Chapter 167

Edwina's POV...

I paced the doorway back and forth, trying to listen in on what was going on. I was supposed to be in the room serving as a support system for my sister when she needed me the most, but instead, I was about to pass out myself.

For four days straight, Sonia has been experiencing contractions that go back and forth. The nurse assigned to watch her all through the time had been replaced by another person, as they didn't expect it would take that long for her water to actually break.

I have been having sleepless nights and preoccupied with the thoughts of Sonia that I have deprived not just myself of some sleep but also Xander of sex. The thoughts made my libido paralysed, but I felt like a monster at the mere thought of having sex at the expense of my sister wallowing in pain.

Even though Xander has been most considerate, I know it's uneasy for him to hold it in. About two times, I heard his groans while he jerked off in the middle of the night. I missed him more, too, an