Edwina Sinclair. As the name dawned on him, he tried to recall everything that happened at that time, about five years ago maybe. He doesn’t remember much.
***FLASHBACK. FIVE YEARS AGO***
As an alpha who had just ascended the throne, alpha Xander had been looking forward to meeting his new mate, a lot of night howler families had approached him, offering their daughters hand, but he’d refused, reason being that he prepared to wait for the one the moon goddess had prepared for him. Her name was later revealed in a dream, a direct message from the great goddess herself.
His excitement to meet her was short lived when he’d found out about his supposed mates’ deficiency, this he found out after a visit from her father, John Sinclair. He was in the packhouse courts that day when instead of his mate, her father was the one who answered the call he’d sent in search for her.
“Good day sir,” John bowed upon entering the night howler pack courts where the alpha was seated.
“Good day to you,” Xander replied, wondering where he’d seen this wolf from before, he couldn’t recall summoning him here earlier. “Who are you?” Was the question that followed from the alpha.
“I am John Sinclair sire, a senior Omega of this pack.”
Xander shrugged, “I don’t recall sending for you, John Sinclair.”
“Yes, I know that sir. You did not send for me but my daughter, Edwina Sinclair.”
His ears prickled as he heard the name. That same name the goddess had told him, the name which belonged to the person he’d summoned here. Alpha Xander got to his feet immediately to meet with the man standing in front of him.
“Where is she? Did you bring her along with you? I want to see her now.” John could make out the desperation in his voice as the alpha spoke. Not to worry, he’d come here with a better offer than just ordinary Edwina Sinclair.
“No sir. Unfortunately, I did not.”
Xander wasn’t expecting that response, and you could tell he was far from pleased as he returned to his seat.
“Can someone tell me what the hell is going on here? Why is this old man standing in my court instead of my mate?”
Officer Provo, one of the guards who had led John in was the next to speak. “He insisted to meet here with you instead of his daughter, sire. He seems to want to make an offer that he claimed you might be interested in.”
“I am not interested in hearing about any offers. I only want to meet my mate. Let him get out and bring Edwina Sinclair for me.”
“Sir, please just hear me out. It would be a failure on my part if I do not reveal the truth about my daughter to you before you meet her. I do not want you getting disappointed then, that’s why I came here.”
This supposed “truth” about Edwina Sinclair seemed to get the alpha’s attention once more, as he turned back to face the old man.
“What are you talking about?” Xander asked him. “What do you mean I’ll get disappointed if I meet her?”
Not wasting time, John went straight to the point. “Edwina has a deficiency sire. She is ordinary. Plain.”
“How could you use such words to describe your own daughter?” Xander asked vexingly.
“I’m sorry sir. Believe me when I say that it hurts more for me to say it like this, but it’s the truth. It’s been the truth ever since her birth. Edwina is one of us, but different. She carries no mark of a night howler. She was born without a wolf.”
John’s words seemed to stir up a lot of attention as suddenly, they began to hear whispers and murmurs in the background in the court from those seated.
“Silence!”
Xander then got up from his seat again to meet with John where he stood.
“That’s impossible. I have never heard of a wolf giving birth to a non-wolf.”
“I also thought it was too sir, until the birth of my second daughter. Not only did she kill her mother, she decided to bring shame and disgrace to my family by being born ordinary. Everyone now thinks that we are cursed because of her.”
“And how do you expect that I won’t think the same thing others are thinking too after hearing this?”
John got on his knees, “please sir. I know you are a wise man. You can seek council from the ancient sages too. There must be something in the books about Edwina’s condition. It might be hereditary or even a curse affecting only her, but I assure you, nothing is wrong with the rest of my family.”
“Why did you come here, John Sinclair? Did you come only to tell me about Edwina’s condition? That I shouldn’t get married to her? How then does that favor you as her father if you let her miss out on a chance to be mated to the alpha?”
“I came here not only to discourage you from marrying Edwina, but also to offer you the hand of someone more befitting. Someone who is free from any such sicknesses and will bring you everlasting happiness.”
“I do not want anyone else apart from the one the goddess has told me to marry. What makes you think I would marry who you want me to?”
“I mean no disrespect to the great mother sir, but I think she might have chosen wrongly this time. Edwina is not worthy at all to be the alpha’s bride.”
“Let me be the one to decide that. Let me meet her first, let her tell me herself about her deficiency, and then let me decide if I will accept her or not. You have no right at all to come in here and offer me someone else!”
“Please sir. I know that what I did was wrong, but it will be worth it once you realize the trouble I saved you from. Edwina would not have even told you the truth. She might have wickedly kept it and let you enter a union with her disabilities.”
“How do you know that? Has she done such a thing before?”
“She is my daughter, sir. I know very well the kind of things she’s capable of.”
“Nonetheless, that does not excuse the fact that you should have let me meet her before coming here to say all this.”
“I apologize once again sir, and of course you will meet Edwina after this but please, consider what I said, and also consider the offer I give you to marry my first daughter, Sonia instead. She will make a much finer bride and you will have no fears of your cubs inheriting any such deficiencies. Imagine if you’d marry Edwina, and it turns out that the heir to this seat does not carry the mark of his pack. What would happen then?”
A gasp was heard amongst those seated in the court as the conversation between John and Xander continued. The old man was taking a wrong approach with his actions, but he was making a valid point.
“It took a moment for Xander to see reason before he shook his head, “Enough of this. Please, get out of my court, John Sinclair, and bring Edwina for me.”
John got up from his knees before exiting as he spoke, “your wish is my command, sir. I will send Edwina here right away as I have done my part in letting you know what you’re getting into. It is now left for you to decide the best course that will favor your people in the future.”
***END OF FLASHBACK***
His mind seeped back to the present as he saw his mate, the one he’d longed for that time, the one he’d sadly had to reject to marry her sister. Edwina Sinclair in his office.He wondered how things would have turned out if he’d chosen to ignore the words of the pack’s circle, if he’d chosen to ignore the words of John Sinclair and just follow his heart instead. Perhaps he wouldn’t have had so much regret. John’s so-called befitting Luna not only hurt him, but had to humiliate him in front of the whole pack, giving his disability and insolvency as an excuse for her foolish pursuits with his beta.He wasn’t in the marriage for love or anything of the sort, he’d always put his people first in all of his decisions and that’s why he’d taken Sonia instead of her sister. All he wanted was a Luna without any shortcomings, but at the end, he got the worst form of betrayal in a dish served cold.Sonia was more than happy to take the place of her sister and become Luna. They both had a happy ma
Edwina had this disappointed feeling in her heart as she was led out of Mr. Chase’s office, through the floor halls, down the elevator and the ground floor reception which led out of the tall company high-rise building. It was right in the middle of the Danbury city, one of the human territories which mostly had buildings belonging to some night howlers.As she began her walk down the street, her heart told her not to lost hope yet, as the alpha hadn’t given his final answer, she would just have to find a way to meet him in the pack house.“Edwina!!! Hello! Edwina!!!!”She’d been hearing someone call her name from behind as she walked, but was too absent minded to notice. Her attention was finally gotten when she felt a hand touch her shoulder from the back.“Edwina.”She turned to see it was the receptionist from the office. The older lady then stopped to catch her breath as she appeared exhausted having chased Edwina all the way here.“I’m sorry,” Edwina apologized. I couldn’t hear
A lot of things still surprised Edwina as she was being driven in the back seat of the private vehicle. A lot of questions she had in mind to ask about Mr. Chase and how he was able to locate her. Finding her home might have not been a problem, as this same driver had dropped her off there earlier today, but finding her new workplace where she’d barely resumed? How was he able to? “Excuse me, um… Mr.… Um.?”The driver turned to face her for two seconds, “Patrick. You can call me Patrick, Miss,” he said, before focusing his gaze back on the road.“Okay, Mr. Patrick. I hope you don’t mind me asking this, but how did you find out about my workplace? Prior to this time, no one else knew about my new job besides me.”“I also didn’t know about it before this time, ma’am.”“So how then did Mr. Chase find out?”“He didn’t. My only instruction was to come to your house to pick you up this evening, miss, but I knew you’d be working so I went to your new boss to ask for permission first.”“How
“Nothing sir,” the older woman whose name appeared to be Becca answered as she then let go of Edwina’s hand.His face scowled even more at her response, “I heard you, you were just saying something to her now, and now you tell me nothing’s going on? Lying to my face?”Becca didn’t respond anymore, just bent her head as she trembled in fear, fear of saying any other thing so as not to make matters worse.Edwina wasn’t staring at him, but still, she could feel him glaring holes into her face.“Stephen.”After hearing the alpha’s call, the butler didn’t need to be given further instruction as he hurriedly ran up the stairs to assist Mr. Chase down using the specially designed stair climber.“Edwina,” he called her after Steven placed him in front of them. She turned to face him, “Y-yes, Mr. Chase?”“What was Becca telling you before I came?”“Nothing sir.”“You’re covering for her, aren’t you?”She shook her head, “no sir. She was just welcoming me, that’s all.”He stared at her more d
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The time that Edwina had here was limited. There was so much she wanted to talk to Sonia about, so much lost time between the two sisters, but that will have to wait till later. First, she had to tell her what was most paramount, she had to tell her the happy news, that she wasn’t going to die, that her and her baby would live, all because of her sister’s sacrifice.“Sonia, you are not going anywhere. These will not be your last days on earth.”“I love your optimism, Edwina, but let’s face the truth. No one will make the alpha change his mind once it’s made up. The warden came to tell me here today that the execution date will soon be fixed.”“I’m serious about what I said, Sonia. And I’m not just being optimistic because I think it will happen. I went to the alpha to plead with him on you and Benedict’s behalf.”“You did what? And what makes you think he would ever change his mind? I mean no offence by this, sister, but he was once my husband, I lived with him for years. Once he deci
Edwina had soaked her pillow in tears after returning home from the cells. Her emotional state didn’t even allow her pay a visit to Benedict, as she headed straight home right after seeing her sister. Why is Sonia behaving like this? Why wont she let her worry about taking care of a disabled person? Why wont she let her worry about choosing to stay with a man she does not love?But of all that had happened today, one thing moved Edwina, it’s that for the first time, Sonia considered her sister’s well-being first, despite the fact that it meant she wouldn’t have a life to continue with anymore, she wanted Edwina to be happy. She wanted her sister to be free, but how can Edwina have all that without any family by her side? Does Sonia not know that loneliness makes such happiness and freedom less relevant? What will be the point of all this if she had no family to share her joy with? Probably this was why alpha Chase insisted that she had some time to think it over, maybe Sonia was rig
Edwina's POV...I glared out my window, it was a brand new day and the air felt lighter, but I didn't feel lighter; I just knew I was free from one of my heart-felt turmoil and about to start one more, I was going to marry a man I don't love, to save a sister who never showed me any kindness as she did before yesterday.I was overwhelmed with the despair of my current situation, I was always one who wanted to marry for love and nothing more. Not for money, not for appearance but just for love. Thinking about marrying a disabled man I don't love was another struggle in my head. How was I going to cope with that and not lose my mind in the process?"Stay still," Becca commanded me as she inserted another pin into my headgear."Ouch," I cried out as she mistakenly pierced into my skin."Sorry," she apologized, "Please stay still so I don't pierce your head again," she instructed and I sighed then nodded my head.She was trying to make me over to prepare me for the official ceremony of th