Elena’s Point of View
"Why hasn’t she woken up yet?" a deep voice roared, frustration dripping from every word, followed by a low, menacing growl.
"Alpha, please, I need you to remain calm," another voice responded carefully, treading with caution. "She’s been through a lot. Her body needs time to recover from the lack of oxygen. But if you’d like, I can conduct additional tests to ensure everything is okay."
That scent. Woodsy with a hint of spice. That meant Asher was here.
The last thing I could recall was Connor's hands tightening around my throat, stealing the air from my lungs. Then suddenly, Asher had intervened, stopping him. And then… he called me his mate.
Goddess above. The Alpha? My mate?
This couldn't be real. It was impossible. He was leagues above me—a powerful leader, feared and respected—while I was nothing more than a weak, insignificant runt.
Why would someone like him care about whether I woke up or not?
Maybe he didn’t. Maybe he was here to reject me, to cast me aside before this bond could even begin.
The thought alone sent a pang through my heart. I had heard that life without a mate was unbearably painful. But honestly? My life was already unbearable.
And where was Connor?
A sudden touch—someone attempting to roll up my sleeve—made my instincts kick in. My body reacted before I could think, my arm snapping away as my eyes flew open.
"L-Elena…"
Asher’s voice.
My heart instantly pounded so hard that I could hear it through the heart monitor beside me. The sharp beeping filled the air, confirming my panic.
"Hey, hey, it’s alright," Asher murmured, his fingers carefully tilting my chin so I’d look at him.
He wasn’t rejecting me?
The warmth of his touch sent tiny sparks dancing along my skin, and for a moment, everything around me faded. The world was just him and me.
As I breathed deeply, the beeping from the heart monitor began to slow down. My heartbeat calmed, mirroring the moment of stillness between us. From the corner of my eye, I noticed the doctor silently stepping out of the room, leaving us alone.
But the reality of it all came crashing back.
Asher was an Alpha—strong, ruthless, and respected. I was nothing. A runt. A failure. I didn’t belong next to him.
Shame washed over me, and I turned away, dropping my gaze to my lap. My hands clenched the hospital blanket, unsure of what to say.
What was I even supposed to say?
I had been seconds away from dying. And it wasn’t just anyone who had nearly killed me—it was his Beta.
Would Asher even care when he found out about the other things Connor had done to me? Would he believe me?
And what about Nathan? If I told Asher, Nathan would…
The heart monitor beeped wildly again, mirroring the chaos inside my mind.
"Elena, take a deep breath," Asher’s voice softened as his hand settled gently over mine. "You’re safe now."
Safe.
That word felt foreign. Something I hadn't truly felt in a long time.
Yet somehow, when he said it, I almost believed it.
Slowly, the beeping from the monitor steadied once more.
"I was really worried about you," Asher admitted, his voice holding something unfamiliar. Something… genuine.
My head snapped up in shock.
"W-why?" I stammered.
Why would someone like him care about someone like me?
Asher's expression darkened slightly, his jaw tightening. "Elena… you died," he said, his voice strained, as if the words themselves hurt him. "The doctor had to bring you back."
Died.
I had actually… died?
The thought should have terrified me. But instead, I felt numb. Maybe because, after everything, a part of me had already accepted death.
Connor had strangled me before, more times than I could count. I was used to passing out, slipping into the darkness, only to wake up again. But this time, there had been no guarantee that I would wake up.
Yet here I was.
What an unfortunate birthday gift.
Speaking of Connor…
"W-where is… Connor?" My voice came out shaky, my fingers nervously twisting the blanket.
A low, thunderous growl rumbled from Asher’s chest, sending shivers down my spine.
"He’s being handled," he muttered darkly, his eyes flickering between their usual brown and an inky black. His wolf was right beneath the surface.
A knock at the door interrupted the tension. The doctor—Marcus, according to his name tag—walked back in.
"Apologies for interrupting, Alpha," Marcus said, glancing between us. "I need to run some tests to ensure she’s stable before she can be released."
Asher gave a small nod before stepping back, watching Marcus like a hawk as he moved closer to my bed.
The moment Marcus reached for my sleeve, I yanked my arm away.
"D-don’t," I mumbled, gripping my wrist protectively.
I didn’t want him—or anyone—to see.
Some of the scars were fresh. Others had faded into thin white lines. Either way, I didn’t want them exposed.
Marcus reached again, but this time, a low growl echoed through the room.
"She said don’t," Asher repeated coldly, his piercing gaze daring Marcus to ignore him.
Marcus sighed, raising his hands in surrender. "I promise, Elena, I’m not here to hurt you. I just need to check your condition so you can leave this place. You do want to leave, don’t you?"
I did.
This room felt suffocating. Asher’s presence was overwhelming, making my emotions spiral in ways I didn’t understand.
But I also couldn’t ignore the fact that… he cared.
Why? I wasn’t sure.
Still, I hesitated before slowly extending my arm, squeezing my eyes shut.
Marcus carefully examined the scars, his touch gentle but still uncomfortable. A small hiss of pain escaped me.
Another growl came from Asher.
His footsteps moved closer, but I didn’t dare open my eyes.
If he hadn’t rejected me before, he certainly would now. Not after seeing this.
"I’ll… um, I’ll get you some cream to help with these," Marcus said quietly.
I only nodded.
The door clicked shut behind him, leaving me alone with Asher.
"Elena."
His voice was softer this time. It sent warmth through me, despite my fear.
Taking a shaky breath, I forced my eyes open. "Yes?"
I hadn’t even noticed that he had gently pulled up my other sleeve. His gaze traced over the scars, unreadable.
But what struck me most?
There was no disgust.
Not like Connor. Not like the others who had sneered at me, whispered about me, looked at me like I was nothing.
Asher’s eyes only held concern.
I quickly moved to cover my arms, pressing them into my lap. "You don’t have to look," I whispered, staring at the white sheets beneath me.
Before he could respond, Marcus returned with a small white tube.
"This will help with the scarring," he said, offering a reassuring smile.
Scarring? No cream could erase what had been done.
Still, I mumbled, "Thank you."
Marcus carefully applied the cream before rolling my sleeves back down.
"Alright," he said, stepping back. "If you can stand up, I’ll take some X-rays and do a few more checks. If everything looks good, you’ll be free to go."
I attempted to swing my legs over the side of the bed.
The moment I tried standing, sharp pain tore through my ribs. My knees buckled instantly.
Asher caught my arm before I could fall.
Sparks.
"I… I can’t," I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper.
Both Marcus and Asher frowned.
"Why not?" Marcus asked.
I swallowed hard. "I-I think my ribs are broken."
Asher’s eyes darkened completely.
His wolf was unleashed.
"You're trembling." Elena stiffened at the sound of Asher’s voice. His presence was overwhelming, even as he stood a few feet away. "I'm fine," she muttered, curling her hands into fists to stop them from shaking. Asher didn't move. His golden eyes studied her with an intensity that made her skin prickle. "You're lying." Elena swallowed hard. "Does it even matter?" Silence. Then, "It matters to me." She wanted to scoff, to tell him not to pretend. But she couldn't find the strength to fight him right now. Asher took a slow step forward. "You don't trust me." "Should I?" Her voice was sharp, laced with bitterness. He exhaled, a rough, frustrated sound. "I'm not them, Elena." She flinched. Them. Connor, Nathan, Harris, Emerson—the ones who had made her life a living nightmare. "I know," she whispered. But knowing wasn’t the same as believing. --- Elena had long accepted that she was alone. She had stopped hoping for friendships, for kindness, for anything
Elena clutched the bottle of lotion tightly, trying to steady her breathing. She had barely processed the weight of Asher’s reaction when she forced herself to stand. Every movement sent sharp pain through her ribs, but she bit down on the discomfort. She needed to get back to her room. Stepping into the dimly lit hallway, she kept her head down, avoiding eye contact with the few passing wolves. The tension of the evening still lingered in the air. The Blood Moon pack wasn’t used to seeing their Alpha this enraged. Elena turned the corner—then suddenly, a strong hand clamped over her mouth. Her eyes widened in terror as she was yanked into the shadows. Emerson’s cold whisper pressed against her ear. “You don’t know when to keep your mouth shut, do you?” Panic surged through her as she struggled against his iron grip. “We should’ve finished this earlier,” Harris muttered, stepping in front of her. Emerson’s fingers tightened over her mouth. “If you tell Asher anything e
"Why do you keep your door locked when no one else does?" Elena tensed at the question, watching Asher as he stood by the door, his broad frame blocking the exit. His tone wasn’t demanding, but there was something unsettling about how he asked—like he wasn’t just curious but deeply bothered by it. She forced a small shrug. "For safety." A muscle in his jaw ticked. "Safety from who?" Elena looked away, pretending to adjust the pillow beneath her. "It’s just a habit." Silence. She could feel his eyes on her, like he was peeling back layers she didn’t want exposed. Finally, he exhaled sharply and moved. She flinched before she could stop herself, her body reacting on instinct. But instead of approaching her, Asher turned his attention to the rest of the room. He was inspecting her space. His hands traced over the wooden desk near the window, fingers ghosting over the few worn-out books stacked neatly on the surface. He ran a finger across the windowsill, his brows furro
Elena’s breath caught in her throat at the feeling of his finger against her lips. She should have pulled away. She should have looked anywhere but at him. But her body refused to move, trapped in the intensity of his gaze. She knew he wouldn’t let this go. Asher wasn’t the kind of man to accept half-truths. But if he found out she had been planning to run, there would be no escaping his wrath. Slowly, he dropped his hand, exhaling through his nose as if trying to control his own emotions. “You don’t trust me,” he stated, not as a question but as a fact. Elena hesitated. “I don’t trust anyone.” His jaw clenched, and for a moment, silence stretched between them. Then, in a voice quieter than before, he asked, “Did they really hurt you that badly?” She turned away, staring at the wall where her tally marks were carved. Yes. But she couldn’t say it. She wasn’t ready to relive those memories, not with him standing so close, his presence pressing against her like a force she
Elena's breath hitched. "You… want to stay?" Asher nodded, his expression unreadable. "Only if you’re okay with it." She hesitated. No one had ever stayed with her before. Her room had always been her sanctuary—her one place of solitude, away from the world. "Why?" she asked quietly. Asher exhaled, running a hand through his hair. "Because I don’t want you to be alone tonight." Her fingers tightened around the blanket. He wasn’t demanding. He wasn’t forcing his presence on her. He was… asking. That, more than anything, made her chest ache. She swallowed. "I don’t—" She stopped herself, not even sure what she was about to say. Asher must have sensed her turmoil because he stepped closer, his voice soft but firm. "I won’t do anything you don’t want, Elena. I just… want to hold you. That’s all." Hold her? The thought sent warmth curling through her, foreign and unfamiliar. She shouldn’t want this. She shouldn’t let him in. And yet, against every instinct screaming
“You’re flinching from me.” Asher’s voice was low, but there was an unmistakable edge to it.Elena forced herself to meet his gaze, but the way his brows pulled together, the way his jaw clenched, made her stomach twist.“I’m not,” she lied.His sharp exhale told her he didn’t believe her.“Elena.” His voice dropped to something softer—something dangerously close to pleading. “Tell me who did this to you.”She shook her head, refusing to answer.Asher’s hands clenched into fists at his sides. He was losing patience, she could tell. But what was she supposed to say? That the people who were supposed to be her family had spent years making her feel worthless? That her own pack had treated her as nothing more than a punching bag?She had spent so long pretending her pain didn’t exist. Saying it out loud would make it real.“Elena,” Asher said again, this time stepping closer.She tensed before she could stop herself.And he noticed.His entire body went rigid, his eyes darkening. “You th
The air in the dungeon was thick with the stench of blood and sweat, the damp stone walls trapping the scent of suffering. Asher’s boots echoed against the cold floor as he descended the steps, his rage simmering just beneath the surface. He had left Elena reluctantly, forcing himself to walk away before his own emotions overwhelmed her. But every second since he had seen the way she flinched, the way she recoiled as if expecting a blow, had been eating away at him. Someone had broken her—had shattered her in a way that made her expect pain instead of protection. And Asher was going to make them pay. Nathan lay crumpled against the farthest wall of the cell, barely conscious, his once-arrogant expression replaced by swollen bruises and dried blood. His arms hung limply in the restraints, his body slumped in defeat. But as soon as he heard footsteps, his head lolled up, and a smirk pulled at his split lip. “Come to check on your little prize, Alpha?” His voice was hoarse, barel
Nathan let out a weak laugh, shaking his head. “And you call me the monster.” Asher didn’t answer. He just watched as the guards yanked Nathan back into position, shackling him once more. This wasn’t about vengeance. It was about justice. Nathan would never hurt her again. And if Asher had his way, neither would anyone else. --- The guards responded immediately, dragging Nathan back into position as Asher turned away. His rage hadn’t subsided. If anything, it burned hotter, searing through his veins as he stalked toward the next prisoner. Connor. Unlike Nathan, Connor had been spared no mercy. He had been beaten within an inch of his life, his wrists bound tightly with silver restraints that seared into his skin. His breaths were shallow, his body barely able to hold itself upright. But when Asher entered, Connor forced himself to look up, a twisted grin forming despite the blood caking his face. “Did she tell you?” His voice was barely a rasp, but the cruelty in i
The door creaked open again.Elena turned, expecting Genevieve or maybe Dawn—but it wasn’t either.It was Asher.And he froze in the doorway.Time, breath, and sound—all of it stilled.He didn’t move.Didn’t speak.Just… stared.His eyes drank her in from head to toe. The white dress that floated around her like morning mist. The soft fall of her hair. The quiet strength in her posture. The way her lips curved just barely, nervous but glowing.“Elena,” he finally whispered, voice low and awestruck.Her heart stuttered.He stepped in slowly, reverently, like approaching something sacred. His gaze never left her face, as though he was afraid she’d vanish if he blinked.“Say something,” she breathed, voice barely above a whisper.“I would,” he said, his throat tight, “if I could remember how to speak.”That made her laugh, soft and breathy.He reached her then, his hands lifting but not yet touching—as if still trying to believe she was real. “You look like a dream I’ve had my whole life
Elena stood in front of the mirror, still and breathless. The ceremony was just hours away, but her stomach churned like she’d swallowed a storm.The room was quiet now. Genevieve had left to help with final touches. Dawn had skipped off with her flower crown. Even the hum of chatter downstairs felt far away.It was just her and the mirror.And fear.Her fingers trembled as she traced the edge of the white dress—soft chiffon with intricate embroidery along the neckline. The fabric hugged her lightly, flowing around her like mist. She should have felt like a vision.Instead, all she could see were memories pressing through the glass.The echoes of bruises that had once marred her skin. The hollow eyes she used to avoid in her reflection. The voice in her head that still whispered: You’re not enough. You never were.Her breath hitched.What if they see the truth beneath the silk? What if they see the scared girl still hiding under the skin of a Luna?She turned from the mirror, pressing
Elena stirred the next morning to the soft chirping of birds and the golden warmth pouring through the trees. Asher had wrapped himself around her during the night, their bodies curled together beneath a blanket of moss and dappled sunlight. For the first time in her life, she didn’t wake up flinching.Instead, she smiled.“Morning, Luna,” Asher whispered against her shoulder, his voice still thick with sleep.Her heart flipped. That title… it used to scare her. Now it sounded like a crown placed gently on her head, not one she had to earn by pain—but by love.Asher kissed her cheek before pulling himself up. “We should head back soon. Your ceremony's tonight.”Her breath caught. Nerves fluttered in her chest. Ceremony. People. Attention. Things she’d never felt comfortable with.And yet—she wanted it. For herself. For them.By the time they returned to the house, the buzz had already begun. Pack members moved in and out, carrying decorations, trays of food, and fabric-draped poles fo
"I think this is my favorite kind of silence," Elena whispered, her voice barely louder than the breeze.Asher turned his head slowly, his eyes glowing amber in the waning light. “The kind where we don’t have to say anything… but everything’s already understood?”She smiled faintly, eyes fixed on the sunset bleeding across the sky. “Exactly that.”The horizon was a watercolor of gold and soft lavender, bleeding into a dusky crimson that painted the clouds with fire. The lake mirrored it all—still, soft, endless. A hush had fallen over the world, as if nature itself paused to breathe beside them.“I used to hate sunsets,” Elena confessed, her fingers playing with a blade of grass. “They reminded me the day was over, and it meant going back into a night I couldn’t escape.”Asher’s brows furrowed, but he didn’t interrupt.“But now,” she continued, “I love them. Because I know what the night holds. You.”He reached for her hand gently, threading his fingers between hers. “The night belong
The forest began to thin, the trees spreading wider apart as the scent of water drifted to him—fresh, clear, kissed by wind. Asher slowed his stride, dark paws sinking into moss and damp soil as he followed the trail of delicate pawprints that shimmered faintly in the sunlight.Then he saw it.The lake.Still. Silent. Sacred.The water lay like glass, mirroring the golden sky overhead. Morning mist curled above its surface like a soft veil, and tall reeds swayed at the edges where dragonflies danced between blades.It hit him like a memory. One he hadn’t thought about in years.This lake—this exact lake—was where his father used to take him as a pup. Before the war. Before the loss. They would lie beneath the oaks and count the stars. His father had called it the heart of the forest, a place where the world stood still, where the bond between wolf and nature hummed the loudest.Now it whispered something else.Peace.And at its center—was her.Elena.She stood at the water’s edge, one
Elena clung to him, her hands sliding through his hair, and her lips parting with soft gasps as Asher kissed her deeper, rougher—no longer gentle. Something was shifting.And it wasn't just the hunger in their kisses.“I feel… different,” Elena whispered breathlessly against his lips, her nails curling against his shoulders.“I know,” Asher murmured, panting as his forehead pressed to hers. “It’s the bond.”“No… not just the bond.” Her pupils flared golden, and her voice came out lower—more layered, like two voices overlapping. “It’s her. She’s waking up.”A growl curled in Asher’s chest. Deep. Possessive. “Leo’s awake too.”As if summoned, their wolves surged forward—raw, primal instincts crashing through their consciousness like a tidal wave. A heat swept over them, curling in their bellies, wild and unrelenting.Lena growled through Elena’s lips. The sound was soft but primal. Her golden eyes narrowed, and she gripped Asher’s jaw, kissing him with such fire he nearly buckled.Their
Elena finished the last bite of her eggs in silence, her fingers idly circling the edge of the plate while her thoughts lingered somewhere far beyond the small kitchen. Asher watched her, his hand resting lightly over hers, thumb rubbing soft, steady circles along her knuckles.“Do you think…” she started, hesitating, “that Genevieve ever regretted helping me?”He frowned, scooting his stool closer until their knees brushed. “No. Not for a second.”“She lost everything, Asher.”“And gained something far more valuable,” he said firmly. “Self-respect. Integrity. You.”Elena looked up, her eyes shining with quiet pain. “But I didn’t protect her.”“You were a kid,” he said gently. “You didn’t have the power to protect anyone—not even yourself. That’s not on you.”Her lip trembled. “But if she hadn’t stepped in... I don’t know who I would’ve become. Or if I would’ve made it at all.”“Then she changed your life. And I promise you, Elena, she knows that. People like her? They don’t act out o
Asher pressed a gentle kiss to her temple, his fingers softly threading through her hair.“You really have no idea what you do to me,” he whispered, lips brushing her skin.Elena smiled, eyes closed, basking in the warmth of his touch. “And you’re dramatic first thing in the morning. Do I need to start rationing your compliments?”He chuckled, a sound that vibrated against her. “No. But I’ll take your blushes as payment.”“I’m not blushing,” she lied, the heat on her cheeks betraying her.Asher shifted to hover over her slightly, one hand sliding across the curve of her waist to cup her face. “Yes, you are. And it’s adorable.”His thumb stroked across her cheek, the softest touch, and his gaze locked with hers — intense, open, reverent.“I meant what I said. You’re beyond beautiful, Elena. I don’t even have the words.”Elena bit her lip, her heart fluttering. “Good thing you’re pretty. Makes up for the cheesy lines.”“You love my cheesy lines,” he grinned.“I tolerate them.”“Mm-hmm.”
Chapter Title: “The Morning After”"I don’t think I’ve ever seen anything more beautiful," Asher murmured, his voice thick with sleep and awe.Elena stirred slightly beside him, still tucked into the warm cocoon of blankets, her face half-hidden against his chest. “You’re staring,” she whispered, voice raspy and adorably accusing.“I’ve earned the right,” he replied softly, brushing a thumb along her cheekbone. “You’re my mate.”Her eyes fluttered open, pupils still lazy from sleep. “You’re such a sap in the morning.”He chuckled, deep and low, the sound rumbling through her. “Only for you.”Elena let out a small laugh, cheeks coloring. “You really didn’t sleep much, did you?”“Didn’t want to,” Asher admitted, fingers gently tracing idle circles along her bare shoulder. “I kept watching you. I kept thinking... no words could describe you. And that’s coming from someone who speaks seven languages.”She blinked up at him, shy but smiling. “You’re really saying that after what we did last