No, it can't be him, my heart begins to race and my body begins to shake in fear. He gets up and begins to walk over to me. I look into my lap, not wanting to look him in the eye.“Stella, I hear you are been a good girl doing what you are told. Look at me, Stella.”I slowly lift my head to look at him. I want to know why he is here, but I don't dare to ask. “Get your things, your coming with me for a week.”My mind begins to spin, I don't want to go with him. I can't, I just can't, I'm not ready. “Wait, why it's not time for you to take me.”He glares back at me with his evil eyes, “your father didn't tell you.” He begins to laugh, I will let him tell you. Tell her, the agreement, Sytrell.”My father looks at me with pity on his face, but when he goes to speak to me, he looks away. “Zealand has the right if he wants to come to get you for a week every three months since you are his.”My voice begins to get shaky, “Please don't make me go with him.”“Stella don't make this hard for yo
The ride has been silent, he hasn't said a word. He said that he would go over all the rules with me, but I don't dare ask. I just stare out the window and wait for it to begin. But it never does. I'm glad that he doesn't hurt me. But I'm also scared of what he has planned. He has never been nice to me, so I know it's not good.My throat still hurts from him fucking it. He's so forceful, I don't understand why he can't be gentle like Asher. I was so looking forward to the night being spent with Asher. The disappointment I got when I realized it was going to be spent with Zealand. Asher probably won't even want to touch me once I come back.I really wouldn't be able to blame him for what Zealand does to me. He makes me feel so dirty and worthless. After I'm with him, I have to build myself again. I'm afraid that one of these times I am not going to be able to. I know that's what he wants to break me to where I'm just not fixable.We turn onto a bumpy road, I can't see anything, it's al
It has been days since he has gone. I'm not sure what to do without him here. I have never been alone in such a Beautiful place. At first, I was nervous just to move, but then I finally got the courage to get out of bed.I know that it has been at least 3 days since I have slept here. I'm not sure what has gotten into Zealand, it's like he has changed. I still see the evil in him, It's like he's keeping it concealed for what I don't know. I can't complain, The less energy he spends on me, the better.The mornings are Warmer with the sun pounding on the cabin. I love it. Once the sun goes away, that's when it really gets cold. I Just add layers in the evening to keep warm. There's not much here to entertain myself. So, I have been cleaning. Even though it's not dirty, just dusty. He probably won't even notice, Not that it matters.It's so quiet and peaceful, I can't help but to think. I think about my wolf When Zealand is hurting me, it was never his wolf that hurt me, it was his human
I freeze, I don't know what to do. I was told not to even look outside. He never said I couldn't answer the door. But I know that he is the only one who knows that I'm here. There would be no point in him knocking on the door, he has the key. I guess he could have lost the keys. But I know he would demand me to open the door.The knocking continues, but it gets louder. I can tell the person behind the knock is getting frustrated. I put my bowl of soup down, and I try to think of the best thing for me to do. The only thing that comes to my mind is to hide. I take a deep breath, trying to clear my mind. The cabin is so dark that I can't see my hand in front of me. I do not have the light, but they will. So, I need to hide where I'm not only unseen in the dark but also in the light.The best place I could think of would be under the bed. But that is where everyone hides. It would be the place where they would look first. That's when I realize I need to hide in a place where I'm able to r
I stop when I hear a fateful voice asking for my help. I look on the couch and see a man laying. At first, I didn't do or say anything. Like I need a minute to think. If Zealand sees me with another man, he will probably kill us both. It doesn't matter Zealand isn't here, and I'm able to help him. I'm not the type of person to leave someone to die. If I'm capable of helping, I need to at least try. I make my way over to the man who is lying on the couch. I see his clothes are soaked in his blood. As I go to open his shirt, he then grabs my wrist and says “mine”!I'm confused by his words when I go to say something. I see that his eyes are closed. Once I lift his shirt, it takes my breath away. He has claw marks all over the front of him. I get up and make my way to the bathroom to get some towels. To try to help stop the bleeding.I rushed back to him and put the towels on his wounds to stop the bleeding. Once I put the towels on his wounds. My body shivers as the wind blows, and col
As I'm beginning to wake up, I can feel the sunshine on my face, the warmth is remarkable. I reach my arms to the sky As I slide up from the headboard To sit on my bed. I feel so rested. I feel amazing. I haven't felt this good waking up in a long time. As I look at the sunshine, loving its warmth on my body, I then notice oh my god the blinds are open. I then push the covers off of me and jump out of bed to shut the blinds, but before I do, I glance outside and take in its beauty. I have been stuck in this cabin, unable to see the outside. It makes you really appreciate nature's beauty. I then make my way back to my bed to lay back down. Just wanting the warmth from the covers. But then I remember him, the man on the couch. Knowing he had to be the one that brought me to my bed. Instead of getting back under the covers. I make my way to the bedroom door. Once I opened the door the smell of bacon hit me making my stomach growl. I then make my way out to the kitchen. As I'm walking
I start to wake up, my head pounding, when I open my eyes to look around I notice I'm lying in a bed that isn't mine. I jump up, not knowing where I'm at. I go to the door to open, then notice it is locked.I become nervous, not knowing where I'm at. The last thing I remember was being hit over the head. What the fuck, why would he hit me? He took me, why would he do this? I thought he was good. But I guess I was wrong.I go to look around the room to find anything that I can use to get the hell out of here. There are no windows to look out of, it just makes me feel even more trapped. I hate this feeling, not sure what to do.I go and lay on the bed mad that men think that they just take and control whomever they want, it is bullshit. I need to find my control and take my life back. No matter the consequences, I need to fight for whatever I believe, but first I must find something worth fighting for.I jump when I hear the door knob beginning to jiggle. I sit up waiting to see what is
I look at him with a stern face, wanting him to take me seriously. But when I saw his brown eyes looking into mine, I began to smirk. He then smiles at me, “what are your terms?”I cough to clear my throat and begin to speak, “I want to have total control over myself, I don't want to be controlled at all. Your advice is always welcomed, but only I make all the choices that involve me.”“No putting your hands on me unless I want them on me.”“Also, I need us to go check on my father and let him know what is happening, so he knows that I'm okay and that I have escaped Zealand for good.”“I can do the first 2 but the last one I won't be able to do the. It's too dangerous to go back there right now, but maybe in a couple of weeks when things slow down we can.”“I need to make sure that they are okay. When Zealand sees I'm gone, he will go after them.”“Zealand won't be going after anyone, he is hiding like the coward he is.”“Wait, he is the king, he is supposed to fight for his kind and
I have been running for days and I couldn't feel any better than what I do right now. I am so full of energy, not understanding why Because I have not rested. I have passed people but have not stopped trying to get as far away as I possibly can. I move so fast that they don't even notice that I am around. Which I find amusing.As I got further away, my surroundings became nicer. Where Zealand ruled, there was so much suffering, all you felt was dread. That is why I can understand why the humans attacked the wolves, they were so cruel to the humans. I want to find a place where everyone is equal.Phoenix has been quiet since we left our mates. I can feel her heartbreak. I just hope she forgives me, but it was what needed to be done. I would do it again. I have no regrets about leaving. This is what we needed to do to be free. I know that she knows we did what we had to do.I start to slow down as I see something so beautiful. I shift back to my human and I walk to the glimpse of light
We are almost where we need to be, he says. For some reason, everything just looks familiar. I started to become nervous. Why do I know this place? As we got up from the hill, I saw the house. I then know exactly where I'm at.I stopped dead in my tracks, and I looked at, “Axel, why are we here?”“Your father wanted me to bring you home.”“Zealand will find me here. I can't stay here.”“Stella, your father has a plan we can't keep running. We need to rest. Why not hear what your father's plans are? Then we will go from there.”“What if Zeeland comes? What are we going to do then.”“He does not know that we are. We will hide, and if we need to, we will fight.”I look at him with concern on my face. I'm not sure what to say to him. I want to run away from this place as far as I can get. I don't want to take any chance of Zealand finding me. I don't want to go back with him. My father never stopped him from taking me before. Why will this time be any different? I can't take the chance of
I barely got any rest, I was too nervous to fall into a deep sleep, scared that something would happen to Axel while I was asleep. I know that I need the rest, but it's impossible. Last night things were so quiet, and it made me more nervous than ever.Usually, the nights are full of screams and cries. I'm not sure what is happening, it's just too quiet, but I know that we need to get moving. Just in case something bad is about to take place. My entire body is hurting, but there is no time to rest any longer. I need to get out of this tree. I go to crawl down the tree, but my foot slips. My body slams against the tree as the bark tears through my flesh. I try to catch myself, but all the branches I grab a hold of break. Knowing I'm not going to be able to stop myself from falling out of the tree. I just hope that I don't break anything. I just close my eyes at this point and wait for the ground.I try not to tense and prepare for pain, but instead of feeling pain I feel strong arms w
We have been walking for days, Axel has a friend that he can trust that has a safe place. I don't know how I feel about leaving so many behind. But knowing there's nothing I can do just yet. I try so hard not to look around, so I don't see all the suffering around me. I try to walk off the path, but Axel leads us right back on.My body is so exhausted, I'm not sure how much more I can take. I need to rest if I don't get sleep soon. I might just start to sleepwalk. “Axel, I'm exhausted. I need to rest, please can we find a place to sleep."“Stella there is no time to rest, we need to keep moving to get to where we are going.”“Axel, I'm not going to be able to continue very much longer. We need to find a place to set camp for the night.”“Fine, we will go over in the wooded area, so we are somewhat hidden. We will slowly steer ourselves away.”I watch as we are walking, I follow as he heads to the woods. Trying not to have too many to notice us heading to the woods. It is hard not to b
I have never known what happiness was until now. Phoenix has wanted me to shift to go for a run. I just don't know how, as she tries to help but nothing works. Phoenix says that I won't shift on my own until I want it. I feel that I want it, but I guess it's not enough.Axel has been so wonderful, he makes me go crazy. I try so hard to resist him, but it is so hard to stay away. He doesn't want to leave this place. The fear of him losing me is too great. Especially when I'm unable to shift just yet. But I can't help but think about my father and wonder if he is ok. I know things have been odd between my father and me. But a part of me still wants to get to know more about him. The mate bond is strong, but I can't let it control the choices I make. I need to make sure that my father is okay. So, I need to tell Axel that it is time to go find him.I don't want to upset Axel, but I need to be honest with him. He needs to know how I'm feeling. I don't ever want to blame him for anything.
I can't believe what I did, it was like I had no control, I couldn't help myself. The whole point of being a werewolf was for me to gain control. “Stella, that is what is supposed to happen between mates, usually both consistent. It was just harder for you to control yourself just yet, but you will with time.” It has been hours, why hasn't he woken up? What if he never wakes up? Oh my God, what if I killed him? “Stella stop, you are going to make yourself crazy, why don't we go for a run to help calm your nerves.” No, I want to be here when he wakes up, I don't want him to wake up alone. I need to explain what happened, I hope that he doesn't hate me.” He's not going to hate you, he will be pleased that he gained your mark.” I hear a loud gasp for air, when I turn around, I see Axel sitting straight up in bed. I'm So happy to see that he is awake. I run over to him, wanting to jump into his arms, but I'm scared that he is going to hurt me because of what I did to him. So, I stop at
I'm so confused about what just happened. Why wouldn't he want me to give him pleasure? Why would he want nothing in return? I want to understand him. He is so different from anyone I have ever met before. I just look away from him, not wanting him To see my confusion. As I hear the floor creaking, I look just to watch him walk out of the bedroom. I get out of bed and head to the bathroom. I shut the bathroom door. I then turn to the shower, open the curtain and turn on the water letting the water warm. As I turn around, I see a mirror. I look into the mirror, I don't see any bruises, my lips aren't swollen. All I see is me, I can see the person that's looking back at me. I am no longer broken. I am strong but am I. I know that I need to find my father. I need to make sure he's OK. But am I strong enough to reach him? Then I hear a faint voice, You are strong enough, especially when we're together. We can do anything, I promise you. I look around the room wondering where Axel is bu
As I'm waking up, a smile comes across my face, I'm happy. I sit up in bed so fast that it makes me dizzy. Not even realizing that Axel is lying right beside me. I freeze, not wanting to wake him. I slowly lay back down on my side.I can't help but stare at him. He is so sexy even when he is sleeping. I can feel myself wanting him, but knowing I need not let him know how I feel. I don't want him to think that I'm so easy to fall for someone so fast.He begins to move as his arms wraps around me. He pushes me into his chest and holds me. I don't know what to do. My body relaxes and I want nothing more than to be wrapped in his arms. I'm frozen, I have never felt this good before.No one has ever held me the way that he is holding me. I could just get lost in this feeling. But knowing he is going to wake up and let me go. I don't want him to let go of me, I want this feeling to last forever. Is this the bond that I have been told about between mates? Or is this feeling actually coming
I look at him with a stern face, wanting him to take me seriously. But when I saw his brown eyes looking into mine, I began to smirk. He then smiles at me, “what are your terms?”I cough to clear my throat and begin to speak, “I want to have total control over myself, I don't want to be controlled at all. Your advice is always welcomed, but only I make all the choices that involve me.”“No putting your hands on me unless I want them on me.”“Also, I need us to go check on my father and let him know what is happening, so he knows that I'm okay and that I have escaped Zealand for good.”“I can do the first 2 but the last one I won't be able to do the. It's too dangerous to go back there right now, but maybe in a couple of weeks when things slow down we can.”“I need to make sure that they are okay. When Zealand sees I'm gone, he will go after them.”“Zealand won't be going after anyone, he is hiding like the coward he is.”“Wait, he is the king, he is supposed to fight for his kind and