Alexander's POV...The thought of heading home felt exciting. One would think I wasn't with Edwina last night, making her scream in pleasure. But I felt a new energy surge through me after shifting and running through the woods.I miss my old self. What I did today, if I must be sincere with myself, was an act of foolishness. As much as I had synced Caleb and gauged his trust, there was still no need for me to go as far as exposing myself that much. He had only seen me once and might still be having doubts about my disability, even though there was nothing to be doubtful about anymore since I affirmed it to him.This thought would have stayed clogged in the deepest darkest parts of my subconscious if I hadn't been alone after Caleb and I returned from the resort. The thought of Ben betraying me after doing everything brotherly possible together. He was more of my confidant and go-to person, but he took the liberty he got from my openness and used it against me.Something In me disagre
Edwina's POV...I sighed again, twisting and turning restlessly. I needed to distract myself, but nothing was coming to mind except seeing a particular someone. My pussy ached badly for his touch."Stop it, Edwina." I scolded myself, trying to focus on the thought of my sister having contractions and probably being in pain.I have never felt so scared the way I was today. To think that Sonia was in so much pain, and I could not do anything but stand by saying sorry. It made me feel really useless. But it's admittable that it isn't my fault, and there is nothing I can do about that.Fear gripped me when I heard of her ready to pop out her cub. To be sure I left her in good hands, I have called the guest quarters numerous times. Almost dragging the theta from the infirmary with my consistent calls.Would have almost dragged Becca to come with me or keep me company, but I am not really in the mood for talks, and I can say the same for Becca too. We both are tired mentally and maybe physi
Alexander's POV...The joy of being an alpha is being able to sense the thoughts of others, especially when all of their emotions are not under control. The moment I entered the room, the strong smell of Edwina's arousal made me mesmerized, and I wanted to get lost in it.I decided it was okay to get hard to get for the night, and then I felt her fingers trailing down my back, asking if I was asleep. I still acted rigid to her wants."Xander! Are you sleeping already?" She called out again. This time her tone was stronger.I sniffed, turning to her, "not really, just a bit tired. Are you okay?"Edwina scratched the back of her neck nervously, "are you that tired?" She asked, even though it was obvious that wasn't what she meant to ask.Shaking my head, I tried to raise my upper body a bit. "No. Do you need something?" My wolf almost jumped out at my slow approach to responding to her.Looking away shyly, she murmured. "Do you mind if I suck your dick?"If I didn't know better, I would
Authors POV...Becca sighed as she walked outside the packhouse, taking a seat at her usual spot overseeing the night howlers pack. A sense of loneliness had washed over her since the sun went down.She couldn't pinpoint what was bothering her exactly. But it had so many things attached to it, one being the sight of Sonia seeming so attached to her unborn child.Becca wished for the feeling so bad. Probably if her ex-husband hadn't died that early they would have had a cub or two. Now it's been a long while, and before anything else, she craves long, steamy hot sex. The mere thought of it made her body shiver, pleasure racing down her back.Trying all she could to not let the thoughts of that particular person cross her mind, she picked up stones, throwing them into the dark night. Hoping it would help unburden her heavy mind."A generous amount of millions for your thoughts? Wouldn't want to buy them for a penny." Carlos said behind her.Becca looked startled as she jumped off her se
Authors POV..."Are you okay, Caleb?" Becca asked as she stood up, walking towards him. The moment she stepped close to him, Caleb collapsed into her, resting his head on her shoulder.After dropping Xander off, he had taken some long moments sitting in the car, brooding over what he was meant to do. He weighed his pro and cons. Ever since Becca had confessed her feelings to him, it had been one sleepless night after another.Asides from that, Caleb missed her presence. He missed the talks they shared and Becca feeding him at every chance she got.Caleb had thought about the discussion between himself and Xander when he realized that Xander was right with his speculations. His head was lying on Becca's shoulder right now, and inhaling her every scent felt like pure bliss to him.To think he had been missing such grace because he was too blinded to see. Caleb no longer cares what Ramona thinks of him. All that matters to him now is getting on good terms with his Becca.Becca raised him
Ben's POV..."Edwina!" I yelled out as my cum spewed out, messing up the duvet. Throwing my head back on the pillow, I exhaled loudly.It had been four fucking days into the awful lockdown, and I was just about to lose the whole of my sanity.To cap it all, my nights have been recently filled with wet dreams of me fucking the hell out of Edwina's pussy. I wake up to a strong hard-on, and the best I can do is jerk off while thinking of different ways I would get on with her. I will eventually capture her, and just to spite Xander, I will fuck her right in front of him.I would show him where the true power and strength lie.Every day I wake, strategizing on getting back everything that bastard called Xander took away from me. For now, I would try to not fade off due to this unnecessary pandemic spreading all over sizzlers' pack.It would have been nice if the fucked up virus wasn't spreading its claws so fast. Malia's absence only added to my frustration. The day she came over to the p
Ben's POV...Just when I thought I sounded really serious and my voice needed to be heard, mother fucking Bethel had himself excused."Can you wait up in the study for me, please? I would like to freshen up. I reek of their pussy." He spat in distaste like he wasn't just moaning to that same pussy.Acting like the obedient servant I wasn't, I bowed a bit, heading out of the room. My thoughts clouded as I walked the hallway down to his study. The feeling that all wasn't well was settling deep in the pit of my belly. There is no way my men who had stayed loyal to me even when their life was in obvious danger would lose contact and not reach out to me in the least.Someone like Jared goes to the extent of leaving the night howlers just to come to find me and keep me updated. Maybe I was too slow in responding, but at the same time, it isn't really my fault. The only reason I aligned with the sizzlers pack was to use their resources. But not having control over them all has been an added
Alexander's POV...Parading the dungeon where all of Ben's men were locked up, I shook my head at their pitiable sight. I haven't yet decided what I intend to do with them, as it was the least on my plate to worry about.For days, it all seemed okay, but my team and I have been working relentlessly to ensure we don't become enslaved by those treacherous individuals. Knowing Ben well enough, he would have taken notice of his inability to reach his men. The encrypted phone, which had belonged to Jared, kept ringing nonstop. We intentionally left it on to know when Ben would give up. For days he hadn't tried the line, which implies he had begun to suspect something.It got me worried, and as much as I want us to get this over and done with, I can't have my warriors exposed to the virus that had spread out in the sizzlers pack. At the same time, we need to act as fast as we can.Our next stop was the training ground, and I must say, Caleb, Carlos, and Jason have done a great job keeping a
Authors POV...Becca searched around the kitchen uncomfortably, trying not to meet Caleb's eyes. It was just as Ramona had said; he looked terrible. His eyes obviously were sleep deprived. She had been trying her best to avoid him all week, and it worked. Becca didn't get to see him, just as she had wished.Watching her every move, Caleb walked towards the kitchen island, taking Ramona's seat. He sighed in exhaustion."Until when would you keep doing this?" He asked, holding his head together with his hands.She gulped hard, toying with her fingers. "did you know about Ramona coming?""How was I supposed to know? I haven't spoken to her in weeks. I was surprised myself to see her here."Searching his eyes for any form of lie or pretence, Becca saw the naivety in his eyes. It was obvious Caleb had no idea of Ramona's coming. She inhaled and exhaled at the same time, trying to steady her breath.It wasn't worth brooding on too much; Becca herself was tired of being so far away from him.
Authors POV...Ramona searched around the crowd, trying to see if she would get a hold of Becca, but she seemed to disappear at every chance she got to approach her. One thing about the gathering of night howlers is how merry they all become and how they know how to party till the day ends. Especially since the alpha had finally gotten back to his feet. Annoyed at how hard it was becoming, Ramona made her way towards the podium area to ask a guard where Becca was. The guard directed her to the kitchen.Her heels clattered against the hallways as she manoeuvred her way around the pack house. Getting into the kitchen, Becca was there as she had been told. Standing at the edge of the kitchen was Becca, who seemed so lost in her thoughts. Ramona bit her lip really hard; she felt so guilty.For the past three weeks, Ramona had forced her way into Caleb's home to have him bend to her wheel. Unfortunately, Caleb seems to be much more determined than she was to not give in to her advances.Ev
Edwina's POV...For what seemed like a lifetime, he didn't say a word. I was getting bothered, and my standing didn't feel good, considering my position. I would like to think that Xander reads my mind. Almost in a split second, he had dusted a chair that sprouted out from among the piles of antiques in the space and had me seated on it.I gulped nervously, feeling bad for thinking ill of him. "Xander..."He held a hand up, "please let me finish." He pleaded."Okay." I let out in a whisper.Still standing, Xander had his back turned to me, obviously trying to hide the tears in his eyes. "over the years, as I grew, I leaned on Ben as he was the only person really close to me. I felt safe trusting him with all of me. Also, the idea of family grew within me so much. I couldn't wait to have a Luna. When I did come of age, I pleaded hard with the moon goddess to show me my desired mate. When she showed you to me, I was too greedy and thought I was doing it for the sake of the pack. Eventua
Edwina's POV...I stomped my foot through the hallway in annoyance, indecisive as to why my emotions were spluttering all over the place. I could blame it on pregnancy, knowing quite well it wasn't just about that.Tears laced my eyes as I bounced off the walls. Seeing him stand in all of his glory, like the Greek god most books describe, was overwhelming. In all truth, Xander is a good-looking man. Every of his body structure, from the chiselled jawline to his legs, made my clit ache.I was wet beyond measure, and if he slipped right inside me this minute, I was sure to orgasm right on the spot. I feel angry at myself for having such thoughts, considering how much he had disregarded me. But what to do when I miss him so much? I ache for his touch every night, and my urges had mounted since I got pregnant.Probably, just maybe, I would have held back on my sexually consumed thoughts if he wasn't looking so much like a snack. It's been a month, and I must say every day is more than ten
Alexander's POV...I shifted uncomfortably in the wheelchair, eager to stand up and not have to deal with the facade I had been living in anymore. Glancing to my side, I tried to keep eye contact with Edwina. It was obvious she was doing everything she could to avoid my ears. A week after she found out about my true disabled state, I tried to get on her good book, but she never paid me any mind.I had thought coming out to the pack members would be easy, as I had informed Caleb to arrange the process after a week when I might have gotten back with Edwina. To my disappointment, three weeks went by with myself and Caleb wallowing in self-pity and none of our women paying us any mind. For myself and Edwina, we have been going back and forth on her forgiving me.But she had been really adamant about not wanting to talk to me. The last time I tried to reach out to her, she had told me it would take her a very long time to accept the new me, as she had put it. Sounds frustrating, right? I m
Edwina's POV...I rolled to the side of the bed, trying to find a comfortable side of the bed to rest in, but I couldn't. I had been awake since about seven am, but I couldn't find myself standing up from the bed. I just wanted to remain there, most especially to avoid seeing Xander. At the same time, I was aching badly for food and a nice cup of tea. My baby and I had awoken with a craving for food.Turning around to get a hold of my phone, I attempted to dial Becca when there came a knock on the door. As I got off the bed reluctantly to open it, I hoped it wouldn't be Xander. Nothing has prepared me for such a discussion this morning.Opening it, I found Becca by the door with a platter of food. "Oh my goodness, Becca! You are godsent." I muttered, opening the door widely.My eyes glazed at the sumptuous sight of the breakfast of bacon, toast, scrambled egg, sausage, some freshly made juice, and a cup of tea to cap it all."How in the world did you do this? Do you live in my mind?"
Authors POV...Caleb scoffed in irritation as he threw daggers at Ramona with his eyes. It had been hard for him to get over how low she had stooped to get back at him. Having her appear in his home looking all relaxed made him boil terribly. He had just taken a pill to suppress the headache threatening to split his head. The moment his eyes landed on Ramona, it seemed to be coming back with full force."Answer the fucking question. Why are you here?" Caleb blurted again, his eyes catching sight of Xander wheeling himself towards his room.Ramona sat with gait, staring at Caleb with a straight face. She had no intention of backing away from fighting for his attention. She had known the kind of ruckus the video and document she had sent to Becca would cause. However, she was less bothered about it and couldn't care less about what anyone thought of her. She wants a home with Caleb and being Ramona, there is no way she would let it go that easily without a fight.Becca was way older tha
Alexander's POV...Eyeballing his ass out, I turned my back to him, trying to wash up the used cups. One thing I loved to do was handle my chores. Before I got confined to the wheelchair, I used to swing by Ben's place to crash after a long day at work. We end up cooking and washing up ourselves. They were sweet memorable moments. I wanted to distract myself from responding to Caleb, or should I say, I was trying to gather my thoughts."Why aren't you saying anything?" He pressed on, raising his head fully now."Can you not." I inhaled deeply, scratching the back of my head. "I hope you haven't taken my advice of keeping something from your woman because I think that has cost me my small family."Caleb snorted, mumbling under his breath. "guess that's too late. But tell me, what happened?""Edwina saw me on my feet," I told him.He started with a perplexed look on his face, "Saw you on your feet? How did that happen?"I rolled my eyes, sitting my butt on a stool. I sighed, "so, yester
Alexander's POV...Woke up to a cold side of the bed. The bags underneath my eyes were enough to act as an airbag during an accident. They were so heavy it felt like my eyes were under pressure.I had waited up for Edwina to return to the room, but it was obvious that wouldn't be happening. I was surprised to find out when I drifted off to sleep, though.My mind wobbled, and all I wanted was to stick to the bed and never have to come out of the room. Different emotions flowed through me. Now that Edwina knows my truth, I feel compelled to let the pack members know too. Truth is, judging by Edwina's reaction, I'm really scared the pack members, too, would be disappointed.I groaned inwardly while pulling at my hair. I can't believe this shit is happening right now; I thought everything was falling into place, and I would show myself to my woman at the right time. I can tell she hates me now and compares me to that fucking Ben. Now I have stooped so low to cursing the dead. I might go b