Alexander's POV...I should really have a private chat with the moon goddess at this point. Things have been looking fine for the past two weeks, with Edwina and I getting closer and the alliance with the sizzlers pack going well. I felt at peace, hopeful of the good things to come. I had almost totally forgotten about John in the dungeon.Caleb and I had been returning to the packhouse when Carlos called to inform us about John committing suicide. I couldn't bring myself to tell Edwina. Caleb, as always, did the talking. For me, it was the way Edwina's face morphed into an unreadable script."You should sit," Caleb advised, helping her to sit her butt down.I wheeled myself next to her, rubbing at her hand gently. "How do you feel?" I inquired.Edwina exhaled, "I don't know. It feels like it would have been better if he was killed by the law instead of getting away like that."I exchanged glances with Caleb, "so, you are not bothered about it?"She chuckled, "I am glad it's all over,
Authors POV...The phone rang again, making Caleb hiss loudly as he flipped the phone to the bed. He unbuttoned his shirt, sinking his butt deep into the bed and letting out a long breath. His day had been filled with trying to avoid Ramona as much as he could. The moment they left the office, she had resulted into calling him incessantly.He felt exhausted from having to just see her name appear as the caller. Caleb had tried to reason with her about how he felt for Becca. However, Ramona seemed to not be listening to whatever it was he said. She keeps trying to get his attention.Sighing deeply, Caleb leaned into the bed. The phone light came on again, indicating an incoming call. Putting the phone in silence still didn't stop the irritation he was feeling.He had the urge to scream at Ramona's stubbornness. There was no way he would let Becca know about her new approach to reaching out to him. Knowing fully well how much it would put a strain on their relationship."Are you okay?"
Alexander's POV...My entire mood felt giddy; I had woken up to see Carlos and Jason in the office waiting for our arrival. We had been quite late, too many reasons that involved certain people being ridden into oblivion.He has been in denial mode all morning, and I haven't decided how to deal with him yet. But seeing Carlos and Jason, I knew just what to do to him."It's been almost like forever since I last saw you both." I grinned at them"Have you been missing me when I'm only one call away," Carlos muttered in his usual cheerful state."Shut the hell up!" Mused Caleb, all of them settling into the chairs."I really haven't had the opportunity to thank you all for your hard work and dedication to the protection and safety of the pack," I said."Which is why we need to go to a nice place and have a good time out," Jason stated. He sounded quite chatty, which was unlike him. It's more of Carlos's thing."You sound elated, Jason," Caleb spoke my mind.Carlos shared a look with Caleb
Authors POV..."What the fuck, Ramona! Why the hell are you coming after me with so many messages and calls?" Caleb looked livid as he growled at Ramona. They stood a few feet from each other.For about a week, Ramona had been texting and calling consistently for a meet-up. Every location she picks is either her house or his. Caleb was trying his very best to avoid being in an enclosed space with her. Despite being able to define his feelings, a part of him still finds Ramona sexually appealing, and he really can't be certain of what he could be capable of.And it was obvious Ramona knew that weakness of his, the look in her eyes gave her out."Say something already! I left a gathering just because of you!" He growled in frustration.Ramona had sent him a message saying something along the line of committing suicide if he didn't show up. It was still working hours, implying their only meeting space would be his office. When he got back, she was seated comfortably in his chair. She was
Authors POV...Caleb blinked consistently, trying to adjust his brain to the mind-shattering news he just got from Ramona. His ear made a distinctive noise as his shaky hands scrolled through his phone screen to check his email. Ramona had meant it when she claimed the pregnancy test result had been sent to his email.The gynaecologist at the human-owned hospital she had gone to had his number written at the end of the test result. Refusing to get played by Ramona, he dialled the line.The other line came to life after the second ring, Caleb had been expecting to hear a man speak, but a mature ladylike voice was what he heard."Good day, Dr Derby here. What can I do for you?"Gulping hard, Caleb sat up, "I would like to ask about the pregnancy test result done by a lady at your hospital." Finding it hard to say the word, he muttered in horror. "I'm her fiance."He called out Ramona's name and her registration number written on the result. Dr Derby had been reluctant at first until she
Edwina's POV...Leaning into the fluffy armchair I sat on, I bobbed my head back and forth, letting the silence in the study seep into my thoughts. I smiled as the thought of Xander being such a tease last night flashed through my mind. He was really growing on me, and I didn't want it to end soon or forever. I rubbed at my belly, letting the proud smile spread out on my lips.Last night I had been worried I would be saddled with nightmares of my father. But I was surprised at how much sleep I had gotten. I slept peacefully like a baby. The torment of having to worry about my messed up family was finally over. All I want is to focus on being happy with Xander and my unborn cub.However, another fear has settled in the pit of my belly, and it's one thing I can affirm to it, giving me sleepless nights for as long as it lasts. I shifted in the chair, trying to focus on the book I had on hand.Becca had been quite busy all day. They were stocking groceries and other things up for the kitc
Alexander's POV...I stared at the two women wondering what the fuck I had just heard them saying. Due to Caleb's mood, we left the office a bit early. But we couldn't get into the packhouse together as he had received a call from Carlos to attend to something urgent as regards the omega clan. He had left with a promise to return.Heading to the room, I was surprised that I couldn't find Becca, who would have come to welcome me as her usual routine. I didn't see Edwina, either. When I asked the maids if they had both gone out. No one saw them leaving the house, which meant they were around somewhere. I wheeled myself down to the study, knowing Edwina spends most of her spare time in it.I was right as I neared the door, which appeared to be a bit open. The guards standing by the hallway bowed their heads. I nodded my head in response. The intention was to open the door and get in, but I got stopped by the voice of Becca when she mentioned something about my mother being an actual huma
Authors POV...Becca bit on her nails as she paced the room back and forth. If only she had known. She would have prevented her big mouth from spitting out the underlying truth of Xander's mum to Edwina in the first place. It would hurt her to be the main cause of their argument.When Xander stormed out of the room, Becca attempted to go after him. But Edwina had stopped her, saying she had nothing to worry about. Edwina had promised to talk to him, and it would be sorted. She believed her, knowing how much Xander respected Edwina's input.Checking her time, she noticed Caleb hadn't returned with Xander. She went to her room to check her phone, just in case he had left a message for her. Becca was right about the message; Caleb had called at first when she wasn't picking up, so he had dropped a text. It said he went on a quick errand but would check on her before heading to his home.She blushed at the text as memories of the night tickled her. Leaning deep into the bed, she went to t
Authors POV...Becca searched around the kitchen uncomfortably, trying not to meet Caleb's eyes. It was just as Ramona had said; he looked terrible. His eyes obviously were sleep deprived. She had been trying her best to avoid him all week, and it worked. Becca didn't get to see him, just as she had wished.Watching her every move, Caleb walked towards the kitchen island, taking Ramona's seat. He sighed in exhaustion."Until when would you keep doing this?" He asked, holding his head together with his hands.She gulped hard, toying with her fingers. "did you know about Ramona coming?""How was I supposed to know? I haven't spoken to her in weeks. I was surprised myself to see her here."Searching his eyes for any form of lie or pretence, Becca saw the naivety in his eyes. It was obvious Caleb had no idea of Ramona's coming. She inhaled and exhaled at the same time, trying to steady her breath.It wasn't worth brooding on too much; Becca herself was tired of being so far away from him.
Authors POV...Ramona searched around the crowd, trying to see if she would get a hold of Becca, but she seemed to disappear at every chance she got to approach her. One thing about the gathering of night howlers is how merry they all become and how they know how to party till the day ends. Especially since the alpha had finally gotten back to his feet. Annoyed at how hard it was becoming, Ramona made her way towards the podium area to ask a guard where Becca was. The guard directed her to the kitchen.Her heels clattered against the hallways as she manoeuvred her way around the pack house. Getting into the kitchen, Becca was there as she had been told. Standing at the edge of the kitchen was Becca, who seemed so lost in her thoughts. Ramona bit her lip really hard; she felt so guilty.For the past three weeks, Ramona had forced her way into Caleb's home to have him bend to her wheel. Unfortunately, Caleb seems to be much more determined than she was to not give in to her advances.Ev
Edwina's POV...For what seemed like a lifetime, he didn't say a word. I was getting bothered, and my standing didn't feel good, considering my position. I would like to think that Xander reads my mind. Almost in a split second, he had dusted a chair that sprouted out from among the piles of antiques in the space and had me seated on it.I gulped nervously, feeling bad for thinking ill of him. "Xander..."He held a hand up, "please let me finish." He pleaded."Okay." I let out in a whisper.Still standing, Xander had his back turned to me, obviously trying to hide the tears in his eyes. "over the years, as I grew, I leaned on Ben as he was the only person really close to me. I felt safe trusting him with all of me. Also, the idea of family grew within me so much. I couldn't wait to have a Luna. When I did come of age, I pleaded hard with the moon goddess to show me my desired mate. When she showed you to me, I was too greedy and thought I was doing it for the sake of the pack. Eventua
Edwina's POV...I stomped my foot through the hallway in annoyance, indecisive as to why my emotions were spluttering all over the place. I could blame it on pregnancy, knowing quite well it wasn't just about that.Tears laced my eyes as I bounced off the walls. Seeing him stand in all of his glory, like the Greek god most books describe, was overwhelming. In all truth, Xander is a good-looking man. Every of his body structure, from the chiselled jawline to his legs, made my clit ache.I was wet beyond measure, and if he slipped right inside me this minute, I was sure to orgasm right on the spot. I feel angry at myself for having such thoughts, considering how much he had disregarded me. But what to do when I miss him so much? I ache for his touch every night, and my urges had mounted since I got pregnant.Probably, just maybe, I would have held back on my sexually consumed thoughts if he wasn't looking so much like a snack. It's been a month, and I must say every day is more than ten
Alexander's POV...I shifted uncomfortably in the wheelchair, eager to stand up and not have to deal with the facade I had been living in anymore. Glancing to my side, I tried to keep eye contact with Edwina. It was obvious she was doing everything she could to avoid my ears. A week after she found out about my true disabled state, I tried to get on her good book, but she never paid me any mind.I had thought coming out to the pack members would be easy, as I had informed Caleb to arrange the process after a week when I might have gotten back with Edwina. To my disappointment, three weeks went by with myself and Caleb wallowing in self-pity and none of our women paying us any mind. For myself and Edwina, we have been going back and forth on her forgiving me.But she had been really adamant about not wanting to talk to me. The last time I tried to reach out to her, she had told me it would take her a very long time to accept the new me, as she had put it. Sounds frustrating, right? I m
Edwina's POV...I rolled to the side of the bed, trying to find a comfortable side of the bed to rest in, but I couldn't. I had been awake since about seven am, but I couldn't find myself standing up from the bed. I just wanted to remain there, most especially to avoid seeing Xander. At the same time, I was aching badly for food and a nice cup of tea. My baby and I had awoken with a craving for food.Turning around to get a hold of my phone, I attempted to dial Becca when there came a knock on the door. As I got off the bed reluctantly to open it, I hoped it wouldn't be Xander. Nothing has prepared me for such a discussion this morning.Opening it, I found Becca by the door with a platter of food. "Oh my goodness, Becca! You are godsent." I muttered, opening the door widely.My eyes glazed at the sumptuous sight of the breakfast of bacon, toast, scrambled egg, sausage, some freshly made juice, and a cup of tea to cap it all."How in the world did you do this? Do you live in my mind?"
Authors POV...Caleb scoffed in irritation as he threw daggers at Ramona with his eyes. It had been hard for him to get over how low she had stooped to get back at him. Having her appear in his home looking all relaxed made him boil terribly. He had just taken a pill to suppress the headache threatening to split his head. The moment his eyes landed on Ramona, it seemed to be coming back with full force."Answer the fucking question. Why are you here?" Caleb blurted again, his eyes catching sight of Xander wheeling himself towards his room.Ramona sat with gait, staring at Caleb with a straight face. She had no intention of backing away from fighting for his attention. She had known the kind of ruckus the video and document she had sent to Becca would cause. However, she was less bothered about it and couldn't care less about what anyone thought of her. She wants a home with Caleb and being Ramona, there is no way she would let it go that easily without a fight.Becca was way older tha
Alexander's POV...Eyeballing his ass out, I turned my back to him, trying to wash up the used cups. One thing I loved to do was handle my chores. Before I got confined to the wheelchair, I used to swing by Ben's place to crash after a long day at work. We end up cooking and washing up ourselves. They were sweet memorable moments. I wanted to distract myself from responding to Caleb, or should I say, I was trying to gather my thoughts."Why aren't you saying anything?" He pressed on, raising his head fully now."Can you not." I inhaled deeply, scratching the back of my head. "I hope you haven't taken my advice of keeping something from your woman because I think that has cost me my small family."Caleb snorted, mumbling under his breath. "guess that's too late. But tell me, what happened?""Edwina saw me on my feet," I told him.He started with a perplexed look on his face, "Saw you on your feet? How did that happen?"I rolled my eyes, sitting my butt on a stool. I sighed, "so, yester
Alexander's POV...Woke up to a cold side of the bed. The bags underneath my eyes were enough to act as an airbag during an accident. They were so heavy it felt like my eyes were under pressure.I had waited up for Edwina to return to the room, but it was obvious that wouldn't be happening. I was surprised to find out when I drifted off to sleep, though.My mind wobbled, and all I wanted was to stick to the bed and never have to come out of the room. Different emotions flowed through me. Now that Edwina knows my truth, I feel compelled to let the pack members know too. Truth is, judging by Edwina's reaction, I'm really scared the pack members, too, would be disappointed.I groaned inwardly while pulling at my hair. I can't believe this shit is happening right now; I thought everything was falling into place, and I would show myself to my woman at the right time. I can tell she hates me now and compares me to that fucking Ben. Now I have stooped so low to cursing the dead. I might go b