Mate??? Lost Control

While Raymond, my future beta prince was busy getting himself stressed out with paper works, I was working out in my room. It was big enough for five people and I have it all to myself. Sometimes I imagine my mate living with me but the thought of not finding her yet hurts me to the core.

A mate was supposed to be a blissful feeling, complete you, according to what I've heard, it's a magical feeling when you set eyes on your mate for the first time, it is as if the world doesn't exist anymore and she's the only one in your line of sight.

I groaned as I finished the last of my push ups. 500 before starting a one handed push ups. Apart from princely duties, keeping myself fit was the only way to occupy my mind, I want my mate to admire me also because of how my parents explained the feeling of having a mate, I decided to save myself only for her, no dates or relationship, no one night stands with a slut, no flings, I pride myself with having kept my first kiss for the most special person I would meet- that's if I meet her. Anyway I was still young, I still have enough time to search for her.

Soon I was done with my workouts.

"When are we going to find our mate" my wolf Xavier whines in my head.

"Hopefully soon" I scrunched my face in annoyance at his childishness.

"You're not making efforts in finding her stupid human".

"Shut up overgrown wolf, I'm making good efforts in finding her, so what if we haven't found her yet, the moon goddess knows that she's out there and she's waiting for us. And don't forget that we share the same body".

"Sometimes I regret being paired up with you. I might just go ahead back to the moon goddess and ask her to pair me with a more sensible human".

Xavier can be dramatic at times and always pride himself with threatening me with the same old threats, but then he'll rather remain with me to assume his role as the kings of all the Werewolves. I chuckle silently and blocked him out of my mind, walking into the shower cubicle, I exhaled deeply as the water ran through my hair giving me a raw new sense of energy, I subconsciously ran a hand through my hair before shaking my head.

"Stupid human" Xavier broke through my block and goes back to his one source of comfort apart from fighting rogues and setting stubborn werewolves straight. Sleep.

"Crazy wolf". I smile knowing that he's my favorite one in the world.

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I strolled into the kitchen, walking in on my parents making out against the fridge. The strong smell of arousal was lingering in the air. Damn. I'm never touching the fridge ever, they probably disvirgined and contaminated it already. Haha. Just joking. It's nice to see how they're still deeply attracted to one another despite being together for a very long time. I guess that's what having your soulmate by your side can create. The happiness, the spark and the joys that thrills you like alcohol, it's mesmerizing, alluring and intoxicating.

At this point, who would believe that the king and queen of the kingdom and the largest and most powerful packs were behaving like a bunch of horny teenagers. I coughed out noisily to alert them of my presence "get a room!" I hollered and to grab a tray of freshly baked.

"Hey! " My mother said loudly and smacked my outstretched hands with a spatula, her face still red from the situation I had walked into to see.

Yeah you're all probably wondering why she, the lunaqueen is in the kitchen and since we're werewolf royalty why we don't have maids to attend to our every needs just by the snap of our fingers.

We do have omegas that work for us but we don't maltreat them the way some other packs does and are allowed to mainly clean and keep the castle in good condition. There are also specially trained shadow guards stationed around the castle, they are very discreet, can move within the blink of an eye, easily blend into the shadows, for a normal werewolf, they are very difficult to sense right away despite our second to none strong senses.

But of course none of us can hardly be called normal werewolves, my dad was part wolf and part demon....yes the one with wings and horns but it's kept hidden, my mother was a white witch so I'll advise anyone to refrain from messing with her and going close to her voodoo (AN: crazy right ). Well there's also my crazy little sister, she may be small and delicate looking but trust me, she's an entirely different level inheriting most of my mother's witch gene and a quarter wolf gene but she could shift to a wolf and all, she's a firecracker and my parents princess.

Then there's me, my sister could be the apple of my parents eyes for inheriting the rare almost none existent white witch gene but I'm a more difficult level, I believe that my dad would have doubted that I was his son but I had his DNA running through my vein. I was a last existent lycan and demon. Nobody understood how a lycan could have been born from a witch, part wolf and demon. I would say that I'm divided into three different parts, I struggle to maintain dominance against both strong blood races which so far has been good. Raymond and his parents were the only pure beta blood wolf in our family.

To the outside world we're a perfectly normal werewolf family, I doubt that anyone alive knows about all this (so shush.....the walls have ears). I wouldn't want anyone innocent getting involved. But within our castle we're free to use our abilities to best use. We do have daily trainings with the male pack warriors, we do not allow females to fight but if you're insistent.... you're free to give it a try. We weren't some racist pack and will welcome anyone that chooses to seek refuge with us with open arms.

"Luca isn't there anything you should be busy with?" My dad asked clearly impatient and ready to go back to smooching his mate.

"Nah dad, Ray is busy with the paperworks, you know how stressful that stuff can be". I grab an apple instead.

"That poor werewolf is working his butt over and he's not officially royal beta yet-" my mum started with compassion laced in the tone of her voice.

"-but he's right, those paperworks can be really stressing-" my dad interrupted.

"But I'm sure none of you can afford to let this pretty face work his own royal ass to death" I gave a cute puppy eyes that Luciana use to give all the time she needed something but in my case it didn't seem to work.

"You should get other things to do and stay away from where you are not wanted and that means here!" My dad instructed, smacking mum's behinds as she strolled past him.

I laugh "Someone is antsy to get in your legs mother" I wink at my mum causing her to blush furiously and my dad tries to look away with am embarrassed look on his face "Bye, I definitely know when I'm not needed".

But before leaving, I took note and swiftly grabbed a tray of cookies and ran off knowing that my dad would definitely keep her to finish what he had started.

I was halfway through the cookies when I eventually decided to stop prowling back and forth in front of my office and entered to see Raymond clicking away on a computer, he was so focused and didn't seem to hear me enter but a second later he sniffs the air and catches my scent- nah who am I kidding, it's probably the cookies.

Grinning like a kid he collected the tray from my hand and continues from where I had stopped "Thanks bruh, I always knew that you secretly loved me cause you always knew how to light up my day" he tapped his chest with a silly smirk on his face.

"I took that from mum, luckily dad had her occupied" I silently shuddered at the scene I had walked into "Or she would have been hot on my heels already and be pounding half your mouth open because-"

"The cookies were specially made for her favorite child" Ray interrupted and continued, I'm sure everyone in the pack knows that line already.

"So any rogue attacks of recent?".

"Not since you and Xavier went on a killing rampage the last time they riled you up".

"I definitely lost control and I was sick of their constant attacks, I feel obligated to this pack and the whole kingdom. I wanted to put a stop to the whole thing once and for all. I never said I was an angel but it was obvious that they thought so" I held my head with both hands and sat down.

"Calm down bro, do you want to talk about it?". Raymond tries again despite knowing my answer.

"No"

Nobody talks about that night, the night I saw red, the night I lost control, I don't know what actually happened but I found myself giving into the monster inside me, walking into the dead of the night with Xavier completely in control and ended most of the feral rogues.

I smelt her before she walked in without knocking, I was uses to my sister's chocolatey and blueberry scent but there was something else that was still on her, a hint of strawberries and vanilla's that made me feel relaxed at first sniff. Then I felt Xavier prancing around in my head, he kept muttering something incohent, something like

"- We've found her, we found her, let's get her".

I was confused but rooted to a spot and in a flash Xavier took control of my body and ripped Raymond away from Luciana and roughly snatched the jacket she was holding,where the scent is coming from.

"What the hell brother! That was my favorite!" She said quite calmly, also confused by Xavier's actions

What? My sister can't be my mate, it's probably someone she had been with.

Xavier started sniffing the jacket, looking for more of the scent and upon finding none, he gives control back to me but before then he mutters

"Mate?".