(Nikita's P.O.V.)
" Nikita! You need to know that you are a woman, and women are always going to be crushed under men. " I took another punch to the stomach and was pinned down by the male warrior who roared angrily at me.
"Don't think just because your mother is an alpha, you're different from other omegas! Not only are you an omega, but you're also a woman, and the weak will always be weak!"
He spat in my face and I snarled with anger, baring my sharp teeth. "You b*stard! I haven't lost yet!"
I tried to get up, but he slapped me again with his paw, causing searing pain and blood to trickle from my mouth.
No! I won't give up! I won't allow myself to lose in this test, and I refuse to be an omega forever! So I secretly registered for this test without my mother - Alpha Lucia's knowledge. But when I failed, I could imagine the fury in my mother's eyes. She would surely kill me mercilessly!
She would never be disappointed in me for being a woman, but when she found out that I was a low-ranking Omega, her despairing look was something I could never forget, and I never want to see it again.
Since then, I was kicked out of the alpha's mansion and was deprived of training. "Omegas only need to learn how to cook and keep the floor clean," my mother coldly said before ordering me to move to the omega's shed.
I hated her! But I still admired her as she was my direction and motivation. I need to prove to her that an Omega cannot always be an Omega! I can also contribute to protecting the pack, not just by relying on a mate.
I am sure that I will win!
I used all my strength to lift myself up and called for my wolf in my mind. When I successfully shifted again, I pounced on Gio while he was celebrating his victory.
"You b*tch!" Gio's pupils dilated as he stepped back, then suddenly charged towards me. I didn't expect him to react that fast, and I didn't have time to dodge. He slammed me into the training field's wall.
God wasn't on my side, and with a thud, I fell off the wall, feeling my ribs shatter. I turned into human form, and I... failed again.
I tried to bend my body to ease the pain, but I couldn't. I could only watch as they spat on me and insulted me with words.
"If it weren't for the rules, I would've killed you by now," Gio stood over me, looking at me like a piece of merchandise. "But you should be grateful that you're still a pretty corpse."
The other werewolves around laughed at me. "Gio, don't be so cruel. This poor omega is still dreaming of leading us. Don't shatter Nikita's beautiful dreams."
"Leading us? By giving those shameless rogues a blowjob with her pretty little mouth? Begging for strength in that way..."
"Ahahaha! Don't be ridiculous! But maybe we can suggest to sell her to another powerful Alpha, so that her beauty can have meaning, instead of adding unnecessary scars to her beautiful body like now, right?"
More insults hit me like stones, and I couldn't tell if the pain on my body was worse than the pain in my heart.
Tears streamed down my face silently. Why? I trained hard to avoid this kind of situation today. I believe that being an Alpha descendant is not a coincidence. It must be that my power has not been fully awakened!
But my unwillingness will only bring me more pain and humiliation, like today. As I was about to lose consciousness, Alpha Lucia's angry face appeared in front of me.
"Nikita! Are you challenging my authority?"
"Beta Poppy, take her to my room. She needs to receive punishment for breaking the rules!"
My consciousness became increasingly blurry, and finally, I fell into darkness.
I don't know how long it took, but Alpha Lucia's and Beta's voices appeared in my ears.
"Alpha Lucia, are you sure you want to do this?" Beta asked uncertainly.
"I am sure. She has proven her weakness many times, and marrying a powerful Alpha is the best protection for her, isn't it?"
What?! Who wants to get married? No! I won't let my mother sell me like a commodity to some arrogant Alpha jerk. All Alphas are arrogant jerks who never know how to respect women. They are proud of their strength and muscles, which make them have the capital to ignore women, especially when they know that their mate is an Omega. I am sure that they want not only a mark but also to angrily bite off their necks.
I am glad that I have not found my mate. Werewolves believe that this is the punishment of the moon goddess, but for me, it is a blessing! I cannot understand how two strangers can walk towards each other in awe and collapse in each other's arms after saying "mate".
Only a small number of werewolves have their souls and bonds bound together! They claim each other, and their souls are very compatible! But not all werewolves are so lucky! And I know I am definitely the unfortunate one.
My Omega blood proves all of this.
"No! I refuse!" I stood up and faced my mother angrily!
Alpha Lucia was obviously angrier, and her face became stiff. "Do you think you can refuse?"
(Nikita's P.O.V.)Silence is the only thing you can hear in the limousine where Alpha Lucia and I are seated right now. There was a fair distance between us, but my mother didn't care about my rebellion. She knew that my defiance wouldn't change anything. Like all alphas, she didn't like people disrespecting her. And as a woman, she had to be even tougher than men in this aspect to make sure others didn't overlook her. She used her toughness perfectly on me before I turned 14 and became a wolf. I was always groomed as her successor and never had the chance to truly enjoy motherly love. I was always beaten, with wounds all over my body. But when I was confirmed as an omega at the age of 14, I was kicked out of the training grounds.Like all omegas, I rarely saw their alphas, which was one of the reasons why I grew distant from her. But I often heard of her bravery in the pack, how she showed her strength and courage in battles with rogues. I knew that people in the pack greatly respect
(Nikita's P.O.V.)The man in black suit's stares made me uncomfortable. I think he recognized my scent just like how I recognize his smell. He's been giving me "that" look, and I can't help it, but fall in his beautiful gray eyes.This is not good according to my non-submissive self.I put my hair in front of my shoulders to cover my scent. Alpha Lucia immediately noticed it, and turned her head to look at me. I pretended to not notice her even though I could really see her staring at me in the corners of my eyes. She would have scolded me already if it weren't for the people standing by the door waiting for us. Mother can't do anything to me in public. She would only discipline me in private.I heard her small sigh before finally turning away, and walking towards the three people waiting for us. I silently followed her from behind.A beautiful woman warmly greeted us. She hugged Mother and me, kissing us both on the cheeks, while the old man put his hand on the top of my head as a bl
(Nikita's P.O.V.)I looked at the bracelet he was showing to me with enlarged eyes. It's my bracelet that mysteriously disappeared some time ago in the battleground. How did he get his hands into my stuff?I've been wearing that since I was a child, and I treasure it a lot. Because this was left to me by my father! I suffered for a long time because I lost it, and it's the only connection I have with my father. My mother rarely talks about my father, and everyone in the pack is forbidden from talking about him. That's the reason for my pain.There's no way he can have that unless he stole it.Without hesitation, I loudly questioned him in the face, not caring about the presence of my mother and his parents."WHERE DID YOU GET THAT?!" I growled. . "DID YOU STEAL THAT FROM ME?!""Do you think so?" He gave a perfect fake smile, and I wanted to punch him in the face, but I knew I couldn't. I could only stare at him angrily."You better give it back to me, or I'm not sure how I will ruin y
(Nikita's P.O.V.)I went back to the venue and left Beta Poppy shortly after. I kind of regret raising my voice at her. I knew that she only wanted to comfort me and that she was just following orders. I shouldn't have let my temper get the best of me.I'm just a little worried that Alpha Trojan will announce me as his mate later. How should I react to that?I don't want to hear it, and I might lose my temper and attack him on the spot."Nikita..." Alpha Lucia called me in a small but stern voice. I forced myself to look at her in spite of the feeling of sulking I have towards her. "I want you to watch the ceremony carefully." She gave me a commanding look. I nodded my head in a yielding manner.It looks like I'm going to be forced to watch the man I hate speaking in front of me.I calmed myself and looked at the stage."Thank you for coming, everyone. I appreciate each and every one of you for being present at my son's oath-taking ceremony," Alpha Leon started his opening message. I
(Nikita's P.O.V.)I sat in the backseat of the limousine, watching the view from the window. In front of me is Alpha Lucia, who's angry right now. She hasn't looked at me since Alpha Trojan's announcement on stage about his mate relationship status.The other part of me wants to celebrate what he did because that's what I wanted. I didn't want him to announce our mate relationship straight away. I was treated with a lot of injustice as an omega, and everyone in the pack thought I didn't earn my respect through my strength.Rather, it was due to the fact that my mother was an alpha.If I am once again declared to be the destined mate of an alpha, imagine how I could abandon the chains that these identities have brought me.My intention is to be seen by all as bringing an aura of my own and not relying on my mate to win the crown.I'm pretty sure that's not what I want.That's why I looked at him straight in the eyes earlier, unintentionally begging him to just not say anything about it
(Nikita's P.O.V.)A week has passed since I joined the Blue Moon Pack's training program. When my mate Trojan announced the program, I honestly had expectations within me; it was truly a great program; no one in werewolf history had ever done this before.The breeding population of werewolves is decreasing year by year; this is because many of them have a mate who is not in their pack. Just like my mate would surprisingly be alpha of the Blue Moon pack, if I had not attended Trojan's ordination ceremony, I would never have found my mate.So Trojan's foresight is to be recognized and appreciated.But with the good side of everything, there is inevitably a bad side as well. Unequal treatment due to rank is encountered in any community, and here is no exception.I was an Omega, but I did not respond to the bullying with silence, which made mine stand out, and my locker was always full of surprises.I stood in front of my locker, took a deep breath, and when I pulled open the door after c
(Nikita's P.O.V.)As I was about to lunge toward her, the class bell rang."I won't let you off the hook next time." She dropped the words and ran out in a mess.I spent the entire morning class wandering, and thankfully I didn't miss much. I couldn't call it a class because the trainer didn't really do anything aside from giving us his motivational speeches that were out of touch with reality.It was lunchtime, and I went to the canteen. The cafeteria here is buffet style, and since I don't have friends for obvious reasons, I had to eat alone, which is not really a problem, by the way. I like my peace.The food here isn't really that bad, but if you don't like meatballs that look like dog food, then I wouldn't recommend you go to this school, especially if you're an Omega like me. They serve different foods depending on your rank.Of course, the Alphas get to eat premium dishes like steak. The same goes for Betas, who get to eat real meat while Omegas suffer from these meatballs that
(Nikita's P.O.V.)I didn't want my weakness to be seen by my mate.Yes, the man who came was my mate, Alpha Trojan, who was still wearing a premium cut suit, his toned pecs still grabbing me even though they were hidden under the black shirt.My body still hurt and I tried to stand up, but I had no strength at the moment."Trojan! Why are you here?" Clara immediately stuck to Trojan like a whore, Tala let out a disapproving roar, but Trojan didn't push her away as we were expecting, instead he pets her on her head.My heart felt the sting, how could he be close to another woman in front of his mate?"What's going on here?" Trojan didn't answer Clara's question, his eyes looked at me without any enthusiasm for the mate, he was calm, as if he didn't know me."It's nothing Trojan, it's chaos making Omega and we're teaching her the rules," Clara said ahead of me.I remained silent, even though I didn't want him to claim me as his mate, it didn't mean he could help others ignore me. I was