Chapter 90

Aurora’s POV

I had the same nightmare over and over again and every time, I couldn't escape.

The nightmare and the thought of the fact that I almost had sex with Alexis made me stay up all night.

I couldn't believe I almost let that happen. I liked how his hands felt on my skin , his lips tasted like peppermint. I could feel every single touch he gave me from head to toe. He didn't need an excuse to touch me there, but I needed one for letting him touch all over me. It's not just that I loved how good he felt against me, no, it was that he was so willing and passionate about each action yet I couldn't bring myself to have sex with him.

It was as if something in me stopped me before I could do what would inevitably make our relationship even more complicated than it already was. I still can't explain why that was so much harder to admit than anything else that happened that night.

Maybe it was because of how many times this happened- how many times I had thought about it . How often I