Alexa's POV...
Sometimes, the price you have to pay for the ones you love could seem too much for you, especially because you may not be able to afford the hurt it will cause them if you do not pay that price.
Ginny was very worried about me. Most nights, she would come into my room pretending to tuck Alvin in, but what she really wanted to do was check up on me. It was very evident that she was worried about me. It became so bothersome to the point that I regretted telling her about my nightmares and sleepless nights.
Ginny felt like she owed me some form of duty. She knew and believed I was her responsibility, never mind that I was a full-grown woman with a child of my own. Without her having to say the words, I knew she regretted agreeing to come to the red lotus pack with Logan.
Before I had arrived at the black orchid pack, my stay at this pack was very traumatizing, combined with the experience of my childhood with Danister. During my early we
Logan's POV...The room was filled with many faces, some I could remember from the morning training when I beat three out of the four men I trained with. The fourth was Simon, and he threatened to make my life miserable if I gave him as much as a bruise. Well, it was not the threat itself that I was scared of; it was the implication of that threat. It meant he knew I was a little out of my element and would likely hurt him in that rage.Simon was a very strong warrior, as a matter of fact, one of the strongest in all of Red Lotus. He was one of the few men who could withstand me in a fight, training or real life.Before I picked him as my beta, he and I had not always been on the best terms. Even as friends, we disagreed a lot, and that disagreement often ended in a physical fight. It was how we were being raised, to be men and animals, to fight with our fists and then think with our heads.It was what my dad believed to be the rule book
Alexa's POV...I had no reason to be tense or in any way nervous, but I was. I could feel my palms sweating as I sat at the edge of the bed, looking around the room and waiting for Logan to return. At the same time, some part of me wished he did not get back soon enough so I could leave and convince myself that I had at least attempted to speak with him.Alvin was sound asleep in my room, and I had told Ginny to watch over him. She promised to reach me if the baby was awake or needed anything. I knew she wouldn't, she was looking for every opportunity to be with Alvin, and even if the baby cried, then she'd rather take care of him than look for me to do it. I appreciated her much more than words could express.It was afternoon, and I had taken a very light breakfast of bacon and shrimp in my room. The crowd in the dining was getting almost too much for me to handle, and I needed nothing more than privacy at the moment.The moment the door clicked op
Logan's POV...As I listened to her express all her fears and concerns, I realised I had a major role to play in her life. I had to be not only her mate but also her friend, and I knew I was not doing such a good job in that aspect.I realised that if I had been more open to her, more available, then she would have confided in me about her worries early enough. Maybe, she would not have had to go ahead and see Kara in the dungeon, which further worsened her nightmares.Kara had been my girlfriend, she was the closest woman to me, and I knew her more than she even thought I did. I knew how deeply her jealousy ran and the extent she would go to accomplish her goals. She was strong-willed - or maybe stubborn was a better word to describe her, and she did not let go of anything she believed in. She had loved me - or so I thought - and she had remained, believing she would one day be my mate and Luna.But that was not to be, at least not after all her ni
Logan's POV...The night we shared made me remember our times in black orchid pack when she seemed to be all I could think about during the day and all I could do at night. It reminded me that Alexa was still mine, and all I had to do was love her a little more, spend more time with her and treat her like the baby she was.My father once told me that it did not matter how strong or resilient a woman was; she was still a baby and needed to be treated like one.That was very true about my Alexa. Outside, she was a full woman, strong, independent and had suffered a lot in her past, but she still held her head up high and lived life one day at a time. Inward, she was a tender flower that just needed trimming and caring to see her beauty. Alexa was the most beautiful lady I had ever seen, she had the most striking features one could find in a woman, and I loved every inch of her.Alexa slept that night after our passionate encounter and did not wake up until l
Logan's POV...As I sat there, hands folded on my laps, I was absorbed in the conversation that the elders were holding. I clenched my fist so that nobody could see that my fingers were actually shaking. I could not tell if it was out of anxiety about what verdict they would come to or if it was out of anger at how the Council of Elders handled issues once it came to the woman I love, Alexa.As much as what they said made sense, and listening to them, I could confess that the doubts and fears they had concerning Alexa were not flimsy, they were rightly founded, and maybe if I was not the one who was in love with Alexa, then I would have questioned the security and safety that she compromised in the pack.However, I was very much in love with the woman and everything that the elders were saying simply made me uncomfortable; they did not know her as much as I did, and I could swear on my life that Alexa never did anything to bring harm to the pack or to anyo
Logan's POV...The dining room was filled with most members of the pack. It was pretty noisy, with loud chatters and husky laughs from the men surrounding the table. The air smelled strongly of freshly baked waffles, coriander and vanilla.Several large trays of food were still being carried into the room by women and girls in long flowing skirts and aprons tied around their waists. The tables were filled with men, women, children and even infants being held in their mother's arms. A certain boy was wailing loudly and seemed to attract the attention of many to himself.I was quickly reminded of Alexa, and my heart leapt a bit in my chest; I couldn't wait to be with her; the peace that came whenever she was near me gave me an assurance that my heart was in the right place.Many pack members bowed to me respectfully as I made my way around the dining room, speaking briefly with some of my trusted men. It was a busy morning; most men were dressing up f
Author's POV...The dungeon's floor was wet and smelled strongly of blood and fluids unnamed. Although Logan had not quite ordered her to be beaten or maltreated in any way, the dungeon alone, which she had to occupy for nearly a year, was punishment enough.Kara turned to stare at the dungeon gate when she heard footsteps draw closer to where she was. She listened closely, straining her ears beyond the thick doors that secured the dungeon. Not long after, the cell door next to her opened loudly, and she could hear the strike of whips and the agonized cries that came from the unfortunate prisoner.She moved away from the door. At least, if she had nothing in particular, to be thankful for, she was grateful that she wasn't being whipped, starved or tortured in the cell. She had been there for a while, and she knew what went on in the dungeon halls when the lights were off. It was not pretty, and she'd wept once or twice when she was still new.But that was
Author's POV...The howls could be heard from a distance, the small cries of the night owls and the croaks of the fat frogs that inhabited the swamp at the borders of the territory all mixed to give a slight eerie melody, the kind that made one want to listen and be put to sleep or flee far away from its strangeness.The bushes rustled gently as the night breeze whirled through them, making smaller insects fly away and find shelter in the quieter parts of the vast forest that overlooked the pack house. The trees towered threateningly, their branches crisscrossing beautifully and tangling at the stems, their roots thick enough to provide holes for squirrels and other rodents.Men still strolled around the perimeter, barely exchanging glances and nods. Each with weapons not quite concealed, large bright torches and clad in black t-shirts and heavy leather boots that made them blend into the night so much that it required the trained eyes of one to see the ot
"I used to be the well-respected Lady Kara. Everyone feared me! No one beneath me dared to so much as look me in the eye or remain sitting whenever I walked into a room, but now, I've lost everything! My life, my status, my man, all gone! I've become a nobody all because of that bitch who suddenly came and stole everything from me. I hate her so much!!!" It seems the battle she fought so hard for had been lost by Omega Kara, and she is now left to rot and suffer in a cruel world full of people just like her former self. But does the goddess give second chances? Is it possible for the darkest and evilest of hearts to turn a new leaf and become pure and white as snow? With all of her past behaviours, Kara was deemed the devil herself; now it's time for her to pay for her crimes and receive her dose of the same pain and suffering she caused others. But what will happen when the moon goddess decides not just to give her another chance to mend her ways but also an unexpected mate? The m
Alexa's POV…Logan was reluctant, but after pleading, he decided to trust me as much as he did before. After he ordered his men to leave the room, I turned from him to Kara."You can have anything you want, Kara. You want Logan. Fine. I will leave this pack with Alvin and never return. You can have him then, your queenship, your Luna title and everything else I took from you, I'll give it back. Please, just spare the child.""You must think I am a fool, Alexa. You think I don't know what Logan will do to me the minute this child is in safety. Besides, I know he doesn't want me anymore. So, thank you for your offer, but no. I'm not interested. Killing Alvin will be more satisfying because I know it's more realistic than getting married to Logan.""You might not have the Luna position or all you desired any longer, Kara, but that still doesn't mean your life won't be meaningful. I know things didn't go as planned for you
Alexa's POV…The day ended with Alpha Carl apologizing to Logan and I for the intended attack. He also wished us the best in our union before retreating with the Crescent Moon soldiers. Logan had a short meeting with the elders where they planned Vader's execution date and also agreed to free the soldiers who confessed and send them back to the Blue Scorpion pack. There was not enough time to discuss much, so we fixed another meeting, but for the first time I'd been in this pack, the elder's faces weren't filled with scowls as they saw me. Instead, I saw glints of pride and happiness on their faces. They were happy because I averted the war, and it made them change their perceptions of me. The short meeting ended with Elder Andrew saying. "We will have to pause here, it's been a long day, and since we've discussed the basics, we will arrange another meeting to give honour to whom it is due." He passed a warm smile in my direction, and so did the other elders before they got up and le
Alexa’s POV…I looked over at Logan; he was standing right there with Simon, giving me an assuring look that said he trusted me, so he let me handle it. Another person I was glad to see was Kara. She was on the other side of the terrain with Vader and Carl. No doubt, they’d been working together. If only she and Carl knew who they’d been working with. My vision gave Carl the reaction I expected. He was beginning to falter in his resolve to trust Vader fully. I continued with what I had in mind. “I know you’re still pondering what to do, Alpha Carl, but let me ask you this question. How long have you known Vader? I’m guessing it’s only been for a few months. I have known him for the greater part of my life, and I have always known that he is up to no good. The Vader I know never likes to serve under anyone. He always wants all the power for himself, and he had planned to kill Alpha Danister before Logan’s attack.” “Enough!” Vader growled. “There are many things I will tolerate, but
Alexa's POV..."Carl, I implore you to listen to me. Vader has never been one to serve under anyone. He craves power and control for himself and will stop at nothing to achieve it. He orchestrated the plan to kill Danister before Logan's attack, and he's manipulating you into trusting him." I persisted. "I'm getting tired of your accusations, Alexa. Vader has proven his loyalty time and again. I will not allow you to tarnish his reputation with your baseless claims." Alpha Carl said. "I understand that it's difficult to accept, Carl. But the evidence is there if you're willing to look. Vader's desire for power has always been evident. He thrives on manipulation and deceit. If you continue to trust him blindly, he will lead you down a treacherous path." "Enough of this nonsense, Alexa! Your attempts to tarnish my name are pathetic. Alpha Carl, do not be swayed by her lies. She is desperate and will say anything to undermine our unity." Vader interrupts. "Vader, your attempts to sil
Alexa's POV... The tension in the air was palpable as the two werewolf armies stood opposite each other. The moon hung high in the dark sky, casting an eerie glow on the battlefield. The growls and snarls of the werewolves filled the night, echoing through the surrounding forest. On one side, a pack of fierce, muscular werewolves with dark, matted fur and glowing yellow eyes awaited their adversaries. A notorious group known for their cunning strategies and ruthless nature. Led by their alpha, a massive and imposing figure with a silver-streaked mane, they were determined to claim victory. Before they could charge at each other, I appeared at the forefront, ready to end this madness and try to stop this battle without losing so many lives. I had a plan, I didn't know if it could work, but I had to at least try. I directed my attention towards the orchestrator. I already knew what to say. "Carl, listen carefully. Vader, your right-hand man, is a treacherous snake. He orchestrated
Alexa's POV...But the peace and quiet were not to last. Now officially married, although in secrecy, I could feel some form of bond with Logan. Yes, we had always been mates, but it seemed like the moment I said I do, I could feel a stronger, almost permanent bond with him. It seemed like our promise to each other over a year ago had been officially sealed; I was now forever his life mate.Each night, in each other's arms, felt different; the feel of his arms around me felt different nowadays. I could tell when he was angry, moody, sad, frightened. It was as if I could clearly read his emotions.The past few days were just like the last week, with the men and trained guards working extra hard in training and mastering new weapons and skills. Simon had once come to me and told me of his plan to convince Logan to go out and try to find out who had attacked them and why.I knew it was a waste of time; I knew Vader well enough to know that he cou
Alexa's POV...For the first twenty seconds, it seemed like all I could do was simply stare at Logan. Not only was I very shocked, but I could feel the uncertainty creeping in. Was this a joke? Was Selena somewhere in the background waiting to jump out and mock me? Was this some prank to ease off the tension created by the attack for the past few days?Logan had once or twice made too good a joke out of me. He might not have been the funniest of persons, but he sure could pull off a good prank.I shook my head involuntarily, wishing he could tell me it was all a prank. But no, there he was, still on his knee, a diamond ring still pointing towards me.Logan must have misinterpreted my silence because the next thing he did was get on his feet, tuck the ring into his back pocket, and then try to hold me. "I know these past few days have been horrible for you, and this is quite possibly the worst time on earth to bring up a topic like this; you know wha
Logan's POV...I honestly could not tell why I picked the garden. Maybe it was the many lovely memories I had of the spot with Kara when I still loved her and saw a future with her.On the other hand, Alexa seemed like a blessing in the embodiment of an angel. She was my fated mate, she bore me a child, and she still managed to make my heart skip each time I heard her time talk less of seeing her.I did not need extra time to know I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. The signs were pretty clear; she was undoubtedly the one for me.Vader was the name of the man she said she knew. I had sent out some men to dig up what else they could dig up about the man. Still, it seemed that after the blue scorpions were captured, he was nowhere to be seen until that attack on the red lotus. I had to give it to him; he was pretty good at hiding. He hid so well that he left no trail, and even after the attack, it was as if he simply evaporated or disappea