. Not long after, my mother fell gravely ill, barely able to leave her bed. I missed the days when she would wake up early, smiling as she prepared breakfast for the entire pack. Losing my father left a hole in my heart, making me even more ruthless than before. But my mother’s suffering—watching her waste away—fueled an anger in me I couldn’t contain. People say when a mate dies, the one left behind experiences unbearable pain, sometime
Elena’s Point of View With a slow drag of my marker, I drew a straight line across the wall, then stepped back to look at it. Two thousand one hundred and ninety days. Almost six years had passed since my parents vanished—more like abandoned me. I wasn’t even sure why I kept track of the days. Maybe deep down, I hoped they would return someday. When I was twelve, I longed for them like any child would, but now, at nearly eighteen, I no longer wanted them back. Soon, I could leave this place forever. I never got an explanation for why they disappeared, though the most obvious reason was me—being born the weakest of the pack. Still, that didn’t justify leaving their own child behind, especially in the hands of people who despised me. Each day brought a fresh form of cruelty, whether humiliation or physical pain. And believe me, pain was always their first choice. It didn’t matter who started it; someone would, and another would finish it. The only person in the entire pack who n