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Chapter 15: What is happening to me?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Alpha Anton P.O.V
Becoming the new alpha of the Dark Moon Pack my father once led. I thought the only issue I would be facing was all the problems in becoming a leader of a pack. I never once thought that one day I would look at my Luna and felt nothing. I no longer felt any connection with her. Being around her was as if I was dwelling within my mansion alone and mate-less. I squeezed my hand into a tight fist; remembering the day my father, former alpha Eric, informed me about my first mate who was taken from me by death before I had known her. Everything was going well with my Luna Talia at first. We had a wonderful and loving life as mates should be. Until everything changed between us the night of the full moon. I lost the bond I once shared with her the night I felt a great connection with another she-wolf. My Luna has been a lovely she-wolf to me throughout the years. I respected that, but the love I once felt for her I do not think I had it anymore. I
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I slowly walked backward as my eyes widen, terrified as hell of him while my entire body shake. His cold blue eyes were fixed on me as if he wanted to run towards me and rip my throat with his bare teeth. Gladly Dr. Charles rushed downstairs right in time from my loud calling. The moment I saw him heading downstairs hurriedly I ran past him, leaving him and the alpha downstairs."Nala," Dr. Charles tries to stop me. I ignored him and rushed into my mamma and I bedroom, slamming the door behind me and cried out petrified."Nala what is wrong?" my mamma exited the bathroom seeing me in tears."Mamma, mamma he's here," I told her as I sobbed loudly."Tell me who it is?" my mamma asked me with great worries.My feet were shaking too much I could not stand still anymore. I hurriedly went over to the bed and curled up scared."Tell me Nala who it is downstairs that scares you? my mamma kept on asking me; dying for an answer."My mate," I to
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Immediately, I got up and caught her in my arms before her head hit the hard ground of the dusty cell floor. I cry as I did. Look what I have done, I made my Luna hate me. Her heart now possesses a key I'll never have to enter her heart and it is all because of my father. My face is made in anger as I stare at my beautiful mate between my arms. My father had ruined her life and allowed me to end it."Take them home now and allow four of my strongest guard to guard their home," I told my guard. He rushes off. As they came, I carefully gave one out of the four guards I have sent for, Nala to hold."Hold her carefully," I told him."Yes alpha," he nodded. I order the others to see that they are home safe and to stay until I return.Before I leave, I spoke to Dr. Charles to look after Nala's broken hand and the other injury I had given her. It pains my heart, knowing I was the one who badly hurt her. Dr. Charles stare at me with pure anger. I immediately exit
