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ZAVIER

What would be the best way to describe how I was feeling at that moment?

Broken at the fact that I was beyond damage these few months that I had stayed away from her, or acting like finding her hiding did me more harm than good?

Either way I felt no need to stay as I was at the verge of showing her how I had felt this whole time .

Rai stared at me, I had never seen her like this— I had seen her looking at me in so many ways but never with fear or any other emotions associated with it.

It wracked through me, not because of the picture of her face before me, imprinted into my soul like I would have to deal with it forever, but because it should never have been her.

it should have never been this woman I loved with every bit of my soul looking at me this way.

The fact that I wanted her, and still did and despite all that she didn't want anything to do with me .

If it weren’t for me, she would never had thought about leaving —

What the hell was the matter with me?

As I stood rig