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Chapter 8: A night filled with pain and sadness (Alpha Anton P.O.V)
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2021-03-06 21:32:19**Alpha Anton P.O.V
"Ahhhh" I growled in pain as I held on to the hard iron bars of the cell.
A place I was safe from hurting my Luna, Talia.
I growled even more squeezing the bars until my hands became numb and my teeth hurt for clenching them tightly.
"Everything will be back to normal," my father alpha Eric kept on reminding me.
I suddenly felt a strong pain around my wrists and ankles as if my first mate were tied down by chains tightly. The feeling burns badly.
"I can't take this anymore, father," I growled to him.
The pain was too strong and unbearable. I fell to the hard ground onto my stomach; turning and twisting my body trying to fight away this horrible pain. My wolf now wanted to seek our mate. I gently pulled myself off the ground bending onto my knees and the palms of my hand; uncontrollably.
"Ahhh!" I growled fighting away the feeling of wanting to save my mate.
"She's dead, our first Luna is dead," I grow
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