Mildred POV I spent the next day indoors as well, not going out or seeing anybody else and my food was brought in by maids. But unlike the other day, my baby's father didn't come to check on me. As I sat on my bed and poked my food with a lack of interest, I told myself that it was better that he didn't come to check up on me but that didn't change the fact that I missed him and quite badly as well in fact at one point it would have been preferable if he actually came because his absence made me to think about him so much that if imagination was enough to make someone appear he would have been instantly summoned in my room. After eating half of my food, I lie down on my back and look up at the ceiling. As if the answer to my problems was waiting there, reality began to sink deep that this will soon be the rest of my life without him. I knew that eventually time come as an ointment on the skin but now it felt like a fresh cut. When I was going through moments like that I was close
Mildred's POVI really regretted not staying back at least then I could avoid all of this drama but my unborn baby's father already had his hand on my waist and Tanya had her jaw on the floor looking at me and then she slapped Arnold on his shoulder."Oh, Alpha Arnold you can be so funny…you know that right? Come in who is she really?"It was really bold of her to ask that with his hand on my waist, but I guess some people were just that gifted with being that delusional after all."I don't remember cracking jokes with you a normality for myself, so what I just said is not a joke at all…"The more Arnold spoke the more it looked like the woman in front of us was ready to rip out every single strand of hair on her head and then her frame was as still as a statue until a plump woman showed up and handed her some wrapped up meat and take it to the backyard.I was honestly curious as to why that was happening and then I looked at Arnold."It's a regular cook out that we do in the pack for
Alpha Arnold POV"I need your help with something," I said to my Gamma the next day as I waved him into my study.His expression was a mixture of confusion and curiosity delicately balanced together as he walked in and closed the door behind him.He settled himself in a chair that was opposite mine across my mahogany desk.As soon as he found his if he asked me what I needed me for and I hesitated quickly tapping my fingers on my desk, then without lifting my eyes I told him that I needed him to arrange with a travel agency a first class trip to California.His immediate response was a stunned silence."Did something happen?" he was finally able to voice his concern, leaning forward with his hands crossed reminding me that I had just returned back to the pack but I told him that the trip was not for me but for my mate now he became even more confused as he lifted up one eyebrow questionly.However just by looking at my face he was able to tell that I was not in the mood for questions
Mildred POVThat night I was struggling to go to sleep, I was internally distraught but I didn't even know why I found myself rolling on the bed from side to side until I could no longer pretend as if I was feeling all right anymore finally sprinting up to my feet which was a bit of a challenge into my bulging belly but I had to because of how uncomfortable I was."Mildred…" every single bone in my body stiffened when I heard someone call my name the voice were so soft and whispering and at the same time it's held such great power that I felt my entire body shiver with a strange sense of fear, my eyes burn around my room trying to look for the source of this voice and then suddenly my face was slapped with a huge gust of wind that burst through the window that I will sure I had closed before I went to sleep.Then completely eclipse in the moon was a woman that I had never seen in my entire life and she did not appear to be like any other woman I had met, she appeared to be at ethereal
I knew that she wanted an explanation but I personally myself didn't have one to give at the moment. I didn't understand what the guardian meant even though I was sure that she was probably more confused than me presently.But I could see from the stubborn look in her eyes that she wanted an answer and immediately too, but how could I give you an answer when I myself was also confused?"Look, you don't have to worry about any of this tomorrow you will get the flight ticket and you go back to California and you can forget that any of this ever happened…"I knew she was probably worried that this would affect her travel plans but I needed to assure her that none of that will happen. I thought that you would be more happy when she heard that but instead, she looked more troubled.Was there something that I said that was out of place?I believe that she had not made any change in her decision of living and so for the sake of her comfort I wanted to make it possible that she would be able
Mildred POVThe morning came mercilessly, disregarding the fact that I wanted to stay here just a little bit longer.I watched as the morning light poured into my bedroom. This was probably the last time I will see this. The next time the sun will rise I will be under another roof living another life..a life without Arnold.I placed a hand on my trembling chest, then it dropped down to where my baby was growing. The poor little being would only know stories about their father and nothing else.Just thinking about it made me heartbroken, so I shut off those thoughts tucking them away in the corner of my mind as I began to look through the luggage that I had packed. It wasn't much so it only stole a few minutes of my time before I began my morning routine.I was now dressed comfortably and my hair was in a messy bun, and this was when I heard knocking on my door my fingers reached out for the doorknob and allowed the wooden frame to ease back a few inches staring at the person on the ot
Arnold POV This morning that I have been dreading so much finally arrived, my heart clenched up with the thought of never seeing my mate or child again unless from a far distance.After stripping off my duvet, I dragged my tired body into the shower and began my morning routine. When I was dressed decently enough to go outside, I called some of my servants so that they would help my mate in packing anything she needed.But I was met with shock when I came to her doorstep, the door itself was open revealing that there was nobody in her room.I went in to check everywhere, even the shower but she wasn't in there either."Millie?" I called her name almost helplessly then I heard a response behind me, but it wasn't her."Tanya?" I hissed as I turned around to face the woman that had cheated on me with my best friend at what was supposed to be our mating ceremony."What are you doing here?"As always she was sparingly dressed, with an early-morning attire that revealed more than
Mildred POV"Help!" I screamed at the top of my voice and I could hear the driver beginning to chuckle."So you think that will work?" He said with a nasty snicker on his lips."I already told you that this place is deserted or are you daft maybe?" He said with mock curiosity as he tilted his head."I am not daft, which is why I will not fold my hands and allow you to kidnap me…"I said with determination and he just laughed throwing his head back on the car seat and tightening his grip on the wheels so much that I could see his veins popping out."I have to say…" he began as his absurd laughter was finally fading away."Arnold has the most interesting taste in women…"I froze up where I sat, even though I had noticed a strong kinship between all of them in their pack I had been quick to notice that people didn't normally call him by his name, at least not without his title tagging behind.And this man did it so naturally."Who..who are you?" I said unable to hide the dread in my voice
Mildred POV"Mil!"I held out my hand with joy as my best friend ran into them.My husband and I had been waiting several minutes for her plane to finally land and I was so excited. Behind her was the guard that my husband had left to take care of her coming out, calling out that she should not run so fast. She rolled her eyes back, looking at him."You are always treating me like a child!" She said defensively, crossing her hands and with a sigh."... That's because you act like one sometimes, "He responded.After saying that, he looked over to me and my husband and greeted us with a slight bow and also recognized the baby that was cradled in my husband's hand."Oh my gosh, he's so cute!..., oh now I want one so badly." She said, gushing over the baby, and then her bodyguard hovered over her with a worried expression."Children aren't supposed to take care of children," he said without missing a beat, and she turned around."Besides…where are you going to find a guy that can handle a
Mildred POVI could not describe the relief that washed over my entire body like a cool relaxing shower when I finally had a bed to lie on. I didn't realize that Arnold was staring at me strangely until I rolled on the bed and my eyes came over to him, looking over with a mixture of confusion and perplexity.Even if I had been walking a long way so that way he had carried me halfway back, it was not enough reason for me to act like that after seeing a bed.Before I could even get the chance to think of a good excuse, he came over scooting on the bed, and then, with a hard gaze fixed on me, he asked me."Millie, can you tell me what was happening to you when I was asleep?"I sat up feeling hesitant to talk about my experiences with him. I just wanted to push it into the past because it was so terrible, and I didn't want him to feel guilty that he had not been there for me, since it was basically my fault that I had injured him.He kept on pressing for the truth and so, eventually, I ha
Arnold POVMy heart was beating hard against my chest as we were making our way through the woods I had left some markings on the trees quickly as I was rushing here, from time to time my mate would casually point out a deformed tree that had one of the two branches torn off.I would just soothingly her head, telling her not to bother about it when deep down inside I knew that it was because of how madly I had been running when I knew what was about to happen to her.".... Arnold…" she called my name in a weak voice as she clung to me I looked at her asking her she needed to rest a bit giving her the offer of carrying her again but she looked at my hand that was still tearing and shook her head to that invitation saying that she could be here for a little longer until my hands were better.My heart clenched when she said this even when she was in this situation she was still thinking of me and my own well-being and she was pregnant just going through such a traumatic experience that w
Mildred POV"Move faster…"I felt a painful jab on my side caused by someone poking me with a stick. Following that was a burst of laughter and a bunch of laughter followed by the group that had been walking behind me for several minutes now.Now that I had finally gotten to see Arnold, I would have to live up to my own part of the deal or rather die for it, so leading the group was traitorous and then behind me were warriors that were mostly loyal to him and in their midst was Tanya, who was desperate to witness my debt even if it meant her not being there to support Arnold in his last moments.Watching her join the group earlier made me scoff below my breath. Despite doing all of this, she would still viciously claim that she was in love with him. It was ridiculous.No, it wasn't satisfying enough to the group that I was about to execute myself while dragging heavy chains across the forest. They decided that they were going to mock me and do petty, ridiculous things like poking me w
Mildred POV"Millie, if it's a boy, are you fine with him having my grandfather's name?""Hmm, I was hoping that we could name him after my father…""Should we flip a coin over it?"This was the conversation that we had before the world fell apart. crackling I'm just crumbling like a world that I thought will stand forever. Suddenly, the world that I thought we had that was so firm was actually as fragile as a stack of cards messily placed on each other. It was just my imagination that it would last forever, but in a brief moment, a small wind came along and set everything to disaster.Back then I thought that we were going to have a happy family, the two of us and our baby and the ones that were to come.And now I had my fingers entangled in his own, from my side, I was strapped down with chains and on his own he was being held down by drips."Arnold, I am so sorry…"I had thought that I would not get the opportunity to see him. That was until I made a proposition, a proposal that no
Mildred POVSometimes I truly wonder if I am not the one that is cursed if my child is actually innocent and I am the problem here. Perhaps that is so and I am just making myself believe otherwise.I woke up feeling the cold concrete floor brushing against my skin as I stood up and then be clicking sound of chains filled my ears as I tried to sit up. The cold wrapped around me like a thick blanket, but despite this, there was an overwhelming heat that embraced my waist and my ankles when I took a closer look.I realized that with the help of the dull naked bulb that was swinging above my head, I was chained there.I bit my bottom lip as I stared at the chains contemplatively as though my eyes had never seen anything like it before. Maybe I was hoping that if I blinked enough times it would fade away, but, I missed and it would all be nothing but a blurry dream that had infiltrated my thoughts. Even after doing so, my eyes went wide like saucepans and I saw that it was nothing more tha
Mildred POVI took a few cautious steps back when I saw the aggressive look on her face and she noticed it."Why are you stepping back…I guess you already know what you did and that is why you are trying to run away now…"A heavy sigh carried my whole chest as I noticed that more and more people were beginning to look at her so I tried to subtly bring it to her attention, but she had a razor-sharp look at me, not minding that so many people were looking at us.Or maybe that was exactly what she wanted."So are you going to confess to what you did or are you going to play dumb and innocent…""I didn't do anything…at least not to you…" I clarified, but she suddenly stepped closer."Last chance…" she hissed."I didn't do anything gosh you people need to stop suffocating me," Then in a burst of emotions, I pushed her…I was so fed up…they watched me like I was a delinquent child and not even an adult with this uncomfortable bracelet on I was basically not even a threat at all and yet…they
Mildred POV"All better, do you think that anyone will notice?"This question was directed at the lady that was helping me to stitch up the dress. Fortunately, I was able to find a maid that was handy with the sewing machine and she had one within her reach to help me. She even added some decorations on top of the dress that made it more palatable to look at and the stitches more intentional, even though it was because of how randomly I had cut the dress.When she was finally done, she handed me the dress and I was standing in front of the mirror, even without all the extra stitches. I had a feeling that it was still meant to be short and revealing and it clung to me like a second skin. I turned around to look at how it was wrapped around my butt.Gosh if I even dropped anything at that worthless party and might as well just leave it on the floor for the rest of the night because there was no way I would be able to pick it up without unveiling myself in front of everyone.From the cor
Mildred's POVI had already tolerated so much from him and this was just too much."Take it back to him," I seethed at the maid with burning eyes and she looked at me like a deer in front of headlights."He…he told me that I shouldn't return it, he told me that I would be punished if I did…" She said, her voice shaking with unison to her body, I gritted my teeth as I paced around my room, this was the final straw…I couldn't allow him to turn me into his freaking puppet.He was just far too insufferable he knew that I wouldn't accept the dress and was now using the maid as a pawn I told her that she could drop the dress, all so that she wouldn't end up in trouble and dismissed her for my room.When I was done with my morning routine and my eyes went straight over to the box that was lying on my bed out of sheer curiosity I decided to look at the dress when I wasn't going to wear it no matter how pretty it was.That bastard's intentions towards me were crystal clear to the last thing I